I achieve financial freedom by rewarding myself

Chapter 98 The Past of Wang Shang

Thump... Binwei was speechless, and lay back down again.

She finally understood today, as long as it is a man, no matter how inarticulate he usually looks, once he drives a car, he will really rush over people's faces with endless energy.

terrible!

"Not coming out yet!"

Outside Wang Shang’s door, seeing that Binwei hadn’t come out, he thought for a while, and said solemnly: “Binwei, let me tell you first, I’m a very macho person, not even the rubber man Wang Lufei, I don’t want to be A fake rubber man wearing a cuckold."

bump!
Bang!
The door opened, and Bin Wei came out from inside, she was really afraid of Wang Shang, if she didn't come out again, she was afraid that everything she saw would turn color in the future.

"Let's go and eat."

When Bin Wei came out, Wang Shang stopped joking and said seriously.

Bin Wei glanced down, she really recovered, she was a little surprised.

"I usually wouldn't lie to you." Wang Shang laughed.

Bin Wei shook his head, came to the coffee table, picked up his bag on it and carried it across his shoulders.

"What do you want to eat?" Binwei asked.

"Go and see first, you can eat anything, but meat is the best."

Wang Shang is not picky about what he eats, but he likes and wants to eat meat.

"Then let's go eat rib rice."

When the three of them went to the square the night before yesterday, Binwei saw a restaurant that specializes in pork ribs and rice, and she really wanted to try it.

The two came to the square and found the shop, which was called Spare Ribs Fanxiang.

The rice was indeed delicious, and both of them were full.

It cost a total of 70 yuan, 35 yuan a piece, which is quite expensive.

But there are so many ribs, it's delicious.

After eating, the two took a walk in the shopping mall to digest food.

At 02:30, the two returned to the apartment.

On the sofa, Wang Shang was sitting in the middle, and Bin Wei was lying on the sofa, with a pair of long legs resting on Wang Shang's lap, writhing comfortably.

Wang Shang was giving a full set of massage to this pair of sky-defying long legs, and at the same time the two began to confess, Wang Shang said first.

"Binwei, as for me, I'm actually a person who doesn't value love..."

While giving Binwei a massage, Wang Shang explained some of his past events, his relationship with the two of them, and the reason why he changed his attitude yesterday.

I remember a saying I didn't know where I saw it.

Everyone who doesn't believe in love or doesn't value love was once a person who valued love and believed in love.

Wang Shang is no exception, and he doesn't value love for no reason.

The reason for all this was the first love I met in Xingcheng yesterday.

Wang Shang briefly told Bin Wei the story of his first love one by one.

The love between Wang Shang and his first love began in the second semester of the second year of high school, April Fool's Day on April 4st.

A love affair that started on April Fool's Day seems to be destined to be a fool's in the end.

One of the two is studying, and the other has gone to work in Xingcheng after graduating from junior high school. They are still in a long-distance relationship three hours away by car.

The first time Wang Shang felt the helplessness of reality was the second year of dating between the two, and Wang Shang was only a month away from the college entrance examination, on May [-]st.

At that time, Wang Shang didn't tell Zhu Lijuan that he secretly came to Xingcheng, and waited for five hours outside the women's clothing store where Zhu Lijuan worked. At [-] o'clock in the evening, he couldn't stand it any longer, so he had to call Zhu Lijuan to say that he had come.

Then Zhu Lijuan immediately asked for leave and took him to dinner.

Then I went to the leisure bar with him to sit down.

But just when Wang Shang thought it was a date with only two people, Zhu Lijuan called her friends in Xingcheng, both male and female, all older than Wang Shang, who looked 25 or [-].

Each of them is also dressed maturely and beautifully.

On the contrary, Wang Shang, even though he has a mature and handsome face.

But he was still wearing the student's clothes, and one could tell at a glance that he was still studying, a high school student.

Comparing the two, Wang Shang instantly felt the huge gap between himself and these people. He felt like a child in front of these people.

The self-confidence of the past began to be faintly shattered at this moment.

In the following conversation, Wang Shang couldn't get in the way at all. They were all talking about work, opening a store in Xingcheng to make money, and talking about independent adults.

And what could Wang Shang talk about at that time?
Talk about spending 500 yuan from my mother every month?

Talk about my girlfriend paying for the meal I ate tonight, and now sitting here is also paying for the girlfriend?
Or are you talking about my college entrance examination in one month?

Talk about three-year simulated five-year college entrance examination?
Wang Shang couldn't talk about anything, and he couldn't open his mouth. He would only pretend that I was listening when everyone was laughing, and laughed along with him.

That night, Wang Shang was like a clown, sitting next to Zhu Lijuan, not like her boyfriend, but like the kid Zhu Lijuan brought to see the world.

That night, Wang Shang was restless and just wanted to escape.

But because Zhu Lijuan was still there, even if he felt like a clown, as if everyone was mocking him, he didn't have the guts to leave.

That night, Wang Shang didn't know whether Zhu Lijuan deliberately called those people to let him know what reality is.

But it was indeed that night that Wang Shang knew what reality is for the first time.

The reality is that at the end of that night, a man said domineeringly to Wang Shang, Zhu Lijuan's boyfriend, to his girlfriend, how can I let you girls treat me, I have already paid the bill.

When the man said this, he didn't even look at Wang Shang.

But Wang Shang still felt that the man was hitting him in the face with naked and humiliating eyes.

And he... was powerless, didn't say anything, and following Zhu Lijuan didn't look like a boyfriend, but rather like a dog that Zhu Lijuan was leading.

That night, Wang Shang knew for the first time the huge gap called "reality" between him and Zhu Lijuan.

After that night, Wang Shang and Zhu Lijuan returned to the place where she lived. It was a dilapidated building with patches of black dirt on the concrete floor, and the gray-black latex paint on the walls peeled off here and there.

The room is also a small single room, except for a separate toilet, everything else is accessible.

There is no water either, so I have to brush my teeth on the faucet in the middle of the corridor, because there is only water there, and only the toilet in the room has water.

At that time, Wang Shang knew that Zhu Lijuan, an exquisite urban beauty who worked in a luxuriously decorated women's clothing store during the day and went to a leisure bar to eat and chat with friends in beautiful clothes at night, would be such a difficult person when she returned to her place to sleep. The place.

Seeing all this, Wang Shang was silent. For the first time, he vaguely understood a truth that love cannot be eaten.

That night, the two slept on the same bed, silent, and neither of them spoke.

The two got up the next morning. On an overpass, one went up to work, and the other went down to the station to go home.

Then it didn't take long, maybe a week.

Wang Shang learned about Zhu Lijuan's engagement from a junior high school classmate.

It's ironic, the girlfriend is engaged, but the fiancé is not him.

It is said that the fiancé is a man who lives in a town, eight years older than Zhu Lijuan, and the parents of both parties introduced the match.

And when Zhu Lijuan and Wang Shang were still in love, within a month, the two quickly got engaged.

Regarding this matter, Zhu Lijuan did not call to explain, and Wang Shang did not call back to question.

Facing the humiliation of being cuckolded, what Wang Shang felt was a deep sense of powerlessness.

Because in the face of the huge gap in reality, even when he was alone, Wang Shang couldn't muster up the courage to vent his anger.

The first love, which was desperate for the first time, was so severely humiliated by reality, which had a profound impact on Wang Shang.

Later on, he no longer valued love, and felt that as long as he has money, even if a woman doesn't love you, she won't leave your side. That's where it started.

Later, after experiencing some realistic blows, Wang Shang completely became a person who does not value love.

For Wang Shang like this, it doesn't matter whether he is looking for a girlfriend or a wife.

He doesn't really care if women love him or not.

He doesn't care, as long as that woman's body belongs to him alone.

Because he didn't care, when Binwei refused Wang Shang's money, he woke up from his sweet love with Binwei.

Naturally, Wang Shang didn't care whether Bin Wei wanted his money or not.

Because when you don't care whether a woman likes you or not, you will naturally not take the initiative to do anything for this woman.

Likewise, you don't care what this woman thinks or says about you.

Wang Shang told Binwei about his past events and some of his previous thoughts.

Frankly speaking, he is a person who can tolerate Bin Wei not liking him, but as long as Bin Wei is willing to stay by his side in this life, then he will never be separated from Bin Wei.

Binwei was shocked when he heard this, but at the same time, he was also a little unspeakably sad.

The two of them maintained their previous posture, neither spoke, only Wang Shang's hand was still groping, because this leg is really not tired of playing.

Smooth and supple skin, elastic and firm flesh, it is really addictive the more you play.

Binwei watched Wang Shang's hand movements, and how he was interacting with her so intimately.

She really didn't expect Wang Shang like this to be a person who doesn't value love, to the point that even if she doesn't like him, but only likes his money, he can marry her for a lifetime! ! !

Fortunately, she was still thinking at noon today, Wang Shang changed yesterday because he treated himself as a wife, but she did not treat him as a husband completely, so Wang Shang changed.

As a result... Binwei felt indescribably sad.

According to Wang Shang...he doesn't care whether he regards him as her husband at all, he just withdraws from his love with him.

What does it mean?
Binwei doesn't understand?
"So you want to say... Actually, you don't like me? Don't you care if I like you or not?" Binwei looked at Wang Shang and asked sadly and miserablely.

Which girl doesn't want her significant other to be together because of love, and Bin Wei is no exception.

(End of this chapter)