You made me a superstar

Chapter 79
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This book is the most exhausting book for me.

My wife reads each chapter for me. She thinks it is inappropriate, so I rewrite it. It is only 20 words, and the waste manuscript adds up to [-] to [-] words.

I am very nervous, and to be honest, I have never been optimistic about the results of this book.

It was hard for me to see readers criticizing me, but in the end, I stuck to the top and improved.

Because I think some readers' criticisms are really justified.

I have asked my editor, Qilin Ju, how much my follow-up reading is several times...

Seeing that the follow-up reading did not fall, I was a little relieved.

Some people say that scolding me is not because I write badly, but because I am slower.

However, I really can't write quickly. This time, I will update five chapters and express my apologies for the new issue.

Of course, no matter what the ending of this book is, I will try my best to finish writing this book seriously.

This book is very important to me, and it can be regarded as the beginning of self-transformation.

Before putting it on the shelves, I really wanted to complain, and then sold it badly, asking for a trivial first order~
In the summer many years ago, I lay in bed and had a wonderful dream.

I dreamed that I went to Sanjiang!
I pushed hard!
I'm on the shelves!

My first order is over [-]!
I dreamed that I was pretending to be aggressive in front of those writers in the group, and my monthly manuscript fee exceeded [-] yuan!
After waking up from the dream, there was loud snoring in the dormitory, and I stared blankly at the ceiling.

I still remember the excitement in the dream and the sense of loss when I woke up.

It was an era when people tried their best to squeeze their heads and wanted to sign a contract at the starting point, and those who could be on the shelves and earn full attendance were the big bosses.

At that time, I probably never would have imagined that one day I would write a novel by Ben Wanding, win the Twelve Heavenly Kings, and sign the Great God Agreement...

Thanks to Hu Shuoju, Pooh Ju, Qilinju and other editors for their help.

In fact, I knew that the Great God was not qualified to ask me out.

Although it seems that they have all been booked, the points have been received, and the requirements have been received, but I, a waste material, have never had the strength of a great god.

Looking at the masters of that year, I was probably the worst one, not one of them.

Later, when I wrote this book, the main website of the starting point ordered [-] bad movies, and I was lucky enough to win the top ten of the monthly ticket list, and sold the rights to the comics.

But the old problem is still making.

The follow-up ending will always fall into a vicious circle. The weak update leads to weak ending and hastily ending.

It took me ten years to write novels with millions of words every year. As a result, I still couldn't finish a book with a better ending.

At the end of this year...

My nephew told me, now that you have children, you should write books well, earn more money for milk powder, and you still have a mortgage, so stop messing around.

Gargamel also told me on WeChat, you are married now, you have to write carefully, and you need money for milk powder.

I was suddenly in a trance, it was a very uncomfortable feeling.

Yes!

Before I knew it, I was already 30 years old, and I was suffering from a mess of illnesses. My body could no longer stand staying up late to play League of Legends, and I was playing King of Kings.

Well, some time ago I shamelessly made a Douyin live broadcast and played games. I thought I could use my amazing technology to make the audience scold me and increase my popularity. It turned out that more than 200 people visited, and one of them could watch it all. No, it's extremely deserted...

I'm a relatively low self-esteem person.

I know what the world looks like in the eyes of people with low self-esteem...

They have low self-esteem but at the same time they are very self-respecting, eager to prove themselves, and don't want to trouble anyone.

At the annual meeting, I sat in the corner and looked at the great writers around me.

For a split second, I felt like I didn't quite deserve to be seated at the convention.

Of course, no one said that I am not qualified, but when I compare with them in my heart, I will judge them.

Ha ha!

Like a supporting role that makes up the numbers, I feel like sitting on pins and needles while silently looking at the bright place.

I have seen "God's Tomb" suppress an era in a mighty way. I have seen "Coiling Dragon" in school, which was recommended by classmates and regarded as a masterpiece. I have seen "Yang Shen" climb to the top full of vigor, high spirits, and even more. Seeing the birth of "Fights Break Sphere", once again set off a huge wave...

I have also seen eagles, squids, elbows, and newspaper sellers. In an era, no one can beat them!
In the past 13 years, along the way, how many high-spirited new authors could not survive the loneliness and gradually sank into the wind, how many gods who slaughtered the list fell, and how many stories were gradually forgotten in the dust...

I am like a spectator, like a humble dust, silently witnessing one era after another.

I don't envy them, because I know, I can't have this kind of time.

But I am eager to become a god, and I am eager to raise my head a little bit and straighten my waist a little bit in this era of unknown great gods.

The road to becoming a god is not a promise of a great god, he is a great god...

I am on my way…

I'm proving myself...

Come on!

(End of this chapter)