My love options are a bit difficult

Chapter 419 I Don't Know
The hands of the clock hanging on the wall slide slowly, and finally the intersecting hour and minute hands and the second hand meet each other, and pass over the top of the final meeting without any hesitation. The second hand is still sliding at a speed visible to the naked eye, while the minute hand is slowly jumped down.

The time has passed zero.

The time and date table was also flipped through, and it came to January [-]th, Friday.

The incandescent lights in the room still have no intention of going out. If there is no unexpected power outage in this area today, it will take about an hour before there is any sign of going out.

The central air conditioner has been adjusted to the most suitable temperature, and there are gusts of hot air coming from the overhead of the entrance.

Natsume Kaede sat cross-legged on the tatami in his room, with his arms resting on the old wooden table, holding a clear and smooth photo at his fingertips.

The color drawing on top of this photograph features two figures.

A man and a woman stand side by side.

The young man straightened his back with a little smile on his face, and looked down with his head slightly sideways, while the young girl leaned on the young man's shoulder like a wife, her two arms tightly wrapped around the young man's left arm, almost The body leaned against the young man's body.

The background behind the figure is not very suitable for the occasion, but there is a huge contrast with this kind of youth.

The setting sun exuding a transparent blush hangs on the edge of the western sky, and there are staggered dead branches growing on the giant tree behind it, and dozens of black-feathered crows are standing on the dead branches looking into the distance.

If the people in the photo are removed, only relying on the artistic conception contained in the background behind him, it is best to describe it as lonely and silent.

But it seems that because of the faint smile on the girl's face that is no longer the same as before, as if the melting iceberg brought warmth everywhere, the artistic conception of this photo was abruptly reversed.

Even the setting sun hanging on the edge of the sky seemed to be blushing because of shyness, and the black-feathered crow standing on the dead branch with its claws added a bit of foil. Everything seemed to be shining on the sunset before returning home. The bodies of the two of them even let their bodies glow with a little light, which can replace the silence and loneliness with tranquility and warmth.

Generally speaking, it is a rare photo, which freezes the relationship between the two at that time.

"Have you entrusted everything to yourself?"

Xia Mufeng lowered his eyes slightly, as if he put all his eyes on them.

All the light takes time to see clearly.

The light of love also takes time to bloom slowly.

Although a lifetime is long, company is never enough.

Looking at the rare smile on the girl's face in the photo, Natsume Feng couldn't help smiling slightly.

The edge of the photo even has the rough edge. It is not difficult to guess that it may have been printed out today. If the time goes forward a few hours, it may still feel a little warm to the touch.

In fact, Natsume Kaede didn't ask for a memory card to print it out, but the two old people printed it out for them on the spot.

It's not because of the Polaroid used, but there is a place for printing in Yoyogi Park.

The two old people found the place where the photos were developed with ease, and cleaned them and Natsume Kaede's photos together. They also asked Natsume Kaede if he could print one more copy. They liked it very much and wanted to keep one.

Natsume Feng naturally had no objection.

Originally, they did me a great favor. Since I like to print more copies, it is better, because it means that the old people like them quite a lot.

This is probably a blessing.

The soft fingertips gently rubbed the surface of the photo with grainy texture. After sitting for less than two seconds, he got up slightly and stretched out his hand. He reached for the cabinet next to him, opened the cabinet and took out a pen.

Pulling out a paper towel from the wooden table in front of him, he pulled off the cap and paused the tip of the pen, and the ink slowly flowed out of it.

He crumpled up the paper towel that had been stained with ink, and threw it into the trash can next to the bed without any mistakes.

Xia Mufeng turned over the photo in his hand just now, and laid a blank piece on the table in front of him.

He picked up the pen and thought for a while, then began to write.

【You are the one who will be hard-pressed if I don't go to the end. 】

Looking at the black handwriting that only occupied a small blank space, Natsume Feng frowned and felt that it was still not enough, paused and added:
[There is no other truth except time, please read after traveling through the latitude and longitude. 】

This sentence was written by him to himself.

【January [-], [-] Diary】

This is the signature.

Looking at the not-so-pretty but square handwriting, Natsume Kaede put on the cap of the pen and rubbed his temples.

It’s true that I haven’t used a pen much since I came here. It’s really useless except to sign my name occasionally. He is not a student who has not yet completed his studies. Sure enough, people in the society have honed in for a few years, and they will return after all. The bills owed by the school.

Carefully drying the ink on the back of the photo, he stood up holding the photo, looked around his wardrobe, and finally his eyes lit up as if he had found the target.

There is a white photo frame on the third floor above the wooden cabinet, which originally contained a photo of Natsume Kaede when he was a child, but now the yellowed photo has been taken out and replaced by a photo of him and Du Yuehua.

Putting the yellowish photo into the drawer, I will feel that I have finally completed today's task.

He took off his clothes and lay on the bed, looked at his mobile phone for no information, then turned off the light, before turning off the light, looked in the direction of the white photo frame, stared at the two people in the photo, then turned off the light, pulled the quilt and fell asleep past.

The room seems a little more comfortable today than it was yesterday.

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The dark yellow warm light illuminated half of the room, and Du Yuehua bowed his head in front of a wide and long desk.

And the thing under the pressure of her white fingers is the photo taken with Natsume Kaede in the evening.

In her hand was a fountain pen engraved with complicated dark patterns, and each and every handwriting that was as graceful as flowing water was slowly printed out from the pen.

【Ren Junyi is prosperous or simple, and is willing to accompany the martial arts into extinction. 】

Although the handwriting has the vigor of the daughter of a samurai in the past, it also contains the tenderness of entrusting the heart to the king.

After gently drying the written handwriting, he carefully put it into the prepared photo frame, and placed it in the most conspicuous position on the table at hand.

Then she took out a thick book from the drawer.

----journal----

Today, no, it was yesterday.

I have really felt that he regards me as his future wife, so I also decided to entrust everything to him.

In fact, I understand that he may still have thoughts about others.

But I can't change him at will.

So if that kind of situation really happens in the future, I may really have to try to change myself.

As long as you still keep me in your heart, is it actually okay?
I do not know.

—— Du Yuehua
　Thank you for the wind's nagging boss's hundred rewards
　　
　
(End of this chapter)