About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 198 In the Snowy Sky, Tianhai Qimingyue Wants to Give Up

"Sure enough, it's still snowing."

The next day, Sakakibara opened the window when he woke up in the morning, and the cold air suddenly penetrated into the room along the gap, and swept in, which made him shiver all over, and at the same time, he quickly closed the window.

Is it already this cold in November this year?He couldn't help thinking, looking around, grandma's house looked very dark, as if shrouded in an invisible shadow.

The wind blowing outside the window made the old windows rattle, giving people a feeling of desolation.

After getting up and putting on warm winter clothes, Sakakibara habitually prepared to go downstairs to drink a beaker of hot water.

When passing by his sister's room, he pushed aside the shoji and took a look inside.

On a sleeper bed with a white cotton quilt, Sakakihara Suzu was still asleep. She wrapped her body tightly in the quilt, like a silkworm chrysalis, wishing to lock herself firmly on the quilt.

"That means you won't kick the quilt in winter."

Turn off the shoji with a snort.

Stepping up the stairs that made a noise from the planks, Sakakibara went down to the first floor.

The corridor leading to the living room and kitchen needs to pass the entrance, Sakakihara Raku unintentionally glanced over there, and suddenly found that the door of the entrance was half closed.

How did the door open?
If you look a little further to the left, you will find the figure of half a girl standing outside.

He thought to himself, it should be Qi Mingyue.

Sakakihara pulled up the zipper of the padded jacket, put on outdoor shoes, opened the half-closed door and walked out.

The glare of the day made Sakakihara Raku almost unable to open his eyes for a moment, and the cold air continuously penetrated into his body from the neckline like crazy, making the remaining temperature in the bed suddenly extinguished after waking up.

While Sakakihara Raku shivered again, he looked forward again.

I saw the girl standing quietly in the snowy sky, looking at the distant field ridges and the snow-covered mountain ridges in the distance.
Sakakibara didn't know what she was doing, but she could only see that her long flaxen hair was also dyed with many small white snow spots, as if she had been standing for a long time.

The wind and snow that can blur her vision also seem to make her figure illusory.
Sakakihara Raku approached her with the snow on her head.

"Qi Mingyue, you're going to catch a cold standing here."

".I know." She replied.

"Then why are you still here?"

Tianhai Qimingyue looked up at the swarming white snow: "Because I have never seen such a big snow, the sky is covered by snow."

"So, you came out to see the snow?"

"Hmm. Do you want to know what I was thinking just now?"

"Do not want to."

Tianhai Qimingyue ignored his refusal, and said to herself: "I was thinking, in such a cold day, if an unpopular person was buried in the snow like this, few people would feel sad for her Bar."

"What are you referring to?" Sakakihara Raku heard something was wrong and asked quickly.

Tianhai Qimingyue turned her gaze back and stared at Sakakihara Raku's expression for a while.

"Are you in a hurry? Do you think I will do stupid things?"

".I think you, Qi Mingyue, are indeed the kind of person who will disappear silently without saying a word."

"It seems that you are still worried about my disappearance."

"What did you say just now?" Sakakihara asked with some concern.

"You want to ask if I have that idea?"

"Correct."

"I can only answer, there was once." Tianhai Qimingyue brushed the snow off her body with her hands, and said while patting, "Okay, are you ready to go on a date with me today?"

"Not just watching a movie?"

"Do you believe it? Does my sister believe it?"

"You believe what you believe, and what I believe is what I believe."

Tianhai Qimingyue crossed her arms and didn't intend to argue with him at all.

Sakakibara sighed, "Then you go back to the house first, lest you catch a cold later. Let's go when the snow is small."

Tianhai Qimingyue did not refuse, but when she walked back to the house, she suddenly asked Sakakihara Le: "Are you still looking forward to staying with me?"

"...I'm only kidding myself if I say nothing at all."

There seemed to be an imperceptible smile on the corner of Tianhai Qimingyue's mouth. She closed her eyes and walked towards the entrance: "Now you are one step closer to being a scumbag."

"Even so, you have to understand that it is impossible for me to leave Jiu Liuli now. If I do something wrong to Jiu Liuli again, I'm afraid she will have such extreme behavior."

"Afraid that my sister will commit suicide?"

"I'm afraid that she will stab me with a hatchet, and you will be with me."

Tianhai Qimingyue smiled after a long absence.

Naturally, Sakakihara Raku had to talk to Sakakihara Suzu about going out.

She doesn't go out of the bedroom very much in winter, and she likes to lie in her bed and play game consoles.

"What? Are you going to the city today?"

"Ah."

"Going to see grandma?

"It can be considered." Sakakihara Raku is not lying, she has gone to the urban area, and she must have a look at her grandma before she comes back.

Sakakibara Suzu crawled under the quilt with her head on the quilt, and when she heard that he was leaving, she put down the game console.

She also lowered her voice and lowered her eyes.

"It feels like I haven't seen you very much recently"

Sakakibara sat on the tatami with her right hand propped back and smiled at her, "Are you missing your brother?"

"I said that I want you to stay and play games with me?" Sakakibara Rin took the game console out of the bed full of heating, and looked at him with colorful purple eyes.

"Your brother is not a superman, so he can't separate himself."

Sakakihara Suzu looked disgusted: "Then you used to always brag in front of me that you can do anything!"

"Isn't that for your peace of mind?"

Sakakibara Suzu-chan buried her face in the pillow, like a furious ball, "Then you go."

"This let me go?"

"I don't care about you. I'm just your sister. Even if you fall in love with someone else, it doesn't matter to me at all."

"How do you sound so angry?"

"It's a fact!"

With her face buried, Sakakibara Suzu kicked her feet up and down under the quilt.

Probably because her head was stuffy for a long time and she couldn't breathe, she raised her head suddenly, and said with disheveled hair:
"But as I said before, it will be my birthday soon."

"I know, I know what you mean."

Sakakihara Suzu put her face sideways on the pillow: "I don't have to ask for a gift, you can say happy birthday to me, and then you can come to the company to pick me up on rainy days like before. Mom is busy. Only you still remember to say happy birthday to me."

happy Birthday
Sakakihara Raku somehow thought of the completely different Qi Mingyue before.

Everyone seems to have a feeling for this sentence.

"Hey, Ah Ling, I said what if... If I hated you, 100% of the way, what would you do?"

"Really 100%?"

"It's 100% disgusting. Of course, I said what if."

Sakakibara Suzu pouted and thought about it, and drew circles on the tatami with her fingers: "If you really hate me, then I...don't care if you don't see me. Who cares? It's not rare at all."

She whispered like this, her voice became slower and slower, and then, Sakakihara found that there was a little crystal water in the corner of her eyes.Before he could see clearly, Suzu Sakakibara plunged her head into the pillow.

With her fists, she struggled and hammered the tatami up and down as if unwillingly.

"I hate it! Why do you ask such a question?"

Why ask this kind of question?
On the one hand, he wanted to ask Ah Ling Qi Mingyue's possible reaction, and on the other hand, he wanted to experience Qi Mingyue's mood.

Depression, chest tightness, uncomfortable.

Now he has experienced it.

To be honest, Sakakihara didn't want to do that either.

As before, everyone is happy, isn't it good?

Qi Mingyue's little devil character is also quite interesting.

Speaking of which, Qi Mingyue's personality seems to be getting colder and colder since the Fireworks Festival.

Sakakihara feels that she is not like the naughty sister who would tease her sister and call him her "sister's boyfriend" when they first met.
Qi Mingyue seems to be getting more and more unhappy.

After the snow had lightened, the bus stopped in downtown Songshan.

Even though they were going to the movies together, Sakakihara Raku and Tianhai Qimingyue didn't exchange a word on the bus.

Even when he walked to the cinema, he only said a few words.

The movie is an ordinary niche literary film, which tells the story of the protagonist, Miss Shizi, who returns to the countryside to take care of her grandmother.After experiencing the quiet death of her only family member, her grandmother, Miss Shizi, who lost her goal, decided to leave everything behind and take a trip of her own.

Sakakihara Raku can watch this kind of movie, because sometimes he also thinks, a long trip. Sounds pretty good.

of course.

While watching the movie, Sakakihara did not forget to be wary of Tianhai Qimingyue sitting beside her.

Guessing that she might secretly pull her hand and put it under her skirt or something strange.

But
not at all.

Tianhai Qimingyue sat quietly in that position the whole time, watching the movie silently.

Not the slightest bit of unusual behavior.

To say the only interaction she had with herself.

That was when she handed herself the endless popcorn.

After watching the movie, it was one o'clock in the afternoon.

There was light snow floating over the city, and the pedestrians on the streets were scattered. Most of them chose to bury their faces in thick scarves, put their hands in their pockets, and walked quickly.

At this time, the two hadn't had lunch yet.

Sakakihara Le didn't take the initiative to go out this time, Qi Mingyue led him around the whole time.

I thought she would choose some restaurant to eat, but unexpectedly she chose a roadside ramen shop.She ordered beef ramen with clear soup from the uncle inside.

Sakakihara Raku naturally followed her, ordered the same ramen and sat down.

The ramen ran out quickly.

"Take it."

"what?"

"Paper for wiping your mouth."

"Oh." Sakakibara took it in a daze, "Thank you, thank you."

Tianhai Qimingyue did not respond.

After that, the two didn't say their destination, they just got up and walked slowly in the city.

Sakakibara was happy to see that Tianhai Qimingyue still had nothing to say, so she couldn't help being curious and asked her:

"Didn't you say you don't like ramen?"

"I don't like it."

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"Why don't you speak?"

"I'm tired, I don't want to talk about it."

Tianhai Qimingyue didn't intend to continue talking, and the topic came to an abrupt end.

The two walked to the playground in Matsuyama City.

Tianhai Qimingyue looked up, then walked in.

Ferris wheel project.

"Are you sure you want to sit in?" Sakakihara asked.

"sit down."

Tianhai Qimingyue said so, and went to line up without saying a word.

There are quite a lot of people who come to ride the Ferris wheel this day, probably because of the heavy snow in the morning.

When Qi Mingyue was queuing up, many boys around her stared at her.

The hot eyes were visible to the naked eye, but no one dared to go up and talk to her.

I'm afraid this is the temperament cultivated since childhood. Sakakihara thought to himself.

"Take it."

Tianhai Qimingyue bought two tickets and gave one of them to herself.

Raku Sakakibara waited with her under the rest pavilion, the amusement park was decorated with snowflakes, and most of the children ran happily in the open space, making this place full of childish colors.

"Why is Qi Mingyue so strange today?"

"Shouldn't it be normal?"

"It's strange to be too normal. Wait, you won't really do stupid things, will you? Today is your farewell to me before we leave."

"If I say no, I won't," Tianhai Qimingyue said indifferently. She stood up and looked at the man and woman who got off the Ferris wheel. "Okay, it's our time."

"Oh."

The Ferris wheel slowly lifted into the sky.

Even the iconic castle tower in the center of Matsuyama City can be seen.

The whole city is shrouded in snow.

Although they took the Ferris wheel together, Tianhai Qimingyue didn't sit beside her. She sat across from her by herself, with her little hands half covered in her cuffs lying flat on her legs.

Wearing several layers of white scarves, she turned her head sideways, breathed in the hot air, and looked at the city outside the Ferris wheel.

Same weird setting.

Got off the Ferris wheel.

Tianhai Qimingyue took herself to the amusement park to visit various facilities along the way.

What roller coaster, pirate ship, big pendulum, etc. I tried it all.

Although it is a bit strange and concerned about Qi Mingyue's state.

Overall, it's a good experience.

Later, I went to the amusement park to buy skewers, banana chocolate, and takoyaki. Every time I bought these foods, Qi Mingyue would ask Sakakihara Raku if he wanted a portion.

Mostly he replied asking for one.

In this way, except for the haunted house, the playground was visited by the two of them.

I also ate it all over.

Qi Mingyue didn't seem to be tired, but Sakakihara Le was tired instead.

Some projects were so exciting that he couldn't bear it, and Tianhai Qimingyue was expressionless the whole time.

The time also went from 01:30 pm to [-] pm.

It's getting dark.

Sakakihara Raku sat on a bench in the playground, looking at the ice sculptures in front of him that had been carved overnight in recent days.The colorful neon lights of the playground illuminated his face, and the excited screams of children were conveyed from a distance from time to time.

"Take it."

"milk tea?"

"Well, for you."

Sakakihara did not refuse, took the milk tea she bought, and tentatively touched the hot cup wall with both hands.

The palms felt warm, and the chill in the body seemed to dissipate a lot.

Tianhai Qimingyue sat down beside him, and together they looked at the ice sculptures with different expressions and the children playing with the snow under the ice sculptures.

At this moment, the snow is still flying in the night sky.

"Aren't you curious?" Tianhai Qimingyue's voice suddenly rang out after taking a few sips of milk tea.

Sakakihara turned her head and found that she was staring at the milk tea in her hand.

"It's very curious."

"Think I'll call you out today, what kind of strategy will I have against you? And then be on guard against me today?"

"Yes."

Tianhai Qimingyue pondered for a while, scraping the wall of the cup of milk tea with her fingertips: "Everything today is my first attempt."

"Including ramen?"

"Ramen is the first time I have brought someone to eat."

"Ok."

Tianhai Qimingyue's voice is as light as lake water: "...No one has been willing to take me to do these things, and I have never experienced them before."

"Including going to the movies and going to the playground?"

"Yes," Tianhai Qimingyue agreed, "My sister and I have never been to the movies or the playground. The only experience we had when we were young was when my mother took me and my sister to Ehime County for a trip. Most of the time I'm still practicing the piano."

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"So, I wanted to try it out today."

"pretty good."

"I like you."

".Um."

"So. Today I mainly want you to accompany me, even if you don't get in touch with me, it's fine, just stay by my side."

"Today. Is it that simple?"

"Well, it's that simple."

The air froze again.

Why, why did Tianhai Qimingyue say these words without any heaviness, but very easily.

Sakakihara Raku always feels depressed.
"Didn't you ask me why I suddenly took you to take wedding photos?"

"Correct."

".I know you don't remember, but I remember very clearly. That day was the wedding of Mr. Nonaka and Miss Tomomi. Grandma took you to attend. I happened to be looking for you at the time, and I went along the way. The wedding was very successful and very happy. happiness."

Tianhai Qimingyue was holding the steaming milk tea, and every time she said a word, a faint mist would float out of her mouth.

"I still remember all the smiles on everyone's faces, guests, neighbors, family members, parents, everyone was laughing, applauding, and wishing Mr. Nonaka and Ms. Tomomi
"That was also the first time I saw a wedding, the first time I saw it. I was very envious of that scene. I also wanted to wear such a beautiful dress. I also wanted everyone to smile at me like this. At that time, I said 'I want to wear that dress' and you say to me 'there's a chance I'll take you to wear it' and I ask why and you reply that I'm cute and I'll look good in it. Then I nod and you smile. You know Well, the moment you smile, my heart is full of trust.

"I believe, and I expect, that there will be a moment
"But the day after that, I went back to Tokyo."

The light in the distance outlines the face of Tianhai Qimingyue. The moment her eyes overlap with the light, all the pictures become blurred.

Sakakihara didn't know what to say.

He was thinking about why he said that sentence at that time.
Probably, maybe, maybe I just want to coax the children.

But if you think about it carefully, you are very likely to say what you want.

But it was remembered by the person in front of him to the present.

This feeling is too heavy.

"Isn't it ridiculous? I still remember that you said that no one would take what you said when you were a child seriously. And I actually took it seriously, am I pitifully stupid?" Tianhai Qimingyue asked him calmly. .

Sakakihara fell silent again.

"Afterwards. Of course I know that what you said to me is very likely to be casual, maybe you didn't take it to heart at all. Dad doesn't go home every night, and my sister has to listen to my mother. Climb to the roof, look at the moon, always think about the wedding that day, and what you promised me. What if it is true, what if he still remembers. It turns out that a fool is always a fool, as long as Believe what you want to believe.”

Qi Mingyue's words made Sakakihara Le feel so heavy that it was hard to breathe.

"I like you."

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Sakakibara felt sorry for Qi Mingyue, indeed.

But after a while, I remembered how I got up in the morning to pack my clothes.

"Look, I confessed again and again, and I refused every time. I'm tired and you are tired too, right? Is it difficult to choose between me and my sister every day?"

".Yes."

"I know that I shouldn't pay so much attention to the things in my childhood. I couldn't change it before, but now, I think I should try to change it."

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"Let's make a change."

"Okay. How to change?"

"You promise me one request, and I promise to treat you as a righteous brother in the future, and we won't be so tired in the future."

"any request?"

"Be my boyfriend for an hour."

".Why this."

"You see why I want to say that."

Sakakibara understands. In her heart, she is already on the verge of becoming ill.

"So, are you satisfied?"

"How can I be satisfied, but I will start to try to let myself go. I like you, but you always ignore me. Every time I see you and my sister, I feel dissatisfied. I don't want to do this. Promise I'll be okay once, even if it's only for a while."

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"I like you." He confessed again.

But still no response.

"Why don't you agree? You cut off the relationship with me completely, isn't it good? Nothing can bother you and your sister in the future."

"I promise," Sakakihara took a deep breath, then looked at her, "What do you want my one-hour boyfriend to do?"

"Kiss me, then take me to the night market, and then, go home."

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"Hesitating will only make things more difficult."

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"I just want one, and you won't agree?"

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Indescribable emotions oppressed Sakakihara Le's brain, Qi Mingyue's feelings, her words, she was almost a request for prayer.

Obviously, he has promised to be her boyfriend for an hour.

Still hesitating.

Sakakibara calmed down and looked at Tianhai Qimingyue who was waiting for her.

She sat very upright, and it could be said that she was very well-behaved and reserved.

Dear.

No, I have to kiss you.

When it is interrupted, it will suffer from chaos.

After agreeing to Qi Mingyue, life will return to normal, and she also promises to treat herself simply as a righteous brother in the future.

She was tired of confessing, and she felt distressed when she refused again and again.

This time, let's make a farewell to what happened before.

Scumbag?

I was originally a scumbag.

Sakakihara took Tianhai Qimingyue's hand, and took the initiative to kiss her thin pink lips.

Tianhai Qimingyue greeted his movements just right, and closed her eyes amidst the flickering lights of the merry-go-round behind the bench.

Soft and sweet, mixed with the aroma of milk tea, rippling in the mouth.

This is the fourth time.

Want to say that you don't like Qi Mingyue?

No, it's impossible not to like it.

The things I got along with her before, whether it was happy or uncomfortable.

Every time I see her showing a different side, I am very happy.

Even the last time I called myself an idiot through a megaphone in the street, it didn't feel bad at all.

I like to look at Qi Mingyue's face, like to look at her legs, and also like her teasing sometimes intentionally or unintentionally.

Although it embarrasses myself every time, I really feel it.

And her confession again and again, the picture of her clinging to her back when she carried her on her back.

Quiet, with a little warmth.

These things are like a revolving lantern, constantly flashing back to my mind at the moment of kissing.

Yes, I do like Qi Mingyue, and it's hard to let her go.

But now... everything is over.

Click.

When Sakakihara Raku heard the sound of taking pictures, she immediately withdrew her mind.

Looking again, Tianhai Qimingyue, who was sitting opposite her, had an extra mobile phone in her hand at some point.

And what was on the phone was a picture of him kissing her on the bench.

It made him unbelievable.

"Seven moons?!"

Sakakihara Raku suddenly, immediately, had the idea of ​​snatching the phone from her.

But not yet—

"It's useless," Tianhai Qimingyue said directly holding the phone, "The photos are automatically backed up to the cloud, and no one can get them without my password."

"you--?!"

"Think I'll give up? Think I'll take the initiative to admit defeat?" Tianhai Qimingyue's eyes were as cold as ice, "I tell you, Sakakihara Le, it's impossible, I want you to be responsible. Your mistake is that you shouldn't treat me once, twice or thrice That's good, I've remembered it for more than ten years, just like this, you plan to make me forget it all?"

Finish.

Sakakibara knew that she was caught in the trap.

Throughout the whole day, Qi Mingyue has been brewing this atmosphere!

Make him say yes, force him to say yes.

Angry, annoyed, and regretful.

Also, depressed.
Sakakibara sighed, convinced, he really convinced her.

"Not only photos, but also videos. Just now you kissed me for 2 minutes. Tell me, if my sister saw this picture again, it was you who took the initiative. What would my sister's expression be?"

Although Qi Mingyue can understand.

But Sakakihara was really angry.

"You lied to me, what about what you promised?"

"Promise to have you as a 'young brother'? That's perfectly fine. Is there any conflict with the relationship I want?"

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You, you are awesome, okay.

"Besides, how many times have you Sakakihara lied to me since you were a child, and if you forget it, you can write it off? Don't even think about it."

Sakakihara couldn't refute.

This... is indeed the cause and effect that I planted.

Everything can be traced back to the source, isn't it still the sin I committed when I was a child?
Aren't you just paying back for what you did when you were a child?

Even though this is the case, why am I so aggrieved?

Moreover, and I thought so much just now.

He also made it clear that he really likes Qi Mingyue.

Want to be angry but can't.

A beautiful girl is still alive and sticking to herself, Sakakihara Raku really doesn't know what to do!
"What are you going to do with this photo?"

"You figured it out?"

"Yes, that's right, I like you, I, Sakakihara Raku, have feelings for you."

Tianhai Qimingyue's expression is very thought-provoking: "Wouldn't it be better to do this earlier, admit it earlier, and there is no need to develop into what you are now. Besides, you are a scumbag."

That's right, I'm a scumbag.

I am!
Sakakihara smiled wryly, "Isn't this what you want to see?"

"I won't send the photos to my sister for the time being. In the past few days, I want you to think about how to deal with this matter."

"Row"

When Sakakihara Le yelled this word, he knew his life in front of Jiu Liuli.

It’s over.

(End of this chapter)