My love options are a bit difficult

Chapter 314 You are only you, everyone is not you

Natsume Feng pulled aside the clothes covering him, stroked his bent hair, and sat up sleepily.

He raised his head and looked around, but didn't see anyone else, so he frowned slightly.

I vaguely remember sitting on the sofa with Kagura Jingye watching TV last night, but I basically didn’t say a word to her, and her demure temperament always made people feel very comfortable, to a large extent The sense of existence is ignored.

Natsume Feng sat there watching TV after dinner at night, coupled with the warmth in the living room, it didn't take long for her mind to feel sleepy, and she even forgot that there was someone beside her.

It may also be that the seemingly fulfilling but empty life every day made him suddenly feel like resting at this moment.

Or when he came to this world, he was like a string stretching himself, always feeling that he was out of place here.

And yesterday's New Year's Eve dinner suddenly gave him a feeling of home. Although he didn't have the company of relatives and friends in his memory, it also made him happy from the bottom of his heart.

But this is not the time to think about it.
Natsume Feng yawned and stood up, looked around, and called out, "Kagura-san, Kagura-san?"

There was no response in the empty living room.

He couldn't help frowning slightly.

Moved away and walked towards the front, looked towards the toilet and kitchen, the doors were all open, no one was inside, could it be that he went upstairs to sleep?

In addition to his and Izumi Yugong's rooms, Natsume's house still has a guest room and a study room, but the study room was transformed into a training room by him. He estimated that Kagura Jingye might have found it upstairs by himself. The guest room went to sleep.

After all, before he fell asleep yesterday, he remembered that it was past eleven o'clock in the evening. At that time, there were basically no trams running. Not only was it difficult to take a taxi, but taxis in Tokyo were extremely expensive.

He rubbed his chin and thought it would be better not to go up and knock on the door, but to let people sleep until they wake up naturally.

But just when he was about to take a step back to sit on the sofa, out of the corner of his eye, he suddenly saw something strange in the entrance of his own house.

He shifted his gaze to the entrance door.

A pair of slippers were neatly arranged.

Natsume Kaede recognized that they were the slippers he gave to Kagura Jingye, but now they were neatly placed next to the shoe cabinet in the entrance.

"It seems that he really left and I don't know when he left." He whispered.

"Hey"

This girl appeared so suddenly that he was not prepared for it, no matter how demurely he admired her, it was not him.

Shaking his head, Natsume Feng didn't think about it anymore, it's fine to leave, this matter is considered to be over.

He touched his empty stomach and felt a little hungry, so he turned around and went to the kitchen to get the toast he bought two days ago.

Poured himself a glass of pure milk, walked back to the living room with a toast in his mouth.

I looked at the time, it was 7:28 in the morning
Usually at this time, Izumi got up early to prepare breakfast for herself, but because it was a holiday, Natsume Feng asked her to set the alarm clock to eight o'clock, so there was no need to wake up so early and make her lose energy in the afternoon.

Holding the milk in his hand, he sat on the sofa again, feeling the softness under his buttocks.

I took a bite of the toast and it was a bit hard.

Sure enough, if this thing is not heated, it should be served with some drinks to taste better.

He took a sip of the milk and swallowed the toast better, then put the cup filled with milk on the coffee table in front of him.

But just after putting down the cup, a note full of handwriting appeared in his sight.

To be precise, it should be a white strip of paper held down by a pen.

It was a small white paper sticky note that Izumi Amemiya bought at a convenience store to remind Natsume Kaede to eat lunch at noon.

The small white note is covered with dense black writing, but the writing on the bottom seems to be a little lighter than the top.

He picked up the piece of paper, and there was a faint fragrance lingering on the piece of paper, which smelled good.

The handwriting on the note is Zhongxiu Liuli, which makes people very comfortable to look at, with a feeling of graceful flowing water.

He chewed the toast in his mouth, leaned back with the note, and half-lyed on the sofa.

The golden morning light shone in through the glass window, sprinkled wisps and strands on the note in his hand, reflecting the black writing with some brilliance.

But Natsume Feng fell silent after seeing what was written above.

The first line is:
Natsume-kun, dear
Next is the text:
"I've been looking for a long time but I can't find a bigger paper. I only found this white post-it note instead. Please don't dislike it if it's a bit crude. You still need a sense of ritual."

"Well, Natsume-kun, this is the last time I saw you. It's really embarrassing to say it. You have been rejected many times, but you still came to me shamelessly, but at least Natsume-kun didn't choose to see me, or just put me away. I was driven away, and I am already grateful."

"Actually, I can tell that you are completely different from the you you used to be now, but no matter what time you were, I like you quite a lot, and I like you a little more now—it's true."

"By the way, please allow me to be childish for once. In order to express my dissatisfaction with Natsume-kun's repeated rejection of me, I left you a small punishment——sorry."

"I didn't expect the pen to run out of ink after I wrote this, so let me say the last sentence to you."

"You are only you, and everyone is not you."

Natsume Kaede put the paper back on the coffee table in front of him.

"Whoo~"

He leaned back, looked at the ceiling above his head, and exhaled lightly.

Xia Mufeng stared faintly at the top, but his mind was gradually lost.

That girl
It looks cuter than I imagined.

"You are only you, and everyone is not you."

He murmured softly, his gaze slowly becoming serious.

"Maybe I should go to verify it, whether it is not to avoid it anymore, or to confirm my own thoughts."

Xia Mufeng had some guesses in his heart when he first came here, but because of his inner avoidance and lack of ability, he didn't verify it immediately.

If it is the same as what I originally expected, then I really have the dove occupying the magpie's nest.

But if it is different from what I expected, it may be another result.

"Has your brother woke up yet?"

A familiar voice with some doubts suddenly sounded in the living room.

Xia Mufeng froze for a moment, then sat up straight, looked at the sleepy Yu Gongquan walking down the stairs, and responded: "Well, I woke up earlier today."

Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of the piece of paper he had just placed on the coffee table, quietly put the piece of paper away, and put it in his coat pocket.

Just when he put the note in, Yu Gongquan also walked over.

But when she put her eyes on Natsume Feng's face, the whole person's face was dull.

She squirmed her lips, raised her finger and pointed at Natsume Feng, and asked with disbelief, "What's going on with your face, my lord?"

"Face? Is there something on my face?" Xia Mufeng touched his face and responded subconsciously.

"Why do you have lip marks on the right side of your face?"

Yu Gongquan's small face drooped directly, and he said with a somewhat ugly expression.

(End of this chapter)