shock!I became the full-level savior of the infinite game

Chapter 530: Reality Fragment: Self-Prosecution
Chi Yu sat on the soft chair, lowered his head slightly, and stared silently at the smooth and clean marble floor.

Zheng Chengze got up and went out. After a while, he brought back two cups of hot drinks from somewhere.

He stuffed one of the cups into Chi Yu's hand, and sat back on the chair holding the other cup.

Feeling the heat in the palm of his hand, Chi Yu came to his senses belatedly, slowly put the straw into his mouth and took a gentle sip.

The warm, sweet liquid melts in your mouth instantly.

Chi Yu was stunned: "Coco..."

"Yes, cocoa." Doctor Zheng smiled, "Don't you like chocolate?"

Chi Yu was silent for a while, then nodded in agreement.

She held the cup in both hands and sipped it.

Zheng Chengze didn't urge her and just enjoyed the coffee in his hand.

After a long time, seeing Chi Yu finish his cup of hot drink, he smiled and said, "Would you like another cup?"

Chi Yu slowly shook his head.

"Okay." Zheng Cheng put the coffee aside and said, "Let's talk about what happened just now."

He changed his expression to a serious one, "I heard you killed someone?"

Chi Yu slowly lowered his eyes, his hands unconsciously grasping the hard paper cup: "...I'm sorry, my thoughts were a little confused at the time."

"I know." Zheng Chengze asked, "What happened?"

"Those people were plotting against a girl. I didn't think much about it and just rushed over."

"And during the fight, you used 'skills'?"

"Well, I can't beat them."

Chi Yu answered very honestly.

Zheng Chengze sighed: "Don't you have any gentler means? This situation is a bit difficult to deal with."

"Will I go to jail?"

"Do you know you're afraid now?"

Chi Yu was silent for a while: "I'm not afraid, but I still have things to do and I can't go to jail."

Zheng Cheng frowned.

"What do you mean by that?"

Chi Yu remained silent.

"Is it something in reality, or in the 'game world'?"

Chi Yu still didn't speak.

"Got it, both sides." Zheng Chengze exhaled, "Don't worry, the group of people you attacked were seriously injured, but they were rescued in time and saved their lives."

"Since the charge of 'murder' has not been proven, you probably won't be arrested and sent to jail...but considering your dangerous behavior today, you will probably need appropriate surveillance and restrictions on your movements."

Seeing that she had no reaction, Zheng Cheng laughed, "It's still the same as before, like an old monk sitting still."

He leaned back, half lying on the back of the chair, "What happened just now? Weren't you pretending to be fine before? Why are you suddenly not pretending today?"

Chi Yu was silent for a long time this time before he said softly, "A friend who was very good to me disappeared. I... don't know how I should react to all this."

"Angry? Self-blame? Pain? Heartbroken?"

“I can feel the mixed emotions inside me…but I can’t tell exactly what those emotions are.”

Chi Yu continued to talk, but his expression did not change at all. "I don't know... I don't know whether I should cry or laugh, or rush into the game world in anger and vent the pain in my heart with mechanical and repetitive actions."

Zheng Cheng took a sip of coffee and said, "So, you chose to just give up?"

Chi Yu didn't pay attention to his joking words: "...I'm very tired."

"I don't have the energy, nor do I want to spend any more energy to maintain a superficial 'normal'." Zheng Cheng sighed again.

The problem of Chi Yu...he knew it very well.

Although the medical record clearly stated that "communication barriers have been initially overcome", he knew that this guy had never been "normal".

Ever since the sudden recovery from the extremely strange "schizophrenia", the delayed communication disorder has continued to exist.

In Zheng Chengze's opinion, her condition is basically equivalent to an enhanced version of autism.

Her five senses are several times more sensitive than those of ordinary people, but this is not a good thing - overly sharp perception means that the external information she receives is several times or even dozens of times more than that of normal humans.

The large amount of information loaded into her every moment made her brain like an old computer loaded with a dozen different anti-virus software, always in overload.

So, under "normal" circumstances, she simply cannot respond correctly to external stimuli.

After three years of treatment, Zheng Chengze, her attending physician, came to the conclusion:

This is not a psychological problem.

It is a pathological disease.

However, countless examinations told him that Chi Yu's physical indicators were all normal. Even every bone and every blood vessel were so standard that they could be included in medical textbooks.

Just when Dr. Zheng was puzzled and wanted to write this special case into his paper.

Chi Yu, who was only twelve years old at the time, found him and said something to him.

——If a person looks normal, speaks normal words, and does things that seem normal to others...then why can't she be considered a "normal person"?

Zheng Cheng shook his head, driving the sudden memories out of his mind.

He looked at Chi Yu opposite him and asked very seriously: "So, now you have given up on being a 'normal person'?"

Chi Yu opened his mouth: "I... don't know."

Zheng Chengze smiled and said, "I know."

Chi Yu raised his head.

As if she had thought of something, she showed a somewhat puzzled expression.

Seeing the skilled expression change, Zheng Chengze's smile became more obvious, and he laughed: "I told you long ago that you should study acting. If nothing else, with your looks, you will definitely become a big hit!"

As if he had sensed the hidden dissatisfaction of the girl opposite him, he quickly changed the subject, "Okay, okay, no more jokes."

"What I mean by knowing is that being a human being, especially a normal human being who is so-called 'emotionally stable', is inherently difficult and exhausting."

Zheng Cheng sighed.

"Except for a few lucky people, life is a journey of suffering."

“No one can always be smooth sailing, and no one can live the way they like all their lives.”

"As long as you survive in this world, you must learn to compromise."

"Compromise with the impermanence of the world, compromise with the ignorance of the world, and compromise with your own incompetence."

Zheng Cheng looked at Chi Yu in front of him with gentle eyes, as if he was looking at a junior who was inexperienced in the world. "You have always pretended well before... but humans are complicated after all."

"Performance alone may be able to reproduce most human emotions... but it won't work when it comes to major issues of right and wrong."

"Some things require you to understand them deeply and experience them personally... Only then will you understand what it feels like and what expression and actions you should have at that time."

"In my opinion, you are in good condition now." Zheng Chengze smiled, "How should I put it... Well, probably, you are more like a 'normal' human being than before."

Zheng Cheng stood up, walked to Chi Yu and patted her shoulder gently.

"So... don't think too much."

He smiled encouragingly, "If you feel tired, go to sleep; if you feel pain, vent; if you feel sad, cry; if you feel happy, laugh... do whatever you want to do, and then, with your current mood... complete everything you should complete."

"Do you need me to tell you a joke?"

Zheng Cheng blinked his eyes and said, "After all, appropriate jokes are good for physical and mental health... This is the advice I give to every patient as a psychiatrist."