honor me as god

Chapter 695 Brave Inside
Solandelle and the boy are not a few years apart, and they are completely of the same generation, so there is no sense of barriers when getting along. She said friendlyly: "I don't know your name yet. My name is Solandelle Van Dogorland, what's your name?"

"Of course, Your Highness, of course I know who you are." After eating the bread, the young man quickly wiped the bread on the snow to wipe off the bread crumbs on his hands. Then he stretched out his hand to Solandelle and said respectfully, "I My name is Joshua Fury, nice to meet you."

"Fury." Solandelle shook hands with Joshua, tilted her head and muttered his last name, "If I remember correctly, there is a noble family in the royal city whose surname is Fury."

Joshua nodded quickly: "Yes, Your Highness, my father said before that he had the honor to attend your birthday party."

"Oh~ I remembered, there is such a thing, his gift is a very beautiful gem tiara." Solandelle blinked and asked curiously, "That's really strange to say, You are so young and of noble origin, why did you come to serve in the Frozen Fortress? With your family background, no matter whether you are in business, politics, or the army, you should be able to go smoothly, right?"

For some reason, Joshua seemed a little embarrassed after hearing this, and rubbed the back of his head in embarrassment: "Does Your Highness want to hear my story?"

"Of course." Solandelle was very interested in this young man who was born noble but served in the difficult border.

Joshua sighed softly, looked up at the stars at night, and said quietly: "My family background is indeed very good, but I am the youngest child in the family, and I have many brothers and sisters, each of them is very good, some of them are Wealthy businessmen, some very famous in the political world, have become big shots, and parents always look proud when they mention them."

"However, I have never done anything to make my parents proud. I have not been good at studying since I was a child, and I am not good at dealing with people. Every time I am in front of them, I will feel particularly inferior."

Solandelle smiled slightly and comforted: "You don't have to compare with your brothers and sisters, you are you, there is only one Joshua Fury in this world, the important thing is not who you can compare with, but who you want to be What kind of person is, and whether he can achieve it in the end, this is the most important thing.”

"That's right! I think so too!" Joshua was aroused by Solandelle, and he blurted out the words in his heart, "I really want to be like Prince Bolton!"

As soon as Joshua finished speaking, he suddenly realized that there was ambiguity in his words. If he became "Prince Bolton", wouldn't it mean that the Fury family would replace the Dogrand family and become the royal family?

After Joshua came to his senses, he covered his mouth in horror and trembled when he spoke: "Sorry, I didn't mean to be disobedient, Your Highness, please forgive me!"

Solandelle chuckled and said playfully, "It doesn't matter, except for you, me, and the gods, our conversation will not be heard by the fourth person~ Speaking of it, why do you want to be like my brother? people?"

Joshua breathed a sigh of relief, and muttered: "When I was very young, I heard that Prince Bolton guarded the frontier for His Majesty the King at a young age. How brave is it to live a life of jade food, go on a journey with soldiers in the frontier, defend your home and country?"

"Studying, doing business, and engaging in politics...all of these require talent, and I don't have this talent. But bravery is not a talent, but a quality that can be acquired by oneself. I want to be a brave person like Prince Bolton! So when I grow up , chose to leave the family, join the army, and applied to come to the Frozen Fortress, hoping to guard the country for the kingdom like Prince Bolton!"

Speaking of this, Joshua was obviously discouraged, and said sadly with his head down: "But it's only now that I realize that I can't even become a brave person."

"At first, I thought that when the remnants of the Six Kings invaded the frontier, I would be like a hero in the history books. No matter how powerful the enemy was, I would fight them to the last moment, even if I died, I would die on the battlefield."

"However, when I was performing the post-break mission yesterday, when I saw those ferocious barbarians, my legs trembled in fright, my mind went blank, and I couldn't even hold the knife and shield. If it wasn't for the rescue of my comrades, I might have met them face to face. I was hacked. In the end, the centurion could only ask me to put on a light crossbow and hide behind, providing a little support for everyone.”

"It was the same when I was retreating. When I heard the sound of the horn and saw everyone running for their lives, I was so nervous that I even forgot my way and got lost in the tunnel several times. I was even more frightened when I was crushed by the ruins. Sorry, Your Highness, please laugh at me. I was so frightened that I peed my pants.”

"Why are you laughing at you? It's not funny." Solandelle approached Joshua's ear and whispered, "Tell you secretly, don't spread it——When I first took over the command, I was so nervous The bathroom was throwing up and crying."

Joshua was so surprised that he couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear: "Really? I saw that you were very calm when you were in command!"

"Oh, it was all forced out under pressure." Solandelle looked up at the starry sky and said, "Fear is an emotion that every normal person will have. If a person is not afraid, he is not a human being." , but a god-like existence.”

"It's not shameful to be afraid. The important thing is how to overcome it. For example, when I was directing, what I thought was that if I backed down here and made a mistake, not only would I die, but everyone would be implicated by me."

"Everyone entrusted me with the command power because they trusted me and were willing to entrust their lives to me. I must take corresponding responsibilities. When you have such a pillar in your heart, you will naturally not be afraid of anything."

Joshua nodded thoughtfully: "So, I lack a kind of support, or belief, so I can't stand up in a crisis, but what is my belief?"

Solandelle smiled, shook her head and said: "I can't answer this question. Every brave person has his own beliefs, and everyone's beliefs are different. Even sometimes, we may always I don’t even know what my beliefs are, only when I face a decision, that kind of belief will burst out in my heart, so that I can see myself clearly.”

Joshua nodded slightly, his eyes looked at Solandelle's profile intentionally or unintentionally, and fell into some kind of thought.

Solandelle put the unicorn's tail on Joshua, patted the snow on his pants and stood up: "You rest here first, I'll go to inspect the camp. Those tribal warriors chased him closely, When everyone has rested, we will hurry up and leave."

(End of this chapter)