I'm going to restart my life

Chapter 259 [Heavy Past]

Want to snake coast.

in the cabin.

The injured Ruyuan was helped into the wooden house.

The wooden house was warm, even though the hurricane from Ruyuan just now did not damage the wooden house at all.

"What's the matter with you? Ruyuan?" Li Ming asked anxiously. He didn't know what was going on with Ruyuan, why he was sometimes crazy and sometimes sober.

"This is distortion." Ruyuan took a deep breath and said slowly, "This is a necessary sacrifice, Ming."

Li went to the island when he was a child next year, and had never seen a real monk of distortion.

"I've been through these years... No, we've been through a lot." Ru Yuan looked out the window towards the Sea of ​​Snakes in the distance, as if he saw himself who had boarded the boat...

"That was after leaving here..."

……

I stared blankly at the rope, and I knew that it was no longer my cowardice, but the starting point of my madness.

"Snapped!"

A palm rests on my shoulder.

interrupted my thoughts again.

"Xiao Ruyuan, what are you thinking?" A gentle and thick voice came to my ears, with a little alcohol smell.

I didn't reply, just raised my head and stared at him silently.

Keep staring at him.

Learn the indifference of these adults.

I pretended to be indifferent.

Used in response to indifference.

The drunk man froze for a moment, as if he was stung by the child's eyes, and also as if he was stung by his previous indifference.He looked at the rope in Ruyuan's hand, and said silently:
"You have good eyes, child. Just get used to it. More people will die around us in the future."

The drunk nodded his head and chuckled twice, then took the rope from my hand, tied it into a bow, turned around smartly, and sprinkled every drop of the wine he brought out on the shore.

That is the wine of the Forbidden Lands.

The wine from the homeland should be used to remember the dead.

Drink it and waste it.

"He's your friend!"

After all, I couldn't help it anymore, tears flowed out uncontrollably, and I questioned him loudly!
The drunk man paused for a moment, as if he was thinking about how to answer me.

After a long time, my tears seemed to have dried up.

I didn't take the time to see him until my tears dried up,
And he finally spoke, but he turned his back to me, and I couldn't see his expression.

His voice still smelled of alcohol.

"Yes, Long Ye is my friend. But he is not the only friend of mine who died."

"Son, if I remember correctly, you belong to the Wu family, right?"

The drunk man kept his back to me, I didn't want to answer him, so I wiped my face and said nothing.

He smiled again, and patted his mouth: "It's because I don't remember, you belong to the Li family."

"No matter which family you belong to, get used to indifference quickly. This way you will be much more comfortable in the future. It is a bad habit not to forget the past."

The drunk finally turned his head and walked in front of me, smiled and patted my head.

I also saw the undried tears on his face.

At that time, I didn't quite understand that people are actually different.

Some people are really indifferent, but some people have no choice but to learn to be indifferent just like me.

……

"Haha! Today is such a joy!"

A few drunks were drinking in this small room. Today they fought the aberration monk again and killed several enemies.

Now they are here to use the strength of alcohol to sway the pressure that they have nowhere to spend.

I curled my lips, very disdainful, in my eyes these stress-killing adults are too shameful.

Compared with people like Ming and Uncle who prefer to endure everything in silence, the way these people drink to decompress is really bad.

"You have a drink too!"

A voice came into my ears with a slight smell of alcohol.

I raised my head following the sound and looked at the owner of the sound.

This drunk man is called Mo, no one knows his full name, but I think Uncle might know, after all he is Uncle's friend, but I prefer to call him Crybaby.

Because he was an adult who couldn't hide the pressure and cried bitterly in front of his children.

He was the one on the shore talking to me, and the one I know best here.

"I don't drink." I pushed away his wine glass in disgust, and continued to wash my plate - this is my job, at least doing so will make me live here more at ease.

"Uncle Minghe never drinks alcohol!"

I don't mean pure drinking, but drinking to vent stress.

It's just that everyone laughed, they seemed to have misunderstood me.What a joke.If Li Changye didn't drink, how would he know them?
Only Mo seemed to understand my thoughts.

He said: "There are uncles to rely on, and your uncle has us. It is precisely because of this that you who stay at home do not see their pressure."

"And now, the reason why you think we are going wild is precisely because you have stepped out of your family and are no longer sheltered, aren't you?"

Mo looked at me and said seriously: "And you are no longer a sheltered person. From now on, we will be partners, comrades-in-arms. If we rely on each other, we will inevitably make some ugly faces in front of you, so don't take some things to heart. "

His words seemed to speak from my heart, and he also seemed to see through my mind.

It was the first time that he was called an adult.

"How is it? Do you want a drink now?" His voice was extremely deceptive, as if that glass of wine was the proof of an adult.

I hesitated for a moment and felt that what he said made sense.

Uncle Ming and Uncle never show their pressure because they are always in the perspective of a shelter.

Only people like them have the opportunity to see their embarrassing side.

Maybe I'm on that path right now.

"Snapped!"

Thinking in this way, I took the wine glass and slapped the hard glass with my palm to make a crisp sound, which was different from the creaking sound of the wooden house.

"Ha ha!"

They laughed, and my behavior ignited the interest of the drunks.

"Even if I were your comrade-in-arms, I would never forget that you cried, crybaby!" As I spoke, I pinched my nose and drank the wine in one gulp.

"Hahahahaha!"

The drunks around laughed even more happily, obviously it was the fact that they were not crying that amused them.

Mo also smiled and shook his head helplessly.

He was really persuading Ruyuan, and he didn't deliberately guide Ruyuan to forget his ugliness.

But he cried out just once, and a child saw it, so it was probably fate.

Mo shook his head and poured himself another glass of wine.

"Huh~" I held back my belch, and turned the glass upside down to show the drunks, signaling that I had finished drinking.

"Good job!"

"That's right! That kid is much better than Shen!"

Yashen immediately became anxious: "What are you talking about, Ruyuan has three points of Li Changye's demeanor, okay! If you round it up, you are a little brother Li, how dare I compare to brother Li."

That Yashen who said I looked like Li Changye, I glanced at him and nodded in admiration.

And with this alcohol, I finally said that sentence.

"I want to practice."

It became quiet here instantly.

It seemed that they were not easy to release the pressure, and I returned it to them again.

I seem to have said something wrong again.

(End of this chapter)