Great time travel

Chapter 47. The innocent and cruel murderous primary school student
"... What all the students and teachers in Fujimi Gakuen don't know is that I have almost killed someone before. One night four years ago, when I was a middle school student, a moron once wanted to kill someone. Attacked me from behind, trying to invade me. Of course, I didn't lose with the wooden knife in my hand. Instead, I broke the guy's shoulder blade and thigh bone with a few knives, causing the idiot to scream and faint. "

Standing on the roof balcony of Takashiro's mansion, facing the dawn, Saeko Busujima told Wang Qiu about her past.

"...This is just a normal self-defense counterattack!" Wang Qiu curled his lips, "...if a girl from our side knocked down the idiot, she would definitely think that she is an amazing girl with world-class martial arts skills. He is a knight. Then brag everywhere in the class and enjoy the admiring gazes of his classmates..."

"...the police who handled the case thought so too, so they regarded it as self-defense, did not hold me accountable at all, and sent me home in a patrol car...but the problem is...at that time I I feel very happy! It’s not because I feel relieved because I defeated the idiot, but because I feel extremely happy because of the fact that I can be violent against people!”

Saeko Busujima's voice became even deeper, "...that time four years ago, I was actually pretending to be scared on purpose to lure that man into making further moves. Then I launched a counterattack without hesitation—ah, that bone The sound of breaking, the painful moaning expression, the splashing pungent blood, everything makes me feel extremely happy, so I can't help but want to challenge more thugs, break their bones, listen Their groans... all this is really happy, so happy that I can't control myself! I found that that's the real me, Saeko Busujima's nature!
After that, I tried my best to suppress my violent factor, and even hated myself because of it... However, in the midst of this disaster rampant with the living dead, I was horrified to find that I was once again intoxicated by power and happily In it, I can't restrain the urge to kill at all—it's the same when I'm fighting zombies, and it's also the same when I know the troubled times are coming. In addition to the fear, there are waves of excitement filling my heart. To release the urge to kill, I feel so scared when I think about it, and I feel that I am not a normal girl at all..."

——For Saeko Busujima's confession, Wang Qiu's expression is completely "囧".

Your character information is clearly a violent sister who is good at fighting and killing, why is you still such an awkward literary girl in your heart?
Do you know that with such a contradictory setting, if there is no halo of the protagonist, he will often die very quickly in reality!

——I have to admit that post-war Japan went a bit too far in terms of "demilitarism", so that while advocating fighting and violence in comics, it also admires the beauty of waste and cuteness in reality... The result Even a kendo expert like Saeko Busushima is hypocritical.

"...Ahem! Well...Although I am not a psychiatrist, I still don't think there is any major problem with your mental state, Busushima-san, this is at best the most common battlefield syndrome—if If the desire to violently defeat an opponent is such an ugly psychology, then every boxer, martial artist, and sumo wrestler who stands in the ring should probably be locked up in a mental hospital."

Wang Qiu scratched her hair and explained to her, "... Strictly speaking, the passion for violence and fighting, and the pursuit of all kinds of powerful power are the innate instincts of each of us, from ancient times to the present. , has never changed. Of course, boys are a little more obvious in this regard, so they like to play war games since childhood, while girls prefer to play with dolls and play house... But the reverse example abounds too For example, when I was young, I was often hit by senior sister Ma Tong riding on me... Hey, there are more and more savage girls these days..."

Speaking of this, Wang Qiu couldn't help but smiled wryly, "...In fact, if you live in a tribe in the barbaric era, then a preference for violence is a must for survival! Of course, we are civilized people, different from wild beasts and barbarians, You will use the law to limit your violent instincts, don't you also obey it? No matter how the beast in your heart roars, you still maintain the consciousness of being a civilized person, and that is enough.

What's more, now that the end of the world has come, everyone must fight for survival, this is the time to unleash the beast in your heart..."

"...It's not that I don't understand this, but the problem is..." Saeko Busujima smiled wryly, "...a woman like me with blood on her hands, a beast hidden in her heart, and taking pleasure in it, can really Accepted by other companions?"

——Okay, I didn’t expect you to be an Amazon female warrior on the outside, but you are Yamato Nadeko in your heart... No wonder you have demons!

Perhaps because of the broken spine during the war, in Japan after the war, the entire social atmosphere is a bit closer to China's Song Dynasty.Soldiers with respected status before the war became targets of discrimination after the war, to the extent that self-defense members were unable to obtain household registration.For "heroes" with powerful force, most ordinary Japanese praise them in comics, while questioning and fearing them in real life. And try to expel it" ridiculous farce.

Of course, in the era of peace when the glitz is stable and the smoke has cleared, this approach is not absolutely wrong.After all, in that era, individual force was already insignificant to a highly developed civilized society... However, it is now the end of the world.In this cruel world where the weak prey on the strong, the weak can only survive by relying on the strong. Warriors with strong force will definitely become the undisputed ruling class of the whole society, just like the Japanese samurai in the shogunate era and the European knights in the Middle Ages. Those who don't understand this point deserve to be eliminated by the times!

Moreover, what cruel things did Saeko Busushima do?At best, he had wounded a few idiots in the past, and chopped down a few zombies recently.Only in this way, there is already a psychological burden, and even the self-disguised and unreasonable ideas...Then those revolutionary martyrs in the revolutionary era, as well as those superheroes in American comics, and even most of the criminal police in the Metropolitan Police Department How should I live?

But what should be done, so that this entangled literary girl can break through her mental barrier and become clear-headed?
After much deliberation, Wang Qiu finally decided that it would be better to find a few typical examples to speak out—such as the five-member Doraemon team.

"...Let's be honest, Poujima-san, in my opinion, your psychological burden of violence and killing is really a feeling of torturing yourself. Look at the few elementary school students around Doraemon, where are you? One doesn’t live a life of fighting and killing all day long, especially Nobi Nobita, who just killed 20 people in Bianliang City in the Northern Song Dynasty not long ago! But now it’s not like going to school and playing baseball every day as usual. Taste it? I think, Bujima-san, as a high school student, you don’t have the mental capacity to be inferior to elementary school students, right…”

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Nobi Nobita, a fifth grader in elementary school, a good friend who lives under the same roof as Doraemon, and a super adventurer who has traversed countless worlds.

——and the murderous elementary school student who once slaughtered countless creatures in the multiverse.

Eliminated at least hundreds of aliens in the space war, defeated the Iron Man Legion in the earth defense war, fought against the robot army in the Platinum Maze, and helped the dog prince to suppress the rebellion and restore the country in the African tropical forest , helped the animals defeat the invaders on the animal planet, saved the ancestors of the Japanese nation in the tribal melee in ancient times, wiped out thousands of demons in the world of "Journey to the West"... and just at the end of the Northern Song Dynasty At the head of the city of Bianliang, he even manipulated the interstellar war weapons of the 22nd century, and wiped out the 20 golden soldiers who besieged the city!

However, even though he has gone through so many corpses and bloody seas, and has such an extraordinary killing experience, he is still so innocent and kind, and still lives a life of "every day when he gets zero marks in class, he is reprimanded by the teacher, and when he plays baseball after school, he is ridiculed by his classmates." , go home and continue the ordinary daily life of being taught by my mother.

Therefore, Nobi Nobita expressed that he was completely incomprehensible to Saeko Busujima's tangled self-loathing mentality of enjoying violence but resisting violence.

"...When you defeat a villain, do you feel self-loathing? Big sister, why would you ask such a strange question? Isn't it a man's bounden duty to defeat a villain? If you are defeated by a villain and run home crying, That would be even more embarrassing!"

"...Eh? Is it possible that girls are too violent to marry? How is that possible! Even the gentle and lovely Minamoto Shizuka likes to wrestle with gorillas in the tropical rainforest wearing [Universal Gloves]! I also like her very much (whispering + blushing)..."

Next, Shizuka Minamoto, Koo Otokawa and Takeda Takeshi also joined the discussion, bragging to Saeko Busujima about their combat experiences—using the [magnifying light] to become a giant and turning the enemy into a bug It's the same!Use the [air cannon] to blow the enemy to pieces!There are also things like directly blowing up alien battleships with baseballs... To put it blissfully, it seems that they are not going to do something bloody to kill Yingye, but to catch beautiful insects in the forest. It's like digging up earthworms with a small shovel in the park.Saeko Busujima was taken aback when she heard that.

Well, how do you say that?The most innocent children can often do the most cruel things, because they don't know what cruelty is!

But on the other hand, if you have to do some of the most cruel things, then you might as well keep yourself as innocent as a child, forget what cruelty is, and throw away all psychological burdens to avoid your sanity collapse ——In terms of animation, it is "blackening"!
——In the last days where the weak prey on the strong and the force is paramount, the brave and rational strong can become heroes, and the bloodthirsty and tyrannical warriors like Busujima Saeko can also live well; as for those honest and responsible people, they can also pass Attach to the strong, serve the strong and survive.

But there are two kinds of people who are likely to end up miserably - the first is the white lotus of the Virgin Mary who completely ignores her own abilities; The latter is represented by Ms. Takashiro Saya——Speaking of this young lady who always gets into trouble along the way, Wang Qiu couldn’t help but feel a little puzzled: with her **** teacher and Compared with the big-breasted classmates, the breasts of this guy are not particularly plump. Why has the brain shrunk due to lack of nutrition?
Although in this zombie disaster that destroyed the old world in an instant, as an ordinary girl with a fragile psychology, it seems that it is natural for her to be unwilling to face the bloody world and believe in this cruel reality.But a brat like you who keeps provoking death and provocation again and again... well, if it wasn't for Doraemon's integrity and tolerance, and Saya Takashiro has a powerful and good father, Gaocheng Saya, the arrogant young lady who is always a disservice, should have been thrown out and re-educated by zombies for a long time!
——Just like in the prosperous Taiping era, arrogant and funny cats may be very popular and treated preferentially.But once it comes to the war period when materials are scarce and life is difficult, this kind of pets that lack practical use and are not obedient are the first batch of objects to be abandoned in difficult families...

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In short, watching these innocent and cruel elementary school students talking about how to kill people, Wang Qiu suddenly had the urge to smoke a cigarette.

——Although he has never had the habit of smoking, and basically does not drink alcohol, even beer, he can be regarded as a moral model of college students in the class.

As an ordinary person who was suddenly thrown into the main god game and had to struggle to survive in horror movies, Wang Qiu also had a similar mental journey.

Generally speaking, Wang Qiu has never thought of himself as a genius, let alone a strange person. He is just an ordinary college student who is a little more diligent and hardworking than others. His greatest hope all the time is nothing more than His own efforts can pay off, and it is not in vain that his parents have worked so hard to bring him up.Then, if fate can treat him better, he hopes to find a girl who he likes and likes himself, and live this life in peace—this is a little hope in his heart, and he hopes for the future. all expectations.

However, since the moment I came to the infinite space, all these ordinary wishes have disappeared.

——In the plot space of horror movies, he doesn't know when he will die, let alone how he will die, but... no matter what, he still wants to live, no matter how slim the hope is , He still wanted to find a glimmer of hope to survive from the despair and terror—fortunately, he got lucky in the end, defeated the main god with the help of external forces, and regained his freedom.

Now, he has temporarily got rid of that cruel arena, and is no longer a gladiator for entertainment. Finally, he can use relatively objective and calm eyes to see how people in other worlds are in danger of life and death. Struggling while trying to turn a profit while saving the world...

"...How is it? Doraemon? Is the Gaocheng family already collecting money?" Seeing the robot cat appearing behind him, Wang Qiu asked casually.

"...Well, they cooperated very well. In order to find valuable things that can be pawned, the whole house was turned upside down."

Doraemon had a happy smile on his face, obviously he had a lot of black belly recently, "...I must have stuffed all the treasures of this family into the [Automatic Pawn Machine]... People are such creatures , as long as there is a little hope, you will never give up!"

"...And we will indeed save them, won't we?" Wang Qiu also winked at Doraemon with a black belly.