I play love guru in Tokyo

Chapter 248 Epilogue (5)

There is a gentle breeze in the ears, accompanied by the whispers of the guests of the hot spring hotel.

"I love you, I've always loved you!"

Izumi Ryoka boldly and directly hugged Kashiwahara Kiyoaki tightly, the girl's delicate and warm arms were close to his waist, listening carefully, it seemed that she could hear her fiery and rapid heartbeat.

"..."

Yet there was a quiet vibe in the air.

Izumi Linghua pressed her cheek against his waist, and as the atmosphere in the air gradually cooled down, her excited and disturbed expression became subtle.

Even unexpectedly bitter.

What she was most afraid of was not summoning up the courage to confess to him.

She likes him, as long as she speaks out what's in her heart, it's not difficult.

But what she was afraid of was that her emotions would not respond, just like at this moment.

The hand he put in the air did not fall down, even if he could put it on her weak and boneless shoulder to comfort her softly.

At this moment, Kashiwahara Kiyoaki's expression was complicated and subtle.

Gradually, Izumi Ryoka raised her foggy eyes, and when she glared at him with redness and stubbornness, it made his peaceful heart dizzy.

But that's it.

He remained silent, just staring at her.

In the past, no, just now, Izumi Linghua retreated under such calm eyes, but at this moment, she stared back stubbornly, pursed her lips, and stood on tiptoe in the night when no one was around.

Those plump, lustrous red lips glowed with a seductive light, gradually approaching.

She wants to give her heart.

"Enough is enough."

Kashiwara Kiyoaki finally made a sound, which made her movements stop at this moment. Even at this moment, the two of them were extremely close, and each other's breathing could be heard clearly.

But his simple three words make this distance unreachable.

"It's been a dream for so long, it's time to wake up."

The calm words made Hequan Linghua's pupils shrink suddenly, and his mouth opened in disbelief:
"what do you mean……"

The bumpy tone couldn't conceal her panic, and her hollow weakness that was seen through.

"No matter how wonderful the process is, it is difficult to change the doomed ending. Such days and days are meaningless."

When he said these words in his flat eyes, he couldn't help showing a trace of boredom. This was not aimed at Izumi Linghua, she was not wrong.

This is the day for the dull, constant cycle.

Whether it is a dream or a reality.

All in all, he was bored.

There wasn't too much explanation, but even Izumi Ryoka could understand it. In an instant, her blushing face turned pale, and the hand that tightly hugged his waist became weak.

"..."

Izumi's subtle expression gradually turned bitter and self-deprecating, she understood that Kashiwahara had known it all these days, but hadn't said it.

Deliberately cooperate with his own performance, let himself be immersed in such a dream of nothingness and cannot extricate himself.

Breaking it at the moment when the dream came true, let her see the extremely cruel reality.

She hissed, "Not enough! Not enough! Not at all!"

"Why do you never care about my feelings!"

"Do you know what kind of mentality I was holding just now, wearing that kind of clothes to stay with you!"

"Do you know how much courage I need to endure the embarrassment of being rejected by you again and again, and to smile at you again and again!"

"Why do you never understand me? Why do you always look down on me with that superior attitude? I know I was wrong before and shouldn't treat you that way, but I have changed."

"I know it was my fault before, but why did I only make one mistake, and I will lose the qualification for this game forever"

"why……"

"Why exactly..."

"This feeling is really painful and sad, why can't you just look down at me..."

"Do you know how embarrassing I am, how..."

The choked Izumi Ryoka's eyes were red, with unwillingness, she suppressed tears and stared at him, feeling all sorts of grievances in her heart.

Kiyoaki Kashiwahara stared at Izumi Ryoka quietly, with a meaningless smile on the corner of his mouth:

"Because you like me."

"..."

Izumi Linghua parted her lips slightly, unable to speak.

"Because you like me, you have to endure such grievances and embarrassments."

Kashiwahara's calm tone and inexplicable words made Izumi Ryoka startled.

"Because you hold the thorn hard, but it's the thorn that hurts too deeply."

His words are not cruel, revealing the pain and humbleness of whoever falls in love first in the relationship between men and women. If you want to pursue the unattainable love, you must endure the setbacks, forced smiles and the other party's sudden coldness on the way. Sudden heat, let one's heart go up and down by the distance of being suspended.

In the end, I came in exchange for an ending that I knew was destined but was unwilling to accept, and I still had a little fantasy to comfort myself.

Simple words also show that as long as Izumi Linghua lets go, she won't have to bear such grievances and embarrassments.

For Izumi Ryoka, letting go and leaving someone like Kashiwahara is the best ending.

"So please call it a day," he said.

"No matter how many times, how many times, the answer is still the same."

The cruel words shattered the beautiful fairy tale that Hequan Linghua thought these days.

The girl's red eyes were lingering with water drops, and she clenched her bloodshot lips tightly, as if she couldn't bear such an ending.

"why why……"

"The gramophone you gave me, I like it very much..."

"That time you made me angry, I broke it, and it was thrown into the garbage dump. I regretted it again, and braved the heavy rain to pick it up..."

"It's because of this that I got sick, but I was a little happy when I learned that you came to see me, but you really hate talking..."

"I know you like girls like the organ, I deliberately learned her dress..."

"The perfume I gave you, why haven't I seen you use it once..."

"Didn't you say you like it very much?"

"Didn't you say before that you liked me?"

"You said to be admitted to Dongda University, but how is it possible? It's too far away, too far away. If I can be admitted to Dongda University, how can I like you like a fool..."

"I've changed so much for you, but you didn't take it into your heart at all, didn't you?"

"Why can you accept the organ, Asagi, and even, even Yichuan Liulixue."

"Obviously I came first..."

"Why would you rather accept her, the later her, than me?"

"Hey, Kashiwara, Kiyoaki Kashiwahara, Kashiwahara-kun, please, please tell me, tell me, please?"

She seemed to be obsessed, speaking quickly and earnestly word by word.

Facing the increasingly silent Kashiwahara Kiyoaki, Izumi Ryoka grabbed his sleeve with sobs, with a hint of crying and pleading.

The crying girl with pear blossoms and rain caused ripples in his peaceful heart.

"call……"

Bai Yuan took a deep breath, and the raindrops on her arms were the crystallization of her sadness.

"sorry."

In this night when no one was around, he said in a flat and cruel tone.

(End of this chapter)