About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 116 As strong as Jiuliuli, there will be a day when you will be moved to tears by food?
Sky Sea Nine Glazes.

In the impression of Sakakihara Raku, colored glaze is a colorful object.

Just like the brilliance it diffuses, it always brings people a positive and optimistic attitude.

The same is true for Tianhai Jiuliuli. She is serious, gentle, and has an outgoing personality but also has her own introverted personality.

Well, there are times when such a generous girl is not happy.

She also has something to hide inside.

The real Liuli is not as perfect and outstanding as she appears on the surface.

While listening to her talking about her mother, the rainy season in June was still falling gently outside.

"When I was young, Qi Mingyue and I lived most of the time at our house in Chiyoda District. I still know that house very well. There are crooked trees, weeds protruding from the road stones, creepers and creepers. Iron door with mottled paint.

"Home is very big, but it is also the only place where Qi Mingyue and I can move around in this world.

"Because I can't go out of the house, Qi Mingyue and I will always sit together after piano practice in the morning, looking at the window higher than us, seeing the blue sky and the chirping birds standing on the branches. We will quietly We watched it for a long time, on sunny days, rainy days, and cloudy days, and we observed the fewest birds staying in windy weather.”

Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled slightly.

"Qi Mingyue would often point to the little birds and tell me, that one is called a sparrow, that one is called a white wagtail, that one is a starling, and that one is called a thrush. She also told me that the thrush usually only appears in autumn and winter, so most of the time it is very quiet. rarely see them."

Sakakihara noticed that Jiu Liuli had a smile on her face when she said this passage.

Watching birds during breaks. This kind of thing is particularly boring for children who are naturally active, but in Jiu Liuli's mouth, it is as happy as getting a beloved toy.

"Uncle taught you a lot before?" Sakakihara Le thought of Jiu Liuli's piano performance on the day of the dinner.

"Well, etiquette calligraphy, literary talent, sitting and standing postures are all things to learn. You will learn everything for a long time, and often it takes a whole day to learn."

"Would you be bored?"

"Are you bored? I can't tell, maybe there is. I practice the piano for a day, a week, a month, a year, and I insist on it every day. Well, I think there is boredom, but I also know that this is what I have to learn Things, you have to hold on even if your fingers hurt, it's probably just numb.

"However, although my parents are very strict, Qi Mingyue and I don't blame them, because we know that they are for our own good. In fact, I have benefited a lot now."

Now Jiu Liuli has excellent grades, excellent sports, excellent piano, and bow is also worthy of the school's first name.

Definitely influenced by my childhood.

"At that time, I was very tired, and there was almost no time to rest. Piano in the morning, calligraphy in the afternoon, and etiquette in the evening. Dad arranged many teachers for me and Qi Mingyue. I hid in that room all the time and couldn't come out."

Sakakihara still remembers what Jiu Liuli told her about her mother.

A popular celebrity in the prime of life in the UK is suddenly found pregnant, and the entire entertainment industry is tracking her husband's identity.

Later, the identity of Uncle Tianhai was found out, and everyone knew that he was the first heir of a traditional family pharmaceutical company group in Japan.

Knowing the husband, the reporters then turned their attention to their children who had never been seen.

Everyone wants to know what it's like to be close to a big star's secret child.

The family at that time was unbearable, which indirectly led to the failure of the uncle and aunt's marriage.

"Before I was five years old, my mother would spend most of my time with me, Qi Mingyue. When I was about to reach my sixth birthday, my mother and father divorced. Although I don't know the reason, they had a fight at that time. The content was that I I don’t quite understand, and I can’t remember clearly now. But I vaguely realize that it’s about me and Qi Mingyue’s future development.”

Holding the teacup, Sakakihara frowned: "Is it Auntie's idea to take you and Qi Mingyue abroad?"

"Yeah." Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded, "I don't remember the content clearly, but my father and mother have different opinions. Because of Qi Mingyue and I's talent in music, my mother wants me and Qi Mingyue to go abroad for development. Go to school abroad.

"Her arrangement - to participate in a Liszt International Piano Competition at the age of 10, and won No.1; at the age of 11, the Ettlingen International Piano Competition in Germany; At that time, Qi Mingyue, who won the Chopin International Piano Gold Award, was just like me.

"My mother said to me and Qi Mingyue, you are outstanding, and as twin sisters, if you appear on the world stage with such a young attitude, the next road, whether it is in music festivals or in the entertainment industry, will be great. Get the attention of the whole world."

This is the pressure Aunt Bertha put on Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue.

At a young age, he has to run around in various international competitions.

Tianhai Jiuliuli continued: "Father has the opposite opinion. It is impossible for him to let my mother take me and Qi Mingyue abroad. I didn't understand it at the time, but I know now. He doesn't like foreign media reporters. He thinks I He Qimingyue was already harassed by those guys, and now he wants to run over to meet them?"

Uncle did well.

Although my aunt is a bit radical, but considering Jiu Liuli's talent on the piano, she definitely has a smooth career.

No, with Aunt Bertha's top influence in the European entertainment industry, the achievements of her twin daughters, Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue, cannot be described as "smooth sailing".

It should be "like a broken bamboo".

Both parents can only say that the starting point is different.

But what matters is the opinions of Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue themselves.

But for adults, they really don't think about children's feelings when making big decisions.

"What do children know?" This is a common saying that all parents will talk about.

"What did you think about Jiu Liuli himself?"

This sentence made Tianhai Jiuliuli silent for quite a while.

"At that time, I was too young. I just knew that my parents were going to separate. I didn't understand the reason. I just knew that it was for me and Qi Mingyue that they would be separated. In that family, there were always only me and Qi Mingyue. Because my father has always been They are all busy with work and have never cared about us other than arranging the rules."

"Nine glass?"

"Sorry, brother, I'm a little distracted."

Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled at him again.

Sakakihara Raku is feeling blocked at the moment, divorce is understandable because of differences of opinion, but the child is the one who gets hurt.

As a child, you will always expect a response from your parents.

The age is a bit too old, but Sakakihara also vaguely remembers the situation in her previous life, when she was still a little kid crying to find her mother. There is nothing embarrassing about it, it's just human nature.

Although I didn't find my mother in the end
Jiu Liuli must also be in this mood.

A five-year-old girl, helpless, watched her mother, whom she had been with since she was a child, fly to England thousands of kilometers away by plane.That little figure was watching by the window, missing his mother's appearance. Thinking about it makes people heartache.

Reminiscent of the childhood photo of Jiu Liuli and her mother that I saw on Qi Mingyue's mobile phone before, when she was a child, Jiu Liuli showed a cute smile with scissors hands to the camera, and Sakakihara Le's chest felt distressed.

After all these years, Jiu Liuli is still very happy and smiling generously
The smile does not mean that she has let go of this matter, but that, as Qi Mingyue said, "my sister has been hiding it all the time".

The quarrel between mother and Uncle Tianhai probably brought back memories of Jiu Liuli's past.

It made her feel uncomfortable.

"Because it's a divorce case accepted by a Japanese court. The custody of Qi Mingyue and I was handed over to my father.

"On the day we parted, my mother greeted me and Qi Mingyue with a smile. After she touched our heads with a smile, she left with the suitcase and went back to England. At that time, Qi Mingyue and I watched my mother go to bed I remember she was wearing a beautiful white dress and a summer straw hat with white flowers on it, and she turned around and waved to us."

"Jiu Liuli, you don't need to say if you are uncomfortable." Sakakibara gradually realized that something was wrong with her.

"It's okay, brother. It's been so many years." Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled again, her eyes were very beautiful.

The mouth said it was over.

In fact, I still care about it.
For the first time, Sakakihara Raku had a deep understanding of Jiu Liuli's inner difficulties.

Tianhai Jiuliuli took a sip of tea, held the cup in both hands, looked at the reflection in the cup and continued:

"Before this, although I was very tired every day and was very busy studying things every day, my mother would still secretly take us out of the house half occupied by creepers, and secretly take me and Qi Mingyue out to eat some delicious food. See you Some entertainment facilities and children I have never met before.
"Even though there was a possibility of being photographed by some strange strangers, she still took me and Qi Mingyue out. I still remember that the most asked question by children at that time was 'Why do you look the same?'. I couldn't answer it, Qi Mingyue can also briefly say that she and her sister are twins.

"Mom is gone, and Dad seldom takes us out. He wants to protect us more. Because when Mom secretly took us out, we were secretly photographed. At that time, many people suddenly gathered in front of Mom and asked some very complicated questions. Random words that I don't understand. Qi Mingyue and I can only hide behind our mother, not knowing what to do.

"In the days to come, in order to replace my mother's time with Qi Mingyue and me, Dad will take some time to take Qi Mingyue and me to his study. There are many books in Dad's study. Usually, my father would let me and Qi Mingyue learn to write, and there are also etiquette requirements. In the study, he didn't restrict anything, and even Qi Mingyue didn't mind putting his books on the ground at will. Tell us stories, even though they are all stories that we don’t understand well.”

"Because Qi Mingyue learns characters faster than me, so she reads a little more than I do, and is a little more serious. I am more prone to distraction. I often look at the iron gate of the front yard behind the glass window of my father's study in a daze. Imagining my father telling us that my mother has returned from England, imagining my mother getting out of the car at the door, carrying a bag, and bringing many delicious British snacks to Qi Mingyue and me.

"That was the only good time. After that, my father became more and more busy due to family reasons. The only one who could visit us and give us a feeling of family... was the only mother who came back to visit us once in a while. "

"Is there no servant at home?" Sakakihara asked.

"It was there at the beginning, but it wasn't there anymore." Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't seem to explain the reason for this, "After my mother divorced, she would come back to visit us every other month at first, but as the time went by, one month, two months, three months, half a year, one year.
"Since then, I haven't waited for my mother for more than a year. Every night when I fall asleep on Qimingyue, I will take my mother to give me a gift, sneak to my father's study, sit quietly in front of the French window, and watch The rusty iron gate outside. I think, yes, if I wait longer for my mother, she will come back to see me and Qi Mingyue, right? What will she bring to see us this time? Qi Mingyue will also be very happy Are you happy?"

In this rainy weather, Tianhai Jiuliuli's tone became more and more depressed.

Uncomfortable Sakakihara Raku is really uncomfortable to hear.

From the current point of view, maybe nothing.

But try to think about it, two ignorant little girls have stayed in that empty home since they were young.

The mother came back only once every six months, or maybe even once, and the father was busy with his career because of the family's suppression of him, so he ignored the two little girls.

For them, that family only has each other left.

Happiness can only be obtained by looking at the children outside forever.

Every time mother returns home, it is hope for Tianhai Jiuliuli.

Therefore, Tianhai Jiuliuli is very dependent on, trusts and likes her mother.

In the middle of the night, a little girl secretly got up and came to the window, hugging her legs, quietly waiting for her mother to come back to visit herself and her sister, hoping that she would bring novelty toys and snacks again.

The appearance of waiting quietly alone made Sakakihara Raku feel distressed.

How long has she been waiting?
Missing Mom is probably going to wait, for hours or overnight, for another year, it could be.

However, Jiu Liuli is the kind of very sensible child who will not take the initiative to tell her parents what she wants. This means that she bears everything in her heart.

Indirectly, Sakakihara couldn't help questioning Aunt Bertha.

Why didn't you visit your daughter for a year?

Do you understand how uncomfortable it is for her to wait?

This should be the injury that Jiuliuli suffered from childhood.
Even if he can't empathize, as a brother, he should understand her lack of love since childhood.

In the air that seemed to be endlessly silent, Sakakihara Raku saw that she was in a bad mood, and subconsciously reached out to wrap her arms around her petite shoulders.

So that she could lean on his shoulders.

Tianhai Jiuliuli showed no resistance.

Instead, after leaning up, he was a little relieved, and looked at Tokyo outside the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows in silence.

If Jiuliuli and Qimingyue in their childhood were half a pair of caged birds, then in their lives, their mothers went out to observe the windows of the world, the novelty of realizing things they had never seen before, the joy of never knowing other children, eating Things I've never eaten before.

Not unimportant.

The beloved father and mother suddenly separated, and they will never see the mother they loved before, and there will be no such tired but happy family anymore.

Jiu Liuli bears these things in her heart.

Sakakihara understood this, looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli's small face, and felt a little more understanding in her heart.

No matter how mature Jiu Liuli is and how gentle her sister is, she is still 15 years old.Feeling uncomfortable in her heart, she didn't choose to cry and pray, but silently sealed this feeling in her heart.

As an older sister, Jiu Liuli must have known herself very early on.

Knowing that I can't show my weak side in front of my sister, I made myself strong, and gradually became good enough to take over everything.

Sakakihara looked at the clock in the living room, it was already six o'clock in the evening.

In the huge living room, what you can see from the huge floor-to-ceiling windows is the high-rise scenery of the entire Tokyo.The gray rain seems to soak everything, making the corners of the city cold and gloomy.

"Jiuli." Sakakihara exhaled, as if helping her to relax, and shouted to her with a smile.

"Yeah." Tianhai Jiuliuli gently moved away from his shoulder.

"Is there anything you want to eat?"

"now?"

"Yes, it's already six o'clock, you must be very hungry. I can understand your unhappiness, but it's not your fault that your parents quarreled. I also understand how you felt when your parents divorced when you were young. Haha, if I say If I can completely comfort you and take you out of that sad thing, that must be a big talk. However, as an audience, it’s okay to help you share some unhappiness.”

Sakakihara said with a smile.

Feeling that talking like this is not enough, I started talking about myself again:

"Although I don't own the story you told, I don't care if Dad suddenly disappears. But I can completely understand your mood, and imagine your anticipation and waiting. For money and bread, Ah Ling needs one more toy.

"I remember it was in the snow, as if it was like a fairy tale. At night, I took Ah Ling back home from my mother and walked to the commercial street. She was attracted by a doll. The eyes and smile of that doll were very beautiful. It's cute, Ah Ling fell in love with it at first sight. I still remember that she was in the snow, paddling her feet, opening the window, looking inside, turning around and saying to me, I want this.

"Her tone was pleading, even expecting, but I could only smile wryly in return.

"5800 yen. Don't eat meat, choose some tofu or something. This is equivalent to half a month's meal expenses. How can I afford it?
"I told Ah Ling very realistically that we can't afford it now, and it's impossible for us to buy it for you. After Ah Ling heard it, she was very sad, but I then told her that we can't afford it now, but we must in the future I can afford it, trust my brother, and I will buy it for you in the future. I smiled and held out my little finger to her, and she trusted me very much at that time, and she also smiled at me, pulling the hook to make a promise between brothers and sisters.

"I said those words because I always firmly believe in a truth.

"When you get to the bottom of the valley, there is only the road "upward".

"Just try and try harder. Complaining doesn't change the status quo, and my mother always does it.

"And the reality is the same now. The mother who came out of the bottom of the valley has a better job and a better life. Ah Ling can afford what she wants. Although I don't need to go under the vending machine to pick up coins to buy snacks anymore. Well, it can be seen that it is also a good thing to see her living comfortably.
"Haha, having said so much, I actually hope Jiu Liuli that you don't dwell too much on the past! Mother is very important to you, Qi Mingyue and Uncle Tianhai are also very important to you, they don't want Jiu Liuli to make you unhappy, Being suffocated by the past, as a brother, I don't want Jiu Liuli to make you unhappy!
"So, be happy, I can cook for you!

"Haha, would Jiu Liuli find it strange that he regards himself as an elder brother so solemnly?"

"No, my brother is really a good brother, and I usually take care of me a lot."

"Well, it's good if you can think that way. I always think that in a family, feelings are far more important than blood, and feelings are the fetters of family members, and blood. Haha, don't you abandon it when it's time to abandon it? Jiu Liuli, who cares, shouldn't stay in the past!"

"elder brother."

Tianhai Jiuliuli yelled softly, and this "brother" yelled with a special feeling.

Because she can carefully observe that Sakakibara is using a smile to help herself dispel the sadness and the boredom of the rainy day.

"I'll get you something to eat." Sakakihara said to her with a cheerful smile.

"Ah."

"Sit down, don't come to help! Let me make you a meal alone, it's my brother's care and care for my sad sister."

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When I came to the kitchen, I found that the only ingredients were potatoes and bread.

Keep it simple, baked potatoes with buttered toast.

Fry the bread with butter, cut the potatoes into cubes, add processed onions, rosemary, salt, black pepper, cheese, and bake in the oven at 190 degrees for half an hour.During the period, I made some appetizers that I made for Jiuliuli before, and warmed up a glass of milk.

Tianhai Jiuliuli silently watched his swift movements the whole time.

In order to ensure that there is no problem with the smell, Sakaki Hara washed everything very clean.

When everything was done, Sakakihara brought the things to Jiu Liuli.

"It's ready. Baked potatoes can be sandwiched in buttered bread. I wanted to make you some meat, but today I went home and went for a run. Haha, I forgot to buy vegetables."

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Tianhai Jiuliuli stared at the food he enthusiastically brought to her for a long time.

The potatoes are hot and have a unique aroma of baking.

Familiar scent. But completely different
Her mind seemed to drift back to the past.
Sakakihara found that she had watched such food for a long, long time.

Then, she said, she picked up the spoon and took a light taste.

"How about it?"

The customary question came out of the mouth, Sakakihara Raku originally thought she would directly say thank you brother, but unexpectedly, the corners of her eyes had a little sparkle.

Something's wrong, why are you still crying?

How delicious is the food you cook yourself?

(End of this chapter)