Net King - Blizzard

The sky is so blue, and the wind is so warm.Unfortunately, I no longer have the heart to feel all of this. At this time, my heart is already covered with dark clouds, as dark as a cloudy sky.

Holding Ryoma's hand, he walked slowly on the street, but he had no intention of speaking.Just quietly stepping forward and walking quietly.Yeah, what more can I say?Am I supposed to say out loud: 'I'm leaving and never coming back'?

I really want to yell 'unfair' at the sky, but is it really unfair?No, it's not like that, there is nothing fair or unfair in this world, only choice or giving up.And I just chose 'life' and gave up 'happiness'. ...and that's all.

"Here we are." Looking up at the big signboard of the amusement park, I tried my best to keep smiling.

"Che, this is where you want to come?" Long Ma raised his eyebrows.

"Well, I want to do it again." The last memory before leaving.

"Then go in, what do you want to play?" Ryoma pinched my cheek.

"Hmm... There are so many things I want to play, it's so hard to choose." I frowned pretending to be distressed.Yes, life is like a multiple-choice question, different people have different questions, but my "question" is a "single-choice question", there is no second or multiple answers for me to choose.

"...I really have nothing to do with you." Ryoma shook his head helplessly.

"Hehe...then let's go play the pirate ship first, today's plan is - play here all over!!"

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3 hours later

"Hey, Ryoma, think about where we haven't played before." I held an ice cream in one hand, and pulled Ryoma's clothes with the other.

"Uh...it seems...Fortunately, the Ferris wheel and...the haunted house." When Ryoma said 'haunted house', he deliberately emphasized the pronunciation of these two words, as if to remind me.

"Ghost...ghost...haunted house??" My face turned pale all of a sudden, and I tremblingly said a certain word I didn't want to hear the most. (Ye: Che, I’ve seen real ghosts, and I’m still afraid of fake ones. Xue: [gritting teeth]...Did I ask your opinion?)

"That's right, it's a haunted house."

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"yada"

"You said you would play here all the time, and now you want to go back on your word?"

"Yada, I don't want to go."

"Madamadadane, let's go."

"Ugh... Ryoma is a bad guy... a bad guy... I don't want to go."

"invalid objection."

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Ryoma dragged me to the door of the haunted house, and insisted on letting me into this damn house.Could it be that Ryoma and Fujin have stayed in the same tennis club for too long?Why do you like teasing people so much?And it's still me?

"Stop...wait. Hey, Ryoma, look, there is a wild flower on the side of the road. We count the petals to decide whether to enter or not. What do you think? This way you will not suffer, and I will not suffer, just let fate. "As long as there is still a chance, I will not give up.Damn it, Ryoma definitely did it on purpose, he clearly knew that I was afraid of that thing.

"Madamadadane." Long Ma pulled his hat and turned his face sideways.

After getting Ryoma's acquiescence, I quickly ran to the side of the road to pick off a small yellow wild flower, and then returned to Ryoma's side. "It's started....Go in...don't go in...go in...don't go in...in...in...in..." I was stunned.Damn, did I make a mistake, God, are you playing with me?Why! ! ! (Ye: This experiment tells everyone: Don’t pick wild flowers on the roadside. Look, this is the end. Xue: Cut, don’t be complacent, be careful, I will go to your house and uproot all the flowers you planted. Ye: Oh hohoho~ ~, I'm sorry, I didn't grow flowers. Xue: ...you remember it for me.)

"Now you have no reason not to go in, right?" Ryoma raised a smile that made me feel very glaring.

"Cut." I'm going all out, and I'll go in as soon as I get in, whoever is afraid of whom.It should be fine... um... maybe. - -!

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After leaving the haunted house, I slumped on a bench in the park.If there is a mirror at this time, then I can guarantee that my current complexion is absolutely whiter than the 'vampire' in the haunted house.From now on, I will not enter this damn haunted house again if I am killed in the future. We have ended our hatred with this haunted house today.

"Here." Ryoma handed over a bottle of grape-flavored Fanta.

I glared at Ryoma, then took Fanta and drank it in big gulps.

"Madamadadane, didn't you just enter a haunted house? Scared you like this? Look at what my hand looks like when you grab it." Ryoma sat down beside me, muttering softly.

Putting Fanta down, he pulled Ryoma's arm over.Looking at Ryoma's arm, which is blue and red, and has some scratches, I feel black.No way?I really caught it?Why am I not impressed? "Uh, that... I'm sorry."

"Forget it, I was the one who dragged you into the haunted house anyway." Ryoma patted my head.

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The sky is slowly getting dark, and it seems that it will rain soon.Hey, it's changed.What if it was a sunny day just now?Doesn't that just mean change?

"It's going to rain, let's go back." Ryoma said.

"Hey, take the Ferris wheel with me one more time before it rains." I looked up at the slowly turning Ferris wheel, feeling very complicated.

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After queuing up, buying tickets, and entering the Ferris wheel, I stood by the window and looked at the scenery in front of me.Yes, it was here that Ryoma said to me: I like you.Yeah, it was here that I let go of everything about the blood curse, accepted Ryoma, and responded to him.So, I want to come again, and I want to regard this as my last memory in the Wang Wang world.

If so, I knew it would end like this.Maybe I won't accept Ryoma?Maybe it would be better for him not to accept it at the time?Yes, there are too many possibilities, but it's just a 'maybe'.

Is it time to tell him?

When the ferris wheel was at its highest point, I took the initiative to kiss Ryoma.Then he smiled and said with tears in his eyes. "Hey, Ryoma, I'm leaving."

What smile?It's all a lie.I don't want to laugh at all. At this time, I just want to cry, but I can't.What about the legend of the Ferris wheel?It's all a lie.If the legend is true, if the legend is not a hoax, then how can I separate from him?what ever?It's ridiculous.Separate forever, can never meet again?

"Leave? Where are you going?" Long Mala held my hand, afraid that I would disappear immediately.

"During the finals, the girl standing next to me. Her name is Feng Yi. I...I'm going to the underworld with her." I didn't dare to look at Ryoma, I was afraid I would cry.

"Why do you want to go to the underworld? How long will you be going?" The strength in Ryoma's hand increased, and it hurt me a little.But, what is this little pain?Can it compare to the pain in my heart?

"Feng Yi... she has a way to save Yan Ye, but the condition is that I go to the underworld. After going to the underworld, probably... probably never come back, probably never... never come back." I was nervous Biting my lip tightly, I could feel my body trembling.

"Forever? Why did you tell me now? Why didn't you tell me anything at first? You want to leave? Then have you ever thought about what I should do? You just told me to 'leave' so suddenly, a little psychological No preparations for me? What am I? Huh? What am I? You think I'm okay with you saying 'leave'? You're only telling me now, what do you want me to say? You want me to say 'ah, Then you go.' Is that the case? How is it possible? I can't do it. How can you do this? What do you think?" Ryoma held my shoulder tightly and shook it vigorously.

"If you can, I hope you can... forget me. You are only 13 years old, and you will have many opportunities to find someone you like more..." I clenched my hands into fists, and my nails had already sunk into the flesh .My heart hurts so much that I can hardly breathe.It hurts my heart to think that Ryoma may forget me, and that Ryoma may meet someone he likes more in the future.I'm so selfish, really selfish.Although I said I hope he will forget me, I said I hope he will find someone he likes more than me, but I really don't think so in my heart, I don't want to be like this, I really don't want to.

"Oh, forget? Prefer?" Ryoma sneered, and let go of the hand on my shoulder. "Is this what you want? This is what you think? Yes, Ruo Ye Fuxue, you can do it. How can you say such a simple thing? What am I in your heart? Hmm?" Ryoma His eyes were a little rosy, and after he finished speaking, he took a deep breath and turned his back to me.

"Ryoma...I..." I really don't want this, really.But what can I do?The last person I want to hurt is Ryoma, but I hurt him badly.

After that, neither of us spoke again.Until... the ferris wheel bottoms out.

After stepping out of the Ferris wheel, Ryoma still turned his back to me, so that I couldn't see his expression clearly, I only heard him say. "You can go as long as you want, I don't care. The earth is still spinning without you, what else can I do?" He paused. "Hey, Yuki, this is the last time I call you that. Goodbye, take care." After saying that, Ryoma ran away from the amusement park.

Watching Ryoma's back slowly leave my sight, I slowly knelt down on the ground, holding my arms tightly with both hands, and finally couldn't help crying.

'Clatter, clatter' rain, falling from the sky.Now, God, are you crying for me?

I don't know how long I cried, I don't know how long I stayed in the rain.until……

"time to go."

I slowly raised my head, and looked at Feng Yi with unfocused eyes.She pulled me up from the ground, then hugged me, and patted my back slowly, as if to comfort me.

After a long time, my mood stabilized.I gently pushed away Feng Yi who was holding me, and wiped off the liquid on my face, whether it was tears or rain. "It's okay, let's go."

"Close your eyes." Feng Yi said softly.

I looked around.Let me keep all of this in memory, for the last time.Even if there is any reluctance, this... will be the last time.

time to go.Yeah, time to leave.

I slowly closed my eyes.I know that when I open my eyes again, I will leave here forever and ever.

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