My autobiography cannot be a tragedy

Chapter 173 To Read or Not to Read

After reading the text, Meng Lang couldn't help but close the book.

"Sneeze~"

Squeezing my nose, I threw the tissue into the trash can.

Forgive my sentimentality, this is so fucking sensational!
What does it feel like to be moved by yourself?The mood is very complicated...

Paralyzed!

Unsurprisingly, another tragedy happened!

Counting the time when the bullet got stuck in the intervertebral disc, this is already the second time!
He felt that his lower body should have been targeted by fate...

After reading what happened to him, there was a hint of sympathy mixed with helplessness.

The sympathy is mixed with a wave of envy for being forced into dog food...

In short, the mood is very complicated.

Especially when the hero in this book is me, my mood is more complicated.

Logically speaking, this kind of failed life should feel sad, but for some reason, after seeing the end, I suddenly feel that the world is worth it...

"Hey! Can't career and love have a double harvest..."

Lin Haitang also wrote ghostwriting in "Late Justice" last time, but that time, her pen and ink focused more on the unjust case.

But in today's "Ordinary Road", Meng Lang saw more of herself in her eyes... an extraordinary but short life.

From his own perspective, this should be a tragedy, but from Lin Haitang's perspective, he saw more of an unknown hero.

Maybe it's because the autobiography written by myself is more about regret, while the one written by others is more about sighing...

Whether it is merit or demerit can be judged by future generations.

Looking at one's own life "after death" from the perspective of others, I have to say, this is a very novel experience.

Meng Lang had a different understanding of life.

"Just when I wanted to change my fate, fate ushered in a fierce counterattack..."

He sighed deeply.

As stated in the book, his original plan was to get rid of Hu Dazhi directly through Wang Zhaoping, thus changing the fate of Cheng Biao and Ah Xing.

As the former boss, Cheng Biao must know the details of Hu Dazhi like the back of his hand. Just finding some criminal evidence on this kind of person is enough for him to be sentenced for several years.

Since you can't persuade the person who caused the problem, then solve the person who caused the problem!

Meng Lang: Male, 24 years old.

Hobbies: Reporting anonymously.

With me, the "enthusiastic masses", and Wang Zhaoping, the captain of the criminal police, personally acting...

If Hu Dazhi was sent in, wouldn't Cheng and Biao be spared a prison sentence?
Unexpectedly, the plan was successful, and the people were sent in, but they were only locked up for 5 years!
5 years is a long time for a person, but very short for life.

As time goes on, he becomes a "variable" in his life.

Presumably, when he took revenge on Cheng Biao and the other two, he was brought into trouble by Chi Yu...

If this is a customs clearance game, I must be playing on hell difficulty now.

Any passer-by aunt may be a master of group killing, and any little boss whose name looks like a trick, may have resurrection skills.

Do you think you can pass the level by knocking him down?

As a result, he suddenly got up and gave you a backstab...

Originally, he just regarded this Hu Dazhi as a passerby who had never met, and arranged his fate very casually.

Casualness is like removing a stumbling block on the road of life.

But I didn't expect this guy to hold a grudge so much. After waiting for five years, he came out and killed them all with one move, and took his two legs away by the way.

That's exactly what it said.

When you arrange your fate, fate also arranges you...

It is impossible to guard against it!
But through this incident, he can't say that he has gained nothing.

In two lives, brothers Cheng Biao and A Xing fully explained what it means to "give up one's life for righteousness".

In terms of consciousness and loyalty, it has completely withstood the test of time!

This once again confirms their value.

In the face of dangerous enemies hidden in the dark, the best choice is to be alone and be the mastermind behind the scenes.

In this way, many things that are inconvenient to come forward need to be done by trustworthy people.

It probably means "you take the blame and send you to death", which means I will avenge you when it's over.

It can be used as a bodyguard or as a tool man, with many functions.

For example, since you already know that "Melody of Death" can attract the masked man.

Then he can come to fish and enforce the law, then set a trap to catch him, and then slice the masked man into pieces...

This kind of extremely dangerous action, relying on one's own power alone, definitely needs a trustworthy helper!
In "Ordinary Road", I obviously have such a plan, so I will support the two to set up a security company.

The purpose must be to prepare for the final confrontation with the masked man.

Unexpectedly, these two carefully selected warriors.

He didn't die on the battlefield fighting for human civilization, but fell into the low-quality internal struggle of human beings...

It is true that he died before leaving the teacher, when will the injustice be repaid.

but……

If Hu Dazhi's unexpected change made meng lang feel like he had eaten a fly.

Then a seemingly insignificant sentence mentioned in the book made him feel stuck in his throat.

[In 2037, his Alzheimer's disease developed, and his memory began to fade.

"How is it possible? It should be next year..."]

Lin Haitang couldn't understand this sentence, but he was shocked when he saw it.

Of course he remembered that the first appearance of Alzheimer's disease was in "Apocalypse", and the onset time at that time...was 2038!
In other words, the time of my own dementia has advanced...

This is undoubtedly a terrible signal!

As the cause of madman's disease was deciphered by himself, and at the same time he found a way to circumvent it, it had become a secondary threat to his life.

Now, however, the major threat of "Alzheimer's disease" seems to be worsening...

Of course, it is also possible that I lost my legs and suffered a major physical and mental blow, leading to an earlier illness caused by a decline in physical fitness.

but……

There are so many episodes, so many brothers, so many ways to die, which one is not suffering from severe physical and mental injuries, and is still desperately carrying forward under the huge pressure of survival?
They haven't deteriorated, why do you, a guy who "reads books, grows flowers, and lives happily" deteriorate?

Who do you look down on?
But what did he do to make his condition worse?
Doesn't the book mention any "self-mutilation" behavior?
Meng Lang stroked his chin.

"Is it an overclocking of the brain?

It shouldn't be, a person who reads books and grows flowers can't be so curt!

Besides, other people have used this ability before, and there are even more extreme ones. Why did they get sick according to the original script?

If the problem wasn't with 'Meng Lang' in this episode.

Eliminate all the impossible, and the rest..."

Meng Lang thought of the hidden danger that he had been worrying about for a long time...

Could it be... the problem lies with "I"?
One life is all things, and all things are one.

After all, I am the "root" of the brothers.

If there is any change in the "self", then all the brothers will suffer accordingly.

And all I can think of is that excessive use of the brain may cause my neurodegeneration is only...

"Consciousness overlaps!"

Meng Lang's heart tightened.

The crow mouth named Murphy once said that things are like this sometimes, the more unwilling you are, the worse things will develop in the worst direction...

The hidden danger of the hyperspace radio group is that the consciousness and knowledge from other "selfs" are superimposed on the "self" again and again!
This process is passive and irreversible, and you cannot choose to delete it yet.

At least for the upper body method of "scene triggering", Meng Lang has not found a button to actively turn off this skill so far.

Then the problem comes...

Even if it is a super-large-capacity hard drive with hundreds of terabytes, if you keep stuffing "little movies of life" into it, it will run out.

Life has a limit, but knowledge has no limit.

The brain is a good thing, but it cannot break through the physical limit!
For me, the house is that big, and there are dozens of brothers, and everyone squeezes in and enjoys it.

But hundreds of thousands of brothers rushed in...

If I use up the basement by myself, I'm afraid it won't be enough to live in, right?

The best situation is that the newcomers in the world catch up with the old ones, and the waves behind the Yangtze River drive the waves ahead.

Come and go one by one for regular cleaning.

Although doing so seems a bit scumbag, there is suspicion of crossing the river and demolishing the bridge.

But in this way, no matter how many brothers come, a dynamic balance can be maintained.

The most terrible situation is another kind of scum.

That is, the newcomer leads in the door, and the old one waits on the bed!
The final consequence of no one being willing to leave would be to blow up the house!

He has always had such a faint worry, but today, this worry may have gradually become a reality...

Although it is just a guess at the moment, if this guess becomes a reality...

This means that someone who reads too much may become a nerd.

I read too many books, it is likely to be dementia?

Although it is the same goal by different routes, but...

It's very depressing!

This problem may be a more urgent threat than the aliens that I have encountered so far!
He frowned and pondered for a while, if Meng Lang got something.

There are only three solutions he can think of at the moment.

One is to find out the active closing button and study "Occlumency"!
But this is not the magical world, the method is currently no clue.

The second is to develop your own brain domain!

Turn a small house into a big house, a big house into a villa, and a villa into a tall building...

At that time, not to mention hundreds or thousands, tens of thousands of people can live there.

This directly involves the "God's Forbidden Zone".

However, I have acquired the "brain overclocking" skill, and the key research projects are also in the field of brain neurology. In the future, it may not be possible to develop technologies to expand the brain domain.

But the time it takes... I'm afraid it will take hundreds of years to calculate.

The good news is that my own Alzheimer's treatment seems to be slowing down the disease.

Even if it is only a temporary solution but not the root cause, there is a glimmer of hope after all.

The last method is the most simple and rude!
Since reading can be read as dementia...

Then stop reading!
He did not forget that there were two autobiographies with "the same name"!

That's right, "alive" and "alive"

The second "To Live" was blank, without leaving a single word, and at the same time... I never received any "signal"!
This shows that as long as you don't study, no brothers will come to you.

Although doing this is the simplest and crudest way, and it is probably the most direct and effective method, but it will undoubtedly cost the most!
After all... If you don't study, how can you achieve a counterattack in life?

The brothers have told us bloody life lessons one by one.

If you choose to lie flat, you choose to hand over your life to that bad old man of fate.

The result so far is... Bad End for all, without exception!

The life of reading is dementia, and the life of not reading leads to tragedy...

To read or not to read?
This is a problem.

Sure enough, all the gifts in destiny often have their prices marked...

This autobiography is both honey and arsenic to me.

If you don't eat, you will starve to death, but if you eat, you will drink poison to quench your thirst...

Meng Lang stared blankly at the cover of "Ordinary Road" on the desk.

The Ordinary Road... The Ordinary Road...

Could it be that I actually thought of this in this book?
That's right, they were all born by the same mother, so I am more savvy for no reason.

Then... it is to give up reading and embark on a completely unknown "ordinary road".

Or pick up this book, put on the magic spell of "Alzheimer's disease", and embark on an extraordinary road?

Meng Lang curled his lips, is there still a choice?

Why did Supreme Treasure choose to wear the golden hoop, even if the price is to forget the person he loves the most?
To save Zixia?Or to save the master?

Whether it is responsibility or mission.

After all, it's just one sentence.

The lesser of two evils...

Because he didn't wear it, all he could get in the end was just a few corpses...

You must know that the enemy you are facing is much stronger than the Bull Demon King.

Is it true that I have to wait until the finale, and I will be sad again, let me say a word.

There was once an autobiography in front of me, but I didn't know how to cherish it until my life ended in tragedy?

Isn't this a waste of food because of choking?

However, reading belongs to reading, and the problem still needs to be solved.

If reading can really accelerate the deterioration of dementia, then what method to use and how to read well have become an urgent problem.

In the past, the full man didn't know the hungry man was hungry, so he spent a lot of money on "brothers".

Now that IQ is in arrears, I can only count carefully.

Not to mention reading it once a week, you have to lie down one, three, five, and read two, four, or six.

And it has to be targeted and well-planned.

Increase revenue and reduce expenditure, eliminate waste, and increase the utilization rate of "brothers"!

The most critical thing is to grasp the dynamic balance between "the degree of deterioration of Alzheimer's disease" and "the progress of Alzheimer's treatment research".

Manage your time well and don't capsize the boat!
"Ah! It's easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but hard to go from extravagant to frugal!"

Meng Lang sighed.

However, although there was another stumbling block on the road of life, Meng Lang, who had become accustomed to the beatings of fate, accepted it calmly.

People live for a hundred years, just to teach people how to choose.

But the yearning and pursuit of a better life must be unswerving!

Tragedy is absolutely not allowed!

"I didn't expect to be a hero of the world, but I have to step on the colorful clouds and marry Fairy Zixia, right?"

(End of this chapter)