I'm really strong after the divorce

Chapter 110 A Long Sigh (For Subscription)

Fan Yu listened quietly to Du Huahua's answer, the expression on his face became more and more silent, and he didn't say a word.

She probably understood what was going on in her heart.

"Xiao Yu, really, I really thought what he said was true at the time. I asked the manager of the contracting company, and he said that if we buy more, the price can be lower."

"so I……"

Fan Yu listened to the voice of no more talking on the other end of the phone, Fan Yu said: "Then how many quotas did you buy in the end?"

Du Huali's trembling voice came from the phone: "22."

"How much is the total?"

"1600 million..."

Hearing this number, even though Fan Yu had already made some preparations in his heart, he still couldn't help but his eyes darkened.

Taking a breath, Fan Yu continued to ask again: "What about the contract for the number of people, have you signed it?"

"The contract was signed the day before yesterday. Twenty of them were written in your name, and two of them were written by me and Xu Tong."

"Then have you asked the bank, can you get a loan?"

When he asked this sentence, Fan Yu still had a tiny, almost invisible hope in his heart.

However, Du Huali's next words shattered her last hope.

"No, but I just called the manager of the underwriting company, and his phone seems to be..."

"Also logged out."

A moment of silence...

Both of them didn't speak for a long time, until finally Fan Yu spoke hoarsely: "I see, you go home, I'll be right back."

After finishing speaking, she didn't listen to what Du Huali said, and hung up the phone directly. Looking at the empty office, she was silent for a moment when she wanted to get up and go home.

In the end, she got up and turned off the light, stood up silently, came to the floor-to-ceiling windows, looked at the bustling city in front of her, and didn't know what to feel in her heart.

Angry but unexpectedly felt a sense of calmness that should be taken for granted. There seemed to be a trace of fear in her heart, but after thinking about it, she finally shook her head again.

Afterwards, even the feeling of fear disappeared in my heart, because it seemed that I was about to have nothing, so what was there to be afraid of?
She was silent, thinking about the things she had done since she came to this city.

It's been ten years.

Before I knew it, it seemed that it had been exactly ten years since I came to this city.

Four years of college, six years of marriage.

She still remembered that she had just arrived in this bustling city that was unbelievably bustling, the unresolved fear in her heart and the longing to blend in.

There are brightly dressed pedestrians everywhere, beautiful girls with rich families...

And she is just a little girl whose father died early, a little girl who broke out from a remote town and came to this city with low self-esteem and looking forward to the future.

Even if she tried her best to pretend to be the same as the people around her, she still couldn't enter this dreamlike world.

Because no matter how superb her acting skills are, she can only deceive others, but she cannot deceive her deep inferiority complex and inability to blend in.

Thinking about it, the scene when she saw Shu Cheng for the first time appeared in her mind.

It was a gathering with high school classmates. In that gathering, one of her male classmates was a classmate of Shucheng University, and he brought Shucheng.

At that time, Shu Cheng sat quietly in the KTV, listening to everyone singing with a gentle smile.

That handsome face, that elegant and easy-going temperament, that bears the title of a good university student in Zhonghai City.

She knew that it should be the person who can only live in her dreams, the person who can truly blend into this city, the person she will never be able to touch.

Because she is just an ordinary girl who is too ordinary to be ordinary.

It is destined that I cannot and should not come to this dreamy city to have such a dream that is even more dreamy than a fairy tale.

However, fate made a joke for her, and by various chances and coincidences, she actually slept with him in a daze.

Maybe he was really confused, but he seemed to be awake all the time.

It's just possible that she also put on a mask of confusion.

She still remembered that when she woke up that morning, she saw Shu Cheng lying beside her, not only did she not feel any rejection in her heart, but was full of surprises instead.

That kind of indescribable surprise, the kind of surprise that dreams appear around you.

Really cool!
However, a smart and inferior woman like her is always the best at disguising.

Not surprisingly, she was equally well disguised that time.

It can even be said to be the best time in my life.

She seems to be just a girl who doesn't know what's going on.

The expressions of panic, fear and anxiety were vividly displayed on the face.

To be honest, she admired herself at that time. Unknowingly, after constantly wearing a mask, her acting skills had reached that point.

For a moment, she really regretted that she didn't choose to major in film and television...

And what was even more surprising was that she was actually pregnant just that one time.

And the best is yet to come, he is as expected, a very responsible man.

He even said that he wanted to marry himself instead of choosing to have an abortion!
God knows how surprised I was at that time...

It is undeniable that he is a good husband no matter what aspect he is.

Considerate, not talkative but understanding, responsible...

However, as her capital became stronger and stronger, she also became more and more uncomfortable wearing a mask all day, because only she knew how tiring it was.

At some point, she looked at the man in front of her who was almost every woman's ideal partner.

Why can he live so peacefully in this city without wearing a mask?
Why can he be liked by so many people by simply being himself without wearing a mask?

Why do everyone around him say that they are not good enough for him?
Is it really so enviable?
In order to hide her inferiority complex, she vowed to become better than him, and to take off her mask in front of him openly.

And he did, too, when she got richer and richer.

She began to keep saying to herself in her heart, this person is actually good at nothing except being handsome, and he is not as good as you in everything. It is because he is not worthy of you, not that you are not worthy of her. I should have to look down on him.

In fact, whether it was to numb her still inferiority complex, or if she really looked down on him, even she herself didn't know.

She had been wearing a mask for so long that she couldn't tell whether she was wearing a mask or not.

It doesn't seem to make any difference anyway.

And Shu Tongtong's eyes were her first attempt to take off the mask.

Looking at Shu Cheng's eyes that hid flames for the first time.

She actually felt a little pleasure.

The subsequent cold violence, my venting to Shu Tongtong, the divorce...

After the divorce that got her wish, she felt regret when she saw the shop opened by Shu Cheng, Shu Cheng's indifferent attitude, the long dark night, Xu Tong's escape...

A series of things flashed through her mind.

After walking for so long, I found more and more that life is really dramatic!
God still likes to tease people so much, it always makes you regret your choices.

And you can't resist, or even if you resist, you will inevitably go to that ending.

There is no chance, only necessity.

……

Thinking about it, Fan Yu suddenly laughed. The neon lights came in from the floor-to-ceiling windows, dyeing the dark office a faint crimson.

Her shadow dragged on the ground for a long time.

Smiling and laughing, her eye sockets became moist again, and tears slid down her cheeks.

She seemed to hate herself more and more.

Did you really take off your mask after you got divorced?
It's just another layer of mask.

What should I do next?

Continue to discuss remarriage with Shu Cheng?
Cut off the mother-daughter relationship with Du Huali?

How can I make up for the shortfall of more than 1000 million?
……

There were too many cliffs in front of her. She tried her best and was covered in bruises, but she couldn't get through.

She opened the window, listened to the siren of the car downstairs, and felt the cold wind blowing across her cheeks.

Ugh……

A long sigh echoed, and it lasted for a long time.

Silence is Zhong Hai tonight.

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