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The two stood face to face for a while, neither of them spoke, and their expressions and emotions were hidden in the dark night and could not be distinguished. In the end, Zhao Yutang was the first to break the calm.

She turned on the light, and the suddenly bright light made Ji Chun's pupils shrink slightly, and he took a step back unaccustomedly.

"do not move."

Zhao Yutang stopped his urge to get back into the corner and calmly told him not to move.

She sat on the chair next to the desk, spinning her pen as usual. She waited until Ji Chun sat down next to her before she spoke, "Tell me what happened today."

Ji Chun took a long time to hold back his words, "Don't you know everything?"

She had been with those people for so long, she must have known what he had done.

Zhao Yutang's voice was calm, and he was not aroused by his provocative tone. "All I know is what they said. Do you want me to listen to what they said to judge what you did?"

Her calm tone made Ji Chun's sigh that had been blocked in his heart suddenly dissipate. He was also affected and calmed down. Then he repeated Zhao Yutang's words and asked himself, does he want to?
He did not want.

"...He came to pull me. I was a little annoyed and wanted to drink blood. He was too close to me..."

Ji Chun said dullly that he actually didn't think he had done anything wrong. The only thing worth criticizing was that he violated his promise to Zhao Yutang, but that was all.

After he finished speaking, Zhao Yutang didn't speak again and fell silent.

The overly silent atmosphere made Ji Chun's mood agitated again. He couldn't tell what the tangled emotions in his heart were, but most of them were definitely grievances and anger. He even wanted to tell Zhao Yutang clearly and tell her about himself. Nothing wrong at all.

What was wrong was this world that was incompatible with him.

It took a long time for Zhao Yutang to speak out, but what he said was irrelevant, "Do you feel that you are much better than ordinary people and that you have a sense of superiority?"

Ji Chun looked at her blankly, his eyes showing some confusion and confusion, but he did not refute.

Zhao Yutang knew that she had guessed right. She pointed it out pointedly, "That's what you think. You regard this as the law of the jungle. When you bite Wenlang, it's no different from biting a chicken, duck or goose. I'm afraid in your heart He is also very proud because he has no power to fight back in your hands."

Ji Chun frowned and looked at her with a stubborn expression.

Yes, that's what he thought.

Ji Chun has always known very clearly that he is different from ordinary people, but he does not think that he is inferior to others. On the contrary, his physical fitness is superior, his strength is great, his jumping ability, agility, and five senses are better than normal. A man is so much stronger that he can kill those cattle and sheep even though he is several times smaller in size.

Therefore, although Ji Chun didn't say it, he was actually a little proud in his heart. He believed that he was more powerful than ordinary humans to some extent. His bloodthirsty was not abnormal, but just because of the lack of similar people.

Under the control of such thoughts, his attitude towards human beings is almost hostile, and he regards all those weaker than himself as prey that can be preyed on. Therefore, he never feels that there is anything wrong with killing people and drinking blood.

He is strong and excellent. Ji Chun believes that he is qualified to enjoy the fruits of victory, and he also believes that he should not accept any questioning or harsh criticism.Zhao Yutang looked at his tacit reaction. When Ji Chun wanted to admit it, he said softly, "Ji Chun, you also have shortcomings. You are not absolutely excellent."

Ji Chun took this sentence as a provocation and insult, and raised his head suddenly, his dark eyes looking a little fierce.

shortcoming?Apart from being too young to deal with adult humans, what other weaknesses does he have?
Zhao Yutang lowered her eyes and looked away from him, "You can easily lose control."

out of control……

These two words pinned Ji Chun firmly to the trial seat. He had no room for argument and was completely defeated.

Living in such a world, Ji Chun is a complete alien. He has no place of origin and no way to return. He doesn't even know how he was born. His overly single emotional system makes him only care about hunger and fullness. Follow your instincts.

The various rules Zhao Yutang set for him were actually very annoying. They were as unreasonable as asking a beast to become a vegetarian. It could even be said to be wishful thinking. Ji Chun didn't agree with it, but he could endure it in order to live like a normal person.

But apparently, his patience failed.

Just like Zhao Yutang said, he lost control. Whether it was due to unbearable bloodlust or pure hostility to human beings, he lost control the moment he attacked Wenlang, and his reason lost to emotion.

After a long time, Ji Chun lowered his head in frustration and his shoulders slumped.

He felt very frustrated. He originally thought that he was much better than humans in all aspects, so he was complacent. But at this moment, Ji Chun had to admit that he did have a very embarrassing shortcoming - he could easily lose control.

If he was really more powerful than human beings, then he shouldn't lose his mind and do what he did today, because it wouldn't do him any good at all.

His current predicament was entirely caused by his own loss of control.

If he had held back and not attacked Wenlang, if he had not bitten Wenlang when others came to stop him... the situation would have been much better than it is now.

Zhao Yutang looked at the child with drooping eyebrows and knew that he should be reflecting on himself now. For such a child, we really cannot use ordinary methods to educate and scold him.

She didn't tell Ji Chun that in fact, ordinary people would lose control of their emotions one day, not to mention that he was just a child now. Even if he lost control, it was not a shameful thing. She allowed Ji Chun to be immersed in self-blame and shameful emotions, unable to extricate himself, etc. He calmed down enough before you spoke.

"You have caused a lot of trouble to our family. My father is already considering sending you away. Don't worry, I won't tell others what you did. You will be sent to a home for homeless children. You can live there, as long as you are careful not to expose yourself, and you don’t have to abide by our agreement in the future. I know you have never been happy to be controlled by me."

The few words she said were more devastating to Ji Chun than the worst-case scenario he had ever imagined. He was shocked, and without thinking, he grabbed Zhao Yutang's clothes and blurted out, "I won't leave!"

He hated being disciplined by Zhao Yuyu, hated the agreements that he didn't have to abide by, but he realized at this moment that he preferred her smell, her body temperature, this bedroom, and the name she gave him.

He doesn't want to go.