Madam let me die

The time for enjoyment always passes very quickly.

Although Li Nanke ultimately failed to realize his dream of sleeping with his wife, Li Nanke, who was exhausted from his energy, could hardly have any regrets due to the deep or shallow tenderness with all the beauties.

The third watch of the next day is approaching, and it's time to say goodbye.

Bei Shanyun led Li Nanke and others to a semicircular altar separated by layers of barriers under the ancient city.

There are objects resembling the sun and moon on the left and right sides of the altar.

The two are constantly intertwined and replaced, sometimes the altar is illuminated as day, sometimes it is pitch black, and the cycle of day and night continues.

There are some silver threads flowing around the altar, like flowing time, as if they are nothing when touched.

"This is the time gate."

Bei Shanyun looked complicated and said to Li Nanke, "A few final reminders. After entering the time gate, your memory may slowly disappear. In order to prevent you from forgetting the purpose of going back to the past, I will put a Hongyu's natal divine vein. Even if your memory is damaged, you can still find the eldest princess by intuition. After all, she is the savior and can sense foreign objects in the outside world."

Li Nanke asked bluntly: "Once I find the eldest princess, will this divine vein actively enter her body to prevent Bai Yaoquan from taking away the savior's staff in her body?"

Bei Shanyun smiled and said: "You are very smart, indeed. But don't worry, as long as Bai Ruyue ensures that her identity as the savior is not taken away, neither I nor Bai Yaoquan can harm her."

"How do I get back?"

Li Nanke finally asked the key.

Bei Shanyun said nothing.

The old Taoist priest said bitterly: "Li Nanke, at this time I can only tell you frankly that if you want to come back, you must die. Maybe you think it's ridiculous, but this is indeed the only way.

When you go back to that time in the past, you should have been brought into this world by me as a baby. And one timeline cannot have two identical souls at the same time.

When you die, your soul will definitely take the initiative to find you when you were a baby, but the baby already has a soul, so the extra soul will definitely be squeezed out by the timeline.

In this way, your soul will become a lonely ghost, wandering outside the timeline. As for whether you can come back, it all depends on your luck. "

The old Taoist priest's words are very clear.

If you want to come back, you have to choose death. And the chance of getting the soul back is equally slim.

"Okay, I understand, let's get started."

Li Nanke smiled, and there was no excessive sadness or fear on his face. He shrugged and said, "I have always believed in my luck."

"Husband!"

Luo Qianqiu's eyes were filled with tears.

Li Nanke gently caressed the woman's cheek, looked at the worried and reluctant people, and said with a smile: "With you guys here, I will definitely be able to come back. I have always been thinking about sleeping together. You promised me, right wife."

Luo Qianqiu laughed through tears, hit the man's chest with her pink fist, and said viciously: "If you don't come back, I will... I will take the other sisters and remarry!"

"Don't be so cruel." Li Nanke put on a bitter face.

Luo Qianqiu wiped away tears, "So cruel!"

She suddenly remembered something, glanced at Ye Yaoyao not far away, stood on tiptoes and whispered in Li Nanke's ear: "As long as you come back, I will find a way for you to marry Fairy Ye, and I will never lie to you. "

Li Nanke looked strange, then smiled and extended his little finger, "It's a deal."

"It's a word."

Luo Qianqiu hooked her fingers.

Li Nanke kissed his wife's forehead and said softly: "Believe me, I will come."

Luo Qianqiu nodded heavily.

Next, Li Nanke said goodbye to everyone else. Little Rabbit cried the loudest. If he was wearing mourning clothes, he would think that his man was gone, which made Li Nanke very helpless.

On the other hand, Leng Xinnan always looked calm, as if she always believed that Li Nanke would come back.

As the time approached, Li Nanke, after saying goodbye to everyone, came to the center of the altar and followed Beishan Yun's instructions to lie down on a light blue ice couch like a water curtain.

Duo'er stood aside with a sharp awl in her hand, tears streaming down her face.

Li Nanke touched the little girl's head and said softly: "I have been thinking about how great it would be if I had a daughter as cute as you in the future. Then I thought about it, wouldn't you be my daughter? No matter you are Whether it's Qu Hongling's Seven Souls or a product of the illusion, in my heart, you will always be my and Yue'er's daughter, and I believe she thinks so too."

Duoer burst into tears.

The little girl has a very sharp mind. Even if Li Nanke comes back, she will only reunite with other people. And for her, this separation meant that it was really a separation.

From now on, we will never see each other again.

Beishan Yun patted the little girl's shoulder and said to Li Nanke: "Nowadays, Hongyu is Beishan Yun, and Beishan Yun is Hongyu."

Li Nanke looked at her confused, not understanding what she meant.

A smile appeared on Bei Shanyun's lips, "It means you can sleep with me."

Li Nanke's head is full of black lines.

I really wanted to say the word "go away", but finally swallowed it.

"ready or Not……"

Bei Shanyun asked softly, "Husband?"

Li Nanke did not look at the others, but stared blankly at the sharp cone that was about to pierce his heart, and said softly: "We won't be ready for this kind of thing for another hundred years, but what will we do if we are not ready? It's all here This one’s here.”

Bei Shanyun gently grabbed Duo'er's arm and raised the awl high, "The third watch has arrived. Husband, it's time to get on your way."

puff!

The sharp cone pierces the heart.

In an instant, a dazzling red light exploded like a lotus, illuminating the entire ancient city.

Duo'er's body turned into dots of starlight and poured into Li Nanke's body. The white silk threads around the altar rotated rapidly, and the full moon and the sun alternated rapidly.

The entire altar began to shake violently.

Until Li Nanke disappeared.

……

When Li Nanke opened his eyes, he found that he was standing in an extremely pure white world. Under his feet was a wide stretch like the Milky Way, with thin lines swimming.

I don’t know where I came from, where I’m going, there’s no end.

It seems that in every thin line, you can vaguely see figures, some unfamiliar and some familiar.

Li Nanke knew what to do.

He stood there stupidly.

A day, a month, or even a year, just standing there like this.

The Milky Way beneath my feet slowly moved deeper into the void without stopping.

The blurry figures on the thin lines began to become more and more unfamiliar. Some people can still remember who they are one moment, but the next moment they seem to be strangers.

Li Nanke tried hard to remember those people and things in his memory, but no matter how hard he tried to remember, those memories were like rotting corpses, starting to fester bit by bit. It is also like a leaf, which has withered and turned yellow several times and then fell to the ground.

One year, two years, three years...

Li Nanke never took a step forward, and his expression changed from confusion, surprise, and fear at the beginning, to numbness, and finally to confusion again.

Until a certain moment, he completely forgot about everyone.

I even forgot my own name.

"arrive."

Li Nanke's lips moved.

But the voice seemed to come from a very far away place, reminding him through his mouth.

Li Nanke took a step forward.

The next moment, the Milky Way beneath our feet disappeared, and the vast white world began to gain color.

It's like a painter began to color this monotonous world.

When the picture began to become clear, Li Nanke's surroundings were still pure white and silent. If you look closely, you will see a vast expanse of white snow.

The cold wind roared like a wild beast, carrying the flying snow and sweeping across every corner like a ferocious beast that wanted to devour the world.

Li Nanke stood silently in the wind and snow, looking around blankly.

who am I?

Where am i?

What am I going to do?

As these strange questions poured out of his heart, Li Nanke felt a little ridiculous, as if he remembered a joke or a joke, but couldn't remember where he had heard it.

Suddenly, Li Nanke turned around and looked.

I saw a six or seven-year-old girl huddled next to a rock in the snow in the distance.

And around the little girl, there were five or six evil wolves.

The little girl's thin body was trembling, holding a baby tightly in her arms. In the wind and snow, the girl's figure seemed to be obscured at any time.

With a howl, the wolves pounced on the little girl, ready to enjoy this delicious meal.

Li Nanke frowned and moved slightly.

In an instant, he felt as if he was floating up, and the mid-air intertwined with wind and snow became distorted, and everything suddenly stopped. Immediately afterwards, Li Nanke appeared in the sky above the little girl, dragging a huge afterimage similar to the Dharma image.

The huge figure shrouded all the snow within a radius, like a god descending to earth.

Li Nanke waved his sleeves gently, and those evil wolves instantly turned into clouds of snow mist and disappeared into the heavy snow.

The little girl was stunned by this scene and stared blankly.

Li Nanke looked at the baby in the other person's arms, and felt inexplicably something knocking on the wall of his heart. To be precise, it was the atrium that was locked by a layer of hard iron chains.

He spoke slowly, and his voice was as cold as dry bamboo swaying on the ground, swaying in the wind.

His voice was even more aged.

Over time, he seemed to have become extremely old.

"Who are you, the baby boy in your arms?"

The little girl held the baby tightly, curled up like a kitten, too scared to speak.

"He is already dead...you, killed him?"

"No!"

The little girl's eyes widened, her childish voice seemed particularly sharp, and she shook her little head desperately. "He, he fell... from the sky, fell, fell."

Li Nanke let out a laugh, full of ridicule.

For some reason, he was a little afraid of the baby in the little girl's arms.

It seems that the other party's existence will affect his existence.

Li Nanke slowly stretched out his hand. The palm of his hand, stripped of flesh and blood by time, was like a ferocious dead tree, especially terrifying in the dark night and white snow. "Since he fell from the sky, let me send him back. He does not belong here."

"Go away!"

The little girl cried out in fright and squeezed into the crevices of the rocks. Even in this situation, she still held the baby tightly and protected it with her thin body.

Li Nanke's arms froze.

Looking at the little girl, he felt a stabbing pain in his mind, as if there was a shadow constantly flickering in front of his eyes, but he couldn't remember who it was.

Li Nanke held his head, and by some strange combination, his hand turned into a sharp knife and stabbed into the little girl's heart. He said coldly: "This baby's heart is broken. Since you want to save him, then... take it off." Give me a piece of your heart to make up for it."

The little girl fell to the ground.

But when she felt the baby in her arms gradually gaining warmth, the fear in her heart finally disappeared and was replaced by joy.

Looking at the mysterious black shadow in the sky, I was also filled with gratitude.

In her eyes, the other person is a god.

"Little girl, do you still remember your name?" Li Nanke asked softly as his head hurt even more.

The little girl replied weakly: "My...my name is Leng Xinnan."

Sister Leng!

This familiar but still unfamiliar name crossed Li Nanke's mind.

Suddenly, the name shattered into pieces, like a steel needle exploding. He almost fainted from the pain.

The little girl asked softly: "Grandpa Fairy, what is your name?"

What is my name?

who am I?

What is my name?

Li Nanke held his head in his hands, and his body began to twitch continuously. Then he fell into madness and ran wildly with the wind and snow, crossing mountains, crossing rivers, and walking through deep forests...

He seemed to remember a lot of people, but also forgot a lot of people.

He met thousands of people, but in the end he was still alone.

Empty and lonely...

No friends, no lovers, no one knew him.

"Who am I? What is my name? Who am I..."

Finally, exhausted, he fell to the ground, looked at the dark sky, the bright stars and the cold moon half hidden in the clouds, and murmured: "My name is Dugu."