Under one person, five blessings come to the door

Chapter 170 Accept Your Imperfect Self
Zhang Lingyu was silent for a moment, and she stopped carrying it at all. She also sat down there, looked at Li Chengzhen, and said slowly:
"The layman is willing to listen, so Lingyu will tell the truth. How we got to know each other is just like all kinds of stories in the secular world. Not to mention boring, but there is no disturbance. We just got to know each other so naturally."

Zhang Lingyu recalled.

"We haven't known each other for a long time. She is very beautiful, the kind of beauty that I am ashamed to describe, or charming. She is a different person. Her qi is born to arouse other people's desires, and this It is beyond her control, and she probably resists this ability, but there is nothing she can do about it."

"It's hard to say, but the first time I saw her, I was attracted to her. The reason why I was attracted to her was simple. She was a very sexy girl. When I first realized it, I was Pretty scary, yes, scary!"

Zhang Lingyu's voice rose unconsciously, but there was snow all around, and within a moment it was completely melted away by the howling cold wind, only Li Chengzhen could hear it.

"Why are you frightened?" Li Chengzhen was a little puzzled and asked.

"Because I am a descendant of the Zhengyi School and a disciple of the Heavenly Master, I should, like all the brothers and sisters, abandon distracting thoughts and concentrate on practicing. Even though I am a Zhengyi school who does not shy away from weddings and funerals, I should also like a dignified and virtuous person." Woman, how can she be ready to move because of her sexiness? This makes me feel unacceptable."

Zhang Lingyu's eyes were full of struggle.

"I know, what I just said is very irresponsible, and my thoughts are very awkward, but this is really reflected in me. Maybe I, Zhang Lingyu, are such awkward people, because this awkwardness not only hurts me. The state of mind also caused deep harm to that girl, obviously she showed enough courage to get close to me, but I didn't even dare to face her, what a coward!"

Zhang Lingyu sighed and continued:
"And what makes me feel the most uncomfortable is that obviously that kind of awkwardness, as long as I change my mind slightly, all problems can be solved, but I can't extricate myself from this dead end. I can't imagine it. If I have to admit it , how to face the master, how to face the brothers, how to face all kinds of criticism, and even how to face the thorn in my heart."

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Li Chengzhen shook his head slowly, this kid is a little too extreme, and he takes too seriously the so-called right and wrong.

"Master Lingyu, I am destined not to empathize with your thoughts, because I am a person who is good at accepting myself. Even if I fall into the mud tomorrow, I will think that I am valuable. This value comes from my heart. , so invincible and unshakable!" Li Chengzhen paused, "So I dare not say that I can understand you, and I can't give you an effective method and conclusion, because you know the method to solve the problem better than anyone else, it's just you I just don't want to face it."

"The shackles are always put on by yourself. Master Lingyu, your moral obsession is a bit serious. If a person can't accept his imperfect self, then he will be farther away from real practice, because as long as he is still a human being , it is impossible to achieve perfection, even limited by cognition, even imagining perfection is a luxury, does perfection really exist?"

As Li Chengzhen said, he took out his phone, opened the app called Bianyi, and searched for the word Zhang Lingyu.

There were dense search results on the phone. Except for a few information introductions, most of them were snapshots, photos, etc., and the evaluation was undoubtedly one-sided.

"Master Lingyu, look at this. This is the outside world's understanding of you. Through your daily words and deeds, the perfect you is shown." Li Chengzhen paused, "Handsome and handsome, with a spirit of immortality. There are extremely high attainments, the purest and the best, and can be piled up with many beautiful words."

"You are afraid of embarrassing Longhushan, you are afraid that you will not be able to become a perfect direct descendant, but there is no perfect thing in this world, just like your current dirty water, Yinzhi Shuihai, which is reflected in Journey to the West. A pig has always been a foul-smelling, foul-smelling unclean thing in people's minds."

"This pig is called Wu Neng. Those who understand what they do can do it. In fact, in my opinion, there is no such thing as precepts in practice. Precepts bind people, not practice itself. You say you are You can't get over the hurdle in your heart, but isn't it still the secular understanding that casts the hurdle in your heart? If you want to do it yourself, but fail because of some secular vision, it's like the behavior of a practitioner Is it? You ask yourself, if the old master is placed in your current position, what choice will he make?"

Li Chengzhen spoke very slowly, trying to make his words less sharp, but these words still made Zhang Lingyu fall into a deep silence.

"Master, how could it be possible to fall into emotion?" Zhang Lingyu muttered to herself, "Master, he is the leader of Zhengyi, and his practice is so much higher than mine, how could he be as embarrassed as I am?"

You just listened to the last sentence, the corners of Lee Seung Jin's mouth twitched and he sighed.

"Master Lingyu, what I want to say has already been said, and I have no intention of teaching. I just analyze it for you from my perspective. After all, a bystander knows clearly." Li Chengzhen shook his head, "I couldn't help but persuade You say, people should accept their true self, and that’s all for now, real people, please come back, I will definitely keep my mouth shut about this matter, and I won’t spread it to anyone.”

Zhang Lingyu sat blankly for a while, then stood up, without saying a word, bowed deeply to Li Chengzhen, turned around and jumped, and disappeared after a few steps.

Only Li Chengzhen was left sitting where he was, exhaling white air one after another.

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"Since you're here, there's no need to watch the fun there. If I'm an outsider, how can I stand up to my master's teachings?" Li Chengzhen didn't look back, but smiled helplessly, facing Kong Wu Snow land alone spoke loudly.

"Okay, Xiao Chengzhen," a tall figure slowly came out from the side, it was the old heavenly master, the old heavenly master seemed a little surprised, smiled, and continued:

"It's really not easy to see what my old man is hiding!"

"It's not that the younger generation has high vision. It's really that you are too old, Master Tian. Even if you restrain yourself perfectly, once you get nearby, the situation between the world and the earth will be completely one-sided and go in the direction of your old age. It just so happens that this junior has the skill of contemplating qi, now, it will be hard not to discover you!"

(End of this chapter)