Surviving the Fourth Calamity

Chapter 1804 I really want to kill her!
Of course, Lute saw Oliva's obvious silence, and the mist that floated up and disappeared quickly in his eyes.

Even though his heart had been tempered and his emotions had seldom fluctuated, after he figured out what happened to Aislin, he couldn't hold back the sigh, and his mood was depressed for a long time.

It wasn't until these two days that Root regained his energy... He had already learned how to sort out his emotions through losing again and again.

Otherwise, how could he remain motionless under so many blows.

But he can also understand Oliva's sadness. Oliva is a child... Although his mind is rough, he is not evil.

Although Aislin caused him a lot of trouble, and always regarded him as an imaginary enemy... But their competition actually had a kind of tacit understanding.

They always regard each other as their last opponents.

But in the Tower of Black Misty, no, it should be said that as long as it is a place like the Magic Tower, competitors will never be able to have the last word.

Therefore, Oliva and Aislin are actually tacit collaborators in an atmosphere of competition.

No matter how bad they are, when they have a common enemy, the speed of joining forces is also very fast.

It's just that Oliva doesn't like Aislin's attitude towards his own people, so he often confronts her on such incidents... In the magic tower, his own people's views are the easiest to maintain.

If their common enemy still had a chance to leave a judgment on their relationship, then it would be impossible for Aislin and Oliva to become eight-ring mages.

As for Lute's students, they were a little unclear about the situation of the two of them... After all, in front of them, the two were indeed fighting fiercely.

But Gilbert, Root thinks that guy might have noticed it in the last lobby meeting.

Also, although Root doesn't care much about his birth, people of noble birth, even if their nature is not so nuanced, are also very sensitive to interpersonal relationships.

That's an instinctive reaction they've cultivated since childhood.

Not to mention Gilbert.

That guy was able to live so comfortably even when he was seriously injured and his temper was terrible, all because of his sharp reaction nerves.

Root is very clear that his care is a double-edged sword no matter what time it is, and only those who know how to avoid people on their side can always stand in his hall.

He can indeed prevent others from harming his students, but he cannot prevent them from harming themselves.

This is also the reason why he protects his shortcomings so much, and there are no more students around him than Nicholson.

Nicholson's student base is indeed large, but there is actually no gap between the direct line students.

It's just that Nicholson used his own blood to make up for the number of outstanding students who chose Root because of the grade gap between him and Root, and the number of students who were consumed a bit too much because of his carelessness.

On Lute's side, it can only be said that the consumption is less, but...the inner ring mages of the big magic tower like them, the real enemy is basically themselves.

Even if there are other people playing tricks, it is their own desires that lead them to a dead end.

Therefore, even Root would not care about such students.

What he really paid attention to was originally only those students who could sit on both sides of his hall and who had the confidence to say whatever they wanted.

Root shook his head slightly.

Even though his mood has recovered a lot, in the past two days, he still easily fell into memories.

aisling.

Whatever the girl's faults, she respected and loved Root.

As a result, it just disappeared without a sound.

Root's most helpless and most regrettable thing is: he can't even help that girl get revenge.

No, it should be said that if you want to avenge her, you can't even say it.

Because, the one who chose to make Aislin disappear was herself.

Root never lied to himself... Now this 'Aisling', of course, was his enemy.

However, the reason why he is against him is his position, not for Aislin's revenge.

"Teacher... is that the only way?" Oliva asked softly.

"What you don't have, you can't get back." Root said coldly.

Of course he thought about whether there was a way to save Aislin, but unfortunately, that girl was an illusory existence.

And the disappearing phantom doesn't even have a soul.

"No, I'm not talking about that." Oliva lowered his head, veins appeared on the backs of his clasped hands, "I mean, let Aislinn have a cemetery of her own, wouldn't it work?
Even if the wrapping paper is never found again, at least let people know that there was once a piece of paper named Aislin in the world.

It's not... After she reveals her true self, the name Aislin no longer exists. "

Oliva knew very well that no matter who the real Aislin was, Root had chosen to endure this, which proved her strength.

A strong background can indeed make people shy away, but if it can make him die silently and leave no scum, then the background is just an adjective, so let it be heard.

Only if you have some skills and let people know that you can't shoot the guy to death all at once, the background is a term that makes people feel stressed.

Therefore, once Aislin reveals her identity in the future, the name 'Aislin' will even disappear in history... After a long, long time, when others mention this matter again, who will use her? former name of ?

Oliva has read a lot of history books, so of course he understands it very well.

Oliva really hopes to leave a mark on her little sister who has occupied most of her life in the past.

But he also understands that all of this can only be established without affecting the overall situation.

They are weak people in the first place, and they have to be cautious in every step... Therefore, no matter how small a wish is, they can't say it easily.

Oliva himself did not expect that he would have the courage to say this.

He was originally a person who knew how to protect himself wisely!
Root glanced at his first apprentice... No matter how unconvinced Aislin was before, this is no longer a topic for discussion... He shook his head lightly: "It's hard, Ollie Wa, very difficult."

Looking at Oliva with his head down, he sighed softly: "If it is possible, of course I will fight for it."

Oliva raised his head sharply.

"I... I don't want to, it makes people feel that my preferences for so many years are all fed to dogs.

That's too embarrassing. "

Although Root said it very coldly, Oliva couldn't help laughing, although it was still a little stiff and desolate.

"I, I don't know if this is drinking while drinking poison, or to wake you up earlier." Lute glanced at Oliva, and said very calmly, "Now Aislin is just slowly dissolving the Layers of paper period.

She will do things seriously, and she will suddenly want to do bad things.

I can only, just look at it.

If you still can't accept the reality, just watch it too!
Just like Aislin, suffering from a serious illness that is sure to die... the kind that is dying every day and every second.

But, can you do it without showing a little strange color? "

Oliva nodded seriously, then shook his head violently: "No, teacher, I can't do it."

He lowered his head gently, with a bit of jerky in his voice: "Teacher, I really can't do it.

I, probably, could accept Aislin's passing, but not, that's the result.

Every second I see her, I need to hold back my killing intent.

Aislin is gone, why and why does she exist?
I know it's stupid to think like this, and I also know that the other party is not so powerful that I can touch... But the more I am like this, the more I..."

He didn't go on, but Root could understand Oliva's mind.

In fact, when he dreamed back at midnight, he also had this thought: If it was possible for this person to die in the name of Aislin, that would be great!

Then his Aislin will always be Aislin, not some inexplicable god and demon.

However, he can't do anything.

Just like in the past, he could only watch his teacher and his brothers die calmly.

Seeing them frantically calculating how to die in order to buy more time for the Tower of Black Misty every day, listening to the various plans they tried to instill in themselves... At that time, Lute was really living in a state of powerlessness. in the grief and indignation.

Root could only enter meditation after clearing himself of wanting to die with them.

Although he is indeed as the teacher said, his heart is firm enough to accept all this, and he can get rid of all the influences of it... But, he is also a human being!
Even though his teacher and senior brother finally found a way to keep Root from being so lonely that he would go crazy, Root still made himself die a dozen times before he got out of that emotional predicament.

After he came out, he was indeed a very qualified tower master, but that did almost kill the former Lute.

Of course, Root is now relieved... especially after he reached the Eighth Ring without any difficulties, and even touched the line of the Ninth Ring.

In this world, there is no Nine Rings mage as young as Lute, all of them are people of the same age as his teacher.

However, Root smiled coldly, who would accept such a life?
Letting go of the past does not mean that you are willing to let yourself live that kind of life.

He can become the Nine Rings, the main reason is his talent and willpower, not his experience... If there are not so many troubles, Root believes that he can also get to where he is today, but it will take a little longer .

How to choose between the two, Lute didn't know if he could pretend to be innocent... But he really hoped that he would still be the boy who lived happily under the protection of his teachers and seniors.

(End of this chapter)