Kuai Chuan: The cold Lord God always acts like a spoiled brat to me

Chapter 390 Professor Antique's Belated Rebellious Period 94
"Ning'an."

A voice came from not far away.

She froze slightly, looking away.

He stood in front of the balcony next door for an unknown amount of time, his white shirt was blown up by the wind, his brows and eyes were calm.

"Professor Shi." Ji Ning'an didn't notice him, and called out in a low voice.

"I have resigned as a professor, you don't have to call me that anymore."

"Get used to it."

Shi Jingnian didn't force it, and tapped the tickets in his pocket with his fingertips. She didn't answer his calls these days, and she didn't come out when he came to her house. He could tell whether he was feeling unwell or deliberately avoiding her.

His tone was a little more joking: "You don't have to avoid me like a scourge."

Ji Ning'an coughed twice: "No, no..."

The two looked at each other across the balcony, and in the distance was a large expanse of night, the moon was hidden in the clouds, looming, mottled like frost falling in front of the window.

"I have a friend..." It was the first time that Shi Jingnian made a personal invitation to a girl, he was a bit unfamiliar, and he spoke again and again after deliberation.

"He likes the comic exhibition very much. He gave me two tickets. The time is next weekend. If it's convenient for you, would you like to go and see it?"

Ji Ning settled down, looked at his eyebrows, and thought of what Zheng Xingzhou said again, and she caught two pieces of news.

One is that Shi Jingnian did not resign out of his own will, and even had something to do with her.

The second is that the job he is doing now is not his best choice.

She didn't know what Shi Jingnian was thinking, and she didn't want to know.

"Professor Shi." After a long time, Ji Ning'an said, "I only regard you as an elder now."

Shi Jingnian's eyelashes twitched, his pupils reflected the frosty night, and cast shadows through them.

Ji Ning'an blustered: "I'm taking the liberty of what happened before. It's been more than two years, so just forget about it."

"I do not like you anymore."

Floating six words.

The slender fingers rested on the cold railing of the balcony, and the lifeless cold temperature passed through the surface of the fingertips and passed into the bones.

"It's okay." He was not afraid of her rejection, he was polite and patient, "Ning'an, we can take our time—"

Shi Jingnian never acts on impulse, every decision he makes is the result of careful consideration.

Be very careful with her.

No deviations are allowed.

"Do you still remember what you said two and a half years ago, on the night of NO.15 in December?" Ji Ning'an interrupted what he hadn't finished, and asked with a smile.

This is the Achilles' heel.

Of course Shi Jingnian will not forget.

"You said that we are impossible, inappropriate, and don't like me." Ji Ning'an recalled it for him, her voice was very soft, and she looked at his eyebrows and eyes from the distance of the balcony, as if she could still see the look when he said this sentence back then. look.

So calm, so decisive.

Didn't look back once.

That growth was taught by him himself.

She is unforgettable.

This year is June, and in the early summer night, the cicadas are singing hoarsely, shouting for the beginning of summer.

But Shi Jingnian felt a bone-piercing cold, as if he had returned to that winter, and even his fingertips were icy cold.

He closed his eyes.

The words were said by him himself. At the beginning, he was so focused on cutting off the thoughts she shouldn't have, and never left any way out, but he never thought that it would happen when she was 22 years old, maybe earlier.

"I'm sorry." His voice was a little hoarse, and he couldn't say anything other than sorry.

"Professor Shi, I was really sad at the time, but..."

Ji Ning'an gritted her teeth to calm herself down, no longer being the girl who used to cry when encountering some things, "You are right."

His ruthlessness is far better than ambiguity.

Ji Ning'an never complained about Shi Jingnian.

It's only natural to reject someone you don't like.

She has also rejected many people. Does she want to feel guilty one by one, make up for each one, and empathize with each one?
It doesn't make sense to say sorry because of this, and pay all kinds of prices that shouldn't be there, and it doesn't make sense for one person's feelings to become another person's burden.

Love should be clean, she doesn't want you to hurt me once, and I will hurt you again.

You can see that the distance between them is so short, one step forward and one step back, all have different endings.

"I am very grateful for the respect you have given me." Ji Ning'an bowed to him with solemn words.

"Do you want to do this?" Shi Jingnian looked at her, unable to detect any emotion, "It was reasonable at the beginning, and there is nothing to be thankful for."

Now it's unexpected.

Ji Ning'an always felt that she was very lucky.

Because the person she liked when she was young was innocent and clean.

Worthy of the world, magnanimous and excellent.

It's the white moonlight in the eyes, it's the cinnabar mole on the heart, just like the stars last night, and three inches of snow on the eaves.

Always be proud to be a role model.

Always be proud to be a role model.

That was someone she liked!

Whether it was the present or the future, she can proudly and generously admit it.

only……

Ji Ning'an really didn't know what to do, she couldn't figure it out, she remembered his calmness and restraint, but now he was blazing every step of the way, disrupting all rhythms.

"You are indeed causing me a lot of trouble now."

Ji Ning'an took two deep breaths and didn't look at those eyes that looked like moonlight. There were noisy cicadas in her ears, the laughter of the old man downstairs, and the sound of a whistle from far away.

She heard her own voice in this secular and noisy world, as if it sounded from a distant place.

"I have a boyfriend!"

Boulders thrown into the deep sea.

Make a "bang—"

one sound.

Then the atmosphere suddenly became quiet.

There was no sound at all.

It was as if a drama that hadn't ended was forcibly snatched away, leaving a piece of my heart empty.

"Sorry, I took the liberty." Till now, Shi Jingnian tried his best to calm down his tone so as not to scare her.

"But I've inquired about you beforehand, and you don't have a boyfriend."

For the next two words, Shi Jingnian uttered out vaguely, with a slight pause in between.

"Professor Shi, it's been more than two years, why do you think I don't have anyone I like?"

Ji Ning'an said, her tone was intimacy, not towards him: "You saw it just now, I get along very well with Ash, far better than you."

His hands clenched tightly as he said one sentence after another, his fingertips turned white, and his finger bones felt a frightening coldness, even trembling.

The small wooden thorns on the railing will also pierce the fingertips sharply. It is not the pain of the waves, but the pain that spreads inch by inch, making people suffocate after a while.

The bright red blood dripped on the railing, Shi Jingnian didn't notice it, and looked at her.

And there seemed to be no more enthusiasm in her eyes.

"Ning'an."

Just like countless days and nights, in the dream, the voice is tender, or tender or indifferent, listening to him call her like this.

Knows far more than him.

The moonlight poured down from her body like running water.

"I think you're right. I should focus on my studies and love. It's more suitable for my peers."

Ji Ning'an smiled at him, with shallow dimples and cute canine teeth.

(End of this chapter)