This doctor is very stable

Chapter 104 A Doctor's Desire to Survive

But there are really too many things for girls!
What skin care products, shower gel, perfume, shampoo, conditioner, a lot.

However, on the shelf for daily necessities, Yu Mengqi specially left two boxes for him.

This girl is not bad!
Lin Ran has met all kinds of roommates in his ten-year schooling career.

He has also gotten along with those old and young masters who only think about themselves and never worry about other people's feelings.

If Yu Mengqi was also an egoistic princess patient, then Lin Ran might really consider whether to find a house and move out immediately.

It is best to be considerate and understand each other now.

Looking around, Lin Ran didn't find the mysterious item he was expecting.

After taking a shower, Lin Ran glanced at the washing machine beside him and decided to wash the clothes by hand, and don't mess with other people's things.

But looking carefully, Lin Ran found that there was a note on it.

[Doctor Lin, you can use the washing machine, but remember to rinse the washing machine after washing. 】

Lin Ran smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth, it was already one o'clock, and he still had to wait for half an hour to use the washing machine, and he could finish washing clothes by hand in less than 10 minutes, so it was not worth spending more than 10 minutes to not do it!

In Yu Mengqi's room, Li Feifei and Yu Mengqi were sitting on the bed, and the lights were turned off. .

"Cousin, do you think senior Lin Ran will be hungry? The hospital eats at six o'clock, and now senior will definitely be hungry when he comes back at this time!"

"Cousin, do you want to go out and get some supper for the senior?"

"Cousin, you won't fall asleep!"

Li Feifei's small mouth kept babbling non-stop.

At this time, Yu Mengqi was also thinking about what Lin Ran was doing!
"No! But what you said makes sense! In the past, my dad would get off work first and my mom would cook something for my mom after her evening shift. Why don't Feifei go out and cook something for Lin Ran? There are noodles and instant noodles in the refrigerator. "

"I won't go, the senior is your client, not mine."

Li Feifei refused, and the air suddenly became quiet.

The two sisters would feel awkward facing Lin Ran alone.

After a while, Yu Mengqi couldn't hold back anymore, she turned on the light and said: "Nizi get up and help me out, if you come to cook, tell us that we are both hungry, and when you see Lin Ran, call him, understand? "

Li Feifei lifted the quilt and nodded quickly.

The two opened the door and heard the sound of Lin Ran washing clothes.

Yu Mengqi frowned, and muttered, "Big pig's hoof, didn't you put a note on it?"

"Cousin, what are you talking about!"

"Don't ask to help me to the sofa, you cook the noodles quickly."

There are two doctors in the family, so Yu Mengqi naturally knows how hard it is to be a doctor.

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Lin Ran vaguely heard the commotion outside, but ignored it.

After quickly washing his clothes, he walked out of the bathroom with Lin Ran in his hand.

Sitting on the sofa, Yu Mengqi saw Lin Ran walking out with her wet hair holding her hand.

The two looked at each other for two seconds, Yu Mengqi quickly withdrew her gaze and said, "Dr. Lin, there is a hair dryer in the drawer under the TV."

Lin Ran nodded, "I also have a hair dryer."

Yu Mengqi stared at the black-screened TV, as if she wanted to see someone, and replied softly, "Well, then you can do whatever you want."

Originally, she wanted to say that the wardrobe in Lin Ran's room had a hanger she had prepared, but she was afraid that Lin Ran would say, "I brought it!"

Fortunately, at this time, Li Feifei, who was busy in the kitchen, also poked her head out and asked, "Senior, do you want to eat with me when I cook noodles?"

Lin Ran put the pod on the edge of the balcony and stood up straight, nodded, "I'm really hungry, thank you Feifei."

In the evening, I ate the instant noodles, and I digested them all after soaking in urine.

In order to be polite, it is obviously not cost-effective to be hungry.

At this time, Yu Mengqi had angrily picked up the TV remote control.

"Today's midnight news broadcast is over, thank you for watching, more news questions..."

Yu Mengqi was almost overwhelmed with depression.

But this is not over yet, the TV news is over, followed by blue and white bars and time reminders.

It made Yu Mengqi switch the channel button again and again.

Lin Ran took out the hanger from her room, and Yu Mengqi secretly looked towards Lin Ran.

Seeing that Lin Ran was still using the clothes hanger that came with him, his eyes were burning with anger.

'Do you need to be so careful and polite?Why did Li Feifei tell him that it is acceptable to eat, and he uses everything he prepares! '

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Lin Ran just finished drying his clothes, put the bucket back in the bathroom, returned to his room to dry his hair, and just walked out of the room.

Li Feifei just came out with a large bowl of noodles, "Senior, help me go to the kitchen and get the bowls and chopsticks."

Lin Ran: "Okay."

Taking out the bowls and chopsticks, the three of them ate noodles in the living room.

Yu Mengqi stared at the TV expressionlessly.

After Lin Ran took a few mouthfuls of scallion beef noodles, he praised again and again, "Feifei, you cook noodles well!"

Li Feifei, who was also eating noodles, looked at Lin Ran with squinted eyes and said with a smile, "Noodle cooking skills trained in the university dormitory."

Taking a look at Yu Mengqi from the corner of her eye, Lin Ran saw that she was staring at the TV without saying a word and not eating noodles.

'Could it be that this girl has sequelae after her relatives left? '

After thinking for a while, Lin Ran still asked, "Meng Qi, is your foot feeling better?"

Lin Ran didn't dare to directly ask people about their relatives, so Lin Ran had no choice but to ask.

"Ah."

Hearing Lin Ran ask about her foot injury, Yu Mengqi was still very happy, but she had already put on a show, she couldn't be overwhelmed by Lin Ran's words!

"Remember, apply the medicine on time, it will heal faster, and drink more hot water, you will feel better."

Lin Ran couldn't say it too bluntly, so he could only say that he drank more hot water.

"En." Yu Mengqi was still holding it, she wanted to see what else Lin Ran could say.

But two times in a row Yu Mengqi just responded with "Yeah!"

Lin Ran really didn't know how to continue talking!

A bowl of noodles is hot, but it's cold now!

Lin Ran quickly ate up the noodles after blowing the wind. He stood up first and said, "Thank you Feifei for the noodles. I have to work early tomorrow, so I won't accompany you to eat slowly."

Seeing Lin Ran walking towards the kitchen with her bowl and chopsticks, Yu Mengqi was full of anger.

Lin Ran returned to her room after washing her own dishes.

Sitting in front of the bed, I picked up "Vascular Medicine" on the table and casually read it twice.

Thoughts wander.

In 2013, when Lin Ran was eight years old, he still vaguely remembered what his parents looked like when they went out.

He said he was going to Yangcheng, said that they were doctors, it was their responsibility, and when he came back, he took him to the amusement park.

Then he threw Lin Ran to his aunt.

At that time Lin Ran was still young, crying and making noise at his aunt's house.

As time passed day by day, Lin Ran longed for his parents to come back soon.

But suddenly one day, when my aunt came home, she hugged Lin Ran and cried bitterly.

Lin Ran still remembered that his uncle and aunt had a fight that day.

My aunt said she wanted to adopt Lin Ran, but my uncle said they both had two children.

Raising three kids at once is stressful.

Lin Ran was ignorant at that time, he didn't understand why his aunt and uncle were arguing.

After that, Lin Ran never saw his parents again, they lived in Lin Ran's little head.

During the rebellious period of ordinary children in junior high school, every parent-teacher meeting is held by the aunt.

The number of times is too many, and the students will ask, "Lin Ran, where are your parents!"

The classmates who were familiar with Lin Ran often laughed at Lin Ran for being an orphan and staying at his aunt's house.

Uncle's temper became more and more irritable.

Lin Ran worked very hard and studied hard, but when he returned home, he was greeted with disgust by his uncle.

At that time, Lin Ran couldn't figure out why his uncle loved them but disliked and loathed him because his cousins ​​were obviously mischievous.

When his aunt was away, his uncle beat and scolded him, and all the housework was left to Lin Ran.

Later in high school, Lin Ran was admitted to the best key middle school in Hengshan City, Hengshan City No. [-] Middle School.

My aunt was very happy, but my uncle still didn't give Lin Ran a good look.

Later, in the constant quarrels between her aunt and uncle, Lin Ran knew that she had become a burden and a burden to her aunt's family.

In the second year of high school, my aunt also fell ill, and she was not cured in the end.

The aunt is gone, and Lin Ran's last relative is gone. At that time, Lin Ran was hesitant and confused.

My uncle sent Lin Ran to live in high school, so he never cared about Lin Ran anymore.

Lin Ran went back several times, but unfortunately his uncle also moved later.

In the vast crowd, Lin Ran became an orphan whom no one wanted.

Since then, Lin Ran has diagnosed himself with a disease called social phobia.

It was also from then on that Lin Ran relied on the national relief fund for food and the subsidy for poor students to go to school.

Fortunately, considering Lin Ran's special situation, the school allowed him to live in the school during the holidays.

The old dean also recommended an orphanage to Lin Ran, that is, to name it, with a guardian.

Lin Ran still remembered how he felt when he came on stage whenever the head teacher announced the list of poor students.

The feeling of being at odds with the whole world made Lin Ran's social phobia gradually worse.

He also began to know how to hide his thoughts in his heart.

Friends, classmates, and friendship are all luxuries for Lin Ran.

It was not until later that Lin Ran was admitted to Yangcheng University of Medical Sciences, applied for a student loan for poor students, and officially embarked on his part-time work-study path to study medicine.

During college, Lin Ran was still a loner. He dared not accept the approach of his classmates, and always kept a distance between unfamiliar and unfamiliar ones.

In freshman year, when others were enjoying the campus life of the university, Lin Ran was looking for a job.

In her sophomore year, when others were dating, Lin Ran was working for a small capitalist in a coffee shop.

In the third year of junior year, Lin Ran remembered that there was a school girl who even chased after him.

It's a pity that Lin Ran just made an appointment to sit in the coffee shop where she worked for a long time, and the girl backed out not long after.

From then on, Lin Ran kept a respectful distance from those elementary school girls who judged people by their appearance.

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Until later, he entered the Hengshan City Hospital for internship and training.

Stepped into the industry and position that my parents used to stick to with their lives.

Lin Ran was full of expectations, but what greeted him was severe beatings from the society.

Facts have proved that the social environment will not change because of personal experience and will.

If people do not change themselves to adapt to the environment, the society will be severely beaten.

In school, all you need is good grades.

But in the hospital!

Colleague relationship, superior-subordinate relationship, and doctor-patient relationship must all be handled properly.

With social phobia, I will definitely not survive in the hospital.

After four years of beatings by the society, Lin Ran was brutally beaten into a person who looked like a normal person.

Back to the matter of co-renting with Yu Mengqi, Lin Ran's instinct was to resist, and he also knew that doing so would break his comfort zone in life.

But in his subconscious, there was still a little desire.

In the end, knowledge and reason overcome instinctive resistance.

Lin Ran is very clear that the first step is to go out after all.

If you stay in your comfort zone, you will never grow.

Are there still fewer homeboys and homegirls born in the [-]s?

No matter how decisive you are on the operating table, it won't help you in falling in love!

Lin Ran also naively thought that as long as he has money, he can find a girlfriend casually!

But after earning more than [-] yuan, Lin Ran realized a terrible problem.

That is, I am used to living alone, and I will have a subconscious resistance to strangers of the opposite sex.

What is subconscious resistance?
That is, when you come into contact with a thing, there is no difference in your subjective judgment.

But when you are asked to understand this matter in depth, you will involuntarily want to shrink back to your comfort zone, which is the superficial form of coping.

Habit is a terrible state. Many bigwigs in the medical field have devoted themselves to medicine because they are used to this terrible state, and they have never held a girl's hand.

Of course Lin Ran was also afraid, he was afraid that resistance would become a habit for a long time, and he was not interested in women!
To use the term that has just become popular now is called lying flat, and it can also be called not being able to love.

Habit, comfort, ease.

It's just a manifestation of life.

Only by changing yourself today can you live a better life.

If life deceives you, please don't stay where you are, the new world is right there, and the girl is right in front of you, don't stay where you are!

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(End of this chapter)