About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 352 The night when Mother July took care of the two children helplessly
"Okay, let's go in."

"July, you came here in a hurry just to blindfold me?"

"Otherwise? Do you still expect me to teach you how to use the toilet?"

"Well, it's not impossible, after all, I'm using your body."

While talking, Sakakihara Le was dragged into the toilet by Tianhai Qimingyue.

Tianhai Qimingyue looked more at her body in front of her, and after a few words of advice, she closed the door and walked out.

Sakakihara Raku was really suffocating, so after leaving in July, she took off her shorts and sat on the toilet with a blushing face.

(Toilet flushing sound)

"call"

With a squeak, "Sakakibara Suzu", who was waiting outside the toilet seat with arms crossed, saw "Tianhai Qimingyue" blushing, pushed open the door and came out.

"Staring at myself with this expression after going to the toilet, there is really an indescribable weirdness."

Sakakibara squeezed the toilet paper, feeling a little ashamed of the feeling just now, and tried hard to refute:
"Don't think I don't find it weird."

"Did you use the paper after finishing?" "Sakakibara Suzu" looked at the blushing face on the other side for a while.

"Nonsense, girls have to use paper to urinate in the toilet, I still know this."

"Then why are you blushing?"

"...This kind of thing is already very shameful, okay, and you are still using your body in July. Hiss——"

While talking, Sakakihara Raku suddenly covered her stomach again, staggered subconsciously, and fell on the body of "Sakakibara Suzu" in front of her, and was supported by her.

"It hurts. What, what's the matter? July, did you eat badly yesterday?"

"No."

"What is that? The lower abdomen is cold and painful. It's like an ice slag cone. Hiss~~"

Tianhai Qimingyue saw what was going on at a glance, she said to "Tianhai Qimingyue" calmly:
"It's just menstruation."

"Huh—? What did you say—?"

Sakakibara covered her stomach with one hand, and held Tianhai Qimingyue's shoulder with the other hand, staring at the face that belonged to her sister.Painful expression.

"Ah~ Counting the time, it's about this time for me."

"Is it really this time?"

"Yes."

"That... doesn't that mean he's about to bleed?!"

"Sakakibara Suzu" nodded, facing her painful expression: "That's right."

"Why is there such a thing?"

The discomfort in the stomach gradually made Sakakihara Rakuai unable to stand up. I don’t know if it’s because of the changes in the body that the ability to bear the pain has also weakened.
Sakakihara Raku covered her stomach with one hand instead of covering her stomach with both hands.

"No. Really not, July, you seem to be bleeding."

"It's brother who is bleeding now."

"It's all the same, what should I do now? I haven't experienced this thing, so I don't know how to deal with it."

"Just wait, it's not that there are no sanitary napkins."

"Huh? Is that all?"

"Otherwise? Does brother think that a girl's menstruation is to bleed all the blood at once?"

"I thought it was going to pop out."

Tianhai Qimingyue supported Sakakihara Le, took "her" to the big bed where Tianhai Zhixue slept, and at the same time explained seriously:
"Menstruation comes in bursts, and the amount of bleeding varies each time. You have to change the sanitary napkin according to the amount of bleeding. Now, brother, you should lie on the bed and rest."

"How long will this hurt?"

"I don't know, maybe two or three days."

"Ah?! So long? No matter what I saw before, you'll be fine if you're in pain for a while, and so is Ah Ling."

"The timing of this varies depending on the individual's physique. I usually endured it before. My sister may only be hurt for a while."

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Sakakihara Raku was supported by her to lie down beside the bed, and Tianhai Zhixue was still sleeping peacefully with the white cat doll in his arms.

Tianhai Qimingyue said quite troublesomely:
"It's time for dinner later, I think you probably don't want to go downstairs."

"That's it."

Tianhai Qimingyue took another look at Tianhai Zhixue who was sleeping soundly, and said: "Then you two stay here first, and I'll get you some food, don't move around for me."

Tianhai Qimingyue gave a few words of advice, and then left the room resolutely.

By the way, don't close the door.

Sakakihara Raku's head was lying on the pillow, but his spirit was tormented by the sharp pain in his lower abdomen.

He turned his head, feeling in his heart that it was really not easy for a girl, and at the same time turned his head to look at Tianhai Zhixue who was sleeping soundly.

She was sleeping with the white cat she gave her earlier.

She hugs very tightly.

Sleep was comforting.

[I will cherish it very much.]
This reminds Sakakihara Raku of what she said to herself when Yuki played the guitar for herself. She said that she likes her confession
Is it the first time for little yuki to confess his love?

Before that, I didn't even know what I liked.

She felt warmth for the first time, love for the first time, and wrote a song for someone for her for the first time. In exchange, she only had a white cat doll in her arms.

When she can't get warmth, when a person is lonely enough to want to hug, she probably can only hug this white cat, right?
These sympathetic feelings made Sakakihara reach out her hand, take the initiative to pull the quilt on her body, and cover her arm:
"fun"

Probably feeling the movement, she whispered softly in her sleep.

Ugh.
Obviously it was just a simple "Le", a simple call, but Sakakihara Raku felt like she was the only weak call left in the cold and snowy day.
A little girl was ravaged by the wind and snow in the endless snow. The snow covered her face and her whole body. She was so weak that she curled up. The cold eroded the only remaining warmth in her body. When she was dying, she faintly called out a name, as if she was believing. She longed for that person to appear and save herself.
Sakakihara Raku looked at Amami Zhixue's lovely sleeping face, and heard her emotions from her sleep talking from the bottom of her heart.

On the day when Zhixue was ill, she went to visit her by herself, and the first time she saw her, she said "Let's come to see me" surfaced again.

Physical pain and weakness are intertwined with this feeling and the happy time spent with Kazuyuki in the past.

While making the spirit more tired, it also makes the girl's sleeping face more beautiful and hazy.

I want Zhixue to be happy, and I also want Zhixue to be happy. I want this simple child to no longer envy other children who have parents.

Sakakihara felt that this was probably his feelings for Zhixue, right?

The memories in her mind were entangled, and her hand touched her face involuntarily.

Tianhai Zhixue was woken up, she opened her eyes, and after seeing that the face in front of her was Tianhai Qimingyue, she subconsciously moved towards her and leaned her head towards her side.

Like a child seeking its mother's embrace, approaching her while half asleep
"Little Seven."

"I'm not Xiaoqi." Sakakihara Le turned his head, and at the same time turned his body to look at Tianhai Zhixue on the other side of the pillow.

Face to face, so close that you can smell each other's breath.

Tianhai Zhixue blinked: "Then who are you?"

Sakakihara Le chuckled: "Has Zhixue forgotten? Didn't we tell you at noon that now Xiaoqi has become Ling and Le has become Xiaoqi."

"That's Xiao Qiwei's joy."

".What kind of title is this?"

Tianhai Zhixue: "I haven't talked to Le these days"

"Yeah." Sakakibara's answer was more or less guilty, because this was also the snow that he deliberately stayed away from.

"How did Le become Xiaoqi. Although the taste is Xiaoqi's taste, but the words are Le's feeling."

"Well, I can't explain it clearly."

"I want to have fun."

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"Want to talk to Le"

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"I still want Le to listen to me play the piano. I also want Le to help make videos together. Everyone is saying that it has not been updated for a long time"

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"Can Leke take me to McDonald's? I'm a little hungry now."

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"Le will take me to see the aquarium, right? As Le said, there are many things in this world that I haven't seen. If possible, I hope to go and see it with Le."

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"By the way, I recently wrote a song called "Do you want to listen to music?" It was specially written for Leting. I originally wanted to use this as a gift from Yaole, but I suddenly fell ill, so I couldn't finish it. I haven't seen Le all the time, and Le seems to be avoiding me these two days."

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Tianhai Zhixue's words pierced into the heart like an ice pick.

Did she forget about her playing the piano that night before?

In fact, it was because she hurt her before that she got sick. She forgot many things, including what happened that night, right?

Ugh.
Sakakihara didn't know what to do at this time, so she had to borrow Tianhai Qimingyue's body and reach out to touch her head.
Yuki is very well-behaved.

After being touched on the head, he also closed his eyes and relaxed his whole body like a kitten.

Sakakihara Raku suddenly felt that the pain in her stomach was not so painful anymore.He said:

"July has been taking care of you for the last two days, right? Although the time is short, how does Yuki feel about July?"

"Xiao Qi is very good! He will also take me out for shopping, but he also wanted to be happy to come with everyone, but Xiao Qi refused."

Sakakihara smiled and continued to touch her head: "It can be seen that Yuki also likes July very much."

"Xiaoqi often touches my head like Le, and hugs me to sleep. Now Le is very similar to Xiaoqi."

"What's wrong? Suddenly in a daze."

"...No, even Xiao Qi is like Le."

Tianhai Zhixue shook her head, for a moment she couldn't tell whether it was Tianhai Qimingyue or Sakakihara Raku.

Or more like a combination of the two.

They are all good people.

"July, you are really good to Yuki, right?" Sakakihara asked again.

"Ah."

July.
Sakakibara knows that there is actually a bit of a pure purpose in taking care of Yuki in July.

The purpose is to make Yuki give up liking her later, so that the old man will follow suit.

Mingming Zhixue likes July's care so much. The purpose of this care is not simple.
This makes Sakakihara feel that everyone is using Yuki's innocence.

It seemed to be deceiving her pure heart.

"Xiao Qi still wrote something in Le's handbook."

"Write it to you in the manual? What did you write?" Sakakihara asked quickly.

"Le wait a moment."

Tian Haizhixue got out of bed with bare feet, she came to the desk, gave the life manual with the guitar pattern to Sakakihara Raku, and then turned to the last page for him to read.

Sakakihara Raku fingered the page and saw the handwriting of Tianhai Qimingyue.

It clearly says:

[In the future, no matter what happens, you can come to sister Qiyue for help]
This sentence stunned Sakakibara for a long time.

He thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't figure out why July was like this
July, why write this on it?
Logically speaking, isn't her purpose of taking care of Zhixue impure?
Why do you want to write such a condition that is completely unfavorable to her?
If Shuo Zhixue doesn't want to give up, then isn't this sentence completely restricting Qiyue?

July will never break the agreement.

Because she herself hates people who break their promises.

As long as she writes it down, she will definitely do it.

Sakakibara reclosed the "Noyuki Life Manual" and asked Tianhai Zhiyu to put it back for safekeeping.

While thinking, he waited for Tianhai Qimingyue to come back.

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dong dong.

After knocking on the door twice, "Sakakibara Suzu" came back carrying several meals in plastic boxes.

Even five dishes and one soup, meat, fish and vegetables, everything is available.

She came to the bedside, took out these things, and complained in a tone similar to Ah Ling:

"Really, how can I take care of you two like a nanny, obviously I haven't eaten yet. Eat quickly, lest the food get cold."

To be honest, Sakakibara was lying on the bedside, feeling like Qiyue was her own mother.

Although she is now using her older sister's body.

"Hey Xiao Qi~~"

"I know, I know, I'll feed you later."

"Sakakibara Suzu" looked at Sakakihara Raku on the bed while unpacking the lunch box:

"Is it better?"

"It's better."

"Is there a lot of bleeding? If there is a lot, go to the toilet and change the sanitary napkin first."

"It's okay, it's just not that refreshing."

"Then go and change the sanitary napkin, if not, I'll teach you how to put it on."

good july
Sakakihara is still a little unaccustomed to it.

It's like a worried mother taking care of two children.

Sakakihara Raku came down to the toilet with the help of "Sakakihara Suzu".

This time, July didn't let him blindfold him. Instead, he took out his usual sanitary napkin and said directly:
"You can watch it if you want, but I advise you not to watch it."

".Which big man wants to see himself bleed. But why doesn't Qiyue suddenly want me to be blindfolded?"

Tianhai Qimingyue tore the packaging of the sanitary napkin, "I couldn't accept it at first. But, since you are under my supervision, I agree, you can watch it if you want."

"July. You know I don't like to beat around the bush sometimes."

"." Tianhai Qimingyue was quiet for a while, "The main thing is to remember what you looked like in the afternoon."

"The thing about you being gossiped about?"

"Yes," Tianhai Qimingyue replied, unpacking all the sanitary napkins, "According to the current perspective, although you are being gossiped, in my opinion, you are angry because of me, because I And in the early days. Seeing you angry just because I was said a few words, how can I say this, I feel a solid feeling in my heart, I feel that I am cared about and loved."

Sakakihara was also a little quieter, "No wonder you made so many jokes at that time. It turned out that you were just hiding your feelings."

While Tianhai Qimingyue pulled down the other party's shorts and fat times, she reached out and raised Sakakihara Raku's chin, signaling him not to peek with dead fish eyes.

Sakakihara heard something like tearing.
"I'm actually very complicated myself. I obviously don't care about these things, and I obviously don't want to be cared about, but I still can't help being touched after seeing you make a move for me."

"July!" Sakakibara suddenly lowered her voice, "It's not that you don't want to care about Qiyue, right?"

"No," Tianhai Qimingyue flatly vetoed, "I really don't need to care, I don't care about those gossips. You look at me pitifully, but in fact that's just what you see from your perspective."

"Then why do you feel touched in July? Isn't it?"

As Sakakihara Raku was talking, his voice stopped abruptly.

"A certain person is really an idiot, insisting that I explain everything clearly? I just got a feeling because 'you' did it for me."

July
The meaning of July is very simple.
Now she really doesn't need much care, she has also learned to endure loneliness
Only in herself, only when she acts for her, will she be touched, and she will feel something in her heart.

If you want to ask why, it is before she consolidates her own psychological defense. She has already walked into her heart.
In other words, the emotion in Qiyue's heart was something that belonged to her long ago.
Himself, has already walked into her heart.

It's special, it has a unique status.
These words, these emotions conveyed from her soul.

It made Sakakihara Raku's throat sore.
"Fall in love with me again?"

"Then it doesn't feel like you are the one who has always taken care of me the most in July"

"Oh, let my sister hear this, she will definitely cry for a month."

".I'll try to be as flat-um-"

"Seven Bright Moons in the Sky Sea" suddenly raised its head, and grasped its hands tightly.

"Wipe your blood, don't use my body to make that strange sound."

"...it was a knee-jerk behavior."

"Not even subconsciously."

"By the way, your body is usually so sensitive in July? You just touch it a little—"

"Sakakibara Suzu" covered the opponent's face with a clean sanitary napkin, and said viciously:
"Stop talking nonsense to me."

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An angel one second, a demon the next.

There is an unexpected contrast.

The key is that Qiyue still uses her sister's face.

After Sakakibara glanced at her secretly, she really couldn't help but want to complain.

How can there be such a strange thing in the whole world!

Tianhai Qimingyue threw all the used garbage in the trash can, and said directly:
"Okay, put your pants up for me. Now I don't have time to talk to you about love. You only need to know that I didn't sleep with you last time, and I don't even want you to look at me casually. Body, I think you are not qualified enough to do it."

"Then, how do you qualify? To control the Tianhai family, or to have more money and status?"

"These things will improve you, but for me it will make you go further. So I don't care about that."

"Can you tell me directly?"

"So you want me to go with me?"

"It's definitely not, I just want to make you happier. Also. It's really weird that you said this with Ah Ling's face in July."

"Heh, it's ironic enough to say this sentence from the mouth of a scumbag."

"You said that in July, but in fact you don't want me to give up Liuli completely, do you? Even Zhixue."

Tianhai Qimingyue suddenly looked at the face that belonged to her, and frowned:
"Just now. Yuki showed you the manual?"

"Yes, I saw what you wrote in July. Why did you write that? Or did I guess right."

Tianhai Qimingyue pondered for a long time, then shook her head, "I don't know either, but according to my heart, I don't want to deceive Zhixue, because she didn't do anything wrong. At the same time, I also sympathize with her experience, because after I really got to know her, I Only then did I realize that she and I are essentially the same."

"July, you want me to love them all?"

"Did I say that?"

"No, so I'm just guessing."

At this point, Tianhai Qimingyue has no intention of chatting anymore.

She directly called Sakakihara to go out for dinner, and she went out first.

Looking at her back, Sakakibara could only see countless contradictory emotions on her body.

The love I want to have exclusively, the love I can't part with my sister, the love I want to save, the love that had the same unfortunate childhood as myself
If Zhixue's emotions were used, wouldn't she become another Bertha?
If you completely give up on your sister, then the previous feelings towards her were all false?

All kinds of love and emotions are intertwined, making July itself very contradictory.

Even more so with her emotions.

Sakakihara Raku couldn't guess how her emotional path would be chosen in the end.

However, there is one thing he can be sure of.

If July becomes a mother in the future, she will be the kind of mother who will love her children very well, right?

Will understand children, will love children
Only by having a good childhood can we avoid the complicated situation we are in today.

Everyone, in fact, is the child who lacks love and wants to love others.
(End of this chapter)