About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 202 In the snow, Sakakihara made a choice
"I said it was an accident, do you believe it?" Sakakihara withdrew her hand in embarrassment.This hand was still a little uncontrollable, and he unconsciously retracted it after leaving.

"Do you think?"

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"In fact it was an accident."

"It doesn't matter if it was an accident or not, the important thing is that you betrayed your sister one more time now." Tianhai Qimingyue pulled the quilt over her neck, "Do you want to do it again?"

"I'm really going to make a move, Qi Mingyue might be afraid."

"You can give it a try."

The two just looked at each other in bed.

Seven moons.
Just breaking free from the dream, and now facing the blue eyes of Tianhai Qimingyue, Sakakibara felt a little nostalgia in his heart.

Probably distressed.

He thought so.

"Qi Mingyue thinks of me as a scumbag?"

"It's not that I think. It's that you are."

There was a trace of depression in Sakakihara Le's heart, but he tried to smile and said, "I also think that I am the kind of scumbag who can abandon all feelings and never be timid. But Qi Mingyue, you understand , I have never been like this. If I were, I would not be able to have such a good relationship with Ah Ling, nor would I be able to get back together with Jiu Liuli."

"You're right, but you're still a scumbag, it's not that deep."

Ghost man
Sakakihara feels that the current self really wants to be a scumbag.

He was absolutely worried about Jiu Liuli.

The same goes for Seven Bright Moons in the Sky and Sea.

She is different from ordinary people, she is a person who will always go up even after she refuses in every possible way.

She is special.

Unique.

She lowered her self-esteem again and again, and expressed her feelings to herself again and again.

She remembers everything she did to her when she was a child.

She remembered every promise he made to her.

The little girl in the rainy season worships, admires, and loves herself so much.

So much so that every action and every word of encouragement of hers deeply affected her, and she made unremitting efforts for it.

Iced potato chips, reading books, sharks, being a confident and knowledgeable person.
all these are.

If you say that you were a poor guy who didn't care about anything in your previous life.

Then in this life, I have actually already obtained what I want most.

loved, cared for, respected
Just didn't realize it.

——At this moment, I once again meet the gaze of the seven bright moons in the sky.

Sakakihara felt as if she was in that real dream again, and saw the poor little girl who stretched out her hands to herself on a rainy day and asked her to abduct her.

"What are you looking at me like that for?" Tianhai Qimingyue's eyes were as cold as ice, "Are you secretly using me for lust again at night?"

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Qi Mingyue's direct words extinguished his emotions that had been brewing for a long time with a basin of cold water.

Obviously, just now he wanted to apologize to her.

But her appearance really made me want to gag her.

That's right, Sakakihara didn't want to make the atmosphere so heavy.

He smiled and replied:

"Grandma, don't think of you as perfect, okay! You have delusional disorder every day."

"Oh, I don't know where someone put his hand just now." Tianhai Qimingyue was even more disdainful.

"I was dreaming just now, it was an unconscious behavior."

"You mean you don't have to be responsible if you raped me while sleepwalking?"

"This wouldn't have happened if you hadn't come to my room?"

"Weak," Tianhai Qimingyue raised her eyes with a contemptuous expression, "You are just diverting the conflict."

"Then let me touch it again, and I promise to take responsibility."

"You can touch it if you want? You have to understand that you can only listen to me forever, and you owe me this."

"Okay, okay, whatever you say," Sakakibara surrendered, and then her eyes became serious, "But Qi Mingyue, you are right, I am a scumbag. I want to treat everyone with my heart. I don't want people to be sad, and I don't want people to be lonely. Such a result, of course, is that I feel sorry for everyone."

Tianhai Qimingyue felt like she was looking at an idiot: "It seems that what I said yesterday was not clear enough, you didn't understand what I meant."

"No, I understood yesterday, but I didn't figure it out, and now I figure it out."

"So, what are you going to do? Cut off my feelings for you decisively?"

"I will never do that." Sakakihara was quite firm.

The meaning of his words is self-evident.

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Tianhai Qimingyue was quiet for quite a while, during which time she glanced at Sakakibara several times in a row, with an indescribably complex expression.

But she soon sighed, and said:
"It seems that I still underestimated your scumbag level, I didn't expect to accept it so soon. Tell me, why did you suddenly become like this."

"Isn't this the state you expected?"

"Having said that, I think you should have an acceptance process."

"What process can this have?"

Tianhai Qimingyue thought for a while, then pulled his wrist and put it on her face and said:
"You don't want to betray my sister in the face of my feelings, but you really can't restrain your scumbag nature. After getting in touch with you at a deeper level, you start to act recklessly towards me without thinking. Then, One day, my sister accidentally discovered our relationship, you stood up naked, pointed at me in a panic and explained to my sister, "No, Jiu Liuli, no, it's not what you saw, I thought That is--'"

"Stop, stop, wait, brake quickly."

"Isn't it fun?"

"What's so interesting about this? It's true, Liuli would have to stab me eight hundred times, the kind that penetrates back and forth."

"Lyu, Li?"

"... how normal this is."

Tianhai Qimingyue suddenly lost interest, sat up and pushed her hair back.

The girl's fair neck was revealed.

"Are you going to wake up?"

Because Sakakihara Raku was lying beside her bed, seeing her get up like this, she somehow felt like an old married couple.

"I probably understand what you mean," Tianhai Qimingyue answered irrelevantly. She tied her hair with a rubber band and said, "Although I don't understand why you suddenly changed so much, and you don't want to explain it, the fact is that you obviously don't want to." Give up on me, right?"

"That's it.."

The girl with only a suspender dress on her upper body turned her back to the window, and her snow-white skin was illuminated brightly.

Tianhai Qimingyue tied her hair into a ponytail, put down her hands, looked at Sakakihara Le and said:

"Then you are going to completely betray your sister?"

"not prepare."

Tianhai Qimingyue looked away, obviously unhappy, and even her tone became cold: "Then you still have a long way to go, after what happened before, neither I nor my sister will give in to each other. .”

"What about harmonious coexistence?"

Sakakihara Raku's words directly caused Tianhai Qimingyue to give him a very cold look.It sent chills down the spine.

"That depends on whether you have the ability."

Seven moons.

Seven moons.

Seven moons.

Seven bright moons in the sky and sea.

Repeatedly repeating the name in my mind, accompanied by that face with almost no calm color.

Long flaxen hair, gold-rimmed glasses, and long black silk legs under a pleated skirt. While she likes to hold a book, the girl doesn't care about the people and things around her.

He is condescending, looks down on people, and likes to tease people.

She has a complicated personality, cold, arrogant, little devil, and poisonous tongue.
There are too many elements.

But this is the kind of person who followed his ass every day when he was a child, yelling "brother, brother, brother" all the time.

She used to really want to see herself, very eager to see herself.

Before leaving, she even regarded the gift she gave her as a treasure.

She also remembered a casual word of encouragement she said when she was a child, and made it a lifetime goal.

The reason is that what she does to herself now is the fruit she planted.

Sakakihara Raku put his hands on the edge of the open window, followed the road with his eyes, and looked at the bus stop with only a black spot on the far side of the road.

Obviously it was a dream.

Some scenes seem like yesterday.

It has been a week since I remembered what happened when I was a child.

The relationship between himself and Qi Mingyue has not changed.

I began to understand and learn to accept her feelings in my heart.

she was--

Well, she still hasn't changed a thing.

Although she expressed her liking to herself, she has the same idea as Jiu Liuli, and she will not give in to each other because of the relationship between sisters.

Sakakihara Raku now needs to consider two points.

First, how to tactfully tell Jiu Liuli what she thinks, and try to prevent her from being hurt more.

Second, how to handle the relationship between the two tactfully, so that the two can reach the level of acquiescence.

Well, Sakakihara felt that she was too shameless.

Shameless enough to want to slap myself.

But isn't that what scumbags are like?

He doesn't even want to give up, so the only way is to be a scumbag.

Let’s not talk about whether it will be successful or not, what the result will be, and the reaction of my uncle and mother. But I always have to try.

I am persuading myself, but there is still a little discomfort in my heart.

Next, Sakakihara thought that he had to find a goal for himself, a goal that could grow.

Make yourself worthy enough and worthy enough of that status.

How did you say that?
Yes, bid farewell to the cowardly and hesitant self.

What I gain on this road is not only the value of life, but also the sublimation of confidence.

"It's going to change a little bit, Sakakihara Raku."

Sakakihara looked at herself in the mirror and let out a sigh of relief.

Why do these words sound so secondary?

Today is the time for grandma to leave the hospital.

After returning to Matsuyama City this time, after picking up my grandmother from the hospital, the few of them will return to Tokyo from their hometown.

in the hospital.

While the mother took the two of them to the hospital to go through the discharge procedures, the grandmother who looked very energetic after recovery dragged her grandson alone and asked: "Last time, didn't you go to the movies with Girl Qiyue?"

"Grandma wants to ask how the result is?" Sakakihara smiled.

Grandma saw him with a smirk, and said in a strange tone, "Is the silly grandson enlightened? Tell grandma quickly."

"There were many and long processes. I went to the movies, went shopping, and went to the amusement park. Finally, I kissed her."

"She agreed?"

"Ah."

"That's good, that's good, that's good."

After hearing this, grandma nodded in relief, her grandson was indeed enlightened.

"Did she agree?"

"Well, not yet. But grandma, you have to keep it a secret."

"I know you youngsters like to play sneaky things. Okay, grandma will help you keep it a secret."

The old lady was a little nostalgic, and she talked about the adult past when Sakakihara and Tianhai Qimingyue met when they were young. Sakakihara knew that the old lady wanted to talk to someone, so she listened to them one by one.

The old lady said how the little girl came to him like this, how she secretly looked at you from behind, and how she acted like she wanted to but dared not speak in front of you.

The girl from behind also brought a lot of money, hundreds of thousands of yen in cash.When grandma asked, she said it was for her brother, how could grandma dare to accept it, so she returned it to her mother.

He was quite surprised.

——Because this is something Sakakihara Raku didn't know about.

After taking grandma back home, Sakakihara and her mother made a reunion dinner for everyone, and grandma also wanted to get involved.

As a result, only Qi Mingyue and Ah Ling were waiting in the living room.

They're a little out of sorts now.

Wait, it seems that the two of them didn't deal with each other very well before.

Always against each other.

Grandma was very enthusiastic at the dinner table, always adding food to Qi Mingyue and telling her many things.

This made Ah Ling jealous, and at the same time made her mother puzzled.

However, she thought that the old lady probably liked the nominal granddaughter very much, so she didn't ask too much.

Early the next morning, the four of them packed their luggage and stood at the gate of grandma's house.

The heavy snowstorm of the past few days stopped, and the sky also cleared up. The sun pierced through the clouds and shot down obliquely. The vegetable field covered with film at the door was brightly illuminated.

The snow was shoveled at the door of every house, clothes were hung on the clothes rail, and firewood was piled up to the eaves of the door. The orange cat lay on the top and took a nap, and the chimney behind the black roof wafted faint smoke upwards.

"Hey, Meihe and you have changed a lot now, and you have more temperament. No wonder that young master can like you."

"Mom, Mao Dian doesn't like this statement."

"Looking at you, and facing the outside again, I feel that you have been the same since childhood."

The old lady is a very optimistic person, and she didn't show any sadness when she heard that a few people were going back to Tokyo.

Instead, he kept nagging you all to go away, don't miss me.

On the contrary, my mother began to feel a little bit reluctant to part with her own mother:
"Mom, take care of yourself. Your body is the most important thing. Don't tire yourself out because of a few cabbages. Now we are not short of material things in life."

"That's what I'm interested in. There's no shortage of money. Isn't money the material things in life, the literary ones?"

"Why don't you come and live in Tokyo with us, Mom?"

"Tokyo? That's a good place," the old lady shook her head when she heard that, "the air is not good, and you can't grow vegetables. You can't live in the countryside as comfortably as you can. I will recuperate and wait for the old man to come back. I will listen to him and go out for a trip." .”

"Okay, that's fine. Remember to ask Dad to take you out for a walk. You'll be in a good mood. Also, mom, eat less salt, so you don't have high blood pressure again."

"I know, I know."

"By the way, old man, why didn't grandpa come back?" Sakakibara Ling asked quietly behind Sakakihara Raku.

Sure enough, she is an idiot sister.

"It snowed heavily a few days ago, we had to go out by car depending on the time, you said grandpa can't come back from a trip abroad?"

"Oh, that's it."

If it wasn't for the heavy snow, Tianhai Jiuliuli would actually come over.

She told herself about it on the line.

Mom and grandma debated whether to go to Tokyo for a long time, but in the end, mom still lost to grandma.

According to grandma, she has lived in this place all her life, and her feelings and roots are all here. She and the old man also met on this land. She can't leave, and she doesn't want to disturb her daughter's life.

She knows that her daughter is doing well now.

"Mom, let's go."

"Oh, let's go."

"Grandma, goodbye."

"Goodbye, grandma!"

"Goodbye grandma."

"Okay! Goodbye, come back to play when you have time, and I will ask the old man to cook some seafood for you."

Everyone waved to grandma standing on the snow, loaded up their luggage, and boarded the bus to the city again.

"Brother, I'm sleepy~"

".Why do you sleep in late every day? What did you do at night?"

"A girl's secret."

"I'm still keeping the boy's secret, all right, all right, you go to sleep."

"It's still my brother who treats me well~ I'll sing for you when I go back."

"I'll be thankful for you washing two more dresses."

"I can't help it. Who told you to raise me up?"

Tianhai Qimingyue sat by the window, and there was a thick warm light outside the window.The bus drove along the country road to the urban area. The black roofs of the village gradually disappeared, the sky gradually cleared up, and the snow-colored countryside and white mountains flashed into view. far away on the ground.

The girl's beautiful side face by the car window was bathed in light, and the flaxen hair was also shining brightly from the sunlight.

The vehicle drove out of the countryside completely and drove on the seaside road.

Amidst the sound of the engine, the scenery of the road was flickering. Tianhai Qimingyue, who had no eyes of any color, suddenly seemed to sense something. Approaching village station.

Under the village platform, a little girl in a blue dress was sitting quietly with her head bowed.

Tianhai Qimingyue involuntarily looked at the little girl in the distance ahead.

The station is getting closer, but it is still moving, and it is getting more and more blurred.

The bus is getting closer.

To that platform, to that place. Tianhai Qimingyue had a long-lost impulse in her heart. As if trying to see something clearly, she subconsciously and involuntarily put her hands on the window and looked back.

But the little girl just flashed past when the bus was approaching, and gradually drifted away.For a moment, it was hard to see again.

Tianhai Qimingyue lowered her eyes slightly as if she suddenly lost something in her heart, trying to look away.

But at this moment, sparkling waves slammed against the shore on the other side of the idyllic, and the white afterglow splashed in the waves made her squint her eyes.

When she got used to it again, she suddenly found that in front of the seat, in front of the gap between the window and the back of the seat, Sakakihara Raku was also sticking to the window, as if looking at something far away, maintaining the same posture as him. pose.

When the girl looked at him, he turned his head just right.

The two looked through the narrow gap.

The four eyes meet.

"Are you okay?" Sakakibara looked at her for a while, and said with a smile as if suddenly remembering something.

Tianhai Qimingyue's heart trembled.

This call made the memory suddenly emerge from the depths. For a moment, she felt as if she had returned to that afternoon that was drenched by the rainy season.

That afternoon, a strange boy with a machete and adhesive tape spoke to her for the first time in the rain.

"July?" Sakakihara called again, smiling again, "You don't think I will kidnap you, do you?"

Tianhai Qimingyue's heart trembled for a long time, she looked at Sakakihara Raku again, and saw his smile again, she hurriedly avoided her eyes, but couldn't help but want to look at the gap again.

He is still smiling.

Just like the boy who spoke to him before, he smiled.

Tianhai Qimingyue tried her best to hold back the breath in her chest, quickly turned her face away, and finally closed her eyes amidst the long-lasting memories surging in her mind.

Sakakihara Raku in front looked at her for a while, then looked away. Soon, the phone received a message that just popped up.

[Fool]
Sakakihara looked at the message, smiled, let Ah Ling lie on her lap to sleep, and tapped her fingers on the screen to reply:
[Should there be another sentence after that, 'I like you'? ]
[Fool]
Sakakihara turned around and looked at the girl behind her through the gap in the seat.

She was also looking at herself, her cheeks bathed in light, her hair fluttering in the breeze.

Sakakihara pointed the phone at the gap between the car seat and the window.

Click.

[Sure enough, I still think you look very beautiful in the car, and I can't help but want to take a picture, so I should kidnap you. ]
[Fool]
(End of this chapter)