My love options are a bit difficult

Chapter 362: Disappointment in Life

In fact, compared to Duyue and his wife, Natsume Feng can still feel it.

Aunt Fukushima is obviously an extrovert, she treats people gently but also is not lacking in toughness at all. It is best to describe her as soft but hard on the outside and square on the inside.

And Uncle Duyue is definitely the kind of person with a cold face and a warm heart. Even though his face always has a sense of majesty, the tenderness in his eyes looking at his daughter is still captured by Natsume Kaede.

And he is not a child anymore. Although he has never been a father, he also understands what it means to be a father.

No matter how hard his mouth is sometimes, what should be given is still not less.

Maybe Du Yuehua really has the same character as his father, or else the father and daughter's personalities wouldn't be so similar.

It's just that Natsume Feng has no good way to deal with the difficulties the girl is encountering now, so he can only comfort her in this way.

【I see, I will ask my father. 】

【Um. 】

The topic fell into silence again.

It's really easy to talk about the sky to death, but there is also a unique sense of girlish shyness.

The chat box quickly refreshed with a new message.

【I haven't been with you these days. You won't be angry, will you? 】

Xia Mufeng deleted the information he originally edited, and after thinking for a while, he edited it again.

[If I get angry because of this kind of thing, then it is not suitable to live together in the future. 】

[There is an old saying in China called "Hundreds of goodness and filial piety come first", no matter what your feelings are, it is your grandfather who died, and you have to give him a good ride out of love and reason, please don't worry about me at this time. 】

[And it's only a few days, I still have decades. 】

It's a bit harsh to say something.

Talking about love at such a time always feels wrong.

After all, when the relative of the other party just passed away and was about to be buried, Xia Mufeng always felt a little uncomfortable if he and her were flirting at the moment.

Sometimes what kind of things happen, you have to do what you want to do. If you do everything by yourself and don't consider the feelings of the other party, the life span of this relationship will not be long.

【I see.】

On the other end of the network data connection, through the endless colorful data ocean, the girl's cheek is reflected in front of the phone screen.

After recovering from the information on the screen, Du Yuehua suppressed his heartbeat and turned off his phone.

"Natsume-kun Natsume-kun. Natsume-kun."

"I really want to be with you all the time."

"Whoo~"

She kept murmuring his name in a low voice, and finally exhaled slowly.

For Xia Mufeng's answer, Du Yuehua immediately felt his heart was filled with warmth after a brief absence.

She knew that although she was a senior in the academy, she was very good in both academics and other things, but she always seemed clumsy when facing Natsume Kaede's maturity. This may not have been a problem before, but after confirming the relationship last time, she was a little apprehensive.

When people infinitely magnify the emotion of liking on others, they will infinitely expand any advantages of the other party, and explore their own shortcomings more clearly.

Maybe what Natsume Feng said back then was not wrong.

Age may not be so obvious after middle age. After all, they have already passed their thirties, and their minds have matured to a certain extent. The difference is probably the experience, but the age in youth, really It is an insurmountable experience gap.

In addition, Xia Mufeng had been struggling in the society for a few years before crossing, even if he changed his body, the red dust still remained, and sometimes Du Yuehua could even see some traces of his father in him. shadow.

Obviously he wants to help, but he is always taken care of invisible.

Although this feeling of being taken care of is very comfortable, she feels insecure while being taken care of.

Emotions have always been two-way giving, and one-way is called licking the dog.

It's just that one aspect of the effort has not been rewarded, and after all, you will still feel bored and even think that you are a drag.

In general, failing to give him anything is Du Yuehua's biggest insecurity.

Du Yuehua lowered her eyes slightly, wrapped her fingers around her hair, and pursed her thin cherry-colored lips, not knowing what to do.

"But I really don't seem to be able to help him with anything"

"Ugh"

A cold sigh mixed with sadness resounded faintly.

"Ah Hua, is there something bothering you?"

The voice sounded a bit abrupt, especially in the current backyard, where there was no one.

Du Yuehua's body trembled slightly, and he slowly turned his head to see who was coming, and asked in a hesitant voice, "Father? Why are you here?"

Duyue Longjie held back his eldest daughter's movement to get up, tugged at his sleeves and sat down cross-legged, leaning against his daughter's side.

The backyard is very quiet, because of the winter, not even the chirping of insects can be heard, only the sound of the wind remains.

Sitting straight on the wooden board at the entrance of the courtyard corridor, the clogs on his feet lightly stepped on the soft ground, Du Yue Ryusuke looked at his daughter slightly sideways.

"What's the matter recently, it seems that something is not right with you these two days, if something happens, just tell me, don't keep it in your heart."

His voice seems to have changed today, it is no longer as majestic as before, but rather unusually gentle.

"I'm fine." Du Yuehua hesitated for a moment.

"Your thoughts are almost written on your face. It's hard to see this state on your face." Seeing his daughter's refusal to speak, Duyue Ryusuke turned his head to look at the starry sky, and shook his head self-consciously, rather A little helpless smiled: "As a father, he is not trusted by his daughter. It is really embarrassing to say it."

Duyue Longjie suppressed the melancholy in his heart, his eyes gradually became a little hollow, and his shadow was a little gloomy under the shroud of moonlight.

Recently, he has some insights because of various things, but in fact, he is more able to figure it out.

Maybe everything I pursue is just a castle in the air, and only my family can really feel it.

Frustration in life is the most enlightening, and he may be in this state now.

And now the person who can feel this change of state the most is Du Yuehua sitting beside him.

She looked at her father's face, which was clearly tired, but with a kind of gentleness that was very different from before, as if he was deliberately taking care of her emotions, and she was a little touched for a while.

Du Yuehua shook his palm, let out a breath, and his face gradually became firm.

She suddenly turned her head and raised her neck, and asked softly, "Father, I have something to ask you, can you tell me?"

Duyue Longjie was stunned when he heard the sound, it was rare to see his daughter with such a serious look.

It looked obviously childish, but at the moment it made him feel a little bit.

"You've grown up, I can tell you anything you want to know."

(End of this chapter)