My love options are a bit difficult

Chapter 281 People's Life Never Belongs to Oneself

Xia Mufeng didn't know what she was thinking in her heart, but he really couldn't tell the game about himself.

Not to mention that this is the biggest secret in my heart, even if I tell it, it may be hard for people to believe it.

Since this is the case, it is better not to mention it, after all, I am also occupying other people's body, which is always a taboo.

Xia Mufeng would rather bear all the karma of this body than expose his secrets.

He made up his mind, moved his eyes to Yu Gongquan's face, his expression gradually became serious, and he said seriously: "I will treat the past as the past, but I think it is necessary to explain to you in the future."

"What's up"

Yu Gongquan bit his lip, his eyes dimmed for a while, knowing that what should come will eventually come.

Cheating never ends well, she always thought so.

From the very beginning when he returned to Tokyo, he kept many things from him. Although Natsume Kaede also kept many things from her, he had no obligation to tell him.

On the other hand, what Yu Gongquan concealed, whether it was the problems of his parents or his own past, should actually be told to him.

Who would have thought that the elder brother would have known everything a long time ago, and would continue to secretly work hard to remove obstacles for herself. Fortunately, she thought that she was covering up the slightest bit, but she would have been discovered long ago.

I'm afraid. He has been watching his own jokes.

"Don't hide any difficulties from your brother in the future, and don't always be brave by yourself."

"Eh?"

Hearing the sound, Yu Gongquan raised his head in a daze, looking at Xia Mufeng with a serious expression, he always felt that something was wrong.

Natsume Feng sighed, put his hand on her head, rubbed it lightly, and then let go: "I know you sometimes have good intentions for me, but if you stop life to help me, It's better not to do it, don't underestimate brother, in fact, I have always been the one who should protect you."

He withdrew his hand on his lap, pondered for a while and said: "Although I don't know what my parents have done, since they entrusted you to me, I will do what I should do. I know you have your own responsibility. thoughts, but more often you have to take care of other people’s thoughts.”

"After all, a person's life is never just his own."

After Xia Mufeng said these words, he was also a little emotional.

People's lives are never just their own.

Originally, life was conceived by parents. When a person is still a child, it is impossible to survive alone. When he grows up, he has to rely on the help of his family. After he gets married and starts a business, he has a child and a wife. At this time, he becomes a family. If you are the pillar of the family, who will the family rely on if you die?

In the process of growing up, a person will inevitably receive the care and help of many people, including relatives, wives, and friends.

Sometimes just a minor illness will cause many people to care about you. If you make arbitrary decisions about your life, how can you be worthy of those concerns?

A person's life only superficially seems to belong to him, or sometimes most of the content seems to belong to him.

But never completely and absolutely belong to yourself.

The natural one belongs to the world, to the natural world, to human beings, to a certain nation, a certain country, a certain place, a certain family.

We have made our contribution to these affiliations during our existence, and our life has been fulfilled by it, and thus has a certain continuation.

Human selfishness has always been a general term. Some people are selfish for the country, some are small for their families, and some are selfish for themselves—the last kind of people is terrible.

Xia Mufeng never thinks that he has the heart of a sage. Even if he has supernatural power, he doesn't think about helping anyone. He only hopes that he, his family and friends can live a good life.

For example, although Izumi Yugong didn't know how he knew that he had a grudge with the Guangpu family this time, he rushed to the door and caused injury, which almost scared Natsume Feng to death.

But he was also a little lucky.

This time it's just an injury, if you lose your life
He felt that he could no longer think about it.

"What do you mean?" Yu Gongquan couldn't react to his words, and continued to ask in a daze: "My lord brother means that you won't let me do dangerous things in the future?"

"Otherwise? You still want to single-handedly come to kill people, but I will confiscate your gun first, so you don't need to look for it when you go back." Natsume Feng was speechless for a moment, and he didn't forget to inform her when he answered the question. thing.

Yu Gongquan turned a deaf ear to the fact that he confiscated his gun, but instead asked with a somewhat astonished expression: "Don't you blame me, brother?"

"Why do you blame me?"

Natsume Feng cast a glance at her, reached for the bag he had put on the table, picked up a piece of plastic-wrapped rice ball, tore it open, and ate it directly.

I haven't eaten since last night until now, and it's okay if I'm not in the mood, but just now I saw the residue left by my sister's food, and my stomach was unbearably hungry.

After taking a bite of the salted egg yolk rice ball wrapped in seaweed, he spat out the seaweed in the side of the bag with some distaste, and only ate rice and egg yolk.

"Because...because I lied to you, won't my elder brother be angry?"

"What's there to be angry about? Don't I also hide a lot of things from you?"

"It seems so."

Yu Gongquan couldn't turn his head around for a while, so he nodded in a daze.

But she quickly reacted, shaking her head like a rattle: "No! We are in different situations. You should know about your parents, and I... I am not as innocent as my brother imagined."

Natsume Feng solved a rice ball, threw the packaging bag into the trash can, and asked her with a glance: "Where is it not simple, is it mixed with the bad guys in school again, or is it like going in and out like those hot girls in Shibuya?" place?"

Yu Gongquan's face froze, and he immediately became emotional, and retorted seriously: "Of course not! How could I associate with those people, let alone go to those places!"

While explaining, she raised her hand and gestured, using both verbal and body language, for fear that Natsume Feng would not believe her.

She directly pressed back her hand waving in mid-air, looking at the violently shaking infusion tube, Natsume Feng stopped it from shaking, knocked Yu Gongquan on the head, and said helplessly: "Speak as you speak, Don't move."

Yu Gongquan's head was very painful from his knock, and he subconsciously wanted to raise his hand to touch it, but seeing his brother's drooping face, he put it back resentfully, and immediately became obedient and honest.

Xia Mufeng looked at her appearance for fear of making him angry, couldn't help being funny but also felt more distressed, after thinking about it, he explained: "You don't have to think so much, in fact, I don't care."

　Thank you for the [-] rewards of the big brother who blames me
　　
　
(End of this chapter)