The barrage said, I am the final villain in the game

Chapter 55 Do you want to see the stars (two in one)

After the awards ceremony, Lynn received an invitation from Erin.

Coincidentally, he also wanted to ask Irene to help investigate the intelligence about Wilmot, so he happily went to the appointment.

Around dusk, Lynn came to the commercial street in the college.

Like most schools, things in the Rhine Academy are much more expensive than outside, but because most of the students here have no concept of "need to save some money" about money, and the recently held With such a lively event as the freshman competition, the commercial street is still overcrowded.

Perhaps it was because the award ceremony had just ended and the news had not yet spread completely. Lynn strolled in the commercial street, but he did not receive any strange attention. Instead, he received many senior sisters full of indescribable Meaning wink.

Following the address he received, Lynn managed to find the open-air cafe located on the edge of the street but with a good view. At the same time, he saw at a glance that just sitting there and doing nothing, he could become a coffee shop. The girl in the spotlight.

Hearing the sound, Irene raised her head slightly, greeted the waiter, handed over the menu, and then gently said hello to the boy seated opposite her.

"Good afternoon, Mr. Champion."

"Good afternoon, Irene." Lynn didn't care about the ridiculing title behind him, he just smiled and said, "I'm deeply surprised by this invitation, so what's the matter?"

"What's the accident?" Irene raised her eyebrows and said, "Is it only for you to find me, not for me to find you? Or, I have to ask for something before I can ask you to come out and meet me reluctantly. ?"

"Not really. If you really want to find me, you can do it at any time. Even if you just sit here and wait until it gets dark, and look up at the stars side by side, I have no problem." Spread your hands and say, "So, shall we order a cup of coffee and drink it until dark?"

Erin gave him a fluttering look: "Okay, you're right."

She suddenly restrained the smile on her face, propped her arms on the table, folded her hands, supported her chin, and put on a very serious look.

Then, she asked softly, "I want to know why you said that when you were just on stage."

Lynn said calmly: "In the process of the game, I was always the one who was not optimistic, but I succeeded in winning the final victory. At this time, if I don't give them a little counterattack, I can't teach them to respect. The truth of every opponent."

"That's not what I said." Erin pointed to herself and said, "I mean, in your words, why did you bring me and let others notice my existence?"

Without waiting for Lynn to answer, she said again: "Of course, I don't mean to blame you, in fact, I don't hate this feeling, I can even say I like it, but I'm just curious, why do you do that? Do."

"You can use me as a label that you use as a contrast to set off your excellence; you could have made them look surprised, envious, and all those eyes that can hold you up high on you alone. , but instead of doing that, you shared it with me."

"This kind of behavior has caused a gap in the radiance that you should have been bathed in, a huge piece of the praise you should have received, and a crack that should not have existed in what should have been born perfectly. Can't even get any benefit from this behavior at least, I can't think of any benefit."

Irene asked in confusion: "So, my dear fiance, can you tell me why you do this?"

This is the first time Erin has taken the initiative to question Lynn's actions.

Because, she exhausted her life's wisdom and thought about all possible follow-up events, but she still couldn't find any place that benefited him from what Lynn did.

But in her understanding of Lynn, the latter was never someone who would do whatever she thought of, and never think about the consequences. Instead, her pursuit of the benefits of the consequences was more than her own. Nothing less than.

Therefore, Irene didn't understand Lynn's behavior very much, but she didn't want to let go of this incident that she couldn't grasp, so she was extremely eager to know why Lynn did this.

So, there is this invitation and problems.

Facing Irene's doubts, Lynn only whispered.

"You just said that if you want to find me out, you don't need to look for a reason. Similarly, there are some things that don't need a reason. If you want to do it, you just do it naturally."

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Erin didn't speak, just stared into Lynn's eyes.

After a while, she asked very seriously: "There is really no reason?"

"really?"

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These, it was Lynn's turn to be silent.

After a long time, he spread his hands and smiled.

"Well, there's still some reason."

"If you talk about the cause, it's really hard to explain, because before I came on stage, I didn't prepare any speeches at all. Those words were also woven after I took the stage. There was nothing about you." He said softly, "But after I saw you in the audience, it jumped out naturally, so I added it."

"As for why I want you to share this brilliance too"

Lynn thought for a long time before continuing: "I remember when we were very young, we would exchange the new toys we got together, or talk about what we did today, and what troubles our father and mother encountered— We're always sharing stuff with each other, so maybe while on stage at the time, the body memory was accidentally triggered."

"That's different." Irene put down her arms and hid her clenched palms in the blind spot of vision under the table, "Sharing toys and exchanging information is because we can reap what we get from having new things, called 'Happiness' ', but did your behavior just now make you feel 'happy'?"

"No, no!" There was a rare slight fluctuation in her words, but they quickly calmed down, "because I can't give you feedback in the first place, and if I don't take the initiative to come to you, you even have May be caught in an emotion called 'lost' because of the lack of feedback."

"Probably speaking, the disadvantages of this matter far outweigh the possible benefits. You are a little lacking in consideration."

Irene raised her eyes slightly, and there was an emotion called disappointment in her eyes.

Originally, she thought that Lynn was one of the people most similar to her, because they all thought about everything with absolute rationality, and every step was a calculation in the most perfect direction.

Because of this, during this period of time, although Irene realized that Lynn was getting out of her control, she did not take any drastic actions, and even gave a certain degree of tolerance and permission to it-because she knew that, Keeping beasts in cages will only make them slowly forget that they have sharp fangs.

In fact, what she did did pay off, and Lynn was indeed developing in the direction she hoped.

But today, Lynn's reckless move disappointed her.

She was still thinking that the other party might have something more special to consider, but the answer she got was such an extremely "childish" impulsive behavior.

"Of course, this reason is just one of them."

Lynn's words made Erin look up again.

Hope once again rippled in her eyes, looking forward to his more rigid speech.

However, she didn't wait.

Lynn just looked at her quietly, without blinking, as if she wanted her to see something through the window of her soul.

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The girl realized something.

For the first time, when she looked at others, she shifted her gaze that was always proud of herself.

But the next second, she turned back.

"You can't think like that."

Lynn didn't speak.

Irene stood up suddenly, resting her palm on the table, looking down at him condescendingly, saying one word at a time.

"Absolutely, no."

Lynn still didn't speak.

"."

Irene took a deep breath, calmed down her gaffe, and left a sentence coldly.

"Lynn, I'm utterly disappointed in you."

Turning around, she stepped on heavy footsteps, passed through the place where the boy was, avoiding the waiter serving drinks, and staying away from the center of the crowd, preparing to leave the place where she had been disappointed.

However, when she put her hand on the fence door, she seemed to have lost her strength and couldn't push it open.

Irene stared at her hand in a daze, but she didn't seem to be really looking at her hand, but through her fingertips, she listened to what was connected, her own heart.

- I can't go.

-Why can't I go?

- There is no reason, just can't go!
- No, I need a reason for everything I do.

——But some things just don’t need a reason! !
- Fart, must have! !
——Then "I can't lose that, the general who was chosen by me, may step on the battlefield for me, and will return victoriously". Such a reason, is it possible! !

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Erin turned back quietly.

Lynn was still sitting there, staring blankly at the steaming black tea just served in front of him.

At that moment, she felt that her eyes seemed to be covered by magic, and she really saw the sadness in the boy.

Strong, turbulent, overwhelming.

Pantuo's influence seems to have implicated her, unable to break free, unable to extricate herself.

The girl slowly closed her eyes.

"pat-"

The teacup was picked up, took a sip, and put it down again.

Lynn raised her head slightly and looked at the girl whose face was calm.

Irene didn't look at him as usual, she just said, "Give me a reason. Why do you think like that to me?"

"Don't tell me anything like 'some things don't need a reason', maybe sometimes it does have a reason, but -- I don't accept that explanation."

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Lin En stretched out his hand to hold his own share of black tea, moistened his lips, and then turned his eyes to the side, looking at the green plants that had been sunburnt for a day and looked yellowish, and said.

"Perhaps, that kind of emotion is not overly overflowing, it's just that I feel very comfortable when I'm with you, and it makes me feel that the sun's blazing hot light that dries the grass and leaves the ground and falls on the ground seems to give it just the right amount of time. The warmth." He smiled suddenly, "Of course, it is also possible that you are too perfect. Whether it is the way you behave or the way you smile when you smile, you have satisfied all my fantasies about the other half."

he said softly.

"So, even if it was the light that fell from the sky, I would have thought of giving you a share right away."

Irene watched him turn his head under the setting sun. When those ink-like eyes overlapped with the afterglow, she suddenly felt that the world seemed to become colorful again.

The girl who lost the ability to meet people's eyes for the second time turned her eyes away again, but she didn't know where to put her eyes.

She looked at the flowers and plants and thought they were ugly; she looked down at the black tea, thinking it looked like a low-quality product; she looked up at the sun, but she forcefully snapped her gaze back.

She had no choice but to cast her gaze on the young man in front of her again.

I don't know if it was because she looked at the sun just now, but she always felt that he was glowing and hot in her own world.

At that moment, her voice jumped out before her brain could react.

"You just said that you want to see the stars, right?"

[nmd, wsm! 】

[Ambulance, my blood bag! ! 】

[You stand here and don't move, I'll move the Civil Affairs Bureau for you! 】

【sugar!Now it's candy!This is definitely real candy! ! 】

[Fake, it's all fake, I don't believe it, I don't believe it, bastard! ! 】

[Hehe, after the previous torture, I no longer believe that there will be sugar in this episode. 】

[No, no, no, this time, it was Lynn who took the initiative to attack, so there really isn't an inside story, right? ! 】

In the room, Lynn sat beside the bed, raised his head, and looked at the starry sky outside the window.

After a long time, he said softly: "Irene's judgment on me is not wrong. My every step is actually calculated towards a plan that is beneficial to me."

"On the podium, I did pull Irene in on a whim, but at the same time, I also thought about the possibilities in the future."

"A possibility that may pull her out of the range she is good at."

"The result is, I won." Lynn looked at the brightest star in the sky and whispered, "Eileen, she is a self-proclaimed perfect person, and in her perfection, there is emotion. , is an existence that will affect her own judgment, so any of her considerations will not mix personal factors into it."

"That's an advantage, and at the same time, it's a disadvantage."

"Because, once she falls into an event that requires the use of strong emotions, she will not be able to stand on her feet and fall into absolute passivity - and it just so happens that this event was initiated by herself."

"Before the game started, she tried to use 'tenderness' as a means to restrain me, but in fact, there was no emotion in that 'tenderness' - people, in the final analysis, belong to emotional animals. Words and actions that add emotion cannot arouse empathy from others.”

He said softly: "So, as I said before, her self-confidence will make her doomed to fail."

【? ? ? 】

[The war started again when I didn't know it? ! 】

[I knew it, it really is. 】

[Damn, bastard Lynn, give me back my candy! ! 】

[Wuwuwu, it turns out that such nice words were actually made up?Lynn, you return my feelings! 】

[Thanks to me, I shed a few tears for you who thought you were going to be abandoned at the time. I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it, Lynn, you are the one who really has no heart, even feelings can be faked and used to deceive! 】

Lynn did not continue to communicate with the barrage.

He just continued to look at the stars in the sky, as if looking at the stars at the same time at this moment, someone else.

In fact, he really wanted to tell the barrage people - a lie, you can't fool everyone forever.

The things that can deceive people for a lifetime are always the most real things.

Because it will be sad, and then, prompt people to lie to themselves.

But in the end, Lynn didn't say any more, and still looked up at the sky in a daze. No one except himself knew what he was thinking - maybe even he himself couldn't quite see his current state of mind.

After a long time, the stars in the sky were suddenly covered by dark clouds and could never be seen again.

Lynn also retracted his gaze.

Take a deep breath, close your eyes, and open them again.

What Irene hopes is that he will give up all the softness in his heart and become as strong as steel.

But he didn't like to do that.

He prefers to cover the warmest XZ in the deepest part of his heart with the thickest black cloth, leaving only a little bit exposed.

Because, the little guys left behind will not be his weakness.

but will become, his weapon.

"Although, it's a little tricky."

He murmured in a low voice.

"However, compared to victory, the pain in the palm is still acceptable."

--Bar?
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　Thank you for the reward of [-] starting coins from the big guy "_Tianji can't be leaked_", thank you very much! !

　　
　
(End of this chapter)