My love options are a bit difficult

Chapter 565 The Crimson Sunlight dyes the streets red

The sunset glow gently sprinkled on the ground, dyeing half of the street a crimson red.

Natsume Shingo was walking by the side of the road holding Amamiya Zeyu's arm, and his light laughter from time to time made them more eye-catching, as if they were not like a normal couple over forty, but a young couple who fell in love.

Their shadows were drawn very long by the setting sun, intertwined with each other and never separated, until they completely disappeared into the darkness.

I bought two bottles of drinks from the vending machine on the side of the road, walked down the long ramp while drinking and chatting, then turned into the alley on the right, and walked forward with the same rhythm, all of which are similar to campus life The rhythm is similar.

The time of talking and laughing passed quickly, the two walked through the familiar and unfamiliar streets, and finally stopped in front of a building somewhere in their memory.

This is a two-story concrete structure. The exterior has been beaten by wind and rain for many years. To say it is dilapidated is a bit reluctant to use, but it is definitely not bright and beautiful. There were a lot of cracks and cracks that were not very obvious. The windows on the second floor seemed to be stained with a lot of dust from the outside, and the edges of the eaves looked a little broken.

There is a small vestibule, no flowers and plants are planted, only weeds grow wildly, but it can be seen that some people often cut it. According to memory, there is also a not too big backyard, but it can't be seen from here.

On the wall at the entrance is a house number with black characters on a white background, which also shows the surname of the owner of the house: Natsume.

Overall it should be a pretty good house.

It should last another 20 years——

The crimson glow covers half of the house, which looks like a strange classical style and beautiful, and also gives a full sense of memory.

"It still hasn't changed."

Touching the green residue left on his chin after he had shaved off, Shingo Natsume's vicissitudes of life are full of memories. He grew up in this house and then got married and used it as a wedding room. There are even all kinds of unbearable past events in his youth. , This house really carries too many memories of him.

"So are you going to stay tonight?"

Amamiya Zeyu took his arm, paused, and added: "If the children are willing."

Natsume Shingo withdrew his eyes and shook his head slightly: "Forget it, Quan Dang can come to visit and don't need to disturb their lives."

"Wouldn't it be a disturbance if we came back?"

"It was you who said you had to come back to see the child."

"Really? I forgot."

"."

In the face of his wife's almost rogue-like refusal, and the innocent look of blinking eyes, what can Natsume Shingo do?
Of course, he was silently accepting all of this.

For this trip back to his hometown, he can clearly feel the change in his wife. First of all, he always likes to run on himself with some words along the way. He doesn't know whether it is because he is close to the hometown or he wants to see the children. In short, Natsume Shingo feels his love. Seems to have been taken away.

As a father, he certainly didn't feel so much emotion about seeing his children soon compared to his wife. He just wanted to make sure of their living conditions, and at the most concerned about providing some help.

In all fairness he is definitely not a good father, and even calling him father is not worth it, but that doesn't mean he doesn't care about children.

It's just that the cherishing and selfishness of love is greater than the love of children.

Natsume Shingo understands that if he thinks in a different position, maybe he will curse himself as a father to death in his heart, and maybe even make a few sunny dolls to poke twice a day.

But this was already his choice. He had made too many mistakes back then, and he couldn't lose her again.

He is definitely a "sinner" to his children, but he is definitely a "world" to his wife.

It's like career and love can't be at the same time.

Love is always a limited thing, and it is impossible to distribute it equally to anyone.

This is Natsume Shingo's own opinion.

Ok.

All in all, the above are all self-defense.

Still an asshole myself.

Uncompromising bastard!
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I don't know if it's because of my mother's overflowing love or other reasons, but my wife has obviously cared more than me since before she came back.

Natsume Shingo can understand his wife's feelings, and he is also very grateful to her.

Because she loves children.

Not only is she caring for her own daughter beyond measure, but she also treats A Feng as if she had not left Tokyo before.

But in the end, after the extreme struggle in the heart, the family still lost to the love.

Follow yourself all over the world, leave footprints, and spend the rest of your life snuggling by your side, which is bigger than everything in the world.

Her choice made Natsume Shingo more firm in her "selfishness" towards his wife.

So no matter what she said when she came back this time, she wasn't angry.

Natsume Shingo looked at the time displayed on the phone screen, lowered his head and suddenly said, "It seems that today is still a special day."

Yu Gongzawa's beautiful eyes pondered for a while: "July 25th. So it's Afeng's birthday."

Natsume Shingo put the phone in his pocket, stopped his wife's shoulder and smiled: "Is it credible to say that I chose this day to come back?"

"Do not believe."

"Well, I don't believe it either."

Natsume Shingo suddenly pointed to the side: "By the way, did you notice the car parked in front of the house just now?"

"I saw it just now."

Amamiya Zeyu's line of sight is a black business sedan, which looks very similar to a high-end car of a certain brand from the outside, but it is different from the device installed on the wheel hub and the model marking on the windshield. This kind of device that is completely bulletproof is not something that ordinary people can have.

"It doesn't seem like a car for the average person to have."

"Someone at home?"

"Why don't we look inside by the window first?"

"Why do you seem to be like a thief when you return home?"

"So you decided?"

"Just do it."

The husband and wife were able to directly cross the fence of Natsume's house, which was less than two meters, and their proficiency was even more professional than that of professional training.

The couple lay on the windowsill and quietly raised their heads to look inside.

Then through the window, they saw a scene that made them look strange.

The two turned their heads to face each other, and both saw the surprise in each other's eyes.

"Are these the kid's classmates?"

"It doesn't look like it."

"What is that. Girlfriend?"

"There are three not counting Ah Quan?"

"Have my style back then."

"You sleep by yourself tonight."

"???"

The breaths between the two collided with each other and there was silence for a while.

"Are we still going in?"

"Forget it, it looks like they are doing well. If we disturbed us in the past, it might spoil the atmosphere today."

"I'm very satisfied to see them like this."

"Ah."

After some whispered whispers, the two returned on the same path.

Looking at this one-family building with complicated eyes again, the couple kissed each other's lips and waved goodbye to their former home.

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Xia Mufeng pushed open the door of the house and looked around, and found that there was no one in the quiet street.

He frowned slightly.

Just now, I vaguely felt that someone was spying on them, but now there is no one who came out. Could it be that they were being spied on again?
Arguably it shouldn't.

"Maybe it's an illusion."

He spoke in a low voice as if to himself.

Since that time, his spirit was really not very good, even after a few months, he would still feel dizzy, which made him secretly make up his mind to "hide" the card.

After confirming that no one around was watching, Natsume Kaede closed the door again and returned home.

Today is my birthday.

You shouldn't care about these things.

After all, he didn't lose.

Speaking of which, he is more vaguely looking forward to the future life.

Xia Mufeng turned his head and leaned against the door frame to look into the house. Kagura Jingye was cutting a cake with Yu Gongquan, and Du Yuehua was pouring tea for Shenjing Asaka. The two talked to each other softly, from time to time. He also chuckled lightly.

They seem to get along fairly well?
　【End of this book】

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　　If there are opportunities and emotions later, I will write some extras from time to time. It is estimated that I will also write about Kagura and Shenjing. The time for this is not yet certain.

　　This book has received a lot of infamy from the beginning, and I am too lazy to delete comments and the like. To be honest, being scolded is something that should be accepted by the person who wrote the book, but some will read and some will not.

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(End of this chapter)