One person: Brother Wang Ye, I leveled up by rebelling!

Chapter 41 I'm Your Fan Too
Lu Linglong lowered her head, bit her lips, clenched her fists, and struggled.

"If you don't want to talk about it, forget it. Why are you trying so hard? Come on, I'll take you to a full banquet."

Zhong Xiao patted Lu Linglong on the back and quickly changed the subject, fearing that he would make the child cry, although Lu Linglong probably wouldn't cry.

"Forget it! I'm dying of holding it in! I'm only telling you, don't tell anyone else!"

Lu Linglong suddenly shouted, which scared Zhong Xiao. It seemed that all the energy she had been holding back was gone. She stretched out her hand and hooked it, motioning Zhong Xiao to come closer. Zhong Xiao looked at the serious Lu Linglong and had to bend down and put his ear close to her.

"This is just my guess. I've been thinking about it for a few years. I'm not a child anymore. Although I've learned some Quanzhen techniques, my master always told me to focus on improving my character. At that time, I also met some friends from my fellow disciples and other sects, but they were not like me. Isn't it said that I have some minor flaws..."

"You want to verify whether their so-called small defects are the same as what you think in your mind, right?" Seeing that Lu Linglong's voice was getting smaller and smaller, Zhong Xiao asked.

Lu Linglong nodded. "I thought so myself. My flaws...may be related to——"

"——Come on, you don't need to say that. I have a big mouth, so just tell me what you want to do!" Zhong Xiao interrupted Lu Linglong and said.

Lu Linglong was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said firmly: "I want to go to Fujiyama! Ask clearly what my flaws were during the initiation ceremony!"

"I'll go to Fujiyama with you."

Zhong Xiao touched Lu Linglong’s little head.

[Ding! Triggering the lv.3 mission, heading to Fujiyama.]

[Since Grandpa and Master are unwilling to tell me, then go and ask for the truth yourself! Accompany Lu Linglong to Tengshan to find out the truth about your "defects"! ]

[Mission Reward: Yang Shen (Mastery)! ]

...Tsk, I would have done it even if you didn't tell me.

Zhong Xiao complained about the cute system and then fell into recollection.

As a time traveler, Zhong Xiao certainly understands Lu Linglong's flaws.

When Lu Linglong was one year old, her mother was murdered...

Lying in the crib, Lu Linglong witnessed the entire process of her mother's death, and saw her mother being stabbed to death.

The blood all over the floor and the scene of the mother being killed stimulated the mental state of the baby Lu Linglong, causing a very classic post-traumatic stress disorder.

This condition refers to a delayed or persistent mental disorder caused by an individual experiencing, witnessing, or encountering one or more actual death, threat of death, serious injury, or threat to physical integrity involving oneself or others.

This disease is also commonly known as PTSD, which caused Lu Linglong to have a typical self-destructive tendency in her nature.

Of course, most people would have no memory of what happened when they were over one year old. Even Lu Linglong herself said in her recollections that she had completely lost any memory of this incident.

But in fact, from the research of modern human brain science and psychology, we know that from the beginning of three months after birth, the baby's experiences and observations will form implicit memories and have an unconscious impact on their behavior throughout their lives.

The fundamental characteristic of implicit memory is that the subject does not consciously know that he has this memory. It can only be naturally manifested in the operation of a specific task, and the operation of this task does not depend on the subject's conscious recovery of previous experience. Therefore, this kind of memory is also called unconscious memory or unconscious memory.

So, you may have heard that a patient with amnesia (such as damage to the hippocampus) will forget his past experiences or be unable to store new memories, but he still has the original skills, such as riding a bike and playing the piano, which means that other types of memory are not affected. Linglong's father first chose two schools that only accept women for her, Honghuaxian and Fujiyama.

However, neither sect chose Linglong. The Red Flower Fairy was not destined to be with her, while Tengshan was too successful. Linglong even opened up the flow of Qi in the initiation ceremony and directly gained supernatural powers, which is a rare genius in the hundreds of years of history of Tengshan Sect. However, after seeing Linglong's mental defects and strong self-destructive tendencies, Tengshan leader Aunt Yang had to refuse Linglong's admission.

From this we can see that the reason why Fujiyama did not accept Lu Linglong was certainly not because of lack of talent.

On the contrary, Lu Linglong showed amazing talent in Fujiyama's introductory training to open up the flow of Qi in the body, and at the same time, she also gained the ability to control her blood.

Forcing out her own blood to manipulate it, during the initiation ceremony, leader Fujiyama saw the flaws in Lu Linglong's character and a serious tendency towards self-destruction in her abilities, so he had to refuse Linglong her initiation.

Lu Jin chose Quanzhen Longmen as Lu Linglong's master because he was impressed by the fact that Quanzhen's dual cultivation of sex and life could help to polish Linglong's character, hoping to overcome her psychological defects and prevent her supernatural powers from getting out of control.

This is Lu Linglong’s flaw.

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Restaurant.

I don’t know if she was born with a good appetite or if it was because she was venting her anger, but Lu Linglong’s appetite can only be described as quite astonishing. It feels like she can even participate in a big eater competition.

Even if she doesn't win an award, Lu Linglong's sweet looks and big appetite will create a huge appeal for her.

However, for Lu Linglong, she doesn't seem to lack others' praise.

After all, he is a genius who was able to develop a "Linglong Fan Club" since elementary school...

Thinking of this, Zhong Xiao couldn't help but interrupt Lu Linglong who was enjoying her meal and asked:
"Linglong, by the way, why did you form that fan club? Is it because you are good-looking? There is no shortage of good-looking people in the world."

"Ah? Brother Xiao, how did you know about this crappy fan club?"

Lu Linglong's mouth was still full of food. She suddenly became excited and almost vomited it out. She quickly pounded her chest a few times to push the food in her mouth back in. Then, she questioned Zhong Xiao as if her dark history had been discovered.

"Where did you know that?"

Um... from where?

Can it be done from the original work?
"Hehe, after all, you are the Lu family's treasured child. You can find out by just asking." Zhong Xiao told a little lie.

"Hmph...it's so embarrassing to be mentioned by someone I know!" Lu Linglong said loudly.

"What's so embarrassing about that? Doesn't that mean you're popular... So, why was this fan club formed?"

Lu Linglong sighed, feeling quite ashamed, and said, "When I was in elementary school, I went to watch the basketball game organized by the school on a whim. At that time, there were too many people rushing to the stands, causing the old stands to collapse under the heavy load. Since I was a martial artist, I held up a corner of the collapsed stand with one hand and saved the classmates who were trapped underneath."

Holy shit, so awesome?
If you had saved me at that time, I would have been your fan too!
(End of this chapter)