girl, you're wrong

Chapter 37
Why are you looking for Su Lili in a nightmare?There are three reasons:

First, when Xing Yuanzhi was not around, Cheng Jinyang didn't want to go head-to-head with the demon.

Second, seeing Su Lili every day, those annoying visual and auditory hallucinations are gone.In other words, Su Lili in the nightmare is a part of visual and auditory hallucinations.It's normal that it won't reappear in a short time after it appears.

Third, of course, because my little Li is soft and cute, I am very happy to be with her.

Now, Cheng Jinyang can fully understand why the original owner loves this childhood sweetheart so deeply.It even felt that he later embarked on the road of suicide, and the factors of the death of childhood sweethearts even surpassed the death of both parents.

No, because my little Li is so cute.

"Ah." Su Lili, who was lying in his arms, said.

Cheng Jinyang opened his mouth, and a peeled and seeded grape was stuffed into his mouth.

"Sweet?" Su Lili smiled, her eyes crooked.

"Sweet!" Cheng Jinyang nodded vigorously, but what he thought was that my family's Xiaoli's smile was sweeter, and I was almost melted.

"Hehe, I'll peel another one for you." Su Lili continued peeling the grapes.

Cheng Jinyang really wanted to say that there is no need to peel one, or let's pop one.

But thinking of his fiancée Azhi, he regained his concentration and dismissed all the charming thoughts in his mind.

After all, no matter how sweet and realistic an illusion is, it is just an illusion. It is impossible for a person to live in a nightmare for a lifetime.

"Oh, Xiaoli." He stared at Su Lili's pretty face and couldn't help but say, "If only you were still alive."

Su Lili's delicate hands trembled uncontrollably.

Then she continued to peel the grapes slowly and said:
"Yes."

Sure enough, so you admit it?
No, it should be "I," admitted.

Cheng Jinyang's heart ached, and he felt endless sadness pouring out from the bottom of his heart, as if to engulf him completely from head to toe.

"The old Su Lili is dead, Jinyang."

Su Lili rolled over and straddled him, put his hands around his neck, pressed his forehead to his forehead, and said in a low voice:

"But...at least 'I' is here and can be with you every day...for me, it's happy enough."

The sadness in Cheng Jinyang's heart ebbs again.What can he say?

"Oh, yes." He hugged Su Lili silently, feeling the warmth and trembling of the tender body in his arms.

"Stop talking about those sad things." Su Lili smiled, "Come and eat grapes, open your mouth!"

"Ah~~~"

"what."

Chew and chew.

"Sweet?" Azhi's voice came from his ear.

"Sweet..." Cheng Jinyang suddenly reacted and said calmly, "Little Li, I'm going to the toilet."

"Oh." Su Lili released him.

Cheng Jinyang took Xing Yuanzhi to the bathroom and asked embarrassedly:
"How did you come?"

"I saw you sleeping when I got home." Xing Yuanzhi said calmly, "So sleep in and see what the hell are you doing... Okay, even peeling the grapes for you?"

"I was gathering information." Cheng Jinyang defended.

"She hid the information in the grapes to feed you, you won't get it if you don't eat it, right?" Xing Yuanzhi pretended to be curious, blinking her eyes, but there was no smile in it.

Cheng Jinyang: ………………

"I originally expected you to wake me up when you came back, what should I do now?" He sighed helplessly, "Let's wait a few hours to wake up naturally?"

"Don't change the subject for me!" Xing Yuanzhi was furious and reached out to pinch his arm, "Who said you shouldn't be too attached to the illusion? As a result, you both started feeding each other food within a week? Ah?!"

"Azhi, the image! Pay attention to the image!" Cheng Jinyang quickly grabbed her and pointed at the mirror to remind her.

Xing Yuanzhi turned her head and saw that she was burning with anger in the mirror, where is there the slightest appearance of the cold Xing Jiaqingfeng in the past?
Not good!The character is broken!
So she regained her expression, regained her fairy-like cold attitude, and said indifferently:

"Remember, falsehood may be better than reality, but it can never be true!"

"I have been taught." Cheng Jinyang said seriously.

"Yeah." Xing Yuanzhi nodded, "Also, if you ask Azhi to commit suicide again, don't force me to do it."

The two left the bathroom, Cheng Jinyang nodded to Su Lili, and said warmly:

"Little Li, I'll go out and see you next time."

"Okay~" Su Lili said obediently.

After the two left, Su Lili was stunned, staring at the living room floor in a daze.

Half an hour later, she suddenly jumped off the sofa, went to the bathroom, carefully checked every corner, and sniffed the air by the way.

There is no other taste.

"So, my Jinyang..." Su Lili stared at the mirror in the bathroom with a sweet smile of doubt, and murmured:
"...Azhi, who is it?"

Going back to reality.

After many rounds of monster battles, Cheng Jinyang finally woke up from his nap on the sofa, and saw Xing Yuanzhi with a tired face, propped himself up from the sofa next to him, and found slippers on the ground.

"I'm going to the bathroom." She put on her slippers and stood up and said weakly.

When he came to the toilet, he locked the door, filled the bathtub with water, took off his dress, and tested the temperature with his feet, and then soaked in comfortably.

This is her way of decompression.In a sense, she is very fortunate that she has this bathing hobby, otherwise she might not be able to withstand the daily nightmare training.

"That...let's talk?" Cheng Jinyang knocked on the door outside.

He knocked on the door when he heard the sound of water inside. He also knew that Azhi was in a very happy mood when he was bathing, so he was very good at talking, so he chose it at this time.

"Let's talk." Xing Yuanzhi replied warmly.

"I think so." Cheng Jinyang considered his words, "It's nothing to love cleanliness, but if you encounter flesh and blood, you can't walk, your body's reaction speed drops, and your brain is blank. This is no longer the category of cleanliness, right? right?"

Xing Yuanzhi in the bathroom buried his head under the water and thought quietly.

"You're right." She surfaced again and said, "The hatred of flesh and blood is restricting my fighting strength. But I'm sorry, Jin Yang, I'm afraid I can't overcome this weakness for a while."

"Have you seen a psychiatrist?" Cheng Jinyang asked.

"Yes." Xing Yuanzhi slowly wiped his arm, "My father took me to many doctors before, and even Wu Jun Wu came to adjust the perception. But..."

"Organic disease?" Cheng Jinyang asked.

"Well, almost." Xing Yuanzhi said with a sigh, "It is said that a certain kind of microglia in the cerebral cortex has mutated, affecting the regulation of some nerves and hormones. It is not a simple perception manipulation or cerebral cortex shielding that can be cured. "

Can't block brain development?It seems that Azhi is even worse than me...

Cheng Jinyang thought about this, sighed, and asked with concern:
"Then why don't you take a rest tonight, and I'll go to the living room to sleep? Isn't it bad to have two nightmares a day?"

Xing Yuanzhi was slightly startled, and then she couldn't help laughing.

"It's alright, Jinyang." She said softly, "Escape... it won't solve the problem after all."

(End of this chapter)