Is it not a galgame?

Chapter 115 19. What about the one who agreed not to use the knife?

Time continued to beat, back to yesterday.

Furukawa Haoze went to the scene of the accident according to the recorded time.

Around 11pm.

Sure enough, a plot was triggered after arriving here.

In the TV, the screen switched, and a gray-haired middle-aged man was standing and waiting for the traffic light, but his face was slightly red, and he seemed to have drunk a little too much.

This is the hero's father, Masaharu Yamashita.

[The vehicle drove up, and the profile of my father reappeared in my sight. 】

[I haven't seen my father for 7 years. 】

[At this moment, it was as if being violently hit by fate, and the whole soul trembled. 】

[Although my father may not be a qualified father, and I seldom get much warmth from him since I was a child, but after losing him, that period of time was really difficult. 】

【It wasn’t until I saw him again, and saw him standing in front of me alive, that I realized——

Anyway, I still miss him

boom!
The car roared by, and at the critical moment, the male protagonist flew to his father.

However, he was hit hard by a car, and he flew backwards.

The father's face was pale by the headlights, he was stunned for a moment and finally came to his senses, most of the wine was sober, he ran over and hugged the male lead into his arms.

While pressing the bleeding place with his hands, he shouted loudly, "Ambulance! Call an ambulance!"

【Great, really great. 】

The male protagonist smiled gratifiedly, and stretched out his hand to caress his father's gray temples.

Seeing this scene, the corners of Furukawa Haoze's eyes were slightly wet.

He wiped his cheeks with his hands, feeling extremely uncomfortable in his heart.

Furukawa Haoze missed his father.

To be honest, if there is such a chance in the world to go back to the past and do it all over again, he would also be willing to exchange himself for his father's life like the hero.

At this moment, when the male lead was dying, the previous memories flashed like a revolving lantern.

When he was a child, his father took him to play golf, skating grass and football with him in his arms...

These scenes flashed one by one.

white light.

[No matter how many injuries I get, the next day I will still look like I am recovering as time jumps.

No, to be precise, it's the same as yesterday's me.

If I caught a cold yesterday, I am still in a cold now.

Time is like a traction thread, pulling me forward continuously. 】

The next day, the characters in the scene also changed.

When Furukawa Kosawa manipulated the male protagonist back home, Masaharu Yamashita had already come back alive.

To be precise, this happened the day before the car accident.

So of course the father is still alive.

only--

When the father saw Yamashita, his eyes were full of fear and coldness, and maybe there was a trace of remorse in it.

As soon as they got home, the two quarreled over some trivial matter.

【"Please drink less alcohol in the future." Seeing his appearance, I couldn't help but think of the car accident that happened tomorrow.

But more, the dead memories came back.

I just remembered—

It turns out what my father was like before the car accident. 】

The father of the male protagonist, Yamashita, is an alcoholic and has a bad temper. He often quarrels with the male protagonist because of some trivial matters.

However, it is often the male protagonist who is beaten unilaterally. After venting his anger, the father will be extremely annoyed and regretful, but he insists on not apologizing, and will only walk the streets by himself.

Seeing such a father, Furukawa Haoze was furious.

If it wasn't for the game, he really wanted to beat him up hard.

do you know?

Your son saved your life.

only--

Those things happened in the future, and it is impossible for the present father to have such memories.

[My father, the father I miss, the loving father, when did he become an alcoholic and grumpy person? 】

【Probably when my mother died? 】

Yamashita looked at the photos on the table and said.

In the photo, it is a group photo of Yamashita Sheng and his parents when he was a child. The family looks very happy.

From the sorted out clues, Guchuan Haoze learned that——

When Yamashita was a child, he had a very warm family. His father worked hard outside and loved his mother and him very much. He often bought him toys and took him to the playground to play.

However, one day, my mother got cancer and couldn't afford it anymore.

All the savings in the family were used to treat her illness, but it still didn't last long.

In less than half a year, my mother passed away.

Since his mother passed away, his father has been a different person, drinking heavily all day long, and becoming extremely depressed. Apart from paying the actor's tuition, he didn't care much about other things.

Only when the male protagonist rebelled and got into trouble at school would he be called by his father and beat him up severely.

Under such circumstances, the relationship between father and son was extremely cold.

……

Time is beating, and the hero is slowly becoming younger.

Going back to the past day by day like this is like going retrograde in the long river of time, and the hero fell into an extremely melancholy.

【What is the meaning? 】

[I suddenly became confused. 】

[If this world and everything I have experienced will be reversed and jumped to the past due to the relationship of time, then what is the point of what I do every day?

After all, what we do now affects the future, not the past.

But my future lies in yesterday.

As a result, my life has lost the greatest meaning of living.

Because every yesterday is a reality that I have experienced. 】

……

Playing here, Furukawa Haoze's mood is terrible, just like the male protagonist in the game.

Paradox's game design is really love-hate.

You are not just watching the whole story as a bystander, but actually participating in it. Time goes back and forth, but the experience is very repetitive, which makes people feel a little anxious.

Under such circumstances, corresponding to the actor's words, Furukawa Haoze can deeply understand such a desperate mood.

If your future is fixed every day, you already know the answer.

Everything you do will not change tomorrow, so you should go crazy, right?

At the beginning, Gu Chuanhaoze thought that time retrograde was quite good, and he could spend time and wine and steal other people's little secrets to do some things, but now, he doesn't think so at all.

If this continues, people will be tortured to the point of insanity, right?

……

In such a desperate and uncomfortable state of mind, the whole world has changed.

The hero meets the heroine.

Yamashita meets Tanigawa Aizuki.

At the beginning, I didn't find anything unusual, but after several encounters, Gu Chuan Haoze discovered——

This girl named Tanigawa Aizuki can actually keep 【Memory of Tomorrow】

To be precise, if I experienced an incident with Aiyue Tanigawa today, this incident does not belong to the real timeline, but a memory that only exists for retrogrades, and it should be obliterated after the time jump right.

But Tanigawa Aiyue still remembered.

When the two people realized this, they started to run towards each other desperately.

The setting sun dyed the sea and the beach red.

Two black shadows ran wildly on it, then fell, and continued to get up and run towards each other.

As the BGM sounded, Furukawa Haoze felt excited.

In the midst of stumbles, the hero and heroine finally came together.

The two stood on the beach, looking at each other, as if they saw themselves.

He pursed his lips and smiled, but the tears couldn't stop flowing down.

"Huh? You actually..." The hero tried hard to restrain himself, but his chest was heaving.

"You actually..." The heroine tightly clenched the skirt with her right hand, and looked at the other party tenderly.

"I thought I was the only one in this world..."

"Me too……"

"Great, it turns out that I am not alone in this world."

"Me too……"

Then, the two stepped on the beach and hugged each other.

At this moment, the hero cried like a child.

Tears welled up in Furukawa Haoze's eyes, deeply moved by this scene.

If we say that in Pokeni's "Mermaid Heart", the encounter between the male and female protagonists is the encounter of two isolated islands of human beings.

So at this moment, the meeting between the hero Yamashita and Aizuki Furukawa is like half of heaven, and when they meet the other half, the whole life becomes complete.

Weep with joy.

Furukawa Haoze murmured.

It was the first time for him to experience such complicated emotions.

……

"It's agreed, every day in the future, we will meet here."

"Okay." The heroine smiled happily with tears in her eyes.

At this moment, Guchuan Haoze in front of the screen also laughed.

Damn, isn't P Club too provocative?

This feeling is really absolute.

If there is not so much foreshadowing before, so that you can deeply feel the sense of loneliness and despair in the reverse flow of time, then the encounter in this scene will definitely be greatly reduced emotionally.

If, like other galgames, the hero and heroine were to interact and fall in love from the beginning, then there would be no sense of shock at the moment.

It is precisely because a boring period is designed in the game that you can deeply feel the despair. At this time, you can use a match to light up the night sky so that you can look up.

The small burning flame, although faint, warms the heart.

In the vast universe, because of you, I am not alone.

Furukawa Haoze couldn't help but feel moist in his heart.

……

The following plot unfolds, which is really sweet and funny.

The hero goes back to the day when he first confessed to his current cuckold girlfriend.

Knowing the future direction, he chose not to confess.

Instead, it was because [girlfriend] couldn't hold back and asked the male lead to meet after school, so she took the initiative to confess.

"Hmph, I already have Aiyue Guchuan, will I still want you, bitch!"

Furukawa Hiroshi pressed the button hard and selected [Reject]

I don't know why, when the male lead ruthlessly rejected the cuckold girl, Gu Chuanhaoze felt an indescribable sense of joy in his heart.

After [returning] single again, the hero and heroine came together logically.

Although it is retrograde in the long river of time, but with someone to talk to and look forward to every day, the two share the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of each day.

Then gradually reduce the distance between each other.

"I remember there was a very beautiful fireworks display tomorrow."

"Well, let's go and see together." The actor said with a smile.

……

The blooming fireworks, one after another in the air, are extremely beautiful.

The colorful colors dyed the entire sky colorfully, and the light slowly fell from the sky like a waterfall, illuminating the faces of the hero and heroine extremely beautifully.

"Love Moon." The hero called.

"Huh?" The heroine turned around.

"I like you!" the hero shouted bravely.

The heroine nodded and responded with a smile, "Yeah. Me too."

In such a romantic atmosphere, the hero and heroine hugged and kissed together.

……

what……

So sweet.

Furukawa Haoze couldn't help sighing.

Sure enough, falling in love makes people happy.

But he raised his head and looked out the window. In the silence, he could still see young lovers walking down the street holding hands.

Guchuan Haoze frowned, completely unable to imagine what it would be like to fall in love with a girl.

Ah, it's better to fall in love in the game.

However, seeing this, Furukawa Haoze only felt his nose a little sore.

Damn, I was abused by other couples in real life, how come I should be the male protagonist in the game, but now I feel abused by the couple in the game?

Furukawa Haoze shook his head, abandoning this heretical idea.

……

The game continues.

To put it simply, after the hero confessed successfully, the two lived a shameless life.

The sweetness and greasy in the little days are like being soaked in a honey jar.

But time is still passing fast.

Go in the given direction.

From the high school of the two to the junior high school, the bodies of the two gradually became smaller and smaller.

There are not many grown-ups to be seen.

This year, the hero is 10 years old.

The heroine is 6 years old.

It was still by the beach, where they agreed to meet.

The two sat on the ground, looking at the sea in the distance, and Aiyue Tanigawa held Yamashita's hand, her fingertips trembling slightly.

【"Sheng, I'm so scared. If time goes on like this, will I die?"】

When the heroine asked this sentence, Furukawa Haoze's heart jumped for no reason.

He suddenly realized the seriousness of the problem.

I said how could pokeni be so kind, and after a long time, it turned out to be waiting for me here.

If time continues to flow backwards, the hero and heroine must be getting younger and younger, but——

What would happen if you went all the way back to the day you were born?

Furukawa Haoze didn't dare to think about it.

If that's the case, it's both new life and death, right?
Because when you jump to the day before you were born, you already only existed in your mother's womb.

In another 10 months, maybe it just doesn't exist.

What is the difference between non-existence, dying, and death?

At this moment, Furukawa Haoze suddenly understood what Pokeni's script planner Urobuchi Gen said [only new life, no death] meant.

Damn, didn't you say it's best not to use the knife?

【"Will not."

Although I said verbally that I would not do it, it was just my strong wish.

I really want to comfort Ai Yue, and at the same time, I want to comfort myself more.

I'm scared.

More scared than Ai Yue.

It is not my death to be afraid of.

Instead, lose her. 】

……

【I'm really scared, scared to the extreme】

[Aiyue is only 6 years old this year, if time goes back and forth, then she is only 6 years old. 】

"I figured it out." The heroine shouted loudly.

In the midst of the rising sun, the beach was dyed bright red. It was cruel to say that the rising sun should be the most energetic time, but in the eyes of Gu Chuan Haoze, it was almost like a death knell.

"If that's the case, for me, who doesn't have much time, being able to enjoy every day with you is the greatest joy." Aiyue Tanigawa smiled.

While smiling, weeping.

The male protagonist walked over with his feet and held the female protagonist in his arms.

At this moment, both of them were already in tears.

……

what……

What to do, I dare not play anymore.

Furukawa Haoze held the handle, not daring to continue playing.

This is the first time I have encountered such a game, and it is just telling you clearly that the following plot will be very cruel.

And then put the choice in your hands.

How cruel and insane is this, bastard!
Guyuan Chunqiu and Urobuchi Gen are simply two demons.

So impersonal!

Ah ah ah ah ah!

Furukawa Haoze stared at the TV for a while, thinking——

If time stays here and doesn't continue, then it's a good ending, right?
……

Furukawa Haoze instinctively wanted to crawl back to sleep, but he couldn't let it go.

So I climbed back again, wanting to take a serious look at the final outcome.

Time kept passing.

It rained heavily that day.

The hero woke up and found himself lying on the hospital bed.

This year's hero is only 9 years old.

He rubbed his eyes, surrounded by white walls.

When the entire field of vision changed from blurred to clear, a woman lying on a hospital bed appeared in the picture.

The woman's lips turned white, and she smiled as she watched the hero wake up.

She reached out and stroked the back of the male protagonist's head.

……

[The long-lost gentle touch strokes the back of my head.

I haven't experienced that feeling for a long, long time.

But—when these hands, rough and thin, were placed on the back of my head, tears couldn't stop flowing down.

"Ah... this is... this is..."

The male protagonist raised his head, looked at the woman with tears in his eyes, and held her hands in his palms.

The light poured in, making the woman's appearance sacred and clean.

because.

This is my mother's hand.

My mom died of cancer when I was 9 years old.

I have long forgotten the smell of my mother.

But at this moment, everything came to mind.

Mom, I miss you so much.

"Mother……"

He only yelled, his throat was so choked that he couldn't speak. 】

……

At this time, Furukawa Haoze had already burst into tears.

……

(End of this chapter)