I'm going to restart my life

Chapter 231 [Neglected Civilization]

"Tick."

"Tick."

Blood dripped from the twisted stiff cloth.The rough, hard cloth was covered with dark red scabs, with hard particles that looked like bones had been crushed, and even the entire twisted cloth looked hard.

With a "bang", the treasure that was as precious as life to me was thrown to the ground like garbage.

The long, silent cry of the world still rings in my ears.

The world in his eyes is still that eternal blood red.

anger?I should be angry.

I warned myself, Li Changye, you should be angry.

But I couldn't get angry, all the strength in my body seemed to be drained, my legs and feet suddenly went limp, and I fell to my knees on the ground.

"%￥%#..."

Another strange word came into my ears. It was strange to say that the languages ​​of other surviving humans seemed to have been kicked out of my mind, leaving only a few voices for my enemies.

What are they talking about this time?
Oh...just like what my daughter told me last night.

She said: "They are so pitiful..."

It seems that he listened to the advice of his female companion, or maybe it was my kneeling that made him feel extra smooth.The leading monster didn't say anything more, and led them straight past me.

They're so easygoing, even after they've just killed my daughter, they can still walk past me laughing.

That's right, when I kill the cannon cart, I don't care about the faces of the soldiers around me.

I just don’t know, at that time, did I kill his friend or his comrade-in-arms? Does he have a vulgar story like me?
I knelt on the ground for a long time, but I still couldn't exert any strength on my body.

Kneeling along the dusk to the night, until the quiet night wind blows, I finally passed out.

……

busy hospital.

The crowded corridors of the hospital were filled with people, and the impact of the disaster was broadcast on the TVs in the wards.

"One minute's silence for all the unfortunate victims of this disaster and their families..."

"bass--"

The TV was turned off by Li Changye who was lying on the bed.

Three days have passed since that incident, and the crack is still open. From time to time, a group of humanoid monsters will come down to carry out massacre trials, and the people seem to have lost their anger, and they have long been accustomed to all these sufferings.

"I'll put the death certificates of your wife and daughter on the table first." The nurse at the side put the two death certificates on the table next to Li Changye.

You don't need to be polite.

Because the nurse was still holding a thick pile of death certificates to be distributed to other survivors.

Many death certificates are produced every day.

Suffering is no longer suffering when everyone suffers the same.Because he, like happiness, is contrasted.

Li Changye accepted the death certificate indifferently.

Opening the first two pages, the files of his wife and daughter came into view. Thanks to the medical ethics of this world, this death certificate is extremely detailed, and even filled in the hospital admission records of his wife who was pregnant at the time.

This extremely detailed record is like a knife. Every time you turn a page, it will bring back memories of the past. It is like a barb after forcibly tearing off a nail. , until he resisted from the bottom of his heart, and uncovered Li Changye's cowardice.

"Ahahaha, haha! Haha!"

Another patient on the bed beside him let out a maniacal laugh, and tears gushed out of his eyes crazily along with the laughter, as if he couldn't stop it.

This cathartic laughter seemed to be contagious, and the death certificate was the source of that contagion.It is also like a fuse, taking over the death certificate, and triggering an emotional bomb.Almost everyone fell into this kind of grief and inexplicable emotion.

Li Changye didn't speak, he just looked at the death certificate to himself.

While everyone was venting their emotions, he was accumulating his own emotions.

……

ten days later.

It has been ten days since I came out of the hospital.

The doctor tested my body to be normal, but I know that my body is not normal.

Because since that day, the world in my eyes is only red, and my ears are accompanied by silent long sounds from time to time.

This is probably a mental disorder, and the hospital cannot detect it.

I barely concealed my deafness by relying on lip-reading.

As for the eyes... Fortunately, color blindness does not affect the discharge, and the world is different now, and there are a large number of patients every day, so my application for discharge is simply a blessing for the hospital.

And I was so anxious to be discharged from the hospital because I had a reason to be discharged.

Counting the three days I lay in the hospital, it has been thirteen days!

People are used to the monsters coming down to kill from time to time, and they are used to the pain.I've also seen countless weapons fired into the chasm, all to no avail.

When the most powerful weapons of mankind fell in front of monsters, mankind seemed to have lost its last hope, and numbness is the mainstream of the current society.

It seems that human beings can only endure and get used to this kind of thing beyond common sense.

But I can't get used to it!

I can't accept it either!

Thirteen days!three days!one day!Not even a second!I can't stand it!

I must!Be sure to get them out! !
……

Is the strongest weapon of mankind the one that can bring "peace of deterrence" to the country?
No!

Never!

The most powerful weapons of human beings are reason, wisdom, fighting spirit and courage!
"Experimental record, the thousandth and 320th day of observing crack creatures."

Li Changye chose a hidden area.On the mountains closest to the cracks, as this is where they can be observed up close.

In the past few years, Li Changye has been living in this sparsely populated place.

There are three cracks in this world.

Humans have been terrified of the monsters coming out of these cracks for several months.So almost no one dares to live near the crack.

But Li Changye dared!

Because he discovered the law of crack creatures - from the perspective of a game genius.

……

They didn't just ignore my "npc" emotion, story.Instead, ignore all civilizations they consider inferior.

It's like a player who plays a game and doesn't want to know the background story.

The language, social structure, philosophy, etc. that we are proud of are not worth mentioning in their eyes!
But again, this arrogance will destroy them.

"You don't care about everything I'm proud of, but I care about yours! Your language! Social structure! Philosophy! Biological habits! Everything! I will study everything thoroughly!"

Li Changye put the picture taken this time on the shelf behind him.

And that shelf is filled with densely packed materials, countless materials of octopus faces and humanoid monsters with tentacles and jaws are displayed here by him.

(End of this chapter)