About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 433 After reconciling with Liuli, it was an ambiguous time
"Take it."

"thanks."

Tianhai Jiuliuli held the fruity milk tea he handed over with both hands, and while feeling a little warm in her heart, she noticed Sakakihara Raku's expression at this time.

He didn't have the kind of gentle smile he would return when he looked at him in the past.

He also didn't stare at him for a while, and then he would follow with concerned inquiries.

——compared to the past.

Tianhai Jiuliuli felt that Sakakihara Raku had really undergone some completely different changes.

Strolling on the bustling commercial street, drinking milk tea slowly, Tianhai Jiuliuli was a little distracted by the noisy surroundings.

"Is it the milk tea that doesn't taste good?"

Sakakihara Raku's sudden question made Tianhai Jiuliuli slow to react for a second. Her lips left the straw and looked at him deliberately, "No, it's quite delicious."

"So what is Liuli thinking?"

"Um"

Tianhai Jiuliuli feels that he still understands herself as well as before, although she is only distracted for a moment, but he still pays attention to her.

"Ask me if you have any questions. Now I'm still by your side and I can explain."

"Well."

Tianhai Jiuliuli made some preparations, and then asked her own question, "I always think that Le Jun has changed in the past few days. It's a very strange change. I can't say I hate it or like it. .I want to understand what exactly this change is."

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Sakakihara did not immediately explain her question, but walked forward silently, and after pondering for a moment, asked, "Liuli, have you ever had your own dream?"

"what?"

"There is no need to ask. I, like you, Liuli, lack the so-called dreams. In fact, I have asked myself countless times, there are so many different dreams in the world, and what kind of existence is the person who can find these dreams? .”

Sakakihara paused.

"I am a person, to put it to the extreme, I can't even answer what I like to eat and what I like to play. I can immediately think of what others expect me to do-A Ling wants to eat curry beef, Zhixue I still need my tutoring for homework, and Liu Liyi also needs me to accompany her to play games today, and I will try my best to accompany her when she needs a sense of security in July.

"Doing what other people expect makes them happy, and it's so easy for me to be around. That's how I've lived in this world for a long time."

it's wired.

Obviously, Le Jun's tone was very indifferent, but Tianhai Jiuliuli could read an inexplicable sense of exhaustion in his expression.

"My life comes from the approval of others. I take care of my family as much as possible and hope to get love back. What I like is the feeling of being cared about and recognized for my actions."

Sakakibara stopped and looked at Tianhai Jiuliu beside him:
"Obviously, this is how Liuli recognizes me. And because of my actions, I will generate more emotional feedback. Therefore, I especially like to recognize my Liuli you in this way."

"What's the matter, isn't it?" Tianhai Jiuliuli didn't understand the meaning of Sakakihara Le, "Isn't there a mutual recognition and support between lovers?"

"There is nothing wrong, but from the beginning, this kind of emotion itself does not belong to me, and needs others to give back. If there is no such feedback, then the root of my doing things will no longer exist. This involves one of the most important issues - dependence Is the way of life of others correct?"

Is it right to depend on other people's lifestyles?
Tianhai Jiuliuli repeated the question in her heart, frowned, and pondered for a long time.

"...Incorrect." She looked over and replied.

Sakakihara smiled: "Why does Liuli think it's not correct?"

"Because we can't guarantee that the person who has been given can give the correct emotional feedback, just like a mother"

Tianhai Jiuliuli's tone dropped a little.

"Even if I have a good idea of ​​satisfying my mother, my mother is never willing to pay attention to the most important relationship between us."

Sakakihara immediately took her words, "That's it, Liuli, we can't guarantee whether the recipient has always recognized us. If the person we put our infinite trust and affirmation in chooses to deny us, then we ourselves, will we also be rejected? Negative?"

Le Jun's words are a bit theoretical
But Tianhai Jiuliuli has a deep understanding, isn't that how her mother chose to deny herself?
It was really hard during that time, and I was devastated, feeling like my whole life had disappeared.

Thinking about it this way, Le Jun was considered a substitute for his own mother at first, right?
Because he is willing to care for himself, and after he paid for himself and he chose to forgive himself, he really fell in love with him.

Standing on the side of the street, Sakakihara Raku noticed Tianhai Jiuliuli's ever-changing expression, "Do you understand Liuli? Why did I suddenly have such a change?"

"It seems to understand."

Tianhai Jiuliuli frowned, she seemed to have grasped the point, but she didn't seem to, "Can Le Jun explain again?"

Sakakihara didn't refuse either, and while continuing to go shopping with Tianhai Jiuliuli, she continued:

"This actually depends on your own experience, Liuli. At the beginning, Liuli chose to trust me completely, and to the point where she believed unconditionally. But after the accident when you were hospitalized, Liuli's feelings for me are actually not the same as before. Humble."

Tianhai Jiuliuli asked: "Are you waiting? No one owes anyone?"

"Well, this is what I said before. This means that you, Liuli, are already independent, and it also means that you don't need to be completely attached to me. You still choose to continue to associate with me, but you just like the time spent with me. Not humble."

Tianhai Jiuliuli nodded again and again, "It seems that this is really the case. Now I don't seem to have such heavy feelings as before. I can also joke with you, Le Jun, and blame you as a girlfriend."

Sakakihara laughed:
"That's what I mean."

"Then the reason why Le Jun chose to change is actually to allow himself to obtain feelings similar to independence? Don't want to be restrained anymore?"

"Smart, Liuli."

"Hmph, I won't be very happy if you praise me!"

"The more you emphasize one thing, the more often it will only prove that its reality is its opposite."

Sakakibara stretched out her right arm to Tianhai Jiuliuli, she just pouted slightly when she saw it, and then took advantage of the situation to pull it up.

"It's just that I was not so willing to go to this point at the beginning."

"Huh? What does Le Jun mean?"

Sakakihara smiled and didn't explain much. He looked at Tianhai Jiuliuli, who was holding his arms and drinking milk tea, who looked like a little girlfriend.

"What are you looking at, Mr. Le?"

"What are you looking at? Of course, it's Miss Liuli's lovely girlfriend's attitude."

Tianhai Jiuliuli hugged his arm even tighter, hugged him, and stared at his chin, "Why is there no smile at all, don't you like it?"

"I like it, of course I like it. A tall, long-legged girl like Liuli is especially nice to hug."

Tianhai Jiuliuli immediately knocked on his head in dissatisfaction, "I just reconciled with you, so what nonsense are you talking about?"

"Liuli doesn't want me?"

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"In no mood?"

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Tianhai Jiuliuli was at a loss for words for a long time, and then replied a little evasively, "Of course I do. But I feel that you guys have been very bad recently, so I don't think about you too much."

"Just think about it, be careful."

"From the bottom of my heart, you guys have really gone too far in the past month! If you want me to say, I should be angry with you!"

As Tianhai Jiuliuli spoke, he became angry and hit him on the shoulder with his fists.

"Tell you to ignore me on purpose, tell you to accept gifts from other girls on purpose, and tell you to say those exaggerated words!"

Sakakihara laughed again: "Liuli, there is a saying in your grandfather's hometown. Hitting means kissing and scolding means loving. Has Liuli heard of it?"

"Then I really love you to death Lejun!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli beat him dissatisfiedly for a while, and the unhappiness in the past can be regarded as the past.

"To be honest, Le Jun, I don't even trust you now."

"Why don't you trust me? You explained so much before, Liuli, you don't think it's a betrayal. Where does this distrust come from?"

"Sweet words! There are girls around you all day long!"

"So it's these, then Liuli, do you think those girls are comparable to you?"

".I'm not so self-deprecating! But as far as the status in your heart is concerned, I still have confidence."

"Isn't that what it is?"

Sakakihara Le stretched out her hand, hugged Tianhai Jiuliuli's soft waist, and pulled her to her side, "Liuli, you think so, why do you care about those people? They are just little girls who like to watch me play basketball, even if Because of my appearance, I have a crush on me, do you think I will give up Liuli for her?"

Sakakibara lowered her mouth to the girl's ears, "They, you are not as good as Ruri, and you are not as beautiful as Ruri. Don't you think so?"

"...This, this is true."

Although it was just some simple words, once Tianhai Jiuliuli was praised in this way, it would become limp, as if it had melted.

Not only will the waist and legs become soft, but even the body will become shy in the arms.

Then if you praise her again, she will blush and use a voice that seems awkward and coquettish, and whispers something like "I hate it, don't keep saying these things".

Tianhai Jiuliuli is just so praised by him, he looks much more handsome in his eyes
"It's been a long time since we've had such close contact."

"Huh? Well, that's right."

"Liuli, do you still remember what we would do when we were in love?"

"How, how?"

Tianhai Jiuliuli and him are a little shyly close, right now on the street?
If you hug yourself like this, people on the road will definitely see it.

She was thinking about these things in a daze, and didn't respond to Sakakihara Raku's question for a while.

"Isn't it just kissing, hugging, and then rubbing back and forth in Le Jun's arms?"

"Then are you going to do this later?"

".No, no, this, this is a bit."

"what happened?"

"We just reconciled, and we can't let Qiyue know about it. After she knows, she will definitely ignore me."

"So, now Liuli and I are considered to be in an underground relationship? Shouldn't this be cherished?"

When Tianhai Jiuliuli heard this, he panicked, even though he didn't do anything special.

"Here. This is not allowed on the street. There is no one kissing in the street."

"How about going to the car? I just happen to take you back."

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Tianhai Jiuliuli met his gaze with a slightly froze expression on his face, and after he smiled, he thought that this guy was going to kiss her just after reconciliation, and he was angry and slightly expectant
Then, he decisively hit his head on his shoulder, and kept the same posture until he returned to the sports car.

"Is it alright now?"

".Who, who said that?"

Back in the car, Tianhai Jiuliuli sat in the co-pilot, her face flushed at the moment, and she looked up at him.

In fact, Sakakihara also did something to her, but took her back to sit in the sports car, and then held her hand.

"By the way, Liuli and I have experienced so much? Are you still shy because of this kind of thing?"

"Who said no? You still want me to sit on your lap."

"Then come?"

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Seeing Tianhai Jiuliuli hesitate, Sakakihara Le kissed her quietly before she could react.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was astonished, he didn't expect him to be so proactive.

The girl subconsciously covered her lips that had just been kissed.

". Le, Le Jun?"

"Liuli actually doesn't have to worry so much. Didn't you always feel unhappy that I stayed with Qiyue? Now, Liuli has a great opportunity right in front of you."

"...I won't fall for such a crude aggressive method."

Tianhai Jiuliuli's eyes dodged, but Sakakihara smiled and said nothing.

Although, although, although there are ten thousand thoughts in my mind now, I don't want to admit that he smiles very nicely.

But I just vaguely felt that he smiled very nicely.

I even subconsciously think that those girls who watched him play basketball were also attracted by his face?

Although, although I hate to admit it
but it's. very handsome
Sakakihara kept his expression on.

Tianhai Jiuliuli already fully understood that this guy was just using his liking for him to intentionally open up and wait for him to be caught.

it's abominable
"First, let's talk first! This is your initiative. I just follow the trend."

"Of course, Liuli can say whatever she wants."

After getting his response again, Tianhai Jiuliuli moved her position, moved to his lap, and sat face to face.

Sakakihara Raku put his head on the headrest of the chair, raised his head, and faced Amami Jiururi who was sitting on his lap in front of him with a shy face.

Then, watching her look a little aggressive, she took the initiative to bite her lips.

The sweetness that fills the whole body even temporarily paralyzes the brain.

Tianhai Jiuliuli's kiss was full of initiative, and when she kissed back, she would bite back more enthusiastically.

Up and down, up and down, back and forth, full of her thoughts of wanting to possess herself.

Sakakihara could clearly feel that she was angry.

"Still jealous?"

".That's not it?"

"Would you like to kiss for a while?"

".Of course, the current Le Jun can only be mine."

Sakakihara Raku felt the lingering taste between her lips and teeth, opened her eyes again, and saw Tianhai Jiuliuli whose head was slightly bigger than her at the moment.

Before he even opened his mouth to speak, Tianhai Jiuliuli kissed his lips again.

Holding her delicate waist with both hands, her body temperature also rose sharply.

"Do you want to go to the hotel? Take a shower and have an ice cream by the way?"

"Hmph, you have a good idea, and you can only reconcile after talking about it."

"I thought Liuli could no longer control herself."

".It's just to enjoy it more while July is away. I'm not stupid. My anger at you hasn't completely disappeared yet, so let's take it too far."

Sakakihara held her soft body in her arms, "It's understandable."

"It's quite comfortable to rely on. When does Le Jun plan to reconcile with Qiyue?"

"July?" Sakakihara didn't show much expression, "I can't decide what she thinks."

"But--"

"Okay, Lucy."

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Seeing this, Tianhai Jiuliuli felt a little sad in her heart.

Has the relationship between the two reached this point?
Le Jun, what are you angry about in July?

(End of this chapter)