About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 170 Forgiving others is also forgiving yourself
Forgotten.

Sakakibara got up at six o'clock in the morning, glanced at the clock on the bedside desk, spread her hands, and lay on her familiar big bed.

His eyes were on the ceiling, wondering what it was to forget.

True forgetting. Probably can't remember anything, right?

It's probably like suddenly reminding you of a certain sentence you said three months ago, only to find that your mind is blank.

After all, I can't remember what I was doing three months ago.

But why, obviously already forgotten, when Sakakihara Le saw the picture of Tianhai Qimingyue hugging the shark last night, there was still a faint touch in his heart-a little worried, with a blank head and brows They all huddled together.

"it's wired."

In this state, Sakakibara supported his head and got out of bed.He pushed open the window and took a breath of air looking out at the area near the bay.

"call--"

Then spit it out.

The Asakusa Line, which is close to Tokyo Bay, runs on the elevated line. If you look carefully, you can see a person in a suit and leather shoes holding a ring in the tram from here.He was tired and looked like he hadn't woken up.

Do you have to go to work early in the morning?
Or, did he spend the night at the company and is just going to go home now?
His face was tired, as if he was very tired.

There doesn't seem to be any motivation for going home.

Sakakihara Raku put his hands on the side of the bed, resting his face on his face, and couldn't help thinking about the family situation of the uncle on the Asakusa Line.

Is there anyone waiting for him to come home?
Is anyone looking forward to him coming home?

Can a place be called home if no one in the family is waiting for them to go back.

Or simply a place to sleep.

"Wait"

The Asakusa Line tram moved away, and the uncle disappeared. Sakakibara put one hand on her face, thinking of herself and Ah Ling.

In the past, after he participated in club activities, he would go home on time, or he wanted to go home.

I will also deliberately check to see if I have received any messages on my mobile phone.

The classmates often asked him why he had to go back so early, and he would answer that there was still a younger sister waiting for him at home.

The moment she returned home after shopping in the supermarket, she ran out barefoot and asked herself if she had bought anything delicious for her today.

Answer "Yes" or "No."

She will show something in front of her, happy or unhappy, sulk and say "Brother, you forgot again!" Similar words.

Just looking at her in front of her, she reacts to her actions and words.

It was as if I had encountered a warm feeling of home in my heart.

"He's such an idiot with a good mouth." Sakakihara Raku smiled inadvertently as he recalled the scenes he often saw in the past, and even the sullen feeling in his heart disappeared.

He crossed his fingers and pushed up a lazy waist.

"Well——" Sakakibara shook her shoulders, looked up at the coast again and said, "Forget it, let's talk about it later, go for a morning run, and relax."

I don't know if Jiu Liuli is awake, should I call her up?

Thinking of this, she came to the living room, and Sakakihara took a cup to the counter of the open kitchen to get a glass of water. Turning her head, she saw Tianhai Jiururi standing on the balcony, about to take back her white shirt.

"elder brother."

Tianhai Jiuliuli also found herself. She looked flustered, like a little girl whose secret had been discovered, and hid Sakakihara Raku's white shirt behind her back.

At this time, Tianhai Jiuliuli was still wearing the girly lace pajama dress she wore when she was sleeping at night, her white and petite shoulders were only tied with two white suspenders, her flaxen hair was twined, and a few tufts hung down in front of her.

On her delicate wrist, there is also the bracelet that I gave her as a birthday present.

"Jiu, Jiuliu?" Sakakihara held the water glass and was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect Jiuliuli to steal the clothes he hung on the balcony, "You—"

"No!" Tianhai Jiuliuli realized that Sakakihara had misunderstood her, and quickly explained, "I just saw that my brother's clothes have dried, and I want to take them off and iron the wrinkles of the shirt."

"This, that's it," Sakakibara responded, nodded and said, "So it's ironing clothes."

"I feel that I have received a lot of care from my brother recently, but I don't know how to repay it, so."

"I understand."

There was a wave of silence between the two of them.

How should I put it, the situation is still embarrassing.

Although Tianhai Jiuliuli did it out of good intentions, she was bumped into the scene of picking up clothes by herself.

"Actually. You don't need to do these troublesome things at all. It's okay for you to go to rest. I can iron the clothes myself."

"Brother, does it feel like I'm doing this a little too much?" Tianhai Jiuliuli raised her face with her hands behind her back.

"No, no, I haven't thought about it that way." Sakakihara found that her eyes were shining with gentle light, and she was watching herself silently, "I just think you don't need to bother to do this kind of thing, I can do it myself."

". But for me, I seem to have nothing to be needed by my brother. During this time, my brother has been taking care of me, as well as taking care of Qi Mingyue and Ling Jiang. My brother always seems to be giving, always like this"

It turned out to be so.
Tianhai Jiuliuli is actually very insecure, and she already understood this the day Sakakibara held her and made her cry in her arms.

I gave her some affirmation, some care, some place to relax and cry.

She began to want to get close to her own thoughts.

Sakakihara can understand that if there is someone in the world who can support and encourage herself unconditionally, and can gain warmth and comfort from the other person, she will want to be close to him no matter what.

The same is true for Sakakihara Raku at the beginning. His family situation suddenly improved, and he lost the direction of his efforts.

When she felt that there might be no difference in this family whether she had herself or not, Jiuliuli gave herself affirmation. She told herself that her brother is a very important person. He cooks for everyone and does housework for everyone every day. He is gentle and gentle. He works hard again. No matter where you look at him, he is a very good brother.

Sakakihara still remembered the beautiful appearance of Jiuliuli standing on the balcony and smiling at herself in the night wind.

——Thinking of this now, Sakakihara Raku will find that he was too impulsive before, so cruelly said Jiuliuli.
You know, Jiu Liuli's strength itself is just a disguise.

She was used by her mother since she was a child, and she has never had any fulcrum, and she has always been trying to play gentle by herself.

The words of "Don't pester me anymore, it's very annoying", combined with Jiu Liuli's behavior of making lunch for himself after hearing it.

While Sakakihara felt guilty, she also felt very distressed.

Because she has needed someone who can support her since she was a child.

"elder brother?"

"Ah, it's nothing. I just thought of something. Besides, I don't think you have any superfluous performance in doing this. On the contrary, this is a very happy caring, which means you care about me, doesn't it? "

Tianhai Jiuliuli heard every word of Sakakihara Raku's smiling words clearly.

The girl pursed her lips, lowered her eyes slightly, and put the white shirt she was holding in front of her face.

She felt that she became a little cramped inexplicably, and wanted to see his face, but because of some reason, she was too embarrassed to look at him.His words seemed to give an indescribable power to my heart. This kind of power was warm and comfortable, and it made my heart throb.

"Then can I help my brother tidy up this dress a little bit?"

Sakakihara Raku simply didn't want to trouble her.

But ironing her clothes might make her feel better?
Thinking about it this way, it seems that I have no reason to refuse.

"Okay, then I'll leave it to you, it's just a trivial matter, Jiu Liuli doesn't need to care so much."

"Well, I see, thank you brother."

"I'm going to prepare breakfast first. This dress happens to be what I want to wear when I go to school today."

"No problem." Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded while carrying her clothes.

Watching Tianhai Jiuliuli enter her own bedroom with her white shirt.

Sakakihara Raku looked back at the clock in the living room again, and found that it was not enough time to go out and run for another half an hour.

"Forget it, let's start making breakfast."

Sakakihara shook his arm and went to the refrigerator to check the ingredients.

The bread is gone.

The eggs are gone.

The milk was gone too.

Just some lettuce and bacon.

"Forget it, let's cook noodles today."

After receiving the water, Sakakihara put the pot for cooking noodles on the gas stove and turned the heat to medium to boil the water.

Then Sakakihara came to his bedroom and began to change clothes.

His habit is to change his pants first and then his clothes.

While fastening the belt, there was a knock on the door.

"Brother, can I come in?" Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice came from outside the door.

Sakakihara was not wearing a shirt at this time, and he suddenly thought that whether it was A Ling, Jiu Liuli or Qi Mingyue, they were all embarrassed to see their upper body?

Ah Ling is fine, she sees it a lot, and even asks me to touch it to see how it feels.

Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue are different, they are both embarrassed.

The two sisters are surprisingly innocent.

"Well, come in." Sakakibara hurriedly put on the T-shirt she had taken off before replying.

After receiving the sound of promise, Tianhai Jiuliuli walked in with her shirt in her hand, "I ironed the clothes for my brother and now, are you changing?"

"Correct."

"Do you want me to change it for you?"

?

Although Jiu Liuli had fixed her collar several times before, it was the first time to change clothes. This is somewhat strange in terms of the relationship between the two of them now.

"is it not OK?"

Can't it?
It's not that it's impossible, but Sakakihara Raku can't take the initiative to take off her clothes in front of the girls. It's okay for the other party to sneak a glimpse, but taking the initiative to take it off is completely different.

And Sakakihara knew that he was a bit like an uncle when he said that.

But it should be okay to let JK help me change my clothes, right?

Now such a Tianhai Jiuliuli wearing a nightdress and carrying a white shirt is too cute, her eyes, expression... the eyes that stare at herself cannot be ignored.

promise?

Do not agree?
Sakakibara torn between these two options.

In the end, he followed his reason and agreed to her request.

"Can."

"That's great."

Don't look at Tianhai Jiuliuli saying that she wants to help change clothes, but this matter is something that anyone would be embarrassed to do.

There was no other way, Sakakihara had no choice but to suggest that she turn around and put on the white shirt before continuing.

"Ready?" she asked.

"All right."

Tianhai Jiuliuli turned around and saw Sakakihara Raku who was only wearing a white shirt, his pupils reflected his appearance, "My brother is very handsome."

Being praised by a beautiful girl like this, even though Sakakihara Raku didn't show anything on the surface, she was still happy in her heart.

It just so happened that Tianhai Jiuliuli's voice was very nice, with a little bit of surprise.

"Jiu Liuli, don't you want to help me get dressed?"

"Well, okay," Tianhai Jiuliuli was reminded, and quickly found a set of Sakakihara school uniforms from the closet, and came behind him, "Brother, raise your hand."

It was the first time that Sakakihara Raku was taken care of by someone to wear a piece of clothing when she grew up so big in her life.

Putting her hands into the cuffs, Sakakihara saw the movement of Tianhai Jiururi stretching out her slender white hands behind her in the mirror, wrapping around her neck, helping to hold the collar.

Her movements are very careful and meticulous.

Every fold of clothing will be tidied up by her?

It can be seen that Tianhai Jiuliuli is actually willing to help her dress, even if it is a trivial matter in life.

Being taken care of by such a girl will make you more decent and clean outside, right?
I couldn't help but feel happy in my heart.

Sakakihara Le suddenly wanted to hug Jiu Liuli, and wondered if she would agree?
Straight up?

It’s absolutely impossible not to speak straight, but to ask why not, because he Sakakihara Raku can’t say such a straight man’s words.

".I heard that the people who can help you get dressed are the most trusted people around you." In order to hide the embarrassment, Sakakihara also touched his face.

Tianhai Jiuliuli obviously reacted, and heard a voice behind him, she couldn't understand the meaning of Sakakihara Raku's words for a while, "Is there such a sentence?"

"Yes, yes, look, the people who can help put on clothes are not all mothers or wives."

The sentence that Sakakihara Raku said while hesitating was a temporary answer, without thinking about it at all.

After thinking about it for a while, he seemed to slap himself.

[Aren't they all mothers and wives? ]
——Isn't this implying Jiu Liuli?
Obviously, this sentence was indeed misunderstood by Tianhai Jiuliuli.

She hesitated, her cheeks started to get hot involuntarily, and she even let go of the hand that was holding his collar.

The shyness of girls is one of the most embarrassing scenes encountered by Sakakibara. He will not know what to say to the other party at this time. If he can't stop what he said, it will make the other party even more embarrassed and dare not respond to him?
However, it is clear that Tianhai Jiuliuli is not the kind of girl who is always shy.

She took the initiative to ask.

"Is my brother hinting at me?"

"No, I didn't mean that. I wanted to say something, but I couldn't help but blurted out my brain."

Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled unexpectedly, with a sweet and gentle smile.

?

Sakakihara felt strange, "Why did you suddenly laugh?"

"Because, I suddenly felt that my brother is also very cute, so I hurriedly explained, and didn't want me to misunderstand."

"I'm cute?"

"Well, it's cute."

What do I have to do with cuteness? Although I seem to be a bit innocent, I belong to the kind of person who is too embarrassed to bring up girls even if they hold hands.

Ah, probably because of this, girls think she is cute?
"Brother must have some request to tell me?"

"How did you see it?"

"Because that sentence was very abrupt just now, suddenly he said about the most trusted person and also about the role of mother and wife." Tianhai Jiu Liuli hesitated to speak, and his voice became smaller and smaller.

Jiu Liuli's current posture and eyes made Sakakihara start to wonder if she misunderstood what she said.

She wasn't really expecting this, was she?

Sakakihara Raku had a faint feeling, but she didn't dare to ask it out.

When she asked, she was too shy to say anything, and she had to die of embarrassment.

"What did brother want to say to me just now?"

Jiu Liuli asked about this, and Sakakihara also felt that he should be more frank, and said in a slightly awkward way:

"Y-It's nothing, I just think Jiu Liuli is cute, I really want to give you a hug."

When Sakakibara said the words [I really want to hug], Tianhai Jiuli almost stopped, and the thoughts in his heart almost changed, and finally figured out what he was talking about, and became so shy again Blushing again.

"...OK." She whispered.

"It's that simple?" Sakakihara was also a little hesitant.

"Well, give it a hug, it's nothing more than that, and I actually really want to."

"think?"

"...It's exactly what you think." Tianhai Jiuliuli still couldn't complete the sentence in the end.

"Want to be hugged by me?"

"Um"

Sakakihara could understand Jiu Liuli's idea of ​​wanting to be close to her, but because of her understanding, Sakakihara felt that she was very cute at this time.

So, try to hug me?

As the man, Sakakihara still thought that he should take the initiative, and when Tianhai Jiuliuli seemed a little embarrassed and shy, he reached out and hugged her.

Very soft and comfortable.

Hands went around the light pajamas on her slender waist, the sweet fragrance flooded into the nostrils, and the heartbeat couldn't help but speed up.

Sakakihara Raku didn't dare to get too close at all, he was afraid that touching some special place would cause the other party's discomfort.

But even so, it is quite pleasant to hold it gently.

During this period, many emotions came up.

Jiu Liuli was originally a person who lacked support since she was a child. In the eyes of her mother, after more than ten years of hard work, she still couldn't get a shred of recognition for her daughter's identity.

This kind of her reminded Sakakihara Raku of the day when she was crying in her arms.

She tightly pulled the clothes on her chest, weak and helpless, she was abandoned by her mother and bullied by her childish words and actions.

Thinking of all these things, Sakakihara Raku couldn't help feeling how pitiful and weak the real Jiu Liuli was in her arms.

Facing herself who also hurt her like this, can Jiu Liuli really feel at ease here?

But when Jiu Liuli was pressed against her chest, this doubt seemed to be dispelled by her.

"elder brother."

"Ok?"

"thanks."

"Suddenly say thank you for what."

"When you took the initiative to say that you wanted to hug me. I felt forgiven."

This sentence made Sakakihara Raku's heart stop, and then he opened his eyes.

He looked at Jiu Liuli who was hugging him in the mirror, and he understood everything.

That's right, for Jiu Liuli, she is actually the one who harbors guilt.

It was I who took the initiative to let her cry in my arms when I was still angry.

It was I who took the initiative to stand up and speak for her in front of my aunt when I was still angry. It was also I who said a series of words of comfort and encouragement to her after blocking her from crying.

After thinking about this, Sakakibara couldn't help hugging the girl in his arms for a while longer.

In fact, in this matter, I was also at fault.

Rather than saying that he forgave her, it might be better to say that he faced his childish side.

From now on, I will never do such childish things again.

When she came to her senses, Sakakihara realized that the water in her kitchen was still burning, and ran over quickly.

After the Tianhai Jiuliu Li was opened, he was still reminiscing about the reassuring feeling of him hugging him, and when he thought about it, his face couldn't help being dyed with embarrassing pink.

She walked out of the bedroom and came to Sakakihara Raku.

At this time, he had refilled the pot with cold water, preparing to cook the noodles again.

"correct."

"Is there a problem brother?"

"Didn't I give Qi Mingyue a shark doll before?"

"Correct."

"I thought about it all night, why do I always feel familiar? I seem to have seen a similar picture somewhere, a girl holding a shark doll or something"

Sakakihara raised his head, looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli who was obviously stunned, "Jiuliuli, do you know?"

(End of this chapter)