In Tokyo, I just want salted fish

Chapter 498 Another Firework That Will Disappear and Melt

The sunset in winter is much lighter than that in summer, but the sky is still red and fiery yellow, giving the sky a bright background color. A continuous white cloud.

Hanamaru Hanabi walked under such a sunset, on the side of the street full of green trees in the city.

Her skirt swayed slightly, and her steps were even and romantic.

It was as if what she was stepping on was not bluestone bricks, but a cute step by step.

"slower."

"no!"

The two had just come out of the clinic of psychiatrist Hengko Nakamura.

During a long-term return visit, Dr. Nakamura said that Ms. Hanamaru's condition had stabilized.

Now, it can basically be said that she has completely healed on her own.

But Kaoru Uesugi felt that what Dr. Nakamura said was not accurate at all.

Isn't the black flower fire still there, how is the condition getting better?

"Kai-kun, everyone in the coffee shop this afternoon is speculating about Hanabi's relationship with you." Hanamaru Hanabi walked to his side, bent slightly, and said to him with a smile.

"Huh? What did you tell them?"

Hanamaru Hanabi put her hands behind her back and straightened her waist: "Since they want to know, Hanabi told them directly, saying that Kai-kun brought Hanabi, no, Kai-kun brought Hanayu to the love hotel together."

"Everyone will misunderstand me like you, Hanabi." Uesugi Kai was ashamed.

"Huh? Hanabi thought Kai-kun wouldn't care about everyone's stares."

Uesugi replied: "No, but if it spreads, it will be a little troublesome to explain."

"But, it's fun, isn't it?"

"It's okay." Uesugi Kai replied a little stiffly, he didn't want to refute Black Hanabi's face.

However, on the whole, this incident did not cause any trouble.

It's just that Akae and Totsuka looked at themselves a little strangely.

By the time Uesugi Kai recovered from his thoughts, Hanamaru Hanabi had already walked to the front again.

It was a quiet afternoon, with the wind shaking the tree branches along the street.

The girl walked quietly ahead.

Kai Uesugi likes to follow her and watch her, but in the not so bright dusk in front of him, even though her figure is swaying and graceful, he can still see the feeling of loneliness called loneliness on Hanabi's petite back.

I don't know if it's because of the black firework, but the firework this afternoon has never given me such a familiar feeling.

"Kai-kun, do you know?" Hanamaru Hanabi stopped on a small stone bridge.

The bridge is flat, but standing by the bridge and looking from the river, you can see the fiery red sunset very well.

"Huh?" Kaoru Uesugi approached her.

In the setting sun, her approaching beautiful figure seemed to occupy Uesugi Kai's entire field of vision.

Her expression seemed to make her less happy than before.

"Sometimes Hanabi will feel that he is always alone, no matter how good Hanabi is, no matter how considerate of others, everyone will regard Hanabi as a transparent person."

"Hanabi." Uesugi Kai looked at her turning her head and pondered for a moment, "Don't think like that, I'm still by your side."

"Ah."

The girl nodded slightly, turned around, and continued to look up at the sky, "It is also because Hanabi can really feel caring and security in Kai-kun, and he can really remember Hanabi all the time, so Hanabi is willing to love forever with him."

Her voice was so light that it seemed to come from the mist in a dream. Kai Uesugi couldn't help but look at her beautiful back and asked subconsciously:

"Then what if I make Hanabi lose this feeling too?"

Hanamaru Hanabi stopped in front, and the two small black leather shoes were brought together, leaving only a back view for Uesugi Oi behind.

She looked at the ground and said, "Even if there is no more, Hanabi will always be by Kai-kun's side. This is the promise I made before."

The girl turned her head, and looked at him with bright purple eyes with fluctuating brows.

"But it's really time. It's not that Hanabi doesn't like Kai-kun anymore, but Kai-kun doesn't like Hanabi anymore."

"He forgot everything before, the feeling of youth and heartbeat."

"Kai-kun, you are no longer the Kai-kun that Hanabi knew."

She stood directly below the sunset.

Looking at her appearance, he saw her shadow elongated by the falling sun. Uesugi Kai had a feeling that even if he was walking towards the opposite direction for a long time without turning his head, when he turned his head, he could still see her watching own appearance.

"Today, Kai-kun has a good impression of Hanabi, so the favorability is increased by 10, and now Kai-kun has come to 0 o'clock again, which is gratifying." Hanamaru Hanabi suddenly laughed, and her two small hands moved slightly in front of her. Applauded.

The girl stands by the bridge, with running water and the undulating sunset on the water behind her.

Small applause lingered in the ears, silence enveloped the two of them, a kind of light called memories wandered in Uesugi's mind.

He looked at Hanamaru Hanabi's smile, and thought of the tenderness when she let himself rest on her lap two days ago, and thought of the lovely smile she showed in front of him in the afternoon.

Even though she is not the Huahuo she is most familiar with in normal times, nor is she the very weak girl in normal times.

But Kaoru Uesugi can really feel that Black Hanabi is indeed Hanabi himself
Although they have different personalities and preferences
But the loneliness they occasionally sneak out is really exactly the same.

She is like a girl who stays in place, trying to show her beautiful side to the outside, but because her beautiful side is too kind and gentle, she is left out like a tired toy in the corner.

Kaoru Uesugi still remembered one sentence.

【Once a person gets something, he will forget the feeling of standing on tiptoe and looking at it through the window】

Black Hanabi. Or Hanabi himself. Deep down in his heart, he doesn’t want to become the toy that has been obtained and forgotten in the corner.

"Why don't you speak, Mr.

"Tomorrow... is Labor Day, right? There are three days off, including Saturday and Sunday."

"Is such that."

"Mother and the others are free, do you want to go out and relax?"

"Kai-kun," Hanamaru Hanabi smiled playfully at him, "Do you still remember what happened last time we went on a trip together?"

Uesugi Kai nodded: "I know it will definitely not happen now."

It was the brain tumor.
Regarding this incident, he still remembered the way Huahuo was sleeping next to his bed when he woke up.

The girl's eyes were red with tears, and her spirit and face were full of tiredness.

The little hand that was still clutching his quilt in his sleep was enough to show her concern.

"Mr. Zhao, do you know? In love novels, every trip means a growth, because it is an excellent time for the hero and heroine to get in touch with each other. Therefore, travel is a carefully arranged by the author of the novel, with a certain kind of goals that must be achieved.”

"Ah."

"So, there is no problem in wanting Hanabi to travel together, but... Hanabi has a goal requirement, and a corresponding punishment for failure of the goal. Kai-kun, can you accept it?"

"Okay." Uesugi Kai agreed without hesitation.

Hanamaru Hanabi laughed: "Once you accept it, you can't refuse it, Kai-kun still agree?"

"I agree." Then, Uesugi Kai asked her figure in the setting sun, "What is the goal?"

"Haha, it's actually not a big deal."

Hanamaru Hanabi changed the topic, and the smile on her exquisite face calmed down, "If Kai-kun fails to increase his favorability to 50 points during this period, then Hanabi will disappear from Kai-kun's sight forever and ever .”

Almost instantly, Kaoru Uesugi's heart clenched tightly, and he looked at her serious pupils, which suddenly enlarged, and his words seemed to block his throat, and his lips and teeth almost trembled and called out her name:
"Hanabi.?"

The next day, at four in the morning.

Uesugi Kai lay on the sofa, quietly looking at the ceiling.

It turned out that it wasn't that Hanabi was going to disappear forever, but that Black Hanabi said that in her capacity.

Life is gradually becoming more peaceful everyday.

There is no rival in love, and the hateful Uesugi who was stabbed to death in the dream.

As Dr. Nakamura said, Hanabi's condition is improving.

Correspondingly, there is no place for Black Hanabi anymore. As the embodiment of Hanabi's thoughts buried deep in her heart, she also began to disappear.

The only thing supporting her existence now is the loneliness in Huahuo's heart.

If even such things are gone, she will disappear completely.

Black fire, it's about to disappear
Kaoru Uesugi thought for a long time before he understood what it meant to raise his favorability to 50.

After Xiao Huahuo got married, she is getting better every day. She has a sense of happiness in life and marriage. She has become a little more confident and has her own beauty.

The negative emotions in the heart are gone, and the black fireworks based on this will naturally disappear.

The goal of 50 favorability is a choice for Uesugi Kai.

She is giving herself a reason, a reason to exist.

If Uesugi cared about her, she would continue to exist.

If Uesugi doesn't care about her, she will quietly leave forever and truly turn back into Hanamaru Hanabi.

The little flower fire is the source of all the black flower fire.

It is precisely because Hanabi's low self-esteem, sadness and other emotions cannot be vented that she exists.

Thinking of this, Kaoru Uesugi couldn't fall asleep.

He looked at the air conditioner that was swinging up and down in the living room, grabbed a coat and draped it over his shoulders, pushed open the French windows of the balcony, and went outside to get some fresh air.

The Tokyo Tower is still shining in the distance, and the bustling neon lights in the dark night of the city even reflect the red background of the night.

Uesugi Kai just looked into the distance like this, letting the cold wind blow his face to relieve his worries.

"Aren't you sleeping, Kai-kun?"

A pleasant voice sounded in the ears.

Uesugi Kai followed the sound and looked to the right. He saw Hanamaru Hanabi in Shasha pajamas and a one-piece hood.

Through her eyes and gaze.

Kai Uesugi knew that she was Hanabi, not Black Hanabi.

"Knowing that there is such a precarious thing, I am sorry to fall asleep again."

"Mr. Kai, don't think too much. It's not that she doesn't like Mr. Zhao."

"But...she's leaving."

"The other me doesn't have to go," Hanamaru Hanabi laughed, her purple pupils reflected the fiery night among the tall buildings, "Mr. Kai, as long as you work hard, the other me won't Gone? Huahuo feels that Kai-kun thinks things too pessimistically."

Kaoru Uesugi looked at her.

He now feels that his heart is so strange, so strange.

Obviously liking is an ordinary and normal little flower, but when the black flower is really about to disappear, there is a feeling of reluctance in my heart.

Regarding her, Uesugi Kai can also recall that she was blocking herself at school with breakfast, smiling and asking herself to eat to be full.

She will force herself to fall in love with her more, her body, her legs in black silk.

Hei Huahuo's love for himself is also extremely strong, he will secretly hold his clothes and smell his breath, and secretly watch himself take a shower and then generate electricity.

Although it is strange, Uesugi Kai can really remember that this part belongs to the whole of Hanamaru Hanabi, the strongest and most prominent love.

"Kai-kun?" Seeing that he was deep in memory, Hanamaru Hanaho pinched his shoulder with one hand and called him back with a soft voice.

Uesugi Kai broke free from the mud of memory, looked at Hanabi in front of him, he organized his words a little bit, and then said to her: "All this time, I haven't really understood what Hanabi thinks about the other you."

"Hanabi. Views on another self"

Hanamaru Hanabi looked up at him, "Actually, Kai-kun knows it, Hanamaru Hanabi and another self are both Hanamaru Hanabi."

"Ok, I know."

"Memory affects a person's personality. Our situation is a bit strange. We know each other, have each other's memories, and understand each other's feelings. She is a Huahuo who has different cognitions in a life segment. She is really another Huahuo. A self. That's why Hanabi usually calls her 'sister'."

Kaoru Uesugi asked doubtfully, "Are the sisters commensurate?"

"Hanabi. I know it's a bit strange, very strange, very strange, but I can't always call her another self."

The shark hat was blown away by the wind, and Hanamaru Hanabi put it back on her head while pulling the hair around her ears.

"Kai-kun really doesn't need to think too much about Hanabi to know what my sister thinks. Although Hanabi can't cheat on favorability, you can still tell Kai-kun what sister likes more than Hanabi."

"It seems that they are not the same person."

"It's the same person, but Hanabi's way of thinking is different at that time. Even with the same memory, they will make different choices. This is the meaning of Hanabi's 'sister'."

Hanamaru Hanabi was a little anxious.

"Why, how do you explain it? It's like because Hanabi likes Kai-kun so much, but, there is no way to express it well, so I can only express it to Kai-kun through other ways of thinking."

This is a bit vague.

According to Uesugi Kai's understanding, that is to say, for his own liking, Hanabi can even divide himself into two different personalities and styles to satisfy his preferences?

Although it is somewhat general and incomplete, it really seems to be the case.

(End of this chapter)