About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 140 The Concession of the Seven Bright Moons in the Sky Sea
A few hours ago, the rehearsal room.

Bertha Heikeya was sitting upright in front of her daughter, the crystal earrings were shaking, she tilted her head and smiled, and said with a gentle smile:
"Liuli, do you know what I'm going to say?"

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Tianhai Jiuliuli was silent, so she naturally knew what her mother was talking about.

It is also for this reason that my mother has come to look for me for a long time.

"Liuli, your talent is the most outstanding among the people I've ever met. In fact, I've told you thousands of times, right?"

"...um." Tianhai Jiuliuli reluctantly responded.

"Do you still remember how Liu Liyi promised her mother back then?"

"Remember... to fulfill your dream with you, mom."

Bertha Heikea shook her head with some discomfort:
"Since your father and I divorced, he has been preventing me from meeting you. But as a lawyer, he should also know that he has no right to prevent us from meeting."

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Tianhai Jiuliuli knew why, and knew clearly that his father would not let his mother see him too much.

He just knew that his mother would come and take him away.

For the ideals that have been experienced and established together.

"What does Liuli think? As long as you agree, Liuli, mom will arrange a plane ticket for you and take you out soon. The five-yearly International Chopin Piano Competition is just around the corner."

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Tianhai Jiuliuli is hesitating.

What is hesitating is not only whether to go with my mother, but also the relationship between myself and my brother at this stage.
If I go now, then—July.

Bertha Heikeya seemed to see through her daughter's thoughts, and said to her:

"Recently, you are dating Xiao Le, right?"

"That's it."

"What do you think of him?"

"Of course my brother is a very good person." Tianhai Jiuliuli replied without thinking.

Mrs. Bertha smiled unhurriedly, and put her hand on her daughter's petite shoulder: "Liu Li, you answered in such a hurry, which shows that Xiao Le still has a certain weight in your heart, but as far as I know, he seems to have always been Is it the person Qiyue likes? When she was a child, she often ran to look for Xiao Le at that time."

"Mom, you already know."

"Well, I haven't forgotten the past. So, knowing that Qiyue likes Xiao Le, you definitely won't have a real relationship with Xiao Le, right?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't expect that her little thoughts would have nowhere to hide after only a few encounters with her mother.

Seeing her mother's smile, Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't help revealing an idea in her heart.

Sure enough, my mother still understood me.
Bertha Heikeya shook her head gracefully: "Liuli, you are always like this, always giving something for others, putting yourself in danger for others. When have you ever thought about your own happiness?"

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Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't know how to answer.

"Or, Liuli, do you think you are not happy? Liuli, you have always been like this, disguising yourself with confidence, disguising yourself with gentleness, so that everyone can get close to you as much as possible, so that everyone can follow you. Of course I understand this kind of thing Exist because it is very comfortable.

"But Liuli, have you ever really thought that these people are not really approaching you at all. They are only approaching you because of your appearance, your temperament, and your gentleness that can bring everyone together?
"Do these people care about the real Liuli you? No, they don't care, the only thing they get close to is the 'gentle' Jiu Liuli.

"No one, no one, can truly understand the real Liuli like my mother."

Tianhai Jiuliuli looked up and tried to refute: "...July, July is fine."

"July?"

Bertha Heikeya smiled, and the earrings shone even more, "Do you know what is the difference between you and July? In terms of persistence and belief, July has been able to persist in one thing for more than ten years. Shaken, even if she has not met Xiao Le by chance, I believe she will continue to look for it in the days to come. Liuli, you know the reason for this.

"And what about you, Liuli? You don't have such conditions. As a younger sister, Qiyue can't give you these things, because she has what she needs."

Bertha Heke Yala took Tianhai Jiuliuli's hand, and said earnestly:
"Liu Li, isn't it just that you have been looking for this kind of goal that is worth putting in everything for? Could it be that I taught you, Liu Li, encouraged you, and let you stand on the stage and enjoy countless flowers and self-confidence? ? Isn’t it my mother who brought you all the way to where you are now?”

Mom, you are right.

Tianhai Jiuliuli did envy her younger sister, and envied her sister who resolutely ran away in Tokyo when she was a child.

That back view, that posture, that kind of reckless and reckless desperation are the things I most yearn for.

At that time, I was thinking.

What is it that makes my sister rush out so recklessly.

And day and night, what is it for, working hard, practicing, and improving?
Without a goal, without a direction, without the warmth of a family, life is like a walking dead, lifeless.

In that huge family, only one person would take himself and his sister out together.

See the novelty of this world, and see the beauty of this world.

Take yourself to see the world, not just the sky outside the window of that home.
What Tianhai Jiuliuli thought of was the childhood of himself and his younger sister.

What I think of is my father who never took care of me and my sister because of the family's affairs since I was a child.
One after another, the pictures flashed one after another, like a revolving lantern, the blurred and quick memories finally froze on the smile of mother Bertha Heikeya, and became clear before my eyes.

She said:
"Also, didn't Liuli make her own choice a long time ago? Promised her mother that she would go on the world stage with her mother? Go to England with her mother to see Maple Leaf Avenue?"

When Tianhai Jiuliuli heard this, she closed her eyes and remained silent for a long time.

Bertha Heikeya was also waiting patiently.

"But, mom, I'm leaving now. What about my brother and July? I still feel that I shouldn't be leaving now. That would be irresponsible."

"Liuli, don't tell me you are very responsible for your joke-like relationship now?"

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"Liu Li, isn't your departure the liberation of July?"

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"Liu Li, you can't just do it for others. You have to think about yourself, think about the agreement you made with your mother. Mom is here to find you without telling your father. As soon as he finds out, I can never come back and look for you again." You, don't you have the heart to watch the promise between your mother and you fall through the rest of your life?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly raised her head, her mother's appearance overlapped with that of the mother who was holding her hand when she was a child, and in a trance, the girl murmured:

"Will it never be possible again?"

"Yes, no longer possible."

"But what about brother?"

"It's okay, Liuli, as long as you have been in love with him for less than a week. His feelings for you are not that deep yet. As long as you fly abroad, even if he misses you, your communication is limited to online chat. Distance The relationship between you will definitely be forgotten, as long as you explain the situation to him, and then break up, there is nothing incomprehensible.

Seeing that her daughter was hesitant, Bertha Hekeya took her hand and held her in her arms for a long time.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was stunned for a moment when facing her mother's arms, which she hadn't seen for a long time, and then she stretched her body and hands unconsciously, and snuggled into her mother's arms.

She patted her daughter on the back and comforted her softly:

"Also, Liuli Xiaole is actually a person who understands you very well. As long as she understands your dreams and thoughts, she will support you, right? Doesn't Liuli also want to be happy in July? As long as you disappear Yes, it’s also a good opportunity for July, and July will be happy about it, because Xiao Le is the goal of July’s life, isn’t it?”

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Tianhai Jiuliuli was completely speechless.
"Liuli, we haven't hugged like this for a long time, do you remember when was the last time?"

"...when mom leaves home on a plane."

"That's right. It's been ten years, Liuli, are you still willing to let your mother go away like this? Do you still remember how you persuaded me to stay?"

"." Tianhai Jiuliuli was even more speechless.

"Promise mom, go to Europe with mom, go to England, I will take you to the street you have always wanted to go to when you were a child after I finish. There are maple leaves, countless coffee shops, and red walls There are blue bricks, an accordion playing on the side of the road, and the wishing well where you throw coins and your wishes come true."

"." Under her words, Tianhai Jiuliuli seemed to be able to experience the familiar warmth of nostalgia only from her mother's body and embrace.

The mother and daughter hugged for a long time, and then, Bertha Heikeya smiled slightly, and whispered in her daughter's ear again:
"And Liuli trusts Xiaole so much, Xiaole must understand Liuli's difficulties, right?"

"I can understand me." Tianhai Jiuliuli murmured.

"Yes, in Liuli's mouth, he has such a high evaluation. Liuli has to believe that he understands you so well, and will definitely support your dreams, support your goals, and support your path forward."

Bertha Hekeya lowered her voice to Tianhai Jiuliuli again:
"And that's where you're really creating opportunities for July, aren't you?"

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time, back to the present.

After hearing Tianhai Jiuliuli's words, Sakakihara Raku fell into an unbelievable situation.

"true and false?"

"Well, it's true."

"Why, why?" Sakakihara couldn't believe it. The girlfriend who had just dated for a few days was about to break up with him?
"Mom said a lot of things to me. I thought about it for a long time. I, I..." Tianhai Jiuliuli's eyes were full of guilt and hesitation, "But I have to go. I'm sorry, brother is really sorry."

Sakakihara Raku had completely stopped, looking at Tianhai Jiuliuli's soft and delicate face in a daze.

In contrast, after hearing it from a distance, Tianhai Qimingyue looked at the two of them, frowning.

She knew that her mother had said those demanding words to her sister again.

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咚咚
咚咚
There was a series of short knocks on the door.

"Brother, brother, brother" Sakakibara Suzu stood in front of Sakakihara Raku's closed door, knocking on the door uneasily.

But it was obvious that, as in the past few days, there was no response from the closed room.

Ever since he came back from the recital, my brother has been like this, shutting himself in the door.

"Brother, brother, brother"

Sakakibara Suzu lingered at the door for a while wearing slippers, and knocked on the door twice, but in the end she still didn't hear a response, so she could only walk back to the living room in frustration.

"Brother didn't respond?" Tianhai Qimingyue, who was sitting on the single sofa, asked.

"No." Sakakibara Ling was very discouraged and angry at the same time. She glared at Tianhai Jiuliuli who had a guilty look on her face, and asked, "Why do you want to do this? You promised to date within two days, and then you dumped my brother." Already?!"

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Tianhai Jiuliuli remained silent.The situation during this period is very complicated, it should be said that it is very complicated, and it is not something that can be explained clearly in a few words.

She wanted to say something, but when she opened her mouth, the words came to her lips, but she couldn't speak again.

"Have you considered my brother's feelings? Since it will become like this, you shouldn't agree to him in the first place!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli sighed in his heart.

Sakakibara Ling sat down on the sofa opposite Tianhai Jiuliuli, crossed her arms, "Did you say that my brother is not suitable for you when you dumped him? Or did you think he was annoying?"

"No," Tianhai Jiuliuli shook his head, "Brother is very nice, and I really... like him. I just explained the reason for going to Europe, so I can't continue to associate with him."

Didn't my brother get dumped?
Was it because of something about Jiu Liuli that they were forced to break up?

"Why are you going to Europe all of a sudden?!"

"Because it's my mother's words"

"Then why do you listen to that woman? Obviously my brother is your brother now!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli pursed her lips, as if she had something difficult to express: "I'm sorry, I just know that I should do that. And I only dated Le Jun for a few days, so it's better to end it directly than to break the relationship. "

"Even so, even so! But he is still very sad. The first love passed away within a week"

Sakakihara Suzu obviously didn't want to feel sorry for her brother's first love, but when she thought of him like that, she couldn't help but want to pay attention to his affairs.

Obviously don't want to care at all!
Now when she sees Jiu Liuli, a big fox, she hates it so much.

Obviously, it was Qi Mingyue's fox that he hated the most before.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was wronged, so she kept silent when faced with younger sister Jiang's questioning.

It's already six o'clock in the evening, Tianhai Qimingyue, who was listening to their chat, said, "I'd better think about how to solve the dinner problem, brother is in a bad mood."

Tianhai Jiuliuli stood up: "I'll do it."

At 8 o'clock in the evening, Tianhai Maodian returned home from the entrance.

Unexpectedly, Tianhai Qimingyue went out to meet her father today.

She took the suit from him.

"What's going on today?" Tianhai Maodian smiled rarely.

"It's nothing." Tianhai Qimingyue said.

"Have Jiuliuli, Xiaole and Ling slept yet?"

"I don't know, but I have something to tell you, Dad, about Mom."

After Tianhai Maodian changed his slippers, he stood at the entrance, and he found his daughter's serious face.

This made him take it seriously.

"what's up?"

"My mother is going to take my sister away."

When Tianhai Maodian heard this, a trace of displeasure flashed in his eyes: "When will Bertha take her away?"

"At the airport tomorrow, my sister will definitely hide it from you, Dad."

Tianhai Qimingyue finished talking about the general matters.

Tianhai Maodian nodded, "I'll go back tomorrow and stop Liuli."

"Don't tell your sister directly?"

"I need to have a good talk with Bertha to let her understand what she is doing. She is just putting her own expectations on Liuli."

The father came home just to put things away, get some information, entrust some things, and after asking the youngest daughter to call him directly when he had something to do, he left again.

Tianhai Qimingyue watched her father go away.

What I looked at was the door of Sakakihara Raku's confinement room.

She knew that a few days ago, it was her sister who became too impatient under some words of her mother.

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inside the room.

The sky outside the window is bright, even at dusk in summer.

But Sakakihara Raku always felt uncomfortable as if something was stuck in her heart.

Jiu Liuli is leaving, and her first love just fell through?

First love of a week?

There is nothing so miserable in the world.

If someone told him who he was, Sakakihara would definitely slap him soberly and angrily said, "Have you ever seen such a miserable hero in love?"

Sakakihara was lying on the bed, holding his head, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

The girlfriend is gone, and the girlfriend dumped herself.

Strictly speaking, this isn't considered being dumped, is it?
It's just that Jiu Liuli had to break up with her because she was going abroad.

uncomfortable.

He clearly told himself not to think about Jiuliuli, but why did he still think about her like that?
He looks at the ceiling.

No, that's being dumped.

Obviously long-distance relationships are fine, but she just dumped herself.

Is it because I didn't do well enough?

Or did he not care about her enough?
She obviously likes to eat the things she made, and she even shed tears last time. Sakakibara doesn't think it's a fake relationship.If this is all false, it means that Jiu Liuli has been deceiving herself from the beginning to the end.

Deceive yourself
He is very magnanimous, but no matter how magnanimous he is, he cannot accept using feelings as a game.

Is this fun?
Is it fun?

Is it really fun to play with others?

Sakakihara closed his eyes.His head is a mess, a mess, and all he wants now is peace.

The door rang suddenly.

It was Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice calling him out for dinner.

Obviously a favorite.

But he just didn't want to pay attention.

Just want to be quiet.

not hungry at all
"elder brother."

"I don't want to eat." He covered his face with a pillow and shouted.

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There was an apparent silence outside the door for a short while.

Then the sound came again.

"Brother, eat some, I made it for you myself, although the taste is not very good."

"I don't want to eat." Sakakihara Raku really didn't want to eat, she didn't have any appetite at all.

He just wanted to hug his quilt tightly and be alone.

"elder brother."

Sakakihara did not respond this time.

Not long after, footsteps came from outside the door, as if they were busy with something.

Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice sounded again: "Brother, I put the prepared meal in the lunch box and put it at your door. If you are hungry, eat some. I will be leaving tomorrow."

leave tomorrow?
Isn't it the day after tomorrow?
"Brother, let's eat a little. I'll wait outside. If you want to talk to me, I can accompany you at any time."

accompany me anytime?

They all dumped me, why do you still stay with me all the time?
Out of guilt for my brother?
"Brother. I'm sorry."

Sakakihara still didn't want to respond, she just wanted to be quiet, Jiu Liuli said a few more words after that, she seemed to have lost her voice outside.

When she disappeared, Sakakihara would naturally not go out to look for her again.

Fell on the bed again.

This kind of behavior of not wanting to eat is simply a child's anger, but Sakakihara Raku just couldn't control herself, she was not that generous, and even after being dumped, she still had to chase after her.

That was not only disrespect for Jiu Liuli, but also disrespect for himself.

He doesn't know how to face Jiu Liuli now.

Forget it, go to sleep.

tired
Sakakihara Raku glanced at the curtains blown by the air conditioner, turned her face to one side of the wall, closed her eyes, and began to sleep.

I have a trance dream, and when I wake up, I don't remember anything.

But Sakakibara vaguely knew that she was having some bad dreams, and her head hurt.

Looking at the window again, it was already dark, the night sky showed the stars, and the night in Tokyo harbor was deep.

In the room without lights, Sakakihara felt his mouth dry, and reached out to the computer desk to grab a bottle of mineral water after drinking two sips.Unscrew the bottle cap, point it at your mouth, raise your head, and gulp down a whole bottle of cool mineral water in one gulp.

"call--"

He let out a long sigh of relief.

Then he came to the window, opened the window, and blew the sea breeze quietly for a while.

Well, the sea breeze is a bit hot, and the air conditioner is more comfortable.

Pick up the pocket watch and check the time again.

00:30:13
It's early morning.

He walked out of the room.

I don't know why, but the lunch box is still there.

And there was a note on it.

[Brother, eat some, I will reheat it for you again]
There is also a time stamp in the message, which is around ten o'clock in the morning.

Sakakihara Raku stood in the corridor and looked around, everyone's doors were closed tightly.

He wasn't that magnanimous yet, and he was able to calm down as soon as he was dumped.

Maybe Liuli chose to break up with her because she wanted to go abroad and because her mother was more important to her.

He can understand, after all, it is the mother who has been with him since he was a child.
But understanding doesn't mean he won't feel uncomfortable.

Should you be sad or uncomfortable, should you lose your temper or lose your temper.

Ending the relationship politely is good for everyone.

that is it.

Thinking of this, Sakakihara felt relieved a lot. He went to the toilet, washed his hands and came back, looked at the lunch box at the door, and did not choose to take it away.

However, Sakakihara sat down on the edge of the bed, and suddenly found that there was also a lunch box on his pile cabinet.

Ok?
He felt as if he was sitting on something.

frowned.

Turn around and lift the quilt.

Suzu Sakakibara, who was wearing shorts and a white shirt, was lying on her bed with bare arms and legs. She hugged her rabbit doll and looked at herself.

She puffed her face and said with a weak breath, "What are you looking at?"

Sakakihara held his forehead nervously, "What am I looking at? This is my room."

Sakakibara Suzu lay on his side on the bed, grabbed his sheet with one hand, squeezed half of his face against the pillow he usually slept on: "I know it's your room, but it's not like I can't sleep."

Why does my sister always like to occupy her own bed?
"Brother, talk to me." Seeing him very unhappy, Sakakibara Ling put her hands on the bed like a bunny, and slid her legs to his side.

".There is nothing to say. Did you buy this lunch box?"

"Well, seeing that you haven't eaten for a long time, I bought one for you."

Sakakihara glanced at the label, "Why did you buy it at half price?"

"It's so late! How can there be a decent bento box! I don't know how to make it."

"Oh fine."

When Sakakihara Raku was eating, Sakakihara Suzu was very quiet.Sakakihara even wondered if she had been watching her eating?

Couldn't it be that Ah Ling cared about her because she saw that she was broken in love?
Holding the rice bowl, Sakakihara suddenly looked back.

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Suzu Sakakibara, who was swiping her phone, immediately hid the phone behind her back and smirked at him.

"hey-hey."

Sakakihara turned around.

It seems that the mobile phone is more important than the elder brother.

Sakakihara quickly settled the dinner.This is a dish made by Jiuliuli. As she said, the taste is ordinary and not so delicious.

"I'm done eating, should you go?"

"I do not go."

"Don't go?"

"I'm sleeping here today." Sakakibara Suzu hugged the doll and shrank to the corner of the bed and the wall, as if she wanted to sleep with him for life or death.

Sakakihara raised her eyebrows, "You want to sleep with me?"

"Yeah." He nodded his head weakly.

"How old are you and you still need to sleep together, if your fans or classmates know about it, you won't be able to laugh at you to death."

"That's why it's better not to let other people know!" Suzu Sakakibara drew a line in the middle of the bed, "But we still have to set a line that neither of us can cross."

"Come on, I'll be even more tired if you sleep like this."

Sakakihara Raku sighed deeply, and said to her, "A-Ling, your brother is very tired now and doesn't want to talk too much, and he doesn't want to think too much, can you let me sleep well?"

When Sakakibaru heard this, she felt a little aggrieved in her heart.

I wanted to care about him, but instead I was rejected.

Today, he just wants to hug himself to sleep today, it's not impossible
But my brother is really unhappy now, not in a good mood at all.

"Okay then, I'm leaving, brother, you go to bed early and school starts the day after tomorrow"

"Ah."

Sakakihara took her out of the door, and just as the door was about to close, Sakakihara Ling suddenly stretched out a hand from the crack of the door, grabbed him and said, "Brother, don't worry about them, they are all bad guys, very bad, very bad Badass, and if you don't have them, you can't do it. At least, I'm still your sister."

Sakakibara Suzu showed a silly smile on purpose.

Sakakibara looked at her, and she also looked at herself.

"Idiot." Sakakibara grabbed her head.

"Don't call me an idiot!" Sakakibara Suzu forced his hand.

"Okay, okay, good night."

"Huh? Don't talk to me?!"

"OK, good night."

bang.

The door in front of him was closed again, and the silence of the night filled the corridor again.

Sakakihara Rin pinched the rabbit doll in her hand, and complained to it, "Why do you like Jiu Liuli? What's so good about her? Wouldn't it be nice to have a younger sister?"

With a small complaining voice, Sakakibara Suzu walked back to her bedroom, and lay down at once, covering her head with the quilt to sleep.

idiot dude
The next day, the sky was not yet fully bright.

Today is the plane at 06:30 am, and we must arrive at Haneda Airport before [-]:[-].

Tianhai Jiuliuli packed the few salutes in her room.

The door to my brother's room was closed.Before leaving, she didn't know whether she should call Sakakihara Raku.

Brother didn't seem to want to respond to himself very much.

She put on a long summer dress and a round white hat with flowers, and stood in front of Sakakibara Raku with her luggage.

Tianhai Jiuliuli's outstretched Xiuli right hand stopped in front of the door. She wanted to knock on the door, but found that she had no reason to knock on the door.

Brother, he should hate himself very much now, right?

No matter what reasons I have, such a breakup will still hurt people's hearts.
She knows she is wrong.

Want to save. But found that there is nothing to save.

She knew that she was sorry for her brother's care and condolences for her for so long.

Standing at the door hesitated for a while, Tianhai Jiuliuli chose to turn around and leave.

Qi Mingyue just went out at this time, and she was still wearing her evening pajamas.

Two girls with exactly the same face looked at each other.

"My sister is going to leave, and you won't tell me?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli responded, and then said, "I think it's better for me to leave quietly."

"Brother likes sister."

"Well, I know, but you like brother too."

The two girls were silent again.

"July, if you can muster up the courage, you can get happiness."

"It's my sister who thinks too simple. My sister knows what kind of personality I am. And, the most important thing is that my brother likes you, my sister."

"July has done a lot of things for my brother, right? It's because of you that Dad promised me to date my brother." Tianhai Jiuliuli couldn't help asking, "Why did you do this?"

Tianhai Qimingyue's answer is very simple: "Because brother likes you sister, he likes sister, and sister you also start to like him, isn't it a good thing that I hope you guys are happy?"

The reason for doing this in July.

Is it because she gave up on herself?

Qiyue persisted for so long for her brother, in order to shape herself into that kind of person, just because of her brother's words
But more than ten years later, the facts told her that her brother actually liked people like her.

Tianhai Jiuliuli felt a little ridiculous, even the self that her brother liked was a disguised appearance.

Then, Tianhai Qimingyue asked Liuli again: "Why did my sister do this?"

"It's very simple, because I don't want to see you sad in July, and I don't want to see you take so many actions in exchange for a deception. Every time I get along with my brother, you still have Those who persist, are always alone. I find it difficult to accept this."

"Then sister just needs to continue to stimulate me. Obviously, my sister's tactics are very effective."

Tianhai Jiuliuli picked up the suitcase in her hand, "I can't do it, July, I dated my brother obviously to stimulate you, these days, I not only lied to my brother, but also monopolized my brother's care.

"I can't do it anymore."

"So my sister chose to escape?"

"Correct."

Tianhai Qimingyue: "Then such a sudden withdrawal, what kind of harm did my sister do to my brother?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli struggled for a while: "I know, but I just can't do this now. I can't continue. Continuing is deceiving my brother, deceiving myself, and hurting you in July. I I'm still worried that it will continue. In July, you let go completely, and my brother and I continue to maintain a relationship like this. The purpose of this relationship is not pure. If it is exposed at the time, it will cause greater harm to my brother.

"It was wrong from the beginning, so it should not continue to be wrong."

Tianhai Qimingyue took over the words: "So, my sister chooses to leave as soon as possible, and then use the reason of 'because I went abroad, so I broke up' to reduce the harm to my brother, and then create a harmonious space for my sister?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded: "That's right."

"My sister really has a good plan. But why don't you confess to your brother?"

"I can't do it yet, I'm sorry brother"

Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled bitterly at her sister: "I know what you think of me now in July, I have nothing to say."

Tianhai Qimingyue was quiet for quite a long time: "No sister would feel disgusted by thinking about her good sister. My sister did this only because of me. But the last thing a sister should not do is to ignore her elder brother. idea."

It must be very hard for her elder brother, Qiyue. He obviously promised her so many things when he was a child, but he couldn't remember any of them.
In the past few months, Qi Mingyue has been helping her brother secretly, and her brother doesn't even know about many things.
Tianhai Jiuliuli knew this.

"Well, I know, so... I dare not face my brother now."

"Elder sister shouldn't completely listen to what mother says."

"I'm sorry for July, what my mother gave me, gave me expectations, and gave me too many things since I was a child. July, you understand, it's like you, because of a word from your brother, you have persisted for ten years. This kind of Stuff, this kind of persistence for ten years, as if life is meaningful, there is no way to forget it casually!

".It's just that it's my brother and I who gave Qiyue faith when I was a child. It's my mother"

Tianhai Qimingyue was silent.

Things have come to this point, these things that my sister has done have completely escaped her control.

"That's it, then I'm leaving, July, see you next year."

Looking at Tianhai Jiuliuli's appearance dressed for a long-distance trip, even knowing that she will not really disappear, Tianhai Qimingyue's originally expressionless face is more or less reluctant: "Sister."

"Well, don't send me off, ask me to say sorry to my brother, I'm sorry"

"This should be said by the sister herself."

"I don't have the courage to say that to him anymore."

"elder sister."

Tianhai Qimingyue's eyes were full of reluctance to treat her family and relatives, and she stared straight at her.

As the twin sister who stayed together since childhood and was inseparable from her, Tianhai Jiuliuli was at a loss when faced with their first separation.

How should I put this feeling? There seems to be a tickling feeling behind it.

It's not annoying, but it makes people feel close.

But people don't know what to do.

Tianhai Jiuliuli: "."

Tianhai Qimingyue stepped forward and hugged her.

"No matter what, my sister will always be my sister, and nothing can separate us."

It wasn't until Tianhai Qimingyue said this that Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly realized it.

It turned out that I hated her very much.

Yes, Mingming was very reluctant to let go, that's why when she looked at him, he felt close.

Obviously he is very reluctant to let go of his sister, so he has to act like the bad sister has disappeared, and desperately pretends that he doesn't care.

Although very unwilling.

Although I don't want to admit it.

But really.

Who wouldn't want to stay in this cozy home if they could?

There are brothers, there are sisters, there are parents.
And hot delicious meals that you can have when you come home every night.

Maybe, I shouldn't have taken that step?

The bad sister really became the bad sister.
It would be better if you left by yourself, right?

"Me too."

The figure of Tianhai Jiuliuli disappeared in the living room not long after.

Tianhai Qimingyue looked at the place where she left, slightly—felt a heavy loneliness in her chest, and sighed helplessly: "My brother is an idiot, my sister is also an idiot, and my sister Jiang is also an idiot, why do we all have to be for each other? For the sake of thinking? Why are they all ignoring their own inner thoughts, all of them are hopeless idiots?"

"But it doesn't matter anymore."

Tianhai Qimingyue looked at Sakakihara Raku's room.

The morning air was full of coldness, and the hazy fog shrouded the main roads of the city.

Tianhai Jiuliuli got out of the taxi, carried the suitcase, and stood on the road overlooking the entire Haneda Airport.The cool wind blew her skirt, she pressed the brim of her hat, and followed a plane flying to another country from afar.

Once the plane takes off, it will only take a moment to fly into the blue sky of dawn.

Her slender legs took steps and came to the airport, Mrs. Bertha was ready.

Now it's time to board the plane.

"Have you bid farewell to everyone?" Bertha Heikeya asked her daughter with a smile.

"No."

"No? Ah. By the way, Jiu Liuli, you don't like to say goodbye. Then forget it, let's go, we can board the plane now, let's go through the formalities."

The mother and the female agent beside her have already walked ahead.

After going through the formalities, before boarding the plane and waiting for takeoff, she was actually still waiting for a figure.

This anticipation is laced with mixed emotions.

His smile to himself, his concern for himself, and his guilt towards him in the past two days.

Let yourself look forward to the arrival of a certain shadow.

Looking back for a minute or two, Tianhai Jiuliuli turned her head only when her mother urged her again.

But she did seem to see a figure just now, and that feeling forced her to look over again.

It's Sakakihara Raku.

But why come?

"elder brother."

"Here. Here, here, here."

Tianhai Jiuliuli reached out and took what he handed over, "This is it?"

"That day, at the Fireworks Festival, I will give you the cards you won."

Sakakihara pushed the gift back, looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli's face again, "This is what I gave you, if there is nothing I can't do for you, Liuli, please accept it. "

"but I--"

"I like you, Liuli." Sakakihara continued, "There is no doubt that this is the truth."

Tianhai Jiuliuli was watched by him again with this expression.

"elder brother."

This demeanor seemed to recall the memories of these times in his mind.

When Sakakihara looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli's face, she had a complicated expression: "I said this because I had a correct understanding of my previous psychology. I just want to ask, Jiuliuli, do you have feelings for me?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli's heart surged.

Time flashes by like a film.

Whether it's the joy of playing games, the blush when holding hands, or the warmth when he sews clothes for himself.

"Have"

"That's good," Sakakihara said calmly, "I believe in you, and I will speak my own words next.

"Jiu Liuli, no matter what, I am happy to spend time with you these days, thank you. Although I know that such a short relationship is like a joke, I am still very happy. I know that I may be in Jiu Liuli's heart. It's not very big, maybe it's just a degree of affection. It's not as important as your mother in your mind.

"But I want to say, I really like you Jiuliuli very much, that's why I set goals, want to work hard, and strive to enrich myself in sports and life. I think this is a good thing. To be inspired by others, to be encouraged by others Believe it. Even if there is no result after the fact, for me, my improvement is at least real.

"Like someone is not trying to fill her preferences, but trying to enrich yourself, try to develop yourself, and try to show the charm of your ability.

"Try hard to make the person you like like you."

Sakakihara Le resolutely said these words, Tianhai Jiuliuli listened, and felt a sense of reluctance inexplicably.

"Although I couldn't maintain this relationship, I still feel that during the time I was able to get along with you, Jiu Liuli, I gained a lot of growth.

"Thank you, and then, goodbye."

Tianhai Jiuliuli looked at his pupils with soft light shining in his eyes, the more he said this to himself with a flat expression, the more guilt he felt for cheating his feelings.

"sorry"

"Are you going?"

"Ah."

"Finally, can you tell me why you are going to Europe?"

"Qi Mingyue told my brother about our childhood. For me, my mother has always been the motivation for me to keep going. So, facing my mother, I must agree."

"I see, let's get together and break up, see you next year."

"Well, next year. See you"

The two said goodbye.

And in a certain corner of the airport, Tianhai Qimingyue quietly watched the conversation between her sister and Sakakihara Raku from a distance.

They talked for a long time, and my sister's eyes were flooded by what he said, and she squeezed the suitcase in front of her tightly with her hands, and the guilt in her heart was getting deeper and deeper.

I have to admit that my brother has a great talent in expressing emotions.

It can be said that the girl's eyes are full of tears.

So much so that my mother urged me several times behind me.

Probably because my sister remembered the past with her brother, okay?
But the current picture is more or less different from what she thought.

The elder sister did not choose to forget this process with her elder brother, but chose to cut off this past directly.

Even though Tianhai Qimingyue had already begun to prepare not to let go, these things about her sister were beyond her expectation.

In the final analysis, it was just to blame my mother for saying too much to my sister.

I underestimated the weight of my mother in my sister's heart.

I thought that my sister would be more self-reliant than before, but I didn't expect that in the end she was still the same weak heart.

Too
After all, she actually thinks that she can take the initiative to give someone she likes to her sister, and only thinks about being a good sister for others, so how can she occupy the person she likes with peace of mind?

Thinking of this, Tianhai Qimingyue has already figured everything out.

The fault lies in me and my sister making mutual affection, not the psychology of wanting to be comfortable
Obviously they were all thinking of doing good for others, but in the end this kind of result was brewed.

Tianhai Qimingyue's cell phone vibrated, and it was Tianhai Maodian asking which terminal she was in.

Do you want to send the news of your sister's departure to your father?

Do you want to bring your sister back?

Or would I go to look at my sister and let my sister leave alone with guilt and loss?
The elder sister has not finished speaking to her elder brother.

Mother has no reason to force her wish on her sister.

After a long silence, she sent the location to her father.

Then he looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli and Sakakihara Raku who were standing together in front of them and began to part ways.

After my sister comes back, my brother will know what my sister really thinks, right?

Quarrels and separation are inevitable.

I only hope that after my sister is pulled back by her father, there is still a chance for my brother and sister to reconcile.

　I know this plot is controversial.

　　It involves Liuli's heart, which is her obedience to her mother's words.

　　Thus, from the beginning of concealing the male lead, it further evolved to hurting the male lead.

　　I can only say that Liuli is also a poor person who was manipulated since she was a child, and then only wanted to be good for others, and then was further manipulated by her mother, hurting others.

　　Liuli needs to go through a certain amount of psychological growth.

　　Liuli needs to understand "I was wrong", and then repent, and then reflect on this path.

　　Of course, it is not that simple to reap the feelings of two people at the same time.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)