About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

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silence.

The morning sun gradually seeps into the room, casting a dreamy light blue on the walls.

How many days and nights in life have you been like today, lying on the head of the bed, holding your head in your hands, staring blankly at the dim ceiling above your head at dawn?

Sakakihara himself can't remember clearly.

But he clearly remembered when it started, and he no longer looked forward to the arrival of a new day.

When I was young.

I and my sister are always hungry.

Every day I have to endure the peculiar smell in the old house, the cockroaches climbing in every tiny gap, and the mice eat the cheapest and cheapest specials.

At that time, the housing was not good, the food was not good, and the clothes were not good.

But when I wake up every day, I always have infinite longing, infinite expectation, and even infinite longing for the future and tomorrow
Tomorrow, it will be even better.

I, one day, will make my mother and sister live a happy life.

The house is not comfortable to live in, so I will buy it.

If the food is not good, I will cook it.

I don't have enough money. I will earn the expenses for life and study.

All of what I've done, all of this, for one and only one reason - they need me.

I am depended on by my family, I am depended on by my family, I am believed by my family.

This strength, this faith to persevere even if it is hard work is the person who needs me from childhood to adulthood, and provides me with warm motivation.

However, I don't know when to start.

Things are getting more and more complicated.

I started to get tired of coping, I started to be powerless, and I started to be exhausted and couldn't go back to the past.

More people started to need me.

Need me to be responsible, need me to fill their emotional wounds
When I see their miserable past, which is as pitiful as I used to be, I can't help but feel soft-hearted, and I always want to give them some care.
Because of this, I feel more and more powerless in the process, and various contradictions that are difficult to choose come one after another.

And because of the past and the experiences and emotions that have arisen between them, it has become even more difficult to choose and choose.

And for this, made many undeniable mistakes.

"Ah hoo."

Sakakibara closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and got up, dressed and washed as usual.

Staring at his almost lifeless face in the mirror, he wanted to try to smile, but it was difficult to squeeze out another smile no matter what.

It's also hard to like it any more.

"happy."

Sakakibara immediately turned her head, and smiled lightly at Amami Yuki who just appeared at the door of the bathroom, "Good morning, Yuki, are you up?"

"Well," Tianhai Zhixue nodded lightly, "Today has a very important game, so I can't sleep well, so I got up early."

"Are you confident in today's game?"

"Have!"

"Hmm. That's good."

Sakakibara reached out to touch her head again, and at the same time touched the missing piece of hair on the back of her head.

"Come here, let me brush your hair."

Tianhai Zhixue took another look at him, and after being quiet for a while, nodded, "Okay."

Sakakibara asked Amami Yuki to stand in front of her, picked up the comb, and gently ran down her beige-dyed long hair.

Tianhai Zhixue quietly looked at the person who was combing her hair behind her.

"Are you happy?"

"Unhappy? Why both you and Ling say that."

"Yes. I feel in my heart. Le seems very tired."

"Are you tired?"

"That's how it feels."

Sakakihara went to her room and took out the big white flower that he gave her. When she came back, she pinched her hair and gently clamped the buckle under the white flower between her hair.

"What's the matter with me? Compared to before, I don't need to make breakfast, lunch, and dinner every day. You and Bell will also try to wash clothes by yourself. Compared to before, I should be more relaxed." .”

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Tianhai Zhixue listened silently, always wanting to try to refute his words, but couldn't find anything to refute.

"Does Lele know what's happened to my sister in July? I've also talked to her a lot recently."

"I know," Sakakihara Raku's voice didn't sound a little ups and downs, "In addition to reading alone and practicing basketball with you, she just goes to her company every day. It's good, she has her own things to do. "

Tianhai Zhixue turned her head in front of him and raised her head:
"Sister Qiyue doesn't seem to be very angry with Le. Shall I try to talk to Sister Qiyue to help Le?"

Sakakihara put his hands on her shoulders:
"I know that you are kind, but Zhixue, if you talk about it, it will only make your relationship with her more awkward. This is unnecessary, you know?"

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"And after such a long time, Qi Mingyue's attitude is also very obvious. She let go, and no longer pinned her dreams on me. She began to choose to focus on herself, whether it's interests or career. So there's no need for Yuki to bother her anymore."

Tianhai Zhixue wanted to say something else, looking at the person in front of her who was still smiling at her:
"But. But I always think that Le is not as bad as sister Qiyue thinks now. Le has always been very good. I want to help Le try to explain, help Le talk."

"It's not necessary, Yuki, she has a bad impression of me, which is good. As I said just now, she is such an excellent person, and she will start to focus on herself at this time, and her life will be much better than in the past. "

".happy."

"Okay, okay," Sakakihara laughed again, "Don't you have an important basketball game today? What about winning the championship? Although it's just a sports festival, it's not a brave move forward for you. Does your effort prove it?"

"Well, it's very important."

"Do you believe in yourself?"

"I believe it! I also believe in Ling, and Liuli Qiyue Tian is them."

"That's good. Since you're going to work so hard today, how about I make you breakfast?"

"Okay! Thank you Le."

"Hmm, no thanks."

Breakfast is just some simple fried eggs, fried bread with butter and hot milk. After eating these after many days, Ah Ling kept saying that they were delicious.

While eating, she said, "My brother's fried bread suits my taste", and she ate until her stomach was completely full.

The same is true for Zhixue.

"It's so fun to eat, how about you work harder on the field?"

"Come on? Humph~ I absolutely promise, [-]% effort!"

"That's good."

Urge the two of them to put on their school uniforms and bring their jerseys to school. At ten o'clock this morning, their game will officially start.

Sakakihara Raku arrived at the gym early and joined their team.

Yuki, Suzu, Tanno, and Tianhai Qimingyue are exchanging information and discussing today's tactics.

In the eyes of Sakakihara Raku, they get along harmoniously and steadily.
"Are you free after the Liuli Sports Festival?"

"Le Jun. Why are you asking this? Going out on a date?"

Sakakibara closed her eyes, "That's right."

".What do you mean? A date is a date. If you ask me to go out, of course I will go."

"Well," Sakakibara responded, and then asked another question, "Recently, Liuli seldom comes to me on her own initiative."

Tianhai Jiuliuli was not stupid, so he listened carefully to the meaning hidden in his words.

Since the relationship between the two is not unfamiliar, she directly asked:

"Le Jun is because I didn't take the initiative to cling to you recently, so... angry?"

"No."

"Absolutely angry. No wonder I feel that you are a lot colder recently. When you just reconciled, you even offered me a kiss or something."

"No." Sakakihara replied in the same way, "I won't be angry with Liuli, on the contrary, I want to satisfy Liuli's inner wish."

Tianhai Jiuliuli's eyes narrowed slightly, and he instantly understood the meaning of his words:
"Le Jun. Are you willing to take me there?"

"After all, it's my promise to you. After the sports festival is over, it's summer vacation. This time period is pretty good. Although it's still a while before you participate in the competition."

"Le Jun is so embarrassed to say it! Didn't you say before that you would practice piano with me, and then go to the piano competition next year? Has Le Jun practiced piano recently?"

"Yes, I will practice when I find time."

"True?!" Tianhai Jiuliuli was happy in his heart, because it meant that he still remembered what he had said to him.

"real."

"That's good! It's a deal. After the sports festival is over, you will take me to England to see Maple Leaf Avenue."

"The premise is that you and Zhixue and the others win the championship together, and then I will only take you there."

"definitely no problem!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli agreed so happily, and 5 minutes later, Tianhai Qimingyue called her over, ready to start the match.

Sakakihara Rakuta took a look at the five people in front and retreated to the auditorium.

The competition was more intense and exciting than imagined.

Tianhai Jiuliuli's struggling to grab the basket; Tianhai Zhixue and Sakakihara Ling's active attack; Tianhai Qimingyue examines the situation, even though his physical strength is weaker than everyone else, he can still send orders when he gets the ball. A stunning pass.

The one that has changed the most is Tianhai Zhixue.

Originally, she liked to stay in the corner and had no sense of presence, but at this moment on the field, she became so dazzling.

She is constantly galloping across the field, even if the opponent is much taller than her, she can play with the enemy players with almost overwhelming speed and clever movements that she has cultivated recently.

The score went from 40:50 all the way to 53:57, and it got closer and closer
"bell!"

"okay!!"

She and her teammates echo each other, take care of each other, and pass the ball continuously.

With the cooperation of a few people and Tianhai Zhixue's outstanding performance, the score once reached the opposing team's 65 points, our team tied with 65 points, and the situation fell into a state of anxiety.

However, with only 5 minutes left in the second half, considering the height difference between the two sides, there is little hope of tying the score.

"bell!"

Tianhai Jiuliuli grabbed the rebound and quickly passed the ball to Suzu Sakakihara, who was in the best position.

Suzu Sakakibara held the ball and sweated profusely to dribble it towards the opponent's basket.

However, the opponent's return to defense was too fast, and the game time was too long, and she was exhausted. Before she had time to run two more steps, the opponent's center suddenly snatched the ball from her hand, and after a few seconds, she ran in. within the three-point line of one's own basket.

"It's over"

The opponent's center forward is the tallest player. With that height and strength, if he wants to stop him, he must let Tianhai Jiuliuli play, but this is impossible now, because Tianhai Jiuliuli has been restricted by the opponent's two players. will give each other a chance.

Combining all the above conditions, the hope of reversing the situation is already slim.

However.
Just when she was thinking this way, the sudden appearance of Sakai Chienno made her eyes shine.

She leaped so hard that Chiteno Sakai almost lost her balance in the air, using her fingertips to force the opponent's ball to change slightly when it was thrown.

The trajectory has been changed.

The ball. Under everyone's eyes, it spun around the basket and then fell straight down.

good chance!
Everyone in the team had the same idea in their minds.

Tianhai Jiuliuli was the first to react. She tried her best to break through the defense of the two. Under the obstruction of the two, she jumped with all her strength, ahead of the opponent's center, and slapped the basketball to the left.

"July!"

"Sister July!"

Of course, the opponent will not sit still and change direction to defend the moment the ball flies out.

Tianhai Qimingyue heard the voices of the two, and immediately ran, and the moment the opponent was about to touch the ball, she slapped the ball out of the three-point line.

Tianhai Zhixue caught the ball steadily outside the midfield.

She gathered all her strength and ran quickly on the court like a bolt of lightning, taking the ball straight to the opponent's basket with precise dribbling, and her momentum was unstoppable.

One, two, three. The opponent's defense is constantly being breached.

When reaching the enemy's center forward, Tianhai Zhixue suddenly made a disguised movement, and the ball passed under the opponent's thigh.

When the enemy center was stunned, she accelerated her sprint, passed through the opponent's double-team like lightning, and came to the three-point line.

"yuki!"

Tianhai Zhixue stopped suddenly, holding the basketball in both hands, and then she jumped up high.

The ball came out of her hands.

The beautiful trajectory is indescribable and indescribable.

The basketball leaping up. Surrounded by several pairs of hands leaping at the same time, but still unable to reach the end point that this arc can reach.

With only 3 minutes left in the second half, Tianhai Zhixue officially won the match point under the attention of the audience.

That awe-inspiring leap seemed to take her directly past her past self, and she was always striving to move forward towards the unknown and distant shore.

"yuki!."

"yuki!."

"yuki!."

Not only the class cheerleaders organized by Fujino, other classes and other grades are also spontaneously shouting her name.

"Awesome! Yuki!" Sakakibara bell excitedly rushed over to hug her, screaming.

"A perfect shot." Tianhai Qimingyue also said something sweating profusely after approaching.

"Great!" Tianhai Jiuliuli smiled happily.

"Yuki-chan. That's amazing!" Sakai Chieno said happily.

Several people covered in sweat gathered together and clustered together.

Sakakihara Raku saw Amami Yuki who was surrounded and praised by everyone in the auditorium, and because of this, she smiled from the heart, and she couldn't help but smile.

It's really grown up.

"It seems that Xiao Le only smiles from the bottom of his heart at this time." Tian Haizi stood in the same row with him, with one arm crossed over his chest, looking at his profile.

"very happy?"

"Ah, very happy."

"Xiao Le, you are obviously stronger. If you win the game, more people will praise you. Why do you feel that you are not as happy as you are now?"

"Auntie, you need to know that for me, the happiest thing is not what I have gained. It is that the people around me have undergone changes that have never happened before, and the other party has gained joy and a new life through this change."

Tian Haizi looked at her younger sister who was surrounded by everyone in the arena, and her face was full of joy, "However, Xiaole Yuki's outstanding performance is not because of her own hard work on it?"

"Yes. It is also because of her own efforts that she can achieve such outstanding results today. My influence is actually minimal."

Tian Haizi was even more surprised, "Then Xiaole, why do you look so happy?"

"Because she started to have her own path, aunt. She understands that the joy does not only come from me. She herself has also experienced the beauty of life in other places, and more people who make her feel important.

"She started. Learned to grow on her own."

There was constant applause in the gymnasium, but Tian Haizi stared at Sakakihara Raku's focused side face, and fell into a deeper thought.

She recalled what Ruri, Qiyue, and Suzu had said to Sakakihara Raku that she had said.

Like, observed something.