About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 253 Before the band performance, a heart-to-heart conversation with Tianhai Qimingyue

At first, Sakakihara thought that most people who played rock and roll would wear colored punk hair, black leather clothes, iron chains, and metal decorations all over their bodies. It turns out that it's just ordinary people's stereotypes of rock and roll.Wear a T-shirt with a coat, and at most a beret, just like ordinary people who don't see any characteristics on the street.

There are three bands participating in this livehouse, and most of the others are duo groups or single singers. The time starts at 02:30 p.m. and ends around 50:[-] a.m.During the rehearsal, Sakakibara paid attention to it. As Ms. Mi Duohui said, the only band that attended as high school students was their newly established RUNTO. [-]-year-old Daddy Band.

Before the official stage performance, all the band members sat around in the preparation room to rest and chat.

Sakakihara Raku sat in the far left corner of the preparation room with a few people.

"Brother, brother." Sakakibara Suzu lowered her voice and approached Sakakihara Raku's ear, her eyes kept sneaking to the other side.

"What?" Sakakibara answered while holding the bass, while continuing to put her fingers on the strings, recalling the part of the rhythm she was responsible for.

Suzu Sakakibara kept looking at the other bands who were chatting and laughing, and said in a low voice next to Raku Sakakibara, "I feel like they all know each other."

Rakushu Sakakibara looked down at his fingers, and replied nonchalantly, "Isn't it normal for people who play music in one place to know each other?"

"Normal. Normal is normal, but brother, do you feel that we feel left out and excluded. As far as they communicate with a bunch of people, they don't take us!"

"No, just now a captain came to say hello to me."

"Is there? Why didn't I see you chatting with them."

"It's just to say hello and get to know each other."

"Hey, isn't this neglected?"

"It's because you think too sensitively."

The younger sister's thoughts are also clear to Sakakibara, it's nothing more than feeling awkward staying in one place with a bunch of people she doesn't know at all.

How should I describe this feeling? It’s probably like going on a group tour. You find out that everyone knows everyone except you. When collecting statistics, I also forget your existence.

If you want Sakakihara to talk, just ignore it and ignore it, and you will feel at ease alone.

But Ah Ling doesn't seem to like this kind of feeling very much.

Veteran loneliness - Tianhai Qimingyue spoke at this time: "It's normal not to take the initiative to talk to us. Regardless of whether you have heard of our band or not, judging from the age and the school uniform we wear, their group of adults It is also difficult to find a topic with our group of high school students."

Sakakihara couldn't help but said: "Miss Qiyue, you are the best among us, okay? You also have an investment foundation. When you enter the company, the boss has to take the initiative to welcome you .”

His subtext is that Qi Mingyue is definitely not an ordinary high school student. She communicates with adults more often than not.

"Brother said very well, but please note that what I said now is 'we'. And work is work. If you ask me to talk to those people about the distress of life, I can't empathize with you at all."

"There must be a reason why our band hasn't been recognized yet." Tianhai Jiuliuli, who touched her lips to the mug next door, raised her head and said.

"After all, I don't have any grades, and that's as it should be." Sakakihara nodded.

"You haven't heard the name of our band at all, okay!" Sakakihara Rin raised a hand.

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Everyone is silent, and there is indeed no one who is expecting them to perform on stage now.

Sure enough, when talking about these things, the atmosphere became inexplicably heavy.I would keep thinking about how the band performed and how the audience would judge them.

If the performance on this grand stage with thousands of people fails, wouldn't the audience give their thumbs up, boo them, ask them to step off the stage, and shout for refunds?
This can make their band quit the rock music circle directly, and then seal the instrument like a monster!
"Hum~"

At this time, Sakakibara Suzu spoke suddenly, and her confident appearance broke the slightly dignified atmosphere. She put her hands on her hips, and her mouth curled up:
"But, in fact, there are also our fans coming to the scene, maybe more than other bands."

Sakakihara Raku rolled his eyes directly, "Our small band has not uploaded songs on the Internet yet, where are the fans?"

Sakakihara Ling waved her hand, full of confidence: "My brother is superficial! You forgot who I am! Anyway, I am a loud voice with hundreds of thousands of fans!"

Leaving aside the fact that her "hundreds of thousands" is actually only "more than one hundred thousand", it is true that with her last work, Ah Ling has a very high reputation on the Internet.

Her identity is a voice actress and a short video blogger.

When Sakakihara Raku occasionally watched videos, he would see the simple short videos posted by Ah Ling with millions of likes.

The guys who commented were all like [Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, bell-chan is so cute! ], [Bing Jiang feed me cake! ], [Bing Jiang, Ling Jiang, can you reveal the role of the next dub. ], [Bing Jiang Ling Jiang why don't you post more videos, it's super cute! ] A rabid fan speaks like this and whatnot.

Wait a minute, plus her own short video account, it seems that she really has hundreds of thousands of fans
Sakakihara Raku touched his chin, his eyes lit up: "You mean, you called your own fans over to help us cheer?"

"Hmph~ I still announced a few days in advance. I posted updates on Twitter and tiktok. Fans have long known about my recent work in a rock band. Just now I found out that there is actually a live broadcast on this stage. I took advantage of the spare time to post two more updates, and now there are probably fans waiting in the live broadcast room, brother, you can watch it on your phone."

"Let me see."

Sakakihara took out her mobile phone, found the website of the stage live broadcast that she knew from Miss Miduo before, and came to the live broadcast room.There were not many people in the live broadcast room, but looking at the comment area, we found that there were indeed many enthusiastic viewers who supported [RUNTO]. They said that they had arrived and asked when it would start.

Of course, more people are still asking when the bell will be seen.It made them seem to be the main band at the scene.

[When will it start? ], [RUNTO is the number one? ], [I heard that there is going to be a replay of the recent animation OP by Bell Sauce, is it true? ]
Barrages related to his small band flashed across the phone screen.

Not only was the previous inexplicable pressure swept away, but also a passion to do my best to perform well emerged in my heart.

[Come on! ]
I will encourage myself like this in my heart.

"Hey, how is my brother, it feels good to have support, doesn't it?"

Sakakihara put away her phone, "I understand why you are so tired of being a voice actor, and you still have to persevere. The feeling of being supported by someone really gives people a lot of confidence."

"Is it a great achievement?"

"We'll have a big meal when we get home!"

"I want a grilled steak!"

"eat!"

As time progressed, more and more people came to the underground stage. Raku Sakakihara, who was located in the preparation room on the second floor, could already see the thousands of spectators below who would soon fill the entire underground space. Under the lights, most of them gathered in front of the bar on the right, some ordered fruit wine, some played with their mobile phones with their heads down, some wore headscarves with the singer's name on them, and waited for the official performance with glow sticks in both hands. start.

An inexplicable feeling is brewing in the atmosphere of the music festival.

Sakakibara leaned on the iron railing on the second floor and looked down, but he could only see a dark crowd under the light of the steel frame above his head.

The scale of 1000 people is far more than he imagined.

He even saw someone holding a Led support sign with the word [铃酱] on it.

This couldn't help but make Sakakihara smile knowingly.

Ah Ling has really become a little idol.
"Everyone from RUNTO."

The person who came was Miss Miduohui who was in charge of on-site coordinating work. She came to the preparation room and called everyone in school uniform together.

"Before performing, I first need to confirm your positions, so that the staff can move your instruments up later."

Sakakihara Raku discussed with everyone for a while. There is no doubt that Ah Ling, who is the lead singer, and Yuki who is the lead guitarist must be the front C position. Although the drummer Qi Mingyue is in the back, there is also a high platform, and the position is also very conspicuous.Jiu Liuli and Sakakihara Raku are the left and right protectors of the band, and they are responsible for polishing the music on both sides.

After informing Miss Midohui of the location, she put away the workbook and said to everyone with a smile:
"You don't feel pressured, do you?"

Sakakihara Raku: "There will definitely be pressure, but it's not a big problem."

"Since that's the case, well, everyone, come on! You are the fourth guest to appear, so it's a very important moment."

The start time is approaching, and the singers in front have already created a warm atmosphere above the stage, with music playing and a lively atmosphere.On the stage, the singer wore gorgeous costumes and sang songs enthusiastically. The passionate beat was accompanied by a cheerful melody. The dazzling lights hit the microphone he held high, and a burst of rock rhythm made the audience cheer.

Even Raku Sakakihara, who was staying in the preparation room on the second floor, could feel the vibration of the floor.

With his hands on the guard pole, he watched the audience who responded enthusiastically.

Tianhai Qimingyue came to his side and looked down at the crowd with him.

"Speaking of which, Qi Mingyue, why do you seldom play the violin? Even on Saturdays and Sundays, Jiu Liuli will take time to practice the piano. And you basically read books at school, and you have never brought the violin to school. "

"What does brother think?"

"Back then, you and Jiu Liuli were both talented girls, right? But according to the evaluations I found on the Internet, Jiu Liuli has always been slightly better than you. Compared with you, everyone praises Jiu Liuli's peerless talent. "

There was a little silence.

"No matter how shining a star is, it can only serve as a foil when another star that shines even brighter." Tianhai Qimingyue said lightly, "I said it a long time ago, my sister can actually play the violin , As for why I am not in charge of the piano, I believe you probably have the answer in your heart, brother."

"Oh." Sakakihara understood and sighed.

To put it bluntly, Qi Mingyue has always been setting off Jiu Liuli, and Qi Mingyue is just uncomfortable.

July definitely has its own arrogance.

Even though I respect my sister in my heart, there will still be some reluctance to admit defeat.

Instead of always foiling my sister, it is better to quit as soon as possible.

Looking back at Sakakihara Raku when she was a child, she can better understand the origin of Qi Mingyue's unwillingness to admit defeat.

Because my aunt has given most of her resources to Jiu Liuli since she was a child, whether it is education or caring, her aunt's focus has always been on Jiu Liuli.

But what are seven and nine?
They are only 5 minutes apart, twins who have been closely connected since childhood!

This kind of differential treatment will definitely make Qiyue cold, and it will definitely make her feel sad and uncomfortable, and it will give birth to a sense of loss that she is not as good as her sister. It indirectly leads to Qiyue's desire to win Liuli after that.

Qi Mingyue did not support her own light when she was a child.

It just so happened that Sakakihara Le, who was a child, was the ray of light that led Qi Mingyue forward.

Today's elder sister wants to compete with her for the last beam of light, which is why Qi Mingyue appears so unconvinced and difficult to compromise.

Even though Qi Mingyue has all kinds of foresight and foresight, her heart has always been extremely disturbed.

This is why she always wants to consolidate her position, and why she likes Sakakihara Raku who took the initiative to kiss her.

Everything stems from her inner anxiety.

"Qi Mingyue." Sakakibara called to the girl beside her.

"What?" Tianhai Qimingyue agreed without expression.

"I want you to feel safe in me."

Tianhai Qimingyue replied with some contempt: "I don't know if it's because your EQ has become higher recently, but you brought back your inexplicable self-confidence before. But you feel that it's okay to lie to my sister, but it's okay to lie to me." used."

"Knife mouth, tofu heart." Sakakihara Raku stared at the side face of her flaxen hair hanging down her temples.

"Why do you say that?" Tianhai Qimingyue tucked the strands of hair behind her ears.

"Since you don't want to get a sense of security from me, why do you keep asking me to kiss you?"

"I'm just enjoying the pleasure of stealing something from my sister."

"Not so."

Tianhai Qimingyue turned her face away.

"July."

"If you say no, you don't."

"July."

"You don't need to say more. Wait, what are you pulling me for?"

"Come with me."

Sakakihara took her to the second basement floor, a dressing room next to the preparation room. There was no one here, and the space was quite small.

He took the initiative to push the Tianhai Qimingyue wall to the wall, and put his hands next to her face.

His appearance was reflected in Tianhai Qimingyue's blue eyes as deep as ice ocean. The girl was expressionless, leaning her back against the wall, her face turned slightly to the right, and glanced at his arm propped on her shoulder.

"Recently, it has become a lot tougher." Tianhai Qimingyue's voice was still extremely flat.

"Seven moons."

Sakakihara Raku's serious voice brought her gaze back to the front.She found that he was very close, and his eyes were always staring at her.

"What do you want to do?"

"Aren't you afraid?" Sakakihara asked, staring at her.

"No, I know you won't do anything to me." Tianhai Qimingyue frankly met his close gaze.

The four eyes meet and stare at each other.

Sakakihara Le took the initiative to kiss her on the mouth, and Tianhai Qimingyue subconsciously pushed her hands on his chest, but before he exerted any strength, he suddenly left again.

"What are you doing all of a sudden?"

"I like you, July."

"Then?" Tianhai Qimingyue pursed her lips that had just been kissed, "You kissed me suddenly?"

"You like it?"

Tianhai Qimingyue didn't say anything, which was her default.

"But Qi Mingyue, I don't like you wholeheartedly. I understand. I also like Jiu Liuli."

"So?" Tianhai Qimingyue didn't like hearing this very much, and her expressionless expression became even colder.

"So I have no way to give up Jiuliuli." Sakakihara continued to say seriously, "I know I'm sorry for you, but I'm sorry, I really can't rest assured that Jiuliuli, you hate me, you hate me, you should do it After all, I am such a scumbag. But there is only one thing I will not give up, and that is that I will not give up liking you, Qi Mingyue."

"Don't you think such words are ridiculous? And you are kidnapping me with your liking. "

"It's ridiculous, but I can't help it. As I said yesterday, I'm not kidnapping you, but begging you. If you really can't accept it, I can understand it completely. I will try to To chase you back, whether to agree or not is definitely Qi Mingyue's own choice.

"July, you love me, I understand. But I'm sorry, I can only give you half of my love back, do you accept it?"

Tianhai Qimingyue didn't answer any more.

He has made it very clear that his love for him is not all, it is his own choice whether to leave or stay.

If he wants to leave, he will keep it, and he will also try to pursue it. As for whether he agrees to keep it, that is his own choice.

Tianhai Qimingyue was not afraid, but met his gaze, and whispered:

"Scumbag."

"Yes." Sakakihara agreed.

"Maybe one day I will stab a hatchet in your back."

"This is your right."

"It's obviously your fault, but now you want to hand over the choice of whether to stay or stay in my hands."

"I am ashamed of you in July, so even if you leave, I will try to find you."

"Just based on your status at this time and your attitude towards me?"

"I like you, July."

Sakakihara had no choice but to face this situation. All he could do was try to speak his mind and ask for her forgiveness in July.

He continued to look at Xiang Tianhai Qimingyue's slightly emotional eyes, and he was waiting for her answer.

If she agrees, it means that she is willing to accept Sakakihara Raku's current thoughts.

If she refuses, Sakakihara will still try to track her back.

"Is it necessary to talk about this now?"

"It's not necessary, but I suddenly understood a lot of things just now, so it's not inappropriate to ask now, so what is your answer, Qi Mingyue?"

After being silent for a long time, Tianhai Qimingyue withdrew her eyes from staring at him, pushed him away and walked aside, folded her hands on her chest, turned her back to him and closed her eyes and said:

"...Okay, do you still want to perform the next performance well, haven't you been looking forward to this scene?"

"You agreed?" Sakakihara Raku looked at her back in the western-style school uniform, and didn't know whether she should be happy or not.

"I didn't say I agreed."

"July. Don't be stubborn at this time."

"I'm not stubborn. But I suddenly had another idea."

"what?"

"The first time, it has to be with me."

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Tianhai Qimingyue's words were not smooth, and Sakakihara could probably see the awkwardness in her heart from the back of her arms.It seems that she doesn't like to say such things seriously.Of course she is casual in joking, but obviously, she is serious at this time.

"...why bring this up all of a sudden?"

"Are you shy?" Tianhai Qimingyue asked with her back turned to him.

"Huh? I think it's gone."

"Admit it, I won't laugh at you, after all, you are a mere virgin." After Tianhai Qimingyue finished speaking, she deliberately coughed twice to cover up her embarrassment.

".It sounds like you have a lot of experience. Besides, this is not something worthy of praise. Speaking of which, why did the topic suddenly turn to this place!"

"I'll ask you if you agree or not."

".I promise you to agree?"

"Barely, maybe agree, but it's impossible now."

Qi Mingyue gave an ambiguous answer.

Sakakihara also heard what she meant, but no matter how you say it, this is also a condition for her to soften her attitude. Although this condition is very shameful.
"Then I will, promise to forget it"

"Forget it? Why do you need to add it? Do you feel uncomfortable with me?"

Sakakihara Raku now feels uncomfortable all over, and sighed: "It's just a modal particle, anyway, I just agreed."

"Okay, that's it, I'm going back."

After Tianhai Qimingyue dropped such a sentence, Sakakihara Le watched her leave the dressing room with her own eyes, and the girl seemed to be fleeing the scene quickly.

Sakakihara Le's head was still very messy at this time, after all, Qi Mingyue suddenly brought up that matter
At first glance, at first glance, it is indeed outrageous. Why did you suddenly say this? !
But after calming down, thinking about it carefully, Tianhai Qimingyue's request is not unreasonable.

She understood that as long as she did that kind of thing to her, with her own personality, there was absolutely no way not to be responsible to her.

It is also caught in some meanings of wanting to win Jiu Liuli.

In the final analysis, she still has no sense of security that she will win in front of Jiu Liuli.

(End of this chapter)