About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 404 Music. Let me go home.
Why is everyone in the living room?

Out of curiosity, Tianhai Zhixue carried her schoolbag and stayed in the entrance, stealthily grabbing the corner of the wall, poking her head out cautiously to see the people who were talking in the living room.

Dad sat on the biggest sofa with a serious and prim expression.

"There is no room for negotiation, let Zhixue go home."

"Grandpa, you need to—"

"Is there any need to go on?"

Amami Soichiro directly interrupted Sakakihara Raku, making him choke back the words he was about to say.

"The things that should be said were discussed clearly yesterday. You don't need to use that set of arguments to convince me. She only has that kind of feeling for you. On the premise that this feeling can't be achieved, why, why don't you let her go , while you plan to maintain a relationship with Qi Mingyue, you also have any unclear relationship with her sister-in-law?"

"of course not."

"Words never work and I will never allow that to happen."

Sakakibara was unwilling to do so, and tried her best to explain: "Isn't Grandpa's expectation that Zhixue's condition will improve? As long as she stays by our side—"

"Can it get better? That's just the premise that you are willing to respond to her feelings, but what's the current situation? You don't want to respond to her, and you put her by your side while knowing what you think, do you think, That's possible? Don't forget who she is and who you are.

"Boy, remember, it was you who chose to abandon her, not me forcing her to go back. Or do you want her to stay by your side and be rejected again and again when she expresses her love for you? Can you handle it well?" The relationship between you and Qi Mingyue and her?
"The last time you were on a school trip, Zhixue's condition relapsed. I heard Xiao Zi said, isn't this caused by you kid?"

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The old man's last sentence left Sakakibara speechless.

He could refute one or two of the above, but the last one is indeed true.

But the actual situation was even worse than what the old man had imagined in his mind, because the relationship between himself and Zhixue was indeed very ambiguous.

It even made Qiyue and Liuli angry about it
If I put Zhixue by my side again, can I really take care of her again, and let her let go of the liking for him?
Sakakibara admitted that she was very happy to be with Yuki.

But what I have to admit is that I will never be able to handle the relationship between myself and yuki well.

After getting along for so many days, she really likes herself.

Even though she was told countless times not to be so close to herself, she would still choose to come and be in touch with herself because her inner emotions could not be released.

Every day when I wake up and go to Yu Zhixue to get up, I can see her tightly hugging the white cat doll I gave her
This serious lack of sense of security, coupled with the fact that Hawaiian Zhixue played the guitar for herself, doesn't it mean that Zhixue treats her feelings?
Zhixue has crossed the line with herself, so Qiyue won't be angry about it?Liuli won't be angry about this?
Amami Soichiro stood up, with a look of lack of interest, "I have discussed enough gossip, and I have given you enough time for you to convince me, but the reality is that you can't handle Yuki's feelings at all. As for Zhixue, I can tell you very clearly, you either accept it, or don’t pester her endlessly, you will cause the least pain to her if you let go now, otherwise you still let her stay by your side, accept You are kind to her, and she will only suffer from it for the rest of her life."

Tianhai Jiuliuli tried to say: "Then grandpa should also consider Yuki's wishes, if she is not willing—"

"I've made it very clear. If you don't let her go and let her stay by that kid's side, she will suffer for it for the rest of her life."

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Even if everyone is unwilling to leave Yuki, but this is the only fact that can never be refuted.

Amami Zongichiro didn't speak anymore, but when he got up to leave, he turned his back to everyone and said "I'll come to pick up Zhixue home this Saturday, you guys get ready.", and then left.

When her father walked towards the entrance, Tianhai Zhixue hid in the open kitchen at the corner ahead of time.

Then he watched him and Yingbo leave.

She didn't hear a few words clearly.

She just knew that everyone was discussing herself, and then enjoyed her father's words, and became more and more uncomfortable, and she could say less and less
Le. I feel uncomfortable again because of myself
This is what she saw with the naked eye.

And this time it's not just Le, Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu all feel uncomfortable because of this.

Tianhai Zhixue knew that because of what happened a week ago, Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu were angry.

Le got in touch too intimately. And did things that shouldn't be done.
Le, and Ling, are all very uncomfortable, right?
Because of myself, I can't apologize to Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu. I have to accept punishment
It seems that this is not the first time that I let Le do this
Amami Zhiyuki peeked out from the open kitchen to see, Sakakibara, who was sitting on the sofa and fell silent, felt inexplicably uncomfortable.
*
night.

The rainy season is still going on.

Tianhai Zhixue sat alone on the big bed in the room, quietly looking at the white cat doll in front of her with both hands in a daze.

Seeing this white cat doll, she could always think of the smile Le showed to herself when she came to visit her in the hospital.

"Here, this is a gift from Zhixue."

Le said so, and smiled to himself.

Amami Zhixue looked away, put down the doll, and picked up the "Life Manual" written by Sakakibara Raku for her.

There are many words on it, and there are many messages and exhortations written by him. There is a big exclamation mark behind each particularly important regulation.

Tianhai Zhixue reached out and touched the words and handwriting on it, as if she could see him speaking in front of her eyes.

Le. Always smile to yourself
always be nice to yourself
I always take myself to see a lot of novel things.
Tianhai Zhixue stared blankly at the note in his hand and thought for a long time. He thought of the picture of Le carrying himself up the mountain, of Le helping him finish processing the video, taking pictures of his back with a smile, and of Le finishing frying for himself. Image of looking at yourself eating and then smiling after ice cream.
She was thinking, Mingmingle is so good, but why, she still feels inexplicably uncomfortable in her heart?

She doesn't understand.

Tian Haizhixue piled up all the things Sakakibara gave her neatly, then quickly walked to the room next to Suzu, and found Sakakibara Suzu who was still memorizing the animation script.

"You mean, if my brother treats you well, you will feel uncomfortable?" Sakakibara Rin sat in front of the computer and took off the noise-proof earphones.

"Hmm." Tianhai Zhixue nodded her head.

"Well, it's normal because I thought so too."

"Has Ling thought so too?"

"Yeah," Sakakibara Ling replied and pinched her chin with her fingers, facing Amami Yuki who listened obediently, ". Sometimes, I would think, why does my brother treat me so well? For no reason Yes, he cooks for me and washes my clothes. I usually ask him to pour water for me. Whenever I encounter something, he will let go of the previous things and come to comfort me."

"I don't understand."

"It's right if you didn't understand! Because this is the reason. In fact, the reason for this idea is very simple. Because we ourselves have never paid him anything in return."

"Return."

"Yes, it's the return. Yuki, if you like someone, it means that after he treats you well, you will want to repay him and make him happy. It's the same as your usual mood of 'wanting to be happy'! "

"." Tianhai Zhixue listened patiently.

Sakakihara Ling continued: "Recently, my brother is a little sad, because he has done something wrong recently-I won't mention this. Yuki, you see that he is unhappy, and you have nothing in return for him. Can you help him?" If you do anything to him, little Yuki, you will naturally feel uncomfortable."

"Then, Suzu, what are we going to do?"

"It's not easy, do what makes him happy!" Suzu Sakakibara suddenly covered her mouth, "Wait. I seem to have told you this before."

".But if you do that, you will be unhappy with Le, and Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu."

"Hahaha~ This, don't mention this. If you want to ask me other things that make a certain guy happy, I can't tell it myself. Because he doesn't actually need us now."

"We don't need us."

When Sakakibara Ling said this, her complexion also darkened. She was silent for a while, and then she raised her head with a forced smile, and said to Amami Zhixue:
"...Do you think he still needs us now? He is injured, and Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue are taking care of him. When he is unhappy, he has Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue to comfort him. What are we? When he is unhappy, how can he take turns?" Until we make him happy?"

".What about giving a gift? If you give a gift, Le will be happy."

Sakakibara laughed to herself, "Yuki, I just said that it's our turn. It's always better to give charcoal in the snow than icing on the cake. The opportunity and position have already been occupied by Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue. Do you want him to place too much affection on you? It was impossible for him to betray Jiu Liuli and Qi Mingyue with a single gift.

"That one week hahaha~ It's actually possible, but Yuki knows the actual situation, right? Jiuliuli and Qimingyue are at the top! Logically, he can't betray those two."

".That is, nothing can help Le"

"Yes, I can't help him, and I can't give him that kind of emotion. It's fine if I don't cause trouble."

"It's fine if you don't cause trouble."

After Tianhai Zhixue heard Sakakibara Suzu's inadvertently emotional words, she muttered a few words in her heart.

"Today Yuki will sleep with me, how about it? Anyway, you can't find my brother, hehe, just sleep with me~"

"Yes." Tianhai Zhixue did not refuse.

"Let's go, let's take a shower together!"

"Yeah." Tianhai Zhixue didn't even care where Bell's hand was placed when they were taking a shower together.

She just kept repeating the words "causing trouble" in her head.

Trouble.
Trouble.
Le, recently seems to be very unhappy because of himself.

Xiaoqi and Xiaojiu are both
They are very good to themselves, blow their own hair, and take care of themselves
Are these not troublesome?

seems to be
From the first day I arrived, I occupied Le's room.

Later, because he didn't know how to edit videos, Le took the time to learn editing.
Later, he fell in love with Shang Le, which made Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu unhappy again and again.
Everyone seems to be taking time out to take care of themselves
Obviously I got nothing in return
I feel so sad.
I don't want to make Le unhappy, and I don't want Xiao Qi and Xiao Jiu to be unhappy.

In the bathtub, Amami Zhixue suddenly asked Suzu Sakakibara across from her:

"bell."

"Ok?"

".Like music, will it make sister Liuli and sister Qiyue unhappy?"

"Ah? This is not a matter of course? You like the person they like. The person you kiss and hug is also the most important person in their hearts. Of course you will be unhappy, or what Yuki did a while ago .Why does my brother write a review and apologize to them. Of course! This is not to blame Yuki, I am also at fault."

"Ling, will Le accept me?" Tianhai Zhixue buried her little head underwater, gurgling and spitting out blisters.

Sakakihara Suzu immediately observed Amami Yuki's expression, she didn't expect Yuki to ask such a question.

The girl who used to just stare blankly at the sky.

I also have feelings.

The more I think about it, the more I feel that someone is an asshole. Giving people affection gives a warmth that no one has ever experienced before.
Now he doesn't respond, or even refuses.

Although he did nothing wrong, he was an asshole.

Sakakihara Suzu wanted to comfort Yuki as much as possible:
"Well, I can only say that my brother must still be reluctant to part with you. By the way, hasn't grandpa come here several times recently? Grandpa probably wants to take you home. My brother is negotiating with grandpa."

Tianhai Zhixue looked at the water in the bath.

She did not speak.

I just thought over and over again in my heart, the fact that my own existence caused trouble to Le and Xiao Qi Xiao Jiu.

because of dad because of myself
*
A Tuesday morning approaching June.

Sakakihara held her head, looked out the window at the rainy season that had been falling for a whole month, and was still thinking about how to persuade her grandfather to let Zhixue stay.

But just as grandpa said.

I can't handle Zhixue's feelings towards her. She has an emotion called "like" towards herself.

As long as this emotion exists, Zhixue, Qiyue, and Liuli will never be at peace.

The big oolong that happened a while ago has also touched the bottom line of July and Liuli.
In the conflict of thoughts that was difficult to clear, Sakakihara got up on time and started to prepare today's breakfast and the bento that everyone wanted to eat at noon.

After a busy day, I went to everyone's room to wake everyone up.

What makes Sakakihara Raku feel strange is that today's Yuki didn't stay in bed like Suzu, but got up by herself.

She also wore her school uniform, although the collar of the shirt inside was crooked, the buttons were misplaced, and her hair was still messed up.
"Why did Yuki get up so early? Can't sleep?" Sakakibara specially helped her turn over her collar and smooth her hair.

"."

What's even more strange is that Tianhai Zhixue didn't stare blankly at herself as before, but lowered her almost expressionless face, avoiding sight with herself.

Sakakihara felt a little strange, but didn't ask much, and ate breakfast with everyone as usual.

Wait until breakfast is over.

Sakakihara Raku gave everyone their lunch boxes.

Ling, Qiyue, and Liuli accepted it normally. Only Zhixue just looked at the bento box he was about to hand to her, but didn't reach out.

The other three had already gone to the entrance to change their shoes and prepare to go to school. Only Sakaki Hara was still in the living room, looking at Yuki who was very strange today.

"What's wrong?" He tried to ask.

"Le." Tianhai Zhixue finally raised his head and looked at him with those bright and beautiful eyes.

"What's the matter? Looking at me like this, I don't think you are very happy to eat breakfast today. Could it be that you ate it again?" Sakakihara smiled and joked with her.

"Can I like music?"

"."

This is, confession.

Sakakihara Raku understood the way Yuki looked at her in an instant.

Why... pick at this time?
It was abrupt and hurried, but Amami Zhiyuki's eyes made Sakakihara Raku have no way to avoid it.

Regarding this question, because of the reason for arguing with grandpa, he has asked it countless times in his heart.

"...Of course, but Yuki has to understand, I can't respond to you."

Tianhai Zhixue lowered her eyes and became dull, ".I like Le very much. Le has done a lot of things that people like. If possible, I want to travel with Le and eat McDonald's together. Let's see more together. In the aquarium, I want to stand quietly beside Le, watch Le hold my hand, and listen to Le introduce me to various sea fish. Video. Even for dinner, I want to sit with Le to eat delicious food and study homework together.
"Le, you have done a lot of good things for me. I have experienced many good things. I like Le very much. I like Le very much. So I don't want to embarrass Le at all, and I don't want Le to be unhappy at all. I'm happy. I don't want to make sister Qiyue and Liuli who are good to me unhappy. Everyone is a very good person. Only me has caused a lot of trouble for everyone. Doing wrong things makes everyone unhappy. Happy. Feel uncomfortable”

Seeing her like this, Sakakihara felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

When yuki talked about this, he also thought of the time he spent with her
The girl's naive and clumsy appearance seemed to appear in front of her eyes again and again.
"Why did Yuki say these things? Didn't Qiyue and Liuli accept Yuki's apology?"

".I'm sorry. Le. I'm really sorry."

Sakakihara Raku: "."

Tian Haizhixue lowered her head, she silently took out a notebook with a small pattern of guitar from the small waist bag that she always carried, she held it with both hands very cherished, and then very slowly, with hesitation and Reluctant to give up. Quietly handed it to Sakakihara Raku.

Sakakihara Raku saw the large characters of "No Snow Life Manual" written by himself on the cover of the notebook, and it was hard to express his feelings.
Afterwards, he saw the girl raise her head again, staring at him silently with those clear eyes full of apology and avoidance:

".I'm sorry. Le. Let me go home."

(End of this chapter)