Under one person, five blessings come to the door

Chapter 189
"To tell you the truth, I think I am a happy person," Xiao Zizai said happily, with a smile on his face, "I was born as a pervert, and my only hobby is killing people. The position of temporary worker gave me the opportunity and rationality to kill people. I think What kind of freedom and happiness is it to be able to do anything?"

"If it wasn't for the burden on me, I wouldn't need to do such unnecessary things. As I said before, I never feel that I am abnormal," Xiao Zizai shook his head, restrained his smile, "But if I think about it carefully, if I didn't bear these burdens, and didn't have this precious experience of Buddhist practice, I'm afraid I would have sunk into this kind of murderous impulse, just like an addict who would pursue stronger stimulation. .”

"So my current state must be the best state I can achieve on the road of my destiny. The rest is life, but if life is gone, how can I still be there?" Xiao Zizai paused, looking at Li Chengzhen said, "This is the so-called destiny. My master once told me that destiny is far less mysterious than what people in the world imagine. It happens naturally and silently, and it is also inevitable on the road of development. "

"Destined..."

"That's right," Xiao Zizai nodded, "All destiny must come from human nature. The so-called country is easy to change, but nature is hard to change. What kind of person he is will definitely lead him to what kind of path. This seems to be an inevitable coincidence, and most of those face-to-face and hand-to-hand matches are based on this principle."

"But a person's fate can be changed. The premise is that someone is willing to help you. According to Buddhism, someone is willing to save you. People who are cruel by my nature will definitely go to the abyss, but my master saved me. It gave me a new opportunity, a chance to go further, I have the road, I have happiness, I have life, so I am not unlucky!"

Xiao Zizai spoke very calmly, but Li Chengzhen listened, but felt a little embarrassed.

What he said was simple, curb his own evil nature, seek universal values, and embark on the path of an ascetic monk who restrains his own desires. How much willpower is needed to implement it?Li Chengzhen couldn't imagine it.

The desires he restrained are not those wants in normal life. The desires he restrains come from necessity, and only this kind of desire can be called nature. When people are hungry, they need to eat, and when they are thirsty, they need to drink water. It is equivalent to a person who has no food to eat. After years of practice in this way, one can imagine the suffering he has suffered.

Only those who have experienced hunger can know how painful the feeling of hunger is and how intense the test of will is.

Feel free!Where are you at ease?

……

"...Brother Xiao," Li Chengzhen sighed, "I understand your thoughts. In order to change the destiny, you want to cure this disease, but I have never been optimistic about whether people's fundamental nature can be changed, and Outsiders can't help in this matter, and the real decisive battle is still in my heart. All Bodhisattvas ascend to the ground, understand the truth, break away from self-attachment, and overcome the suffering of life and death. I wish you, Brother Xiao, to be really free as soon as possible."

Li Chengzhen looked at Xiao Zizai sincerely. He hoped that Xiao Zizai would succeed. A person of great kindness like him is rare, and there are very few people who can still persist in great kindness amidst great evil.

Xiao Zizai was silent for a long time.

"Brother Li, have you read the Heart Sutra?" Xiao Zizai suddenly asked a question that didn't match the lips of a donkey.

"I've read the Prajnaparamita Heart Sutra. After all, it's such a famous book, so I've certainly studied it." Li Chengzhen nodded, a little confused, wondering what Xiao Zizai meant when he mentioned the Heart Sutra?
"Since I have read the Heart Sutra, I naturally know that the beginning of the Heart Sutra says, Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva, practice the deep prajna paramita for a long time. Seeing that the five aggregates are empty, you can overcome all hardships." Xiao Zizai thought for a while and continued, "Probably It is said that observing the inner body, seeing Bodhisattva, practicing profoundly, and surviving all hardships and hardships requires the five aggregates to be empty, form, desire, thought, behavior, and soul. The most important thing in Buddhist practice is to realize emptiness, emptiness means freedom, but people are It is impossible to reach the realm of emptiness for a long time, and emptiness is the highest place that seems to have no real place, and if it is reached, it is in harmony with the Tao, a sage, a Buddha, and an immortal."

"That is to say, as long as you are still a human being, you cannot have true freedom. As I said, only those who are bound are called human beings. Since this restraint can be imposed on us by the outside world, why can't we put it on ourselves? So I put it on myself and put myself back into the category of human beings, so I can think that I am happy and free, and I have the right to restrain myself."

"Comfortable! After all, how many people are really deer, don't know that they dream of being fish all day long, maybe one day, I will also have the opportunity to become a Buddha, and experience the real freedom of physical freedom, mind freedom, and wisdom freedom, but who dares to say that I am now Isn't it comfortable?"

A hint of intoxication appeared on Xiao Zizai's face, with a radiance of happiness.

In fact, there are contradictions in his words, but he is inherently contradictory. After all, how can great good and great evil exist in one person at the same time?This itself is contradictory.

"In this way, it seems that I am a fool," Li Chengzhen smiled and shook his head.

Hahaha," Xiao Zizai shook his head, "It's just some idiots from a pervert like me, please listen to it, Brother Li, don't take it to heart, it doesn't matter if you forget it after hearing it. "

"Brother Xiao, you said that. If you have anything to say in the future, you can contact me at any time. I'd be happy to hear it." Li Chengzhen smiled. There are all kinds of beings, I am a god, no matter how much faith I have, I am still a silver-like wax gun head, with form but without spirit, bullshit kung fu!"

"Brother Li is a wonderful person," Xiao Zizai smiled, "Leave a contact information, if you have any troubles in the future, you can also tell me, just treat me as your friend, I rarely make friends with people Yes, after all, most people are like food to me.”

What buns?

Li Chengzhen always felt that this description was weird, but it was inexplicably normal for Brother Xiao. After all, the image of Brother Xiao as a lonely gourmet is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.

……

Li Chengzhen nodded, and exchanged contact information with Xiao Zizai.

"It's very late, let's go back." Xiao Zizai greeted Li Chengzhen.

Li Chengzhen nodded, and the two went down the mountain together, returned to the city, and parted ways.

The matter here finally came to an end, Li Chengzhen heaved a sigh of relief, got on the high-speed train, and returned to the capital.

Just then, he received a phone call that he didn't expect.

(End of this chapter)