My love options are a bit difficult

Chapter 335 The highest state of selfishness

The door was locked, and Xia Mufeng couldn't open it. He knocked again, but there was no response.

It seems that he is not going to come out.

Yu Gongquan locked himself in the room, kept silent on the way back, even went straight to the room when he got home, and still refuses to come out.

Of course he knew exactly what the reason was, but he didn't intend to take it seriously.

After all, people have to grow up, pampering is not the answer, sometimes it may be better to use strong medicine, and it is better to correct wrong thoughts.

"If you're hungry, order some takeaway, and I'll leave it at the door for you."

Standing at the door for a while, Xia Mufeng saw that there was no response inside, shook his head and left.

Before leaving the door, he came to the backyard balcony and moved a bamboo and rattan chair to the wooden board.

He went out to buy this bamboo and rattan chair a few days ago. It has a curved shape that is comfortable to lie down on. He bought it specially for himself to bask in the sun for half an afternoon.

Facts have proved that if people can remember, they are motivated to make themselves lazier.

Originally, Yuanshen's father designed a house, so there was actually a small courtyard at the front and back of the house, but Natsume Feng lay here without opening the window—it was too cold outside.

Although he wouldn't get sick if he blows cold wind with his physique, but why not do it if he can be more comfortable?

It was already mid-afternoon, and the sun was shining on the floor through the window, which made people feel tired while being warm.

Natsume Feng lay comfortably on the rattan chair, turned over slightly, took out his mobile phone, and narrowed his eyes slightly to look over.

Still that very artistic portrait.

In the familiar dusk-colored seascape, a girl with loose long hair stands on the beach, quietly looking at the sea dyed red by the setting sun.

[I understand. From now on, let's get along as friends. 】

[By the way, I opened a dessert shop here in Meguro District. If Natsume-kun has time, you can come and have a look. The premise is that you like desserts. 】

[No charge. 】

Xia Mufeng was silent for a while.

These few messages were naturally replied by Kagura Jingye.

The time was an hour ago, and it seemed that he had just woken up after catching up on sleep.

After looking at it for a while, I started to swipe my fingers, typed out the word "OK", and sent it.

Three seconds later, the "unread" under the message became "read", but instead of replying to the message, he sent an address instead.

After all, after she sent so many messages, she only replied with one word, obviously not intending to continue the communication.

As for the address, it should be the location of the dessert shop she mentioned.

"This girl is a bit silly."

Xia Mufeng sighed.

Obviously he has already rejected her repeatedly, and now he mentions what to say about being friends, it is hard not to play tricks on others, even he has long been prepared to be "greeted" by a large number of messages, for this reason along the way I didn't even bother to turn on the phone to read the reply, and I didn't turn on the phone until now.

It's just that she didn't expect that she actually agreed, and she seemed quite happy.

The previous bastard was so good?Can have a girl who loves so much?

If Natsume Feng had had such a girl to pursue him in his previous life, he wouldn't have had a good time hunting on some sexy croupier's websites.

Moreover, young people nowadays are so fussy about feelings. Judging from Natsume Kaede's actions, they can definitely be regarded as indifferent. It's hard not to remind people of the word "scumbag".

But judging from Kagura Jingye's attitude at this time, it seems that he didn't realize it, but he was still enjoying it, which is really puzzling.

Anyway, if it was him, not to mention hatred and thank his eight generations of ancestors, at least he would be annoyed and curse secretly.

but that girl
On the contrary, Natsume Feng felt a little ashamed, and even felt indebted to the other party.

But if you want to make up for her, there is no way.

After all, love is something that cannot be forced.

What is love?

It is the highest selfish state of man himself.

Any love is I love you.

Because there is "I", I love you, and if "I" doesn't love you, I don't love you.

All for me, not for love.

So since "I" doesn't love you, then the so-called love is just a noun.

Although Kagura Jingye is very appetizing to Natsume Kaede in terms of appearance, conduct, and temper, but after all, he is just someone he has known for a few days.

If you want to say that the body of a greedy person must have it-all men are like this.

But when it comes to love that reaches the level of selfishness, there is absolutely no such thing.

That's why it's a little difficult.

Silently writing down the address she sent, Natsume Feng turned off the phone screen, closed his glasses and lay down.

This matter is regarded as something owed by the predecessor, if I can help in the future, I will help, and it can be regarded as doing my part.

Close your eyes, the sun shines through the closed eyes, Natsume Kaede rests his hands behind his head.

He and Du Yuehua could be considered to be in a formal relationship.

Although she was delayed before she could say anything at the time, since she kissed herself forcefully, it was considered an expression of her heart.

Until now, Natsume Feng can still recall the scene from this morning.

The girl took advantage of the moment when he raised his head subconsciously, and leaned forward, wrapped her hands around his waist unnaturally, and then quickly moved her cheek closer.

When Natsume Feng was at a loss, he felt that he had touched a soft spot, and then the girl's blushing face came into view.

She seemed to be very nervous, her lips touched and remained motionless, her eyes closed long ago with determination, her slender and crystal eyelashes trembled slightly, even the hands on Natsume Kaede's waist tightly grasped his clothes , as if he had made so much determination, he didn't even dare to do any unnecessary movements.

The slightly cool cold wind blows up the green hair beside her ears, covering Natsume Kaede's side face with a little cover.

There is also a fragrance brought along with the breeze.

Xia Mufeng was stunned for a while, and it took a while to react.

After kissing silently for more than ten seconds, the girl still did not move, not even daring to breathe.

Natsume Feng embraced the girl's back lightly with both hands, tilted his head, and responded proactively.

After a long time, the two separated.

There is also the strand of silver that was pulled out, shining brightly in the golden sunlight.

The picture gradually blurred in his mind, Xia Mufeng suddenly opened his eyes.

He remembered that the girl seemed to stuff something into his pocket before, just before the two gave each other their first kiss.

Natsume Feng fumbled in his pocket for a while, and soon took out a small black box.

When I opened it, it turned out to be a piece of jade.

It's not the kind of accessories like pendant rings. Instead, it's small and exquisite, and it feels like a miniature seal.

He rubbed the phone for a while, turned it over in the palm of his hand, lowered his head and took a closer look.

I saw a few crooked characters engraved on the smooth surface of the jade seal, even if it was complimented, it was obvious that the person who carved it had obviously never learned.

But he couldn't help laughing when he saw the words on it - Natsume Feng.

(End of this chapter)