About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 232 Tianhai Jiuliuli Trying to Find a Way to Get Along with Her Sister
In fact, they all knew the purpose of Sakakihara Raku calling a few people out for a run.

At the beginning, he would personally accompany the crowd to run, follow them, and cheer for everyone with a smile.

But with the passage of time, Tianhai Jiuliuli suddenly changed from being the leader of the team at the beginning to the person who accompanied the runner and the rear of the team, that is, the duties of Sakakihara Raku were exchanged.

Tianhai Jiuliuli knew that what her brother did was just to get in touch with Qi Mingyue more, and to let Qi Mingyue try to rely more on herself during the running process.

My brother is trying hard to create a space for the two of them to be alone.

But now, my brother has indeed achieved initial success.

——Qi Mingyue couldn't hold on any longer.

During the running, Tianhai Jiuliuli noticed the increasingly painful appearance of Tianhai Qimingyue in front of her.

Breathing became more and more rapid, body and movements became heavier and heavier. Compared with the steady pace at the beginning, at this time, Tianhai Qimingyue's body condition can already be described as precarious.

According to Tianhai Jiuliuli's many years of running experience, Qi Mingyue was about to faint.

"Seven moons."

"Seven moons."

"Qi Mingyue," Tianhai Jiuliuli called three times behind her, "enough is enough, we can stop."

But even if she was like this, I reminded her to stop, this sister who was 5 minutes behind me was still taking heavy steps forward.

In the past, Tianhai Qimingyue would definitely stop without hesitation, and then go behind her and say to herself expressionlessly, "Sister, you can carry me for the rest of the way."

Then I would definitely smile and say to her, or just flick her head and say, "What kind of running is this?"

And then, Qi Mingyue will definitely use some weird and ingenious words to convince herself that she will carry her on her back and complete the rest of the journey instead of her.

It should have been.

It should be like this.

But now Qi Mingyue not only won't listen to what she says, even when she's about to faint, she won't call her sister, and then she will approach her as before.

In other words, it is impossible for Qi Mingyue to approach her like before, right?
The naughty little sister who was willing to hold her arm and call her sister is gone, right?
Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't know how to describe her mood, but she felt a little bit of loss, a bit of loss from the heart.

I've had this feeling before.

It was the emotion she felt when she saw her younger sister swinging on the swing alone with her head lowered when she was practicing the piano.

That feeling of wanting to help but being powerless, not knowing where to start.

All kinds of thoughts swayed in his heart, and they were quickly interrupted by the movement of Tianhai Qimingyue falling down while running.

Because her legs were numb and weak, Tianhai Qimingyue staggered and fell towards the road.

Fortunately, the speed behind was not fast, and when her body softened, she barely supported her upper body with one hand.

Seeing her sister like this, their current relationship prevented Tianhai Jiuliuli from stepping up to help her immediately, and Tianhai Qimingyue quickly stood up again by her own will.

She stared ahead, without saying anything, she was about to take another step, but she was not good at sports, her breathing was so short that she was not allowed to continue.

His body was shaking, his legs were sore, and he was about to fall again.

But this time, someone supported her by the side.

"Okay, Qi Mingyue." Tianhai Jiuliuli looked at his sister's face that was the same as his own.

Tianhai Qimingyue was already extremely weak, her expression was in a trance, she looked at her sister's face, which was also her own, and reluctantly said: "My sister must have come to mock me."

"Why do you think so?" Tianhai Jiuliuli held her arm.

"Because I can only eat my sister's leftovers, no matter what my mother cares about." Tianhai Qimingyue probably didn't want to discuss too much about this matter, so she deliberately didn't finish her sentence, "No matter what I do, I will work hard towards it. You will only get a piece of mercy and charity forever. Isn’t that what my sister thinks? Isn’t that the truth?”

She said this in a calm manner, but because of her shortness of breath, it sounded a little difficult.

"My sister takes the lead in everything, and my mother's concern has only been given to you since I was a child. Every time I see my sister playing so well that my mother is ecstatic, I feel that I am a dispensable existence. So, on that day, I Only then will I leave you alone.”

Tianhai Jiuliuli remembered that day, and that day was also the day Qi Mingyue officially met her brother.

"I don't want to talk about what happened that day. I just know that no one came to look for me, and no one cared about where I was. What I saw secretly when I went back was still the scene of my mother's excited face teaching my sister you."

"The other day my mother lied to me that you were upstairs," Tianhai Jiuliuli explained.

"No, I don't want to blame you, sister. I'm just telling a fact of my experience."

Tianhai Qimingyue pushed away Tianhai Jiuliuli's hand that was holding her, and continued to run forward with tired steps.

Tianhai Jiuliuli followed and looked at her younger sister's side face. The emotions in her eyes were so complicated that even she herself didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment.

Qi Mingyue walked very slowly, Tianhai Jiuliuli was able to speak steadily beside her:
"I can understand Qi Mingyue's thoughts and your feelings. But as far as I am concerned, Qi Mingyue, I really can't let go."

Tianhai Qimingyue continued to look forward, and her forehead with fluttering hair was even with the sea level of Tokyo Bay in the distance on her right.A few drops of sweat were clearly visible on it.

She didn't answer her sister's words, she kept her mouth shut as if she was listening to Tianhai Jiuliuli's continuation.

Tianhai Jiuliuli already knew his sister's answer.Of course, for her younger sister, she couldn't let go.

No, Qi Mingyue has already tried to let go.

Tried to let go of her persistence for more than ten years.

Obviously, she failed.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was also very confused at the moment, she looked at her younger sister, who was once very close to her, and still didn't know how to get along with her, and what identity to use to get along with her.

They are hostile, but not entirely hostile.

A sister, but not quite a sister.

There is no choice between the feelings for my sister and the feelings for my brother.

And because of dependence, I don't want to separate, even at any point.
Tianhai Jiuliuli thought over and over in silence, met her twin sister's cheek with her eyes, and said:

"Qi Mingyue, we can try not to be so tit for tat."

The elder sister's words made Tianhai Qimingyue wake up a little bit even in the drowsy running, although she still didn't turn her head, but ran forward with difficulty.

"This does not mean that I have made emotional concessions to you. You and I both know that we cannot make compromises to each other on this point, but we also know that our relationship for more than ten years will not Disappearing easily To be honest, I also understand that it is very strange to say this, and I don’t know if it can be done, but I hope that we can treat each other separately in love and life.”

However, Tianhai Qimingyue didn't finish listening to what her sister said. She was already exhausted and ran forcibly, which would only lead to insufficient oxygen supply to her brain.

Tianhai Qimingyue fainted during the heavy run.

Tianhai Jiuliuli supported her when she fell completely.

Looking at my sister, staring at the face of this twin sister who accompanied me every day.

With the complicated emotions in her heart, Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't know how to face her in the future.

But at least, now, when she is in a coma, he can still take care of her as a sister.

Tianhai Jiuliuli carried Tianhai Qimingyue behind her back, and continued to move forward towards Sakakibaru Ling and Tianhai Zhixue who had gone away.

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"Are you okay?"

In Hamari Garden of Gifts, Sakakibara saw Tianhai Jiuliuli with Tianhai Qimingyue behind her back.

Tianhai Jiuliuli looked back at her unconscious sister on her shoulder, and said to the worried Sakakihara Le, "It's okay, I've already seen it, probably because Qi Mingyue didn't eat too much before going out, plus she I usually eat less and have low blood sugar."

Sakakihara Le originally wanted Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue to take the opportunity to get along with each other, and asked Jiu Liuli to take care of Qi Mingyue's running. After a long time with her, even if the relationship between the two did not ease, it would at least improve a little bit.

But he didn't expect Qi Mingyue to run away and faint.

Could it be that he didn't want to lose to Jiu Liuli, and then compete with Jiu Liuli?

Tianhai Zhixue stared blankly at the fainted Qi Mingyue, not knowing what was going on in her head.

Sakakihara Suzu who was lying on the ground looked up at the sky and asked, "Brother, can we go back by car now?"

At this stage, it is absolutely impossible for them to run the remaining five kilometers.Sakakihara knew this.

"Well, Qi Mingyue has fainted. I'm afraid she'll catch a cold if I stay outside any longer. Let's go and take a taxi home."

Sakakibara Suzu was eager to go home by car, so she raised one hand, sat on the grass and cried weakly: "Okay."

Everyone hailed a taxi on the side of the road, let Tianhai Zhixue and Sakakihara Ling get in the car first, and then asked them to help the fainted Tianhai Qimingyue.Sakakihara Raku and Tianhai Jiururi called another car and followed them back.

In the car, Sakakibara felt the heat from Tianhai Jiuliuli's body just after exercising.

When Qi Mingyue was reciting just now, Sakakihara Le subtly felt that Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue might have said something.

"Nine glazed glass."

"Huh?" Tianhai Jiuliuli agreed easily, like a little sun, with a warm tone of voice.

"Did you exchange something with Qi Mingyue just now?"

"Yes." Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't intend to hide it.

"What did you say?"

"I don't know how to explain it"

Sakakibara reassured: "Well, I won't ask any more questions."

He smiled again and said: "I know, I can't quite match up with you Jiuliuli now, my own ability is not enough, I said a long time ago that I wanted to find a new target, but until now I am still a little confused .”

"Don't say that."

Sakakihara smiled slightly: "Jiu Liuli, I didn't say this to worry you, but just to let you know that I will work harder to improve myself in the future. People are looking forward, and they have to improve, right? Therefore, Jiu Liuli should also look forward."

Tianhai Jiuliuli could tell that this was Sakakihara Raku's unhappy mood.He intentionally lowered his identity, and then encouraged himself to make himself appear better in front of him.

"Lejun doesn't have to be like this"

"Jiu Liuli, I don't have many advantages as a person. I can only do my best to do what I want to do. Most of the time I am also confused, unable to find direction and sense of existence, so... many times I feel that I can be It's great that you like it."

Sakakihara laughed.

"Haha, what's wrong with me? I obviously wanted to comfort you, but instead I said something emotional. I probably already guessed what you and Qi Mingyue said. I think Jiu Liuli must be very contradictory. On one side is my sister, on the other side is me. These days, I hope that everyone will be quiet and give enough space, and we will have a long-term plan on how to get along with each other in the future.

"Because "the relationship between people does not only have two states of 'hostility' and 'intimacy', which are too extreme.Although there will be irreconcilable contradictions in the relationship, in life, I hope that the few of us can try to get along again, and then try to find each other's boundaries and solutions—”

After Sakakihara Raku said these words, Tianhai Jiuliuli's heart even brightened.

She seemed to perceive that, even though she didn't tell Sakakiharale about the specific conversation she had with Qi Mingyue, he seemed to understand herself and understand her thoughts.

"Okay, in the next few days, I will try to help Zhixue get a YouTube account. After all, this is what I promised her."

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The next day, Qi Mingyue still caught a cold.

There is no need to go to the literature club today, but Sakakihara has no time to relax.

He still has to take care of Zhixue, take care of Zhixue's new account.

Because of the [Take me to the toilet] incident, Sakakihara Raku is asked the most about her relationship with Amami Yuki.

There are rumors that it is a relationship between male and female friends, there are rumors that it is a master-servant relationship, and there are rumors that he betrayed Jiu Liuli, and he likes the new and dislikes the old.

Everyone is regretting that Tianhai Jiuliuli, a gentle, sunny and generous girl, was abandoned by a scumbag.

When Sakakihara walks in school, she often encounters indignant eyes, as if she has defiled the goddess in their hearts.

And what about the facts?
Jiu Liuli doesn't care at all!
You people, you really have nothing to do!
but.

Having said that, every time Amami Zhixue came looking for her, Sakakihara felt that the classmates in the class could really kill herself with misunderstanding + jealous eyes.

Because she came to look for herself, either she forgot something today, or she wanted to bring her to buy food, or take her home, so a lot of oolongs happened.

Even the two guys Fujino and Nishijima sighed to themselves, saying that you are asking for more blessings.

"happy."

"What?" Sakakihara replied weakly.

"Today's fried ice cream is delicious."

"As long as you like it."

"Why does Le look so tired."

"Because it's tiring to take care of you."

"Does Le hate me?"

"It's not that I hate it. It's just that it's tiring to take care of you."

"Thanks for your hard work."

"You thank me, it's better to have a longer memory," Sakakihara Raku looked at the girl who was sipping bread at the side, "What happened to you at school today?"

"be lost."

"How did you get lost?"

"During art class."

"Where did you run to?"

"A place with many ginkgo trees."

"Did you run out of school?"

"probably."

"And then?" Sakakihara asked.

"Someone invited me home."

"Who? Male or female?"

"Male, thin, with a chain around his neck and ears."

Isn't this a street gangster?

"You promised?"

"accepted."

"You really followed him home?!"

"I went back to school and met the physical education teacher."

Fortunately, it seems that Sakakihara Raku has misunderstood. He is not a gangster, but a good person.

But that's not okay.

Sakakibara told Tianhai Zhixue again: "You can't go home with a stranger, and you can't go with a stranger."

"why?"

"Because they will do a lot of bad things to you!"

"Le was a stranger before he was not a friend."

"People are different, bad people don't write on their faces, you remember this, and also remember to me that you don't follow strangers."

"Is it an order?"

"It's a request."

"OK then."

Tianhai Zhixue's tone did not fluctuate, nor did her expression change, but she seemed to be remembering this matter.

Sakakihara reached out to her: "Bring the manual, and the pen."

Tianhai Zhixue handed the "Zhixue Life Care Manual" to Sakakihara Raku from the small bag that she carried with her.

Then watch as he thumbs back the leather cover and writes notes 164 and 165 on top with a gel pen.

"So many things I can't remember."

"That's why I want you to carry it with you, and take it out when you have nothing to do or when you get lost."

After Sakakibara wrote the message, he closed the manual and handed it back to Amami Yuki.

Then, he looked at the sky on the rooftop, dazed.

Tianhai Zhixue also looked at his profile.

"Le don't be in a daze."

".You are the least qualified to say whether I am good or not."

After Sakakibara complained about these things, looking at the gray sky in winter, her mood became more and more depressed.

"Let's be happy."

"Even you can see it"

"Pigs can fly."

Amami Zhixue suddenly said this inexplicable sentence after being silent, Sakakibara couldn't help turning her head, and met Amami Zhixue's unmoved gaze.Only then did he understand that the girl was trying to make himself happy with a joke.

But because there is no emotion, you can't get the point of the joke at all, so it will be more inexplicable than a cold joke.

He couldn't help lowering his head and smiling, "Although the joke isn't funny, thank you anyway."

"Let's eat the bread too." Tianhai Zhixue handed out the half-eaten annual ring bread.

"Thank you, I don't need it."

"."

Sakakihara turned around and noticed that Yuki Amami suddenly stopped eating bread.

It is very curious what is going on in the head of a girl like her who lacks emotion and shows no expression compared to Qi Mingyue.

But compared to these, Sakakihara is actually more concerned about what happened in these days.

He suddenly wanted to talk to someone, and Zhixue might be a good person to talk to.

"Yuki." Sakakihara said, staring at the snow falling from the sky.

"Is Le calling me?"

"Well, we've been running in the morning for the last two weeks, haven't we?"

"Yes."

"Do you know the purpose of me pulling you to run?"

"Le wants to make people like running."

"Why do you think so? Of course not. The main reason I took them for a run was to encourage them to enhance each other's relationship, but it didn't seem to be of any use. Even though I would talk to Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue every day, saying that they They care about each other very much, and when everyone is running out of breath, they will take them together to have a delicious breakfast. You are also there, so Zhixue, you should be aware of this, but they all They are very smart, and they also understand the practical significance of me pulling them to run, so they subconsciously reduce contact with each other while running, and even seldom communicate with each other when eating.

"However, yesterday seems to have had some effect."

Sakakihara was quite emotional.

"."

Tianhai Zhixue was quiet for a long time, and murmured:
"Le often goes to accompany Xiao Jiu, and is obviously dating Xiao Qi."

"It seems that you understand. Many times I don't like myself very much. When I'm with Jiuliuli, I feel guilty for what Qimingyue has done. When I'm with Qimingyue, I feel guilty because of Jiuliuli. Feel guilty for being nice to me.

"Jiu Liuli still doesn't know the private relationship between me and Qi Mingyue. If she knows the situation, she still doesn't know how to develop it. Now, this sign is becoming more and more obvious."

Sakakibara smiled bitterly at Haizhixue: "How about it, after knowing that I am such a person, will you be disappointed? I keep saying that I like it, but I am a scum with two legs."

"Let's not."

"I am."

"Let's not."

"I am."

"Let's not."

"I am."

"Let's not."

"."

Sakakibara dared to believe that as long as she continued to say "I'm a scum", the single-celled girl Amami Yuki would keep repeating her words.

"Can I ask why Zhixue thinks I'm not?"

"Le can cook."

"What is cooking?"

"Music is also good for people."

"That's it."

"Le will also give me his room."

".It's the little things."

"The utility room is much smaller than a typical bedroom and has smaller windows."

"I know that."

"I often forget things and am not angry."

"Because it wasn't your fault."

"So, Le is a good person."

(End of this chapter)