Dragon Clan: Lu Mingfei who returned from Sekiro

406 Confession
Seeing Eliyi again, Lu Mingfei couldn't restrain his impulse.

How long had he been walking up those steps?a month?two months?Or is there really the 262 days that Lu Mingze said.

In such a world with unchanging scenery, there are only two things he can do. One thing is to keep walking upwards, and the other thing is to think without interruption.

If a person is locked in a pure white room, provided with three meals a day, where there is nothing, no mobile phone, no computer, no Internet, no magazines to relieve fatigue, and can only be in a daze, how long will he feel bored?

For a day or two, you will feel very uncomfortable.

Lu Mingfei would never want to have that experience again. The second time, he might not be able to support it to the end, even if he knew that there was an end there.

This is not the psychological comfort after the journey. In the first half of the journey, he often has many questions.

Why, only he came here alone?
Why, no one responded to him?

Is the world destroyed?

Is there really an end to this road?
If he is like this, never dies, never tires to walk, can he still remember who he is and where he came from?
He didn't stop thinking for a moment, because he had nothing to do but think and move forward.

The body and spirit will not feel tired due to the passage of time, the only thing that changes is his thoughts,
He would often stop, look at the soft white clouds below, and ask such a question: Will it be easy to jump off?

When there are countless times when you can't see the change, the end point, or the hope, it's normal to think that you don't want to care about anything.

Whether it's responsibility or fetters, it's probably not that important at that time.

If he completely loses his emotions and humanity, he will certainly not be bothered by this kind of problem. If the employees on the assembly line are replaced by robots, then there will be no need for rest time and the existence of the staff canteen.

In that way, he must be able to walk down that endless ladder forever and ever, even if there is no hope.

However, he still has feelings left.

After Lu Mingze explained, he immediately understood why the edges and corners of the self "Lu Mingfei" became blurred every time he took a step.

Every slate is a thick soul. Before turning into a slate, those souls went through the process of birth, growth and death in the outside world.

The stone slabs deposited by the soul build an upward ladder in the world that has no entity and cannot stand. Every "self" that faces the end of death will make the ladder go up one step.

Those stone slabs used to be real people like "Lu Mingfei".

Therefore, he took a step forward, which was not as simple as "taking a step". What he endured was the heavy feeling of another self from birth to death.

Although it was not a complete experience of another life, it was an unimaginable impact on the soul and spirit of "Lu Mingfei".

The reason why "Lu Mingfei" is not lost is because "Eri Yi" binds him like a chain that will never break, making those "almost" moments always almost.

The purpose of explaining so much is to explain how happy he is to be able to meet Erika once again. His mood is like an erupting volcano, and hot magma is about to spurt out of his body.

He can insist on himself only by relying on the agreement he made with himself, but if he said something like "I want to lick your feet", he would definitely be regarded as a pervert, no, only a pervert would say such a thing.

Ordinary girls would definitely call the police, and if they had wolf spray in their pockets, they would spray him in the face without hesitation.

But Erika is no ordinary girl, her trust in herself has probably surpassed the highest level of trust among human beings.

As long as it is what Lu Mingfei said, no matter how outrageous it is, she will believe it, as long as it is Lu Mingfei's request to her, no matter how strange it is, she will agree.

If Lu Mingfei gave her a gun and told her with a serious expression, I hope you can use this gun to shoot at your temple, she would definitely do so without any hesitation.

This is how she trusts Lu Mingfei. Lu Mingfei knows that as long as he says "I want to lick your feet" here, those pure feet will stretch out in front of him.

But no matter what, this kind of behavior has gone beyond the scope of normal human beings, and even he feels that his thoughts are dangerous and abnormal.

Sure enough, the environment will change people. For Erika, she just opened her eyes and closed her eyes, and nothing changed. For Lu Mingfei, it seems that it has been suffering from the age of human beings using stone tools until the 21st century.

People with mental toughness like a rock will also be defeated.

The gentleman is regarded as a rock, and the concubine is regarded as a pampas grass, but the rock will also be crushed by the primitive people, ground and used as a tool, or simply thrown into the latrine to soak, and the pampas grass will also be burnt to ashes by the primitive people. .

Yes, Lu Mingfei felt that since he returned from the world of soul and spirit, from that gap and nothingness, his mentality has changed.

Those "stone slabs" are still continuously affecting his spirit and thinking.

The original obsession that allowed "Lu Mingfei" to maintain himself suddenly seemed to be magnified hundreds of thousands of times after his relationship recovered and after seeing Erika.

When the red-hot iron tongs are taken out of the fire, they need to be allowed to cool for a while. If you want to cool them down in advance, you have to soak the red-hot iron tongs in cold water.

Lu Mingfei had the urge to soak himself in cold water right now.

At this very moment, at this very minute, this second, he really wanted to turn around and say to Erika: "Sorry, can we pause for a while, I think, I have to finish licking Erika's feet in this place before I can continue walking .”

He initially said that he would wait until the next time he took a shower to say it, but now he regrets it.

To be honest, he didn't even think it was a problem.

He didn't dare to look back, if he wanted to talk about the reason, because Eriyi was walking behind him, he didn't dare to carry her back, or even hold her hand.

If there is any more physical contact, his sanity might be emptied.

Two people were walking on the flat metal floor, the white lights were bright, and there was no sign of being shot or exploded in the closed corridor.

His mind had begun to shift in strange places, a hangover from returning from that place.

If this goes on, is he really still him?

It's really weird there. For the first time in my life, I went to such a strange place, and my mind began to become abnormal.

It's almost like being hit by the Uchiha clan's ultimate illusion "Bietenjin".

He clearly knows that his idea is problematic, but subjectively he still wants to follow this problematic idea.

If he could see his character panel, the item "SAN value" would probably already be a negative value.

He tried to divert his attention away, holding the wedge pill in one hand, but the cold touch could not calm him down.

What a mistake, I shouldn't have said that kind of hypocrisy in the first place, just tell the truth directly.

Wait until this idea pops up again.

Lu Mingfei took a hiss of air-conditioning, and stopped in his footsteps.

I'm so scary.
"What's the matter?" Erik tilted her head and looked at Lu Mingfei's back, feeling that he was a little strange.

"No, nothing. Let's move on"

Lu Mingfei walked forward as if nothing had happened.

It's strange that there's no one here.

Since there is no one, is it possible
stop!
Don't think about it anymore! !
Take a good look at the current situation! ! !

He and Eri had been walking for 10 minutes, and they didn't see anything. The security doors blocking the way were all destroyed by Eri.

Originally, what he and Erika saw was a ruin-like passage, and Lu Mingze also said that this place was once bombed by the "Rhine".

In other words, is the timeline before the release of "Rhine"?

After experiencing it several times, Lu Mingfei can roughly understand what happened.

That kid Lu Mingze probably sent him and Erika to the timeline before the shelter was breached.

No. That statement is not quite accurate.

This is not time travel. After going through the copies of "Black Swan Harbor" and "White Emperor City", you can clearly understand it.

To be more precise, this is like intercepting a certain segment of time in the past. What happened in this segment will not really change history.

Xia Mi and Fenrir have a similar situation in (BJ's Nibelungen, the subway station that has been out of service and does not exist in reality is reproduced by the brothers and sisters in the form of Nibelungen.

Dragons with high bloodlines seem to be able to make some changes to "time".

Changing cause and effect sounds like an invincible ability.
Lu Mingfei held the handle of [Open the Door].

In this period of time, father and mother should still be alive.
Thinking of these, his restless heart finally calmed down a little.

He came here for this purpose, to save his parents.

Only by saving the souls of the couple here can we use [Open the Door] to open the gate of the underworld and realize [Back to Life].

If Fingel knew that he could finally bring humans back to life, he would kneel down and lick his leather shoes, begging him for help.

Eva is everything to Fingel. In order to revive Eva, he even said "the world is destroyed, and I will follow to the end". He has no integrity as a dragon slayer at all.

During the war, he was the kind of spy who would be cast aside by everyone. As long as his girlfriend was caught, he would be willing to bear any humiliation. can do it.

That guy doesn't have righteousness and pride. If something like dignity can be exchanged for money, he will definitely pack it in a sack and throw it on the weight.

It's a pity that even if he sells his dignity, he can't change what has happened.

What's more, his people don't know where they went.

Lu Mingfei took a deep breath, feeling calmer again.

He took Erika's hand, the soft little hand felt slippery to the touch.

My heart is beating wildly, but it's okay, I can bear it.

He can still maintain himself.

That's right, in the world of "Lu Mingfei", Eri Yi is not the only one.

There are many people who connect him with the world, Erika is special, but it doesn’t mean that other people are not important

Taking the first step on the steps, in the initial period of time, he didn't only rely on Erika to persevere.

He would wonder what Ye Sheng and Yaji's baby will be called after birth, and whether they will call him godfather in a childlike voice.

He would think of the confident smile of Constantine wearing a chef's hat and holding a spatula in the chef's seat.

He would think that if the Dragon King and the secret party he raised in the future reconcile, then he must sit on Fenrir's back with Erika, command that big guy who loves potato chips, and carry the two of them on the back of Fenrir. Soar in the endless sea, and then fly to Hawaii to enjoy sunbathing by the beach.

In a world that can only think, he assumes many possibilities.

Suppose he goes to the scene to visit the wedding photos of Uncle and Ms. Sakura.
Suppose he and Erika go to visit the second uncle's new house.
If Chu Zihang is chased by Xia Mi and then thrown off, he becomes very frustrated.
Let's say Caesar wins the trophy for Nono in the pectoral muscle popping balloon contest.
Thinking of this, when you take a step, you will be more powerful.

He expected those things to happen, wanted to see the future with his own eyes.

So...absolutely can't lose.Because besides that, he still has one of his biggest and biggest wishes that hasn't been fulfilled.

His eyes gradually became clearer.

"Pear Clothes"

He suddenly turned his head and called out the girl's name softly.

"Yeah." The girl nodded.

"Do you like children?" he asked.

"I like it." The girl said.

She doesn't know many children, counting seriously, there are actually only two: Old Tang and Constantine in the baby state.

Old Tang dozes off every day and doesn’t cry, and his younger brother will change the diapers for him on time, so there won’t be an unpleasant smell. Constantine is very obedient and quiet, and the most important thing is that the cooking is delicious, so I have to ask her if she likes it She likes children, and her answer is definitely yes.

"Then, shall we have two children?" Lu Mingfei asked carefully.

Erika stared into Lu Mingfei's eyes in a daze. This turn was a bit sudden for her, and she still needed some time to think.

After all, Lu Mingfei didn't speak in a tone of instructions or suggestions, but asked her opinion. At this time, she had to let the question go around in her brain to get the answer.

Lu Mingfei scratched his head: "Actually, I've been thinking about Eriyi recently. Even though I'm stuck together every day, I still can't help thinking about it."

"Thinking of the movie theaters we've been to, the aquariums we've been to, the amusement parks we've been to together, sometimes. Forget it, let's save those for the night."

"At times like this, at the end of the day, I always think about one thing, if... you take a little boy like me, and I take a little girl like you, and we go to the movie theater, the aquarium, and Amusement park, tell them what happened to us here before, I will definitely laugh happily."

"So. I want to ask you what you think."

"Okay." Erika responded, stroking Lu Mingfei's face with her left hand.

"Is it really good?" Lu Mingfei pressed Erika's hand.

"En." Erika nodded seriously: "I thought about it seriously, and then I gave an answer."

"But... it won't work in a short time, I'm just asking what you think." Lu Mingfei's face flushed slightly.

"It's okay." Erik stood on tiptoe and lightly pecked Lu Mingfei's face: "I will wait, at that time, we will become father and mother."

Lu Mingfei stared at the girl's smile, and said in a daze, "Yes. At that time. We will become father and mother."

Yes, his biggest and biggest wish is to have two children with Erika, and they will become father and mother.

This was the confession he had been wanting to say in that pure white room after thinking about it for countless days.

(End of this chapter)