About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 251 The Last Diary of Tianhaizhixue's Mother

The air was so quiet that Sakakihara Raku just wanted to slap her face with a slap.

He directly wanted to understand what Zhixue's nod to him last night meant.

She didn't understand her feelings at all, or the two of them were not on the same channel at all at the time. Sakakihara only wanted her to recognize her feelings clearly, but she thought her expression was not formal enough
However, Sakakihara will still stick to the principle of last night, and those who can agree can agree, and those who can't agree will decisively refuse.

So when facing the snow of the sky, watching it as clean as snow, Sakakihara Raku closed his eyes and hugged his chest as if he was in deep thought:
"I reject."

The girl holding the guitar didn't feel sad because of being rejected, she just blinked her eyes, and her exquisite little face continued to look at Sakakihara Raku's heartless state with her eyes closed and her chest folded.The body leaned forward slightly towards him.

"But, I like music very much."

"No."

"Do you still need me to play a confession song?"

"No, that's not the problem at all."

"The chest can be rubbed casually every day."

"Don't use this to tempt me, if you can't do it, you can't do it."

Sakakibara sighed helplessly in her heart, Zhixue's purpose was too simple and easy to guess, whether it was in life or in love.She may have a good impression of herself, and Sakakihara also has some good feelings for her as a friend, and she likes to take care of her experience, because Zhixue is very obedient and obedient, and always trusts and obeys what he says.

But these feelings are not out of liking, it is a completely different feeling from Qi and Jiu, so even if he has become a scumbag, he can't just play with other people's feelings.

Of course, the above are just Sakakihara Raku's own emotions. For Tianhai Jiuliuli, this news is undoubtedly shocking.

"Le, go out with me."

"Zhixue, you are talking about dating because you want to eat fried ice cream every day, no."

"Wait a minute, wait a minute!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli interrupted the conversation between the two, and actively looked at Tianhai Zhixue under the eyes of Sakakihara Le and Tianhai Qimingyue.

"Xiao Jiu has something to say."

"." Tianhai Zhixue's move turned against the guest, and directly stunned Tianhai Jiuliuli for half a second, she tried her best to smile, and said to this girl of the same age as her own aunt, "Auntie, Le Jun is my boyfriend now. "

"Le is dating Xiaojiu." Tianhai Zhixue seemed to be lost in thought, lowering her eyes.

"That's right." Tianhai Jiuliuli felt relieved when she saw Tianhai Zhixue's eyes as if she understood.

"I know."

But Tianhai Zhixue's next answer raised her head and directly caused her brain to shatter again.

Know? !
"Auntie, do you know you still do this?"

"I don't mind."

"."

Is this a question, aunt, do you mind?

Well, Tianhai Jiuliuli had known for a long time that her aunt lacked some common sense in life, so she tried her best to be patient and tried to explain to her why it was impossible for her to confess successfully now and why Sakakihara Le refused so decisively.

Although Tianhai Jiuliuli had explained the matter quite clearly, Tianhai Zhixue was always in a state of incomprehensible confusion for some reason.

"Because Xiaojiu is dating Le, so I can't confess my love," she murmured while bowing her head.

"Yes." Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded, patted her chest, thinking in her heart that she finally made her little aunt understand.

"However, Xiao Qi obviously—"

"Zhixue!" Sakakibara instantly realized what Zhixue wanted to say, and opened her mouth immediately, trying to stop her.

"aunt."

Tianhai Qimingyue, who had been on the sidelines, interrupted Tianhai Zhixue's words before she spoke.Sakakihara Raku's heart that was terrified at that moment just now returned to calm.

Fortunately, Qi Mingyue also understands.

Almost fell into the cycle of death.

Obviously, the relationship between the two sisters has only recently been repaired.

"Xiaoqi."

"Auntie, come out with me, I have something to say to you."

In less than 3 minutes, Tianhai Qimingyue pulled a very dazed face, and Tianhai Zhixue, who was barefoot, left the bedroom and closed the door behind her.

In the messy bedroom, only Sakakihara Raku and Amami Jiururi were left.

"elder brother."

Sakakihara noticed that Tianhai Jiuliuli's sky blue eyes were looking at him all the time, he sighed and explained: "It seems that Zhixue watched some TV series with Ah Ling yesterday, which made her think that if she confessed to me, she could eat it all the time." Delicious food. Liuli, don't worry, Zhixue is not a sincere confession."

Tianhai Jiuliuli is not the kind of girl who will be anxious when things happen, on the contrary, she is very calm and can think.

The person he likes is confessed, and he can resolutely refuse. Tianhai Jiuliuli is of course very happy as his girlfriend.But the identity of the person who confessed is a bit special, and she has a lot of relationship with her, so she has to think about more things.

For example, how did Zhixue feel after being rejected, and how to face her actions.

After all, like my brother, I promised my grandfather to take good care of Zhixue in this home.

"Jiuli?" Sakakihara found that Tianhai Jiuli seemed to be in a state of thinking all the time.

"Ah? Hmm." Tianhai Jiuliuli turned to Sakakihara Raku.

"Did you hear what I just said?"

"heard it."

"what are you thinking?"

"On the contrary, I somewhat disagree with my brother's point of view."

"Why...?" Sakakihara Le didn't expect Jiu Liuli to say that.

"Auntie, she should know the concept of 'confession', right?"

"She knows, but she doesn't understand. After all, she has never had this kind of emotion."

"What brother thinks, what kind of emotion does Auntie have towards you now?"

"What kind of emotion." Sakakihara thought carefully, "It should be at the level of liking, after all, I cook for her every day, although she has no expression when eating, but the seriousness of eating still shows that she likes to eat. .”

Tianhai Jiuliuli stared at Sakakihara Le: "So what is the next stage of affection?"

"Want to get closer?"

"The next stage."

"After getting close, she likes it but she just likes my food."

"I also like my brother's cooking very much. My brother must know about Aiwujiwu. It is absolutely possible for her to like you." Tianhai Jiuliuli's tone was quite certain.

Speaking of this, Sakakihara understood what Tianhai Jiuliuli really wanted to say: "You mean, there is a possibility that Zhixue really likes me?"

"En." Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded seriously.

"Then what should I do?" Sakakihara didn't mean whether he should accept it, but how to deal with Yuki's action.

"I don't know." Tianhai Jiuliuli shook her head, she also had a bitter smile on her face, "I don't know how to deal with Qi Mingyue's feelings, and I don't even know about my aunt's."

"Um"

If possible, Sakakihara also wants to write a light novel, and he has already thought of the name.

It's called "How to not play with the feelings of the three girls when they all like me and want to associate with me?" ".

If you write it out, there will definitely be readers who will ask, you don’t care about it, just cut off all connections?Just pick one you like best.

Sakakihara Raku can only say, too naive, so naive!

You must know that these three girls are not ordinary girls, and all of them have a certain connection with themselves in the family.

If you get rid of the first level, can you still get rid of the double level?
Unless you abandon all your family members and fly away.

Sakakihara couldn't do it.And during this period, as the loved one, he must feel very comfortable and enjoy it.

Nonsense, being liked by three beautiful girls at the same time, who is not happy?
Sakakihara Raku has completely recognized himself, he just likes beautiful girls.In other words, who doesn't?

Up to now, he also likes the feeling of holding Qijiu in his arms and kissing her.

It's just that I will try my best to take care of their feelings and take care of their experience.

Discussed with Tianhai Jiuliuli for a while, but did not come up with any useful results.Not long after, Qi Mingyue and Tianhai Zhixue re-entered the house, and this time Tianhai Qimingyue signaled him to talk to herself alone.

Sakakibara looked back at Tianhai Jiuliuli, and she agreed.

Sakakibara followed Tianhai Qimingyue to the corridor.

Recently, July has not been so cold, and usually prefers the emotionless Sanwulian, which is similar to Zhixue.

But she is much smarter than Zhixue's natural fool, and her lifeless eyes can see through many things.

"What's going on?" Tianhai Qimingyue asked first.

"That's it. Taking care of Xue, taking care of taking care of me, she has a little affection for me."

"Then do you know that you haven't even finished with your sister yet?"

"You mean I've got you in July?"

Tianhai Qimingyue half-closed her eyes, stretched out her hand to twist the flesh on his waist, but was directly grabbed by Sakakihara Le's wrist.

The girl was suddenly pushed against the wall by Sakakihara Le, and raised her head under his close watch.

"What do you want to do?"

"It's nothing." Sakakihara smiled, "It's just that I suddenly like you in July."

"Don't think that saying something nice can cover up your thoughts, and don't think that I don't know what you're thinking. You want to hug me on the left and sister on the right, right?"

"Yes."

"It's very honest, but you are a scumbag like this."

"Well, that's right, I'm a scumbag."

"Then you think I would like such a scumbag?"

"No, in July, you are definitely the kind of person who is dedicated to feelings and single-minded."

Otherwise, in July, you wouldn't take a sentence of encouragement I said to you when I was a child as a lifetime support.

Sakakihara sighed inwardly.

"Then why do you ask me to share it with my sister?"

"I like you, July."

Sakakihara Le was begging, he had nothing to do, Qi Mingyue didn't owe herself anything.What you can do is to express your heart and feelings to her as much as possible.

"Do you know that I've been waiting for you, how long have I been waiting?"

"know."

"But that's not why you can kidnap me."

"This is my request, July."

Although through the previous agreement, Qiyue can now take the initiative to make some intimate actions with Sakakihara Raku, because this is counted as "pursuit".It's just that Sakakihara Raku still has to keep a distance, otherwise Jiu Liuli will see some clues.

But at this stage, it is still impossible for Tianhai Qimingyue to accept sharing the same relationship with her sister.

"Kiss me." She said such a sentence to him suddenly.

"Now? We are in the corridor now, Jiuliuli is separated from us by a wall, maybe she will push the door out later." Sakakihara reminded.

"Stop talking nonsense."

".OK then."

Since it was Qi Mingyue who asked for it, Sakakihara Le still kissed her.

The taste is like eating a green apple that is green, astringent, slightly sweet, and has a fragrance.

Sakakihara Raku probably understands her psychology of wanting to kiss her by herself now, it's just because she can't compare with Jiu Liuli on the bright side, so she is very unconvinced.

Tianhai Qimingyue pushed her slightly messy flaxen hair behind her ears, revealing her fair and delicate side face.She pursed her lips that had just been touched.

Sakakihara Raku only felt that she probably felt better after being kissed.

"By the way, aren't we discussing about Zhixue?"

"how?"

"I want to ask Qi Mingyue what you think."

Tianhai Qimingyue leaned against the wall, and said in a calm tone, "As far as I know, brother is in school, there are many girls who have a crush on you, right? Someone even took the initiative to ask you to confess."

"There are some."

"Then you have to promise?"

"Of course not. That's all sentimentality. I'm not that kind of person."

"So my point of view is very clear. Even if my aunt really likes you, it's fine if you don't agree? Her situation is different from mine."

July agrees completely with himself.

Talking to this point, Sakakibara probably understands Seven and Nine's combat strategy, that is, she is sure that Sakakibara will not agree to stocking Tianhai Zhixue.

It was clearly a sincere confession, but Qi and Jiu were not regarded as opponents at all. For some reason, Sakakihara felt that little Yuki was a little pitiful.

It seems like everyone doesn't care about her.

"By the way, what did you pull Zhixue out and say just now?"

"Just tell her not to talk about the relationship between me and you. But in fact, she didn't mean to say it. She just wanted to say that if I Qi Mingyue can like you, then she can like you too. How did she know that?" The relationship between us?" Tianhai Qimingyue raised her eyes again.

"...she saw it."

Sakakibara remembered that after she told Zhixue about the relationship between several people, she specifically told her not to tell them.

It turns out that Snow has always remembered.

"Okay, that's all for today. As long as you tell your aunt more about what you can't accept, she will understand."

Tianhai Qimingyue was about to return to her room.

"Wait a minute, July."

"What else is there?"

"What does Zhixue mean to you and Liuli? Or, how is the relationship between you two?"

This question made Tianhai Qimingyue think for a long time, "My sister and I don't meet too many times with my aunt. She called us Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu just because we are the same age, because of the relationship of seniority. , There is a certain gap between us, to be honest, I usually feel a little weird when I call her aunt, but I have called her like this for many years, so I just call it out that my sister and I have the same idea."

Sakakibara patiently listened to what Tianhai Qimingyue said, and he extracted a key point from it, that is, Qi and Jiu didn't take Zhixue seriously as peers.

No wonder. No wonder A-Ling, whom she met later, has a better relationship with Zhixue.

No wonder Zhixue would come to find herself most of the time instead of looking for Qi and Jiu.

Probably Zhixue also faintly felt the delicate state between herself and Qijiu in her heart, so she seldom troubled the two of them.

[happy. ]
For some reason, in Sakakibara's mind, suddenly, when she came home, Amami Zhiyuki's barefoot, holding the wall with both hands, watching her peacefully in the corridor when she went home and changed her shoes.

*
After Sakakihara refused Yuki, she was going to let her calm down for a while.

This also means that the fried ice cream that she usually makes for her is gone.

Sakakihara planned to talk to her about it, so she took the initiative to knock on the door of her room at night.

Tuk Tuk.

The door opened after two knocks.

In the crack of the door was Tianhai Zhixue's little face.

She also saw the people outside the crack of the door.

"happy."

The door was left a little wider.

"good evening."

Sakakihara thought that her ruthless refusal today would make the relationship between herself and Zhixue particularly awkward, but Tianhai Zhixue didn't seem to care at all, and after knowing that he wanted to enter her room, she let him go go in.

He didn't want to waste too much, and planned to explain his purpose to her directly.

"Zhixue, I'm here this time, mainly to explain a few things to you, about your recent video clips and the fact that you have been helping you make fried ice cream recently, I may need to put it down for a while-wait, you What are you doing? Why is the ground so messy?"

Only then did Sakakibara see a lot of messy color cardboard stacked on the floor of Amami Yuki's room.These scattered color cardboards are matched with the already messy bedroom, so that she, who is kneeling and sitting in it, has some childlike characteristics.

"Make something for joy."

"What is it?" Sakakihara Raku couldn't see what the messy thing she folded in her hand was.

"do not know."

Sakakibara approached curiously, sat next to her, picked up the cardboard she seemed to have folded, and finally understood what she folded.

"What do you make a thousand origami cranes for?"

".Thousand paper cranes?"

She looked puzzled as if she heard an unfamiliar word.

"You know Thousand Paper Cranes, right?"

"I don't know." The girl didn't care, and continued to fold the things in her hands. The legs in the duck sitting position were folded inward and slender, and the feet were white and shiny, soft and delicate.

"At least you've heard the name?"

"Oh."

"Oh what do you mean?"

"I haven't eaten it."

".Thousand paper cranes are not for eating."

"That's it, another one has been made."

Tianhai Zhixue said so without emotion, and raised her hand, reflecting the warm light in the bedroom, what she was holding was a thousand paper cranes that didn't look like thousand paper cranes at all.

"It doesn't look very tasty."

"."

Sakakihara Raku has already lost to her, and she doesn't want to complain at all.

"This is for fun."

"What do you give it to me?" Sakaki Hara saw an object that was barely called a thousand paper cranes that suddenly appeared in front of her.

"My mother said, when you meet someone who treats you well, you can fold this up and give it to him."

Mother?
Speaking of which, Sakakihara never knew the condition of Yuki's mother, but only knew that Yuki died of dystocia when she was born.From now on, Zhixue will be in a state where she has no friends, and no peers are willing to understand her.

"But Zhixue, isn't your mother long gone? How did she say these things to you?"

"In a book."

"Book?"

"There are a lot of words my mother wrote to me in the book."

Suicide note.
Sakakihara Raku probably understands what is going on. Many mothers will write down a lot of things they want to say to their children in advance when they are still pregnant.

Maybe she knew that she might not survive, so she wrote down those contents in advance to Zhixue?

"Can you show me?"

"it is good."

Tianhai Zhixue just glanced at him, then ran to the bookshelf, stood on tiptoe, and carried a wooden box down.

She opened the lock with the key familiarly, and then handed the book inside to Sakakihara Raku.

It is said to be a book, but it is actually a diary with yellowed pages.

Sakakihara Raku opened it and looked at it.

In the front are some pregnancy diaries, which roughly describe the inner journey that Zhixue went through when she was pregnant.

It stated that in fact, it was not intended for Zhixue to be born in the first place.After the parents learned that they were pregnant, they were in a tangled state of being reluctant to get rid of it and fearing that the fetus would be deformed due to advanced pregnancy and wanted to get rid of it.

[I know it's probably wrong to do this, but maybe the kid will want to come out and see the world?Will there be resentment because it was taken before birth?But every time I feel another little heart beating in my stomach, I wonder if this child is looking forward to coming to this world to see this beautiful scenery with me.I think, no matter who it is, there is no right to deprive the other party of happiness after the child has a little consciousness.This child will have her own life in the future, her own path, and someone who is willing to love her. After she has experienced the beauty of the world, looking back at the present, she will also be grateful Our decision now, right?I don't know I don't know]
Turning to this point, Sakakihara also thought, because of Tianhai's prominent family, he is actually willing to believe that Zhixue will be happy after birth.

After all, her starting point is already the end point of many people.

So it was written in the diary that after learning that the fetus was developing well without any deformities, the parents decided to give birth to her.

The risks faced by elderly women are also quite high, and the probability of dystocia is particularly high, which is also true from the current results.Mother definitely knew this.

But in the second half of the diary, the previous entanglement and melancholy are gone, and the records are full of the beauty of life, the joy and comfort of the sun shining on the face when I wake up in the morning.

Some messages to Zhixue written later are also full of mother's love.

The youth and troubles that may appear in each age group, she wrote down at the end of the diary in advance.

It can be seen from the lines that the mother's mentality at this time is sunny and upward, full of affection and love, and full of blessings and expectations for the child who has not yet met.

In the book, in the mother's vision, Zhixue is definitely the kind of sunny and positive little girl.

However, the fact is that Zhixue has been squatting at home for more than ten years, except Qijiu, family members, and no friends of the same age
Sakakihara turned the pages slowly, and suddenly a white paper crane fell out of the book.

While picking up the paper crane, he also looked at the diary in the book.

[Zhixue, I don’t know what kind of person you will be in the future.But I think, you also have someone you like, when you have someone who can treat you well, right?I always hope that you can find someone who can really accompany you for the rest of your life, someone who can give you a sense of security, someone who can give you warmth, and someone who can deeply remember your happiness and sorrow.Most of all, I hope you find someone with whom you can truly love.

[When you feel for the first time that someone treats you sincerely, please fold the paper crane I drew in the diary and give it to him. This is also a token of hope that your mother and your father can get together. You can also use this to get what you want]
——On the ninth day of the first month of winter in winter, stay.

"Le, here you are."

Sakakibara closed the diary, and when she looked again at Amami Yuki who was still folding the origami cranes for herself, there was an indescribable feeling in her heart.

What makes him sad is that he is actually the first person to make Zhixue feel good, and what makes him sad is why he chose himself
(End of this chapter)