About the fact that I accidentally turned my sister into a cripple

Chapter 466 Tianhai Zhixue Wants to Be With Mother Qiyue

Clean this up.

At home is basically always the task of Sakakihara Raku.

I remember when my father ran away and my mother started to work part-time multiple jobs, he took the initiative to undertake these housework.

Day after day, year after year.

After a long time of cleaning, it becomes a habit.

"Aren't you tired of having fun?"

The end of the holiday is coming to an end, in the dog days of summer, Sakakibara is busy cleaning the house.

The floor-to-ceiling glass windows were difficult to clean, so Sakakihara put a bucket by his side.He stood on the small bench, reaching out to wipe the dirt from above.

Amami Zhixue sat quietly on the sofa, put her hands on her sides, tilted her head, and looked at the busy Sakakibara.

"Obviously it's finally Saturday, and Le's vacation is only after work."

"Even if you are on vacation, you can't be idle."

Sakakihara Raku wrung out the dirty rag, looked up at the floor-to-ceiling windows illuminated by sunlight.The city outside the tall buildings was distorted by the heat wave.

"If these things are not wiped, they will become moldy spots that are difficult to deal with after accumulating for a long time."

"Le, aren't you tired?"

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"Le should be very tired."

Sakakihara Raku sighed helplessly, "Yuki, you've already asked me this question five times!"

At the moment, Qiyue and Liuli are still cleaning the bathroom and corridor.

Zhixue just wants to help.

But she was a bit clumsy, and she always forgot where she put things, and the more she organized, the more messy she became.

Sakakihara was happy just now, so she simply let her sit and rest in the living room.

This is very good.

Can.
After that, she always looked at herself with that eager look, and kept asking herself if she was tired.

This caused Sakakihara to feel a little guilty.

Are you isolating her?He left her alone to rest and turned a blind eye to her pleas.

This will not work.

Seeing that the glass in the living room was almost wiped, Sakakibara wrung out the rag, washed her hands again, and came back to sit beside Tian Hai Zhixue.

"Ahem, yuki."

"here I am."

The girl's long beige hair fell behind her shoulders, her eyes were fixed on her, she looked quiet and cute.

The big white flower that I handmade for her seems to have become an accessory that Yuki will definitely wear every day.

Sakakihara reached out and grabbed a chocolate candy on the coffee table, unwrapped it, fed it into his mouth, and asked with a smile:

"How is yuki's recent status?"

"Very good." The voice was very small.

"What about the illness? Is it still serious?"

Tianhai Zhixue shook her head, "The doctor said that the condition is very good recently, they just need to exercise less, but I can do the cleaning! Let Le and I do the cleaning together."

Sakakibara selectively ignored her next sentence, "Doctor? That's right, you still have to go for regular checkups because Suzu accompanied you?"

Tianhai Zhixue nodded.

Facing her sincere little face.

Sakakihara suddenly remembered the problem she faced with Qijiu recently. That is, she didn't care enough about them.

Qijiu didn't care anymore.

Isn't yuki even more so?
Did I really neglect her?

As a result, I even forgot about her going to the hospital for an examination.

Wait, count the days carefully, yuki is going to the hospital today, right?

Due to Yuki's personality, she likes to stay quietly. When everyone is talking, she can't interrupt, and she doesn't know what to say.

This made her have little sense of existence among everyone, and she was easily left out.

After going back and forth, Sakakihara Raku felt a little more distressed facing her long-term gaze.

He reached out and touched the girl's head.

"What has Yuki been doing lately?"

"Practice music, make videos, play games with sister Liuli and sister Qiyue, and occasionally go out to play basketball."

". How are you doing?"

"very good!"

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Although she replied like this, Sakakihara Raku didn't quite believe it.

The reason is that she looks at her eyes.

Admiration, anticipation, liking. I have all these emotions.
What is yuki looking forward to and thinking about now?Sakakihara felt that the way she kept looking at her made her point clear.

He smiled helplessly and said, "Why don't we continue cleaning the balcony together?"

"it is good!"

Tianhai Zhixue stood up immediately, as if waiting for him to say this, she quickly went to the place where she had put her things just now, holding a broom and a dustpan.

"Yuki, you forgot your apron."

"apron."

Tianhai Zhixue looked down at the clothes on her body, then hurried back to find the apron.

When she came back, the apron was already on her body, but the knot at the back was not very good.

Sakakibara asked her to turn around, re-tied the lace of her apron, and tied her hair again.

"Le, let's clean together now!"

"It's just cleaning, what are you looking forward to doing?"

"Because we can be together with Le."

As soon as Tianhai Zhixue spoke, he carried the broom and dustpan vigorously, and took Sakakibara to the balcony.

Enthusiastic enough to make Sakakihara feel a bit unlike her.

The balcony outside the living room is relatively large, and there are flowers and plants brought back by Sakakihara Raku in the past. There is also a small sink here.

There is already a lot of moss under those flower pots, and there are some mildew spots where the moss extends, which is more troublesome to clean.

Tianhai Zhixue cleaned the dirt on the corner of the wall, and swept the floor. Sakakihara Le was wiping the balcony with a rag, and occasionally saw her clumsily wiping the sink with waterproof sandpaper, so she smiled and went to tell her what to do In order to save effort.

With two people together, the efficiency is much higher.

Halfway through, Sakakihara found Tianhai Qimingyue suddenly standing in the living room at some point, quietly looking at the two people outside.

July?Sakakihara Raku was a little curious about the sight of Qiyue at this time, he looked back at Amami Zhixue who was in a serious state, then opened the glass door of the balcony and walked inside.

"Is the bathroom almost done?"

"It's almost there, my sister is spraying detergent, and I have to wait an hour before continuing to clean."

Sakakihara stayed on her expressionless face for a few more seconds. She also tied up her hair during the cleaning today, the same ball head.

He caught a bit of July's strangeness.

". Just now, what were you looking at in July?"

"Wan Zhixue." Tianhai Qimingyue replied decisively.

Sakakihara looked back at Xue Zhixue again, not understanding, "What's wrong."

"Look at her serious look."

Tianhai Qimingyue didn't have many words, but the look in her eyes at Yuki clearly showed that there were many words in her heart that she had not yet said.

After a moment of silence, she suddenly sighed and said:

"During this period of time, I have been thinking about the relationship between us. I don't know if you feel, brother, that the relationship between me and Zhixue has become much weaker than before."

"It's impossible," Sakakihara said.

Tianhai Qimingyue shook her head, "It's okay if it's both sides, but the problem is that Zhixue still treats me as good and likes as before, and she still has guilt towards me. Her feelings for you are even more subtle and cautious"

"July, you feel it too." Sakakihara looked into her sky blue eyes.

"Don't you happen to see it now? Just because you can clean with her, you are very happy and enthusiastic. How can I not understand? During this time, you have been cold to everyone, and my sister and I can feel it. Got it. My sister and I can still get some responses, but Yuki just needs you to stay with her for a while."

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What I said in July is so heartbreaking.
Zhixue's emotions are so small that just cleaning up with her for a while can make her happy for a long time.

And her heart is always sincere, sincere and free of distracting thoughts.

Sakakihara was silent.

Tianhai Qimingyue also closed her eyes, "It's very contradictory. I obviously can't accept your feelings being shared, but I feel worried about Yuki's current situation. I remembered what you said before, and you are right. The past me and The current yuki has so many similarities, I see my own shadow in her - the idea that I want her to be happy also comes from this."

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It's not easy for Sakakibara to pick up on July's words.

July has been very conflicted.
She obviously wanted to save the "July" in the past, but because her feelings for herself were too deep, the two ideas had irreconcilable contradictions.

She could neither tolerate her own betrayal, nor could she bear to see Zhixue suffer forever.

Sure enough, people are always complex and multifaceted.

Sakakihara suddenly remembered something.

"Why don't you take Yuki for a checkup in the afternoon of July? It just so happens that she's going to the hospital for a checkup today."

Tianhai Qimingyue understood what he meant, and looked over, "You have to understand that what Zhixue is most eager to accompany her to have a check-up is that you used to visit her when Zhixue was sick. In a state of anesthesia and coma, but still shouting your name."

Speaking of this, Tianhai Qimingyue was silent for a while when she saw Tianhai Zhixue outside who was still trying to wipe the sink.

"I don't know if you still remember Yuki's mother's diary?"

"remember."

"Grandma, what she missed most during that time was the unborn yuki. She was worried that she would lose a lot of emotion because she didn't have a mother, and she told grandpa to treat her better when yuki was born. You know the result later. , Grandma passed away, and the family more or less blamed Xue who knew nothing."

".That's true. Yuki's autistic personality is somewhat disliked by her sisters, right?"

Tianhai Qimingyue acquiesced in this answer, "It can be said that for Zhixue, the only things that cared about her in the first half of her life were the few words in the diary left by her mother. important reason."

"Zhixue's liking for guitar comes from this."

Sakakihara heard something wrong with Qiyue's tone, "Qiyue, what are you saying all of a sudden?"

Tianhai Qimingyue sighed and said:

"I don't know if I have been affected by something. Recently, I have been having dreams about 'mother'."

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This is July and she wants to be a mother?
"I dreamed about Bertha, and I also dreamed about my grandma whom I had never met before. Needless to say, my mother's impression of grandma came from Zhixue's diary. You also know that my relationship with Zhixue Xue is the same age, and we had not grown up when grandma passed away, so for me, grandma is more of a mother figure."

Sakakihara Raku: "The one left for Yuki, the last diary?"

Tianhai Qimingyue nodded:

"What was written in the diary were what grandma wanted to say to Zhixue when she was pregnant. She knew that she would probably be gone, so she wrote her blessings to her little daughter in advance in the diary. She told her to be brave , I hope she can find her own happiness in this world. Even if she is gone, her mother will always smile in the sky and watch her grow up."

"Then what? Does this have anything to do with your dream in July?"

Tianhai Qimingyue continued:
"Recalling the words of mothers who care about their children, I had a very strange dream. I dreamed that my grandma was in the sky, looking at the snow all the time, but there was no smile in it. She watched her grow up alone. She grew up alone, her family didn't care about her, her grandfather didn't pay attention to her, and she was so confused that she was at the age she is today. It was hard for her to find someone who could really take care of her and care about her in life. This person .but still had to leave her."

Sakakihara did not speak, but listened patiently.

"This dream has always conveyed a picture to me - if you, brother, leave completely, grandma will see the snow from before again, then she...how uncomfortable it must be."

After patiently listening to July's words, Sakakihara couldn't answer.

"So, what do you want to do in July?"

Tianhai Qimingyue replied naturally:

".I think that since I have accepted Yuki's status quo, I shouldn't treat her with the attitude I had back then. I treated her so well before, but I treated her more or less coldly because of those things. I I think, no matter what, I have to let Yuki's guilt towards me go away."

The relationship between several people is really awkward.

There are too many things and emotions entangled in twists and turns.

But in any case, now that Qiyue has this heart, it means that there is hope for her and Yuki to return to their previous state.

Sakakihara Raku remembered one more thing.

"July, do you feel that Zhixue has nothing to do?"

"You mean planning?"

"I'm already a high school student, shouldn't I have any plans for the future? I still remember when I was in the second grade of high school, didn't I submit a volunteer to the school? Everyone wrote it, but Zhixue didn't."

Tianhai Qimingyue thought carefully, "That's true. But doesn't Yuki like playing basketball very much?"

"She just treats basketball as a hobby, and has no lifelong pursuit of it."

"music?"

Sakakibara laughed, "That's right. In fact, our band was quite good last time, but there is a problem. We are all busy with our own affairs, and we don't have time to accompany Zhixue to create this band during this time."

Tianhai Qimingyue understood what he meant, "You mean, since you don't have time to accompany her, why don't you let her find something to do by herself?"

"That's it. My thoughts are related to Suzu. It just so happens that Suzu has been an idol trainee recently. How about we take Yuki over there to see?"

It is related to music, and at the same time, it is in line with the characteristics of yuki, a little lonely, who likes many people's attention.

Hmm. It is indeed possible.

By the way, speaking of A Ling’s idol, I haven’t seen how she is doing.

Just took the time to see how Ah Ling is doing.

Sakakihara then told Amami Zhixue about this idea, and Amami Zhixue naturally nodded blankly.

Then I heard that today's inspection is to go with her in July.

There was more joy in her eyes.

Sakakibara Raku could clearly see this feeling from the side. Didn't Yuki's look mean that she always wanted to be with Qiyue?

(End of this chapter)