Global Awakening: Join the chat group at the beginning

Chapter 1566: Reality and ideals often run counter to each other. A gentle girl is gentle to everyone.
Is Hikigaya Hachiman a loser?
If he were a loser, there would be no real people in the world.

However, Hikigaya Hachiman has not yet joined the Service Club, and everything has not yet begun. He is still an ordinary person for the time being.

Well, just an average person with only one friend.

Kasumi Shiko: "It sounds like a marginal figure in the class fell for a girl's kindness in an accident, but in fact the girl was just kind to everyone and had no special feelings for him, which was a self-righteous regret."

Kasumi Shiko: "@The Genius Among the Lonely, you're not going to confess to her, are you?"

Kasumigaoka Utaha turned her gaze towards Hikigaya Hachiman.

A genius among loners: "."

A Wizard Among Loners: "I don't have one."

lie!

When he was in the second year of Hikigaya Hachiman Junior High School, he became the male class monitor because of a lottery. He got along well with the female class monitor and mistakenly thought that she had a crush on him, so he confessed his feelings to her. In the end, he was rejected without a doubt. This is the thing he regretted the most in all these years.

If he were given a chance to do it again, he would never be so self-righteous as to confess.

Kasumi Shiko: “Really?”

Kasumi Shiko: "Shiba Inu doubt.jpg"

Kasumigaoka Utaha said with some doubt.

How did you come up with these words if you haven't experienced anything like this?

A genius among loners: "Of course."

Hikigaya Hachiman looked away guiltily.

Kasumi Shiko: "Forget it, it doesn't matter even if it happened. Youth is incomplete without the experience of failed confession."

Kasumi Shiko: "And since your world is an everyday world, love is inevitable."

Kasumi Shiko: “No matter what type of work is about the everyday world, it will always be based on these two words.”

Kasumigaoka Utaha said lightly.

Anyway, it's just something that happened in the past, success or failure doesn't matter. It's very rare for someone to be able to accompany each other throughout their life from school to society and then to death together.

Falling in love, breaking up, dating, getting married... these are what most people live through.

Since Hikigaya Hachiman is in the everyday world, the plot about him must include the element of "love". The only difference is whether it is campus or work, and whether it is classmates or colleagues.

Even in a world like Kudo Shinichi's, which is based mainly on reasoning, doesn't it also have elements of love?

If he were in a world like that of Umaru-chan, then the love factor would not appear, and even if it did, it would only be with other people.

But he is not a girl.

Ordinary group owner: "@The Genius Among the Lonely, do you want to see it? A copy of your memory?"

Ordinary group owner: "What she said is true. You will join a club soon and find the person who will accompany you for life in this club."

Ordinary group owner: "Although your relationship was not pleasant at the beginning."

Ordinary group leader: "But even if you don't watch it, you and her will definitely meet, and you will definitely fall in love with her."

Ordinary group leader: "Because she is the real thing, the real thing you have been looking for."

The so-called "real thing" is a pure relationship between people without falsehood, disguise, or exchange of interests.

Hikigaya Hachiman believes that true communication should be based on sincerity and understanding, rather than on a certain purpose or benefit.

This kind of pure emotion is what he has always been pursuing, and it is also his ideal relationship between people.

It’s just that reality is often contrary to ideals.

The real thing is pitifully rare in this world.

Looking back at Hikigaya Hachiman's past, it is not difficult to discover his inferiority complex that is hidden in his body but cannot be suppressed.

Although the Great Sensei always acts the fastest and most efficiently when encountering problems, he always chooses the simplest way, which is to hurt himself to solve the problem.

A world where no one gets hurt is achieved, he said.

But is it true that no one was injured?

He always ignores the hurt himself and the feelings of his friends who care about him.

No matter how much the Great Teacher despises youth, he actually desires it from the bottom of his heart, but he dares not pursue it because of his inferiority complex.

This is also the reason why he always finds a reason for himself every time he takes action, instead of using his feelings for Yukinoshita Yukino as the reason to do it.

He was afraid that he would fall in love with Yukinoshita Yukino. Even though he already liked Yukinoshita Yukino at that time, he was still afraid. He was afraid that he would get stuck in it and could only use the Service Club as a connection between himself and Yukinoshita Yukino.

He helps Yukinoshita Yukino because he is a member of the Service Club, not because of Yukinoshita Yukino that he is a member of the Service Club.

He wanted to tell himself that.

But feelings will not be reduced because of rational suppression, nor will they be deviated because of the reasons you find for yourself.

If you have read the light novel, it is not difficult to find that the Great Sensei's mind is almost always filled with Yukinoshita Yukino, especially in volumes 12 and 13 where Yukinoshita Yukino appears less frequently.

In these two volumes, Hikigaya Hachiman is thinking about Yukinoshita Yukino almost every moment, which is why Yukinoshita Yukino occupies a large number of chapters in these two chapters even though she appears very rarely.

Fortunately, in the end, Hachiman Hikigaya finally dared to face his feelings for Yukinoshita Yukino and no longer considered whether he would succeed or not.

Just like he said; "Even if it is suicide for love, it is a happy ending that we have been longing for."

So even though the two have not met yet, Su Yunqing can already assert that even if there is no memory copy, even if Hikigaya Hachiman has joined the chat group, even if the current future is different from the original future, Hikigaya Hachiman will still fall in love with Yukinoshita Yukino.

A Genius Among the Loners: “I see.”

The Genius Among the Loners: "Then I'd better not watch it."

Hikigaya Hachiman said after hesitating for a moment.

Although he is very curious about his future and the lover that the group leader mentioned who will fall in love with him in the future, he has a clear understanding of himself.

If it were him now, after seeing his future lover in the memory copy, if he met her in reality, his behavior at that time would definitely be very abnormal, and would be completely different from his usual self.

So in order to avoid embarrassing himself at that time, it would be better for him not to look at the memory copy.

Ordinary group leader: "Oh, then don't watch it, we can watch it ourselves."

An ordinary group leader: "The name of the memory copy is called My Youth Romantic Comedy. Sure enough, there is a problem. Don't remember it wrong and click in."

"Ding, the group leader uploaded a copy of the memory."

A genius among loners: "???"

A Genius Among the Loners: "I'll upload it even if I don't want to watch it."

Ordinary group owner: "Of course."

Ordinary group owner: "If you don't watch it, others will."

Su Yunqing said as a matter of course.

Everyone has uploaded a copy of their own memories, so why don’t you upload one?
If you don't want to watch it, just don't watch it.

No one is forcing you to watch it.

A genius among loners: "."

Hikigaya Hachiman was speechless and said, "You might as well not say anything."

Time passed slowly. Because they had finished watching the memory copies of Sword Art Online and Fights Break Sphere a long time ago, there was only one extra memory copy this time. In addition, they were indeed curious about Hikigaya Hachiman's memory copy, so someone finished watching it as soon as Su Yunqing uploaded the memory copy.

Kasumi Shiko: "No wonder the group leader said you are the Great Teacher, this nickname really suits you."

Kasumi Shiko: "But your past is indeed very different from what I imagined."

After reading the memory copy, Kasumigaoka Utaha, in addition to the feelings for Hikigaya Hachiman and Yukinoshita Yukino, and the very reasonable words that Hikigaya Hachiman often said during their actions, more of her thoughts actually came from Hikigaya Hachiman before high school.

I have no friends and zero interpersonal relationships at school. Apart from my family, there are basically no other people I can communicate with on my phone. Someone once asked for my email address out of sympathy, but I ended up sending them multiple emails over two weeks, but they never replied once.

He often listed castes and pyramids at school and home, and in either case he would place himself at the lowest level.

At home, we have arranged the hierarchy in a pyramid order: "First is Mom, second is Komachi, third is Makakura (cat), fourth is Dad, and fifth is me."

The difference in treatment from my parents was particularly obvious, and I complained countless times in my heart.

For example, Komachi gets twice as much money for lunch, and when he goes out, he only gives the fare to Komachi (the same applies to lunch), there is a cake on his birthday (no one celebrates for him), and even his name is wrong by his mother. If there is no cake, he will only get 10,000 yen.

Komachi went out for dinner and received lucky money, gifts, and cake. When she was a child, her father taught her at Christmas that Santa Claus did not exist (his intention was obvious), and she no longer believed in Santa Claus. Komachi's wishes come true every year.

When I was in middle school, I had a good memory and could remember the names of all the students in my class at once, but people said I was disgusting.

When I was in middle school, I was called a stalker because I chose to go home at the same time as the girl I had a crush on many times (just going the same way).

Putting aside the fact that his parents treated him and Komachi differently, this guy's first half of his life was really miserable.

Even ordinary people can't do what he does.

From this point of view, he is really not an ordinary person.

However, as for the different treatment, even though Komachi was a good person, she didn't know what to say when parents treated her differently to this extent.

Human-headed dog Kazuma: "She has an arrogant and cold personality. She looks cold on the outside, but she has a gentle and lovely side on the inside. She is extremely gentle. She knows that giving up may not produce any results, but she still wants to try again, hoping that a miracle will happen. She is such a cute girl who foolishly persists until now."

Human-headed dog Kazuma: "@The genius among the lonely, you really deserve to die!"

Human-headed dog Kazuma: "I also want to enjoy this kind of campus life, damn it!"

After watching the memory copy, Sato Kazuma let out a howl, but Hikigaya Hachiman, who had not yet watched the memory copy, had no idea what he was wailing about.

Human-headed dog and Shin: "Strangle the dog's neck.jpg"

Human-headed dog Kazuma: "Dumpling is so good, why did you reject it!"

Human-headed dog Kazuma: "It's fine if you refuse, but why do you have to refuse so directly?"

Human-headed dog Kazuma: "Don't you know that Dango will be sad?"

Yukinoshita Yukino is very outstanding, and Hikigaya Hachiman has never had any feelings for Yuigahama Yui other than friendship. Sato Kazuma knows this very well.

But, Yuigahama Yui's gentleness made him unable to ignore her existence.

Because it is something I care about, I am unwilling to let it go easily; even though I know we are far apart, even though I know there will be no result if I let go.

But she just wanted to try her best, hoping that a miracle would happen to her.

Doesn’t Yuigahama Yui know that Hikigaya Hachiman likes Yukinoshita Yukino?
of course I know.

But why did she still choose to do it even though she knew it, still refused to admit defeat, and still tried to win back Hikigaya Hachiman's heart?
Because she loves Hikigaya Hachiman, she is unwilling to let go.

Because of my love for Hachiman Kigaya, I do some seemingly insignificant things. In my words and deeds, I always think about things related to him, and enjoy the brief, even false warmth at some point.

Perhaps this is disgusting in the eyes of some people, but to Sato Kazuma, it is a manifestation of Yui Higahama's deep love for Hachiman Hikigaya.

When it comes to falling in love with Hachiman Kigaya, Yuigahama Yui is no worse than Yukinoshita Yukino.

For Hikigaya Hachiman, each of them took action, whether it was the complex tenderness towards Hikigaya Hachiman during their initial encounter, or the extra concern for him after getting to know him more deeply, or the subsequent change of addressing the Great Teacher to the more intimate Xiaoqi, or that almost confession at the temple fair.

Yuigahama Yui has been working hard, even though she can only look at his back again and again, and shed tears alone again and again.

She understood Yukinoshita Yukino's love for Hikigaya Hachiman, and she also understood that Hikigaya Hachiman liked Yukinoshita Yukino. She also understood that she was a mutual friend of theirs, so she was reluctant to take that step; but she also couldn't suppress the emotions in her heart, and was unwilling to just quit without doing anything.

With each passing moment, each time I hesitated, my feelings grew deeper and deeper, and my pain grew heavier and heavier.

A Genius Among the Loners: "I don't know who the Tuanzi you are talking about is, but maybe she is just too gentle."

A genius among loners: "A gentle girl is actually gentle to everyone, but I would mistakenly think that she is only gentle to me, and then I would be complacent and get carried away, and finally we would end up parting on bad terms, with both sides hurt. This is what my future self would say."

A genius among loners: "I can't be sure of her feelings at all."

A genius among loners: "Maybe I can do it in a longer time, but by then I will definitely have someone I really like."