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Chapter 505 Chapter Five Hundred Three · BE15 · "Heart"

"Noel." Su Mingan called out the name.

After a third of the blood was drawn, he was teleported to Noel.

……

[Mill Chris's Bloodstained Pocket Watch: Calling a person's name can be sent to TA's side immediately.Each use loses one-third of the blood of the whole body. 】

……

A red light flashed, and there was a solid feeling of landing under his feet. Su Mingan raised his head and saw Noel attaching a blade to the blue rose cane.

When he heard the teleportation, Noel looked back at him, astonishment flashed in his eyes.

"...Are you planning to kill me?" Su Mingan asked jokingly.

Noel blinked and understood immediately.

"Of course not." Noel put away his cane: "I think that after the tentacles expand to a certain extent, you may have a special mutation."

"It's okay, you run away first, don't worry about me." Su Mingan said.

"...Really." Noel nodded: "It seems that you have already made a decision, so I won't interfere anymore."

Watching Nuoer go away, Su Mingan suddenly heard a voice.

This is a system notification sound, the sound is extremely cold.

"Ding dong!"

[The "Road to Purification" mission has been completed. 】

[Acquire skill promotion stone*1. 】

……

Su Mingan was slightly taken aback.

He turned around, and found that the tentacles that had been banned by him suddenly began to spread wildly. They expanded endlessly, extending outward like an overwhelming river.

They quickly broke through the range of 10000 yards and forcibly helped him complete the task of purifying the road.

Seeing this scene, Su Mingan was not surprised.

...that's why he didn't run away.

Because he can't escape at all.

"Dong dong."

"Dong dong."

He heard the sound like a beating heart again.The surrounding tentacles seemed to be alive, out of his control.

——It was as if the real owner of the tentacles was about to wake up.

He fell into a state of being alienated.

Noel, who had already run some distance, turned back immediately.A sharp knife protruded from the tip of his cane, stabbing towards Su Mingan's heart, exactly the same as in the previous week.

However, the next moment, a tentacle shot up from the ground, piercing Noel's heart first.

...Before Nuoer was about to help Su Mingan back, the tentacle monster killed Nuoer first.

Noel's pupils shrank slightly, intense pain filled his body, those azure sea-like eyes dimmed bit by bit, dark red, bright red, slightly black blood scattered from all parts of his body out.

His mouth opened slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end, only blood flowed out.

Su Mingan watched this scene.

Noel died before his eyes.

Su Mingan originally thought that the tentacle would kill Noel after it killed him, but he didn't expect that the tentacle just got close to him and rubbed against his face like a kitten.

Slippery, greasy, with a tar-like feel to the surface of the tentacles, which is not comfortable to rub against.

It didn't kill him, it just wrapped around his limbs, like cuddling him.

He felt again, the situation where his whole body was gradually losing control.

These tentacles entangled him almost gently, pulling him, preventing him from escaping.His mind was stripped, his body lost control, and his SAN value fell off a cliff...

... He is fully aware of the whole process of being "alienated" by the tentacle monster.

He saw the intricate phantom again, the gorgeous goo filling his vision.He gradually became unaware of everything in the outside world——

Body control is lost.

The five senses are lost.

The ability to think is weakened.

Presence fades.

But hair scraped across his face.

Silvery, like mercury.

He heard a burst of laughter.

……

Due to losing the ability to think, Su Mingan couldn't remember what happened afterwards.

In the dazed chaos, he perceives that someone seems to be very close to him.

White, slightly swaying hair, scratching his unconscious ears, she raised her hand and covered his eyes.

"Next, something terrible is going to happen, and you don't want to see anything," she seemed to say.

She took his hand and drenched through layers of mud.Rich blood energy spread around, and the huge monster tentacles swallowed towards the sky as if alive.

He sits among the wriggling tentacles like a sculpture.People ran in all directions, and the whole world trembled and wailed.

He doesn't remember the specific details, but it seems that something very sad, very sad happened afterwards.

In front of him, the woman with silver-white hair, she let go of the hand covering his eyes, and helped him wipe away the warm blood flowing from the corner of his eyes.

Even though he lost his ability to think, he vaguely remembered these pictures.

Through layers of darkness and sticky matter, he, who was slow in thinking, could vaguely pass through the blood mist in his vision and see the deep sadness in her eyes.

……

【...Siber, let go of Su Mingan! ] He heard someone shouting.

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【...Cthulhu, heretics, today is the time for your end! ] He heard that someone was judging with righteous words.

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[It's a pity that you still embarked on this path, Sissy, God of Nine is an evil god, and no one can escape from his bewitchment.We had hoped that the rest of your days would be easier. ] He heard someone's voice full of regret.

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【……Do not lie to me. ] He heard a very sad sigh.

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【Siber, promise me. 】

……

【From now on, you are...】

The sound is getting more and more complicated.

He gradually lost his hearing.

……

All kinds of voices blew past his ears like invisible wind.

Among the voices, there were male voices, female voices, old and young, some shouted, some spoke harshly, and some wept silently.

They converged into a torrent that meandered before his eyes.

At last,
It was as if someone had let out a hysterical, out-of-pitch cry.

"Ahh-!"

"what--"

The sound was like a broken gong, as shrill as crying blood.

"Ah-"

"what……"

……

He seemed to be watching a silent movie with no meaning, one thing after another happened continuously, but he had stopped thinking because of alienation.

It's just that these pictures are constantly pouring into his brain that has suspended his thinking through his numb eyes, and they are engraved in his memory.

Like a puppet being manipulated, his thoughts were hazy for a long time, and he almost forgot who he was.

He only vaguely remembered that during this period, there seemed to be a figure with a praying mantis on his shoulder, which was rushing towards him, and then was swallowed by blood.

And he just watched.

Already alienated, he just opened his eyes numbly and couldn't move, watching.

Beside him, someone whispered softly:
"……ended."

And he could only keep silent.

Outside the live broadcast room, the audience watched this scene in despair. They thought that the number one player would never be able to change back to the previous number one player.

The first player has become a puppet of npc.

He permanently lost his mind in the dungeon, he was alienated, and he stopped at the pinnacle of the Eighth World, which is a sad ending.

And Noel, the only one who knew how to break the game, had been killed by the tentacles early, and he could no longer help him back to change everything.

……

An hour after Su Mingan lost consciousness, a shattered white fragment suddenly began to twist in his heart.

"Adventurer, look, our world is very sad." Ahead, the white-haired woman controlling the tentacles to engulf the world was talking to him.

She didn't get a response, but didn't care either.

She touched the bright red flower of the curse fire on her head, and stuck it into her hair when it was a little loose, then turned her head slowly.

She saw a solid white square billowing from the fabric of his chest.

She smelled a smell of gunpowder, her expression changed drastically, and she was about to pounce on it immediately.

"boom--!"

The explosion happened suddenly.

Su Mingan's body was torn apart by the explosion, and the suddenly formed explosive exploded, and it directly tore his heart from his chest and abdomen.

The bomb, which was frozen by Mijiale, finally exploded as scheduled an hour after he lost consciousness, helping him to go back in time.

The white-haired woman looked at this scene in shock, and she rushed forward, crying loudly at his fragmented body.

At this moment, when he was on the verge of death, a moment of clarity flashed through Su Mingan's sluggish mind.

All the scenes after he was alienated began to replay in his mind.

He remembered what would happen later, most of the time.

Death returns.

He opened his eyes again.

In the sky, several players came to investigate. At this time, the world mission of destroying evil gods had just been released.

"Cthulhu! Today is the day of your demise—"

In the sky, Mizushima Kawasora, who was holding a blazing long sword, shouted loudly like thunder.

The wind on the roof of the stone castle was a bit strong, and it blew Su Mingan's sweaty hair.

Beside him, the tentacles were lying quietly, and the strange heartbeat had not yet appeared.

……came back.

He stretched out his hand, as if he could still see the alienated fluid substance covering his whole body.In the last episode, he seemed to be an unconscious corpse, a stone statue deprived of thinking power.The pain of alienation that lasted for a full hour was particularly clear at this moment.

"——Su Ming'an, why are you standing among the tentacles... I see, are you an evil god this time? Are you responsible for all these abnormalities?" His.

Su Mingan turned a deaf ear to her words, he just lowered his head and looked at his intact hands like new, as if looking at some precious treasure.

In the last week, the alienated him watched them turn into black mucus little by little, and his melted five fingers mixed with the disordered substances on his body.At that time, he couldn't control his fingers, couldn't control his palms, he couldn't speak, he couldn't move... It was as if he had been imprisoned in a shell made by his body, and everything became strange and bizarre in his eyes.

The endless fear made him tremble even now, his eyes moved stiffly, and for a moment, he had a self-destructive desire to tear his chest apart.

...just to curb this lingering fear.

In the past, he could use his body and emotions to do anything that could promote the progress of customs clearance.Over time, he has come to see himself less as a fully human being and more as a dismantled prop to achieve a goal.He can separate his ability to express, his ability to contagious emotions, his emotions towards various things and people, his thinking, beliefs and philosophies, his tolerance of pain and emotional feedback, Split his basic logical reasoning and empathy.

...Constructed as a qualified "first player".

Because he knows that he is not congenitally deficient and capable enough, he needs to carry out these "splits".

Because he is weak, because virtue is not worthy, he wants to use everything available.And the most suitable, and one of the few powers he controlled, was his death.

... If his death can extend the road ahead, then so be it.

If his death can reveal the truth of the clearance, so be it.

Therefore, in order to obtain clues after alienation, he can put himself in an hour of alienation last week to find opportunities to break the situation.

He thought it was no big deal, he had done a lot of things like living to death before.Whether he died from being annihilated and pierced through his temple, or was drained of blood to infuse the magic circle, or was torn apart by an explosion, crushed into meatloaf, or pushed to death from a thousand meters high... such pain, he has experienced many.

His spiritual points are also high enough, and he is sure to adjust his state after the alienation is over, just like he did in Baisha Paradise.

He is not a wise man, nor can he punch the organizer or kick the boss rabbit. He can't chop melons and vegetables all the way like a hero, and easily win a complete victory.

Therefore, he can only open the way by stepping on his own corpse.

Human beings have been walking on the road from birth to death all their lives, but he just returned a few miles between the starting point and the ending point.If you don't even have this kind of awareness, let alone win back your homeland under the game of despair.

He just couldn't enjoy this gift of fate called death with peace of mind, and indulged in high status and vain.

No matter how painful, how tortured.

but now,
After experiencing death and experiencing this unspeakable alienation pain that is dozens of times more painful,

The string he had been stretching was somewhat broken.

human physical pain,

It can easily spill over into a mental breakdown.

"—Su Ming'an, does your silence mean acquiescence?"

Mizushima Chuankong looked at Su Mingan, who was bowing his head and saying nothing, and raised his willow eyebrows: "Your identity is an evil god, and the compatibility between the players and their guides matches. From this point of view, you really are—"

She raised the flaming sword in her hand, and her emotions became agitated.

"By the way, I almost forgot to ask you—my missing Qing—you have seen her, right? She has disappeared since the sixth world. She mentioned it to me, and she went to find you.

However, she has not heard from her until now. If she comes back, she will definitely come to me...

——Only you, only you can forcibly make her lose her player status, you have a grudge, and you are the only person in power who can switch between NPC and player status——

—you killed her!"

……

Above the sky, a black-haired woman who looked like a god loudly pronounced the crimes of the wicked.

What she waved in her hand was a sword that burned countless people.

This blazing flame symbolizes purification, it will burn all the ominous things in the world, and its name is "judgment".

The tribesmen raised their heads.

They knelt down, sang, and prayed loudly to her brave, straight-backed shadow who faced the evil god.

Under the brilliant, white sunlight, Mizushimagawa Sora's long hair fluttered in the wind——

The wind was filled with the sound of praise and freedom.

……

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[In this vault of fabricated beliefs. 】

【…They are the only pair of "sober" lambs. 】

【She wants to bring light and freedom to the people she loves. 】

【However, young Sissy, she doesn't know. 】

[In the unspeakable, repelled longing. 】

【Her suffering, her anomaly, are the crimes that caused her here. 】

【Under the rot of the world,】

【… She glimpsed the abyss where countless martyrs were buried. 】

[He tells her. 】

[Among humans, being "sober" is not a mistake. 】

【…】

["Wake up alone" is. 】

【——"Jiu Shen Reincarnation Notes"】

(End of this chapter)