tokyo first love

Chapter 254 It's Too Late (Modified)

Hikaru Kurosawa froze in place, his thoughts in a mess.

Before his eyes, scenes emerged.

In the student guidance room, Miss Ninomiya said that in order to prevent her from being influenced by other girls and delaying her studies, she arrogantly agreed to him to go on a date.

At Shinjuku Station, Miss Ninomiya made her debut wearing a pair of rimless glasses, so beautiful that he couldn't help but be moved.

While riding the roller coaster at the amusement park, he took the opportunity to hold Miss Ninomiya's hand.

There are many, many more. In every scene of her, Kurosawa is fascinated and enamored. Her heart is pounding, and she is so sweet that she will laugh when she sleeps.

But at this moment, everything was broken.

Thinking about it carefully, such memories and scenes are probably also the strength that supported Miss Ninomiya until just now.

However, no matter how precious and sweet their memories were, what he did still deeply hurt Miss Ninomiya.

Even when it happened that Yuki was holding him, Ms. Ninomiya still maintained her rationality, did not make a big fuss, and kept her dignity.

Even in the dark, she still kept calm, trying to figure out the situation as much as possible.

Although she looks very strong on the surface, her heart is probably riddled with wounds by herself.

He completely ignored what kind of psychological preparation and construction Miss Ninomiya had done to muster up the courage to come up and kiss him.

It's ridiculous that he still had the idea of ​​"die or die" just now... Even if it's unfair, he really shouldn't have kissed everyone just now for the sake of fairness.

If he could do it all over again, even if he tried to find a way, he would have to evade this matter, and afterward, he would compensate Yuki and Mirai in private.

Because it's too cruel for them to watch them have intimate contact with other women.

Thinking of all the details just now, Hikaru Kurosawa froze in place, without responding for a long time.

"I'm sorry, it seems I was not helping."

Just at this moment, a small and apologetic voice sounded.

The word 'sorry' made Kurosawa react.

He looked sideways, and saw Sifengyuan Mirai walking to his side at some point, holding his arm.

Different from the calm and confident before, her little face was full of guilt and sadness.

"It's not your fault, it's just me."

Kurosawa came back to his senses, realized what she said, and shook his head.

How could she be blamed for this matter...Only himself, he didn't grasp the last chance.

Although he said so, in the heart of the future of Sifengyuan, after all, he cared about it.

She could tell that Kurosawa really liked that Miss Ninomiya, and that Miss Ninomiya's love for Kurosawa was already extremely warm.

This Miss Ninomiya not only looks aloof and mature on the surface... Even if she completely collapses, she still retains her dignity until the end, only crying and not making trouble.

It's hard to imagine what kind of psychological process she went through to show the expression just now.

"Brother Guang... I'm sorry, if I didn't let you kiss me just now, I'll be fine."

Ichinose Yuki also came up, holding his arm, feeling extremely guilty.

She shouldn't have been competitive just now, if she hadn't given up that head, maybe she wouldn't be like this.

As the saying goes, if you don't fight, you don't know each other. After the dispute just now, she has actually noticed...Miss Ninomiya only looks strong on the surface, but she is extremely fragile in her heart.

"Don't say that, it's not your fault, it's just me."

Seeing her pitiful and frightened look, Kurosawa shook his head, forced himself to pull himself together, and smiled.

"..."

Seeing his distressed bitter smile, Ichinose Yuki was very worried.

Sad emotions are contagious and make the atmosphere extremely solemn.

"Huh...it's okay, it's okay."

Realizing that the two girls were hurting because of him, Kurosawa took a few deep breaths and forced himself to speak.

He knows how to cherish when he loses it. He realizes how cruel it is to let a girl accept that he is a playboy. Facing Yuki Ichinose and Future Sifengin, he is also grateful and guilty.

Thankfully, they are for being with themselves.

What makes me feel guilty is that I have to compensate them more and more in the future for the harm that happened to them today.

"How can it be all right..."

Sifengyuan is a little anxious about the future.

Although she has never experienced it personally and cannot feel his pain, anyone with a discerning eye can see Kurosawa's sad and lost expression just now, how painful Ninomiya Chizuru's departure was to him .

"Brother Guang, why don't you catch up? Ms. Ninomiya shouldn't be far away now. If she is allowed to leave this time, she might really leave."

Ichinose Yuki also felt that this matter was very important, grabbed his arm and shook it, begging.

"As I said, I will respect her choice."

Seeing that they all wished to chase after them, Kurosawa took his hand out of their hands and reached out to touch the heads of the two of them.

As long as he still maintains the status quo, does not love only one person, is not a dedicated man, he is not qualified to keep him.

He has already realized very deeply that he really did something wrong this time and completely hurt her.

The cuts are constant, and the reasoning is still chaotic. If he insists on pestering him, it will delay Miss Ninomiya's life.

"Ok."

Sifengyuan future saw him say this, she touched her head in front of her, she raised her head and realized something.

As a bystander, she naturally felt that it would be better to keep this matter... but for the person involved, it is not that easy.

"Um……"

Kurosawa realized that she had given up and no longer forced himself to chase, and gave her a grateful look.

He really didn't have the courage to pursue it... because he had already tried it just now.

It's not that he didn't think about staying. At that moment, he was more eager than anyone else. He wanted to do something in order to ask for forgiveness and redress.

But Miss Ninomiya was completely hurt by him, and no matter what he did now, it was useless.

"But……"

As a girl, Ichinose Yuki felt that this matter couldn't just end like this.

"I am fine."

Seeing that she was still anxious, Kurosawa turned around and patted her head.

"Ok."

Ichinose Yuki looked up at him, then looked at the corner where Chizuru Ninomiya disappeared, and finally met the eyes of Mirai Sifengin beside him, and nodded.

"So nice."

Seeing her approval, Kurosawa rubbed her head and smiled.

"Let's go get something to eat?" Sifengyuan suggested in the future.

"Sorry, I don't have an appetite right now, can I be alone for a while?"

Hearing this proposal, Kurosawa smiled wryly.

Although he was indeed a little hungry, he was really not in the mood.

"Okay, but I hope that next time I see you, I won't have this expression again."

Seeing that he still made this request after all, Sifengyuan Future took a deep look at him and said.

"I try my best."

Kurosawa choked when he heard the words, he didn't have a mirror, so he didn't know what expression he had.
"What's your name?"

After receiving his reply, Mirai Sifengin suddenly looked at Yuki who was at the side.

"My name is Ichinose Yuki."

Facing this question, Xiao Yuki was stunned for a moment, and then responded.

"Ichinose Yuki, let's go."

Miku Sifengin considered the name for a while, remembered it, and waved, turned around and left Kurosawa Hikari's side.

"what?"

Hearing this request, Ichinose Yuki was stunned.

Walk?Where is this going?Brother Guang is so sad, it's time to comfort him.

"Leave him alone for a while."

Seeing that she still wanted to stay, Sifengyuan explained in the future.

There are two kinds of people's sorrows, one can be narrated, and the other cannot be narrated.

When girls face troubles, if they have girlfriends, they can usually talk about them.

But men are different, because every man is very strong, so he seldom pours bitterness on others.

In her opinion, Kurosawa's current troubles cannot be narrated... even if it is to anyone, there is no way to confide in it.

This matter is too complicated. It is not a work trouble, but a study trouble.

"oh oh."

Ichinose Yuki was stunned for a moment, looked up, saw Brother Guang's eyes, nodded, and acted obediently.

"Oh?" Hearing this response, Sifengyuan Mirai couldn't help but look at her more, and repeated in his heart.

Although she didn't have much contact with her, she always felt that this Ichinose Yuki looked stupid.

Immediately, they walked away, together with the maid.

Until they also left this place, Kurosawa looked at the empty eyes, then at the far corner, walked to the wall, and sat down.

"..."

He didn't say a word, just sat quietly, it didn't matter even if the long bow hakama suit dragged the floor.

Unlike Ninomiya Chizuru and Igarashi Ryuna who really left, at the corner on the other side, a head popped out.

Strands of flowing wavy blonde hair fell down, and Yuki Ichinose looked at Hikari Kurosawa with blue eyes.

However, before she could take a second look, she was dragged back abruptly.

"Why, I want to see if Brother Guang will cry."

Being forcibly pulled back by the shoulders, Ichinose Yuki was speechless and angry.

"Leave him alone for a while . . . do you really want him to cry?"

Sifengyuan Future stood aside, grabbed her shoulder with one hand, and asked.

"Yes."

Finding that she was not arguing with him, but was asking questions instead, Ichinose Yuki was stunned, but she couldn't start arguing anymore, so she nodded immediately.

"why?"

After getting this answer, Sifengyuan immediately couldn't understand her in the future.

"Because Brother Guang is crying, it means he is venting. If he keeps not venting and keeps negative emotions in his heart, he will not be able to get out of this matter."

Seeing that she didn't understand and didn't care, Ichinose Yuki explained to her.

When she was in middle school, she hid in her room and cried for a long time, and talked to her parents many times before she was able to come out.

For Brother Guang, Miss Ninomiya's departure is definitely much more painful than the bullying she suffered at the beginning.

"indeed."

Hearing this statement, Sifengyuan nodded thoughtfully in the future.

From the psychology she has read, people's emotions need to be vented.

If you have been suppressing and not venting, it is very likely to become a heart disease.

(End of this chapter)