About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 299 In the detour, Tianhai Zhixue understood her feelings for the first time

Sakakihara had a dream.

I dreamed that I went back to the past and slept with A Ling in a six-fold house, huddled together.

Every night, she would huddle in her arms, like an insecure child, seeking an indescribable sense of dependence on her.

This represents her trust in herself, and it is also a proof of her relationship with herself.

saw her birth for the first time;
It was the first time I saw her staggeringly propped up her legs and walked in front of him;

Learn to call brother for the first time;

For the first time, I actively cried in my arms, seeking comfort;

Needed, recognized, relied on, and believed by her, it is the relationship that can be built between brothers and sisters that forces herself to take the initiative to take on half of the family, forcing herself to take the initiative to move forward.

I am her brother, and I am more capable than her, so I really want to take care of her mood as much as I can.

Sakakihara still remembers how she felt after holding her and crying when she was a child.

Not only the trust conveyed from physical contact, but also the bond of "she needs herself" conveyed from the heart
As for why the dream I had tonight had such deep feelings.

One is what Ah Ling said to herself this evening.

The second is the girl I am holding in my arms now.

A small body as light as a feather, snow-white skin illuminated by the moonlight, and the suspender dress on her body that seems to be able to see the gully through the moonlight with just one more glance.

The way she curled up in her arms and closed her eyes was exactly the same as her younger sister when she was a child.

Sakakihara pushed her away from his arms.

Tianhai Zhixue clearly felt his resistance to push her away.The warmth that was originally in his arms disappeared immediately.

"Le, do you want to get up and go to the bathroom?"

"Did I say that?" Sakakihara asked back.

"No." Tianhai Zhixue replied.

"Then why do you ask that?"

"Because Le woke up suddenly."

".I woke up suddenly because I realized that I was indeed holding someone in my arms."

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After being quiet for a while, Sakakihara said to her again: "Zhixue, do you still remember what I wrote in your manual?"

Tianhai Zhixue replied quietly: "Remember, Article 175 and Article 176, you are not allowed to have close contact with people casually, and you are not allowed to get under the covers casually."

"What are you doing right now?"

"Get into bed."

"It's honest," Sakakihara Raku casually complained, "but that's not the reason why you can get into my bed casually—"

Tianhai Zhixue hugged him suddenly.

Feeling this little head that suddenly hit her bosom, close to her heart, Sakakihara interrupted all the words she hadn't said yet.

And in her hug, which seemed to be asking for something from herself, her breathing seemed to be stagnant for two or three seconds.

Tick ​​tock.

The only sound left in the bedroom was the vibrating alarm clock.

"Why are you hugging me like this all of a sudden?"

"do not know."

"Zhixue, you understand the meaning of such a hug."

"I don't know, I just know that I really want to be close to Le."

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Sakakihara Raku sighed inwardly.

After being alone with He Zhixue for the past few days, he fully understands what is missing in this girl who can even read McDonald's family commercials.

Family, affection, warmth.
These are things she has never had before.

And as an empty girl who grew up alone without a mother since she was a child.

Her heart was so empty that there was nothing left but a blankness like heavy snow falling.

Zhixue probably doesn't like herself very much either.

From her perspective, few people are happy because of her existence, and few people need her existence.

Her father was too old and the head of the family, so he couldn't speak much with her.

The servants respectfully call her Miss. To them, taking care of Miss's daily life is just a contract for money transactions.

In fact, Zhixue has always been short of someone who can really get close to her and understand her.

So far, it seems that he is the one who takes care of her life the most.

"Okay, okay, don't hug me so tightly. Your chest is on my chest."

"Aren't you angry?" Tianhai Zhixue let go of him, keeping a normal distance from him.

"Angry? Why are you angry?"

"Because it violated what Le said."

"Did I tell you after that that I wouldn't be mad at you for your approach? Huh?"

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Tianhai Zhixue blinked and nodded, affirming what he said.

"Remember what I told you?"

"Treat me the same as you did to Ling."

"That's right. Look at Ah Ling hugging me so much today, am I angry?"

"No." Tianhai Zhixue repeated the facts.

"That's all. You hug me, I accept it, but it's not appropriate to hug me like this at night. Even if it's Ling, I will refuse to have such contact with her at night." Sakakihara quickly added another condition, " Unless she actually cries to the point where I need to cuddle. But even then, it’s not like cuddling under the covers at night.”

Sakakihara Raku really has no idea about Amami Snow.

Although she is beautiful and clean.

Regarding her mentality, Sakakihara Raku has completely categorized her attitude towards Ah Ling.

"But now, I really want to sleep with Le in my arms." Tianhai Zhixue heard the sound of the bedroom door being pushed open.

Sakakihara has been thinking about how he should explain the situation to Zhixue: "Yuki, as a human being in this world, you must control your sense of distance from anyone in this world. Identity, relationship, and degree of acquaintance, these are the The important reason for building distance, on this point, you should learn from Ah Ling. You can see that she is very good at keeping a distance from me, so she won't come out and sneak into my bed."

"Hey hey, old brother! I'm coming!"

When Sakakibara Rakuyu was earnestly guiding Amami Zhiyuki's values, Sakakibara Suzu, who had tiptoed to the bed from just now, lifted the side quilt and lay down directly, slapped him in the face instantly.

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When Sakakihara Raku heard her sister's voice, she couldn't help covering her forehead.

".Eh?"

Of course, it was not only Sakakihara Raku who was silent, but also Sakakihara Suzu.

Because when she was preparing a surprise for Sakaki Hara, she didn't expect that he would also give herself a surprise.

Sakakibara Ling rubbed her eyes, and with the help of the moonlight, she realized that the one lying next to her was not her elder brother, but Tianhai Zhixue.

After Sakakibara Suzu saw clearly, her pupils shrank immediately, and she was beyond shocked.

He even rubbed his eyes, wondering if he had seen something wrong.

"Bell." Tianhai Zhixue even called out her name.

Sakakibara Raku is on the right, Amami no Yuki is in the middle, and Sakakibara Suzu is on the left.

The three of them are currently staying on the same bed in this very wonderful way.

"Yyyyyu, yuki! Why are you here?" Suzu Sakakibara, who suddenly reacted, was so frightened that she quickly supported her body, and kept looking back and forth at the faces of the two people who were lying on the same bed like a husband and wife.

Things are in trouble again.

Sakakibara frowned, and said angrily, "I should be the one who asked Ah Ling why you are here, right?"

why am i here

Is it because I am unhappy seeing you, I want to chat with you at night while you are still asleep? !
No, now is not the time to think about these things.

"Yuki! Why are you sharing the same bed with my brother?" Sakakibara bell asked quickly.

"Ling said, take the initiative to comfort Le." Tianhai Zhixue replied.

When Sakakihara heard this, his brows tightened immediately.

It turned out that Zhixue came here not because she didn't remember what she said to her.

Feelings are your bad idea, Suzuki Sakakihara!

He originally planned to deal with Zhixue's feelings step by step, but this silly old girl is fine.

As soon as Yu Zhixue said it, she thought about getting into bed again.

"A Ling, what did you say to Zhixue again?"

"what--?!"

Sakakibara Ling immediately made her voice very long, sat up directly, pointed to the two people and said, "You, you two stayed together and slept in the middle of the night! I, I haven't asked what you are doing yet! It's good for you , beat it back, right?"

"What the hell, if it wasn't for what you said to Zhixue, would Zhixue come to my bed?"

"Ah? Brother, you won't lock the door?"

Suzu Sakakibara panicked, really panicked.

My friend who just united the front actually engaged in a sneak attack!
Sakakihara's forehead tightened again: "Let's not say whether I know what you said to her, I know. You still don't know that the keyhole of the door of my room was blocked with glue by Qi Mingyue? The lock can't even be turned, Still unlocked? Do you have time to change it recently?"

"Who knows this kind of thing!"

Tianhai Zhixue looked around at the two of them, and could only whisper a word: "...don't quarrel."

"You still don't know? Well, even if you don't know, what are you doing in your room at night?"

"Isn't that because... I saw you were bored, so I just wanted to come over to chat with you at night and enlighten your heart?"

"What a mess, if you want to talk, just talk during the day, what's going on in your brother's room at night!"

"This is—this is—" Sakakibara Suzu couldn't think of anything.

"All right!"

Sakakihara Raku has experienced this kind of scene countless times, and understands that he should calm down the atmosphere at this time, and then smooth things out.

We explained each other for about half an hour.

All three of them understood what was going on.

First of all, the reason is that A Ling said something to Zhixue, which caused Zhixue to think that Sakakihara Raku needed comfort, so she took the initiative to get under the covers.And Sakakibara Suzu herself thought so. After she couldn't sleep at night, she was bored, so she took the initiative to chat with Sakakihara Raku.

Sakakihara Raku was just teaching Amami Yuki what to do.

Misunderstanding resolved.

Sakakihara Suzu was the first to breathe a sigh of relief.

It’s okay, it’s okay, Zhixue isn’t really there with her brother.

Come to think of it, she is such an innocent little girl.

How could it be possible to do such a thing!

My brother is also a very honest person.

Sakakihara put the quilt on her lap again, and said to the two younger sisters sitting cross-legged in front of her:
"Okay, okay, this is the end of the matter, you all go back to your own room. I know you want to care about me, but caring about this matter is not something that can be solved by drilling into my bed."

It just so happened that the relationship between several people was transparent, and Sakakihara Suzu planned to ask Sakakihara Raku about his plans for Amami Snow:
"Bro, do you really plan to treat Zhixue as the kind of sister who has a close relationship? Like me?"

"Otherwise? Look at you guys, you have never taken care of Zhixue, isn't it because I have been taking care of her?"

"Oh oh oh," Sakakibara Ling nodded again and again, "Then I feel more at ease."

"Relax what?"

"It's nothing." Sakakibara Suzu quickly shut up.

"It's nothing, you should go back quickly, and Zhixue will go back too."

After Sakakibara pushed them all back to their bedroom, their entire tense body relaxed.

He lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling.

What is this called?

In the same role as the two younger sisters at home, he almost encountered Shurachang?
Sakakihara suddenly suspects that she is really lucky in this life, and there are women everywhere.

Speaking of this, Sakakihara Raku once again missed Jiu Liuli.

Or, let Zhixue help me with the method I thought of this afternoon?
Sakakihara thought about it carefully and thought it was impossible.

Zhixue still has a high degree of liking for herself, so asking her to help, isn't that just taking advantage of her feelings?
She was originally a girl who went with the flow, but once she was used by herself, she was completely reduced to a tool.

It is too shocking to use her for other women.

Sure enough, it's best to let it go.

At this stage, I don't have any good conditions to use other people to break the deadlock.

Sakakihara Raku fell asleep quietly while thinking.

But after he fell asleep, the bedroom door, which could not be locked, was quietly pushed open again.

Tianhai Zhixue quietly looked at the bed at the door.

She didn't know why she came here again, but she knew that just by standing outside the door and seeing someone's face, she would feel at ease in her heart.

With her bare white feet, the girl quietly walked to his bedside.

The girl looked at his sleeping face, and what she remembered in her mind was the scene in the TV series where the heroine secretly kissed the lips of the hero late at night.

"fun"

Tianhai Zhixue didn't know why he couldn't play the guitar well in the past few days, and he always thought about a person's name and image in his heart.

The image of making fried ice cream for yourself, the image of taking yourself out to eat at McDonald's alone, the image of taking yourself to an aquarium you have never been to before. Everyone doesn't care about yourself, but he will take the initiative to help yourself with the image of the video.
And that life manual filled with his handwriting.

The happy time is like a revolving lantern, vividly remembered.

It was as if the whole world was filled with his shadow.

I want to get close to him anytime.

Whenever I want him to take me to see more novel things in this world.

Whenever he yawns, he also likes to help himself deal with the back view of the video.

What should I do to maintain these things.
She didn't know how to express her heart to him, and she didn't know how to say such words.

Every time I face his problem.

I can only say the thin word "like".

And in this way, everyone will say that their "likes" are not really "likes."

What is real love?
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Tianhai Zhixue doesn't know the true meaning of kissing in TV dramas.

But I also know that it symbolizes the birth of a contractual relationship.

Whenever the TV series ends and the hero and heroine go to the palace of marriage, they will give each other a happy kiss.

So, she imitated that and quietly left a deep mark on his lips.

".want to be liked."

(End of this chapter)