Shut up, I am really a pure love god of war!

Chapter 312 The End of the World
Chun Yuwan didn't eat the cake.

The night sky was unusually bright tonight. She was sitting on the platform above the cafeteria and could hear laughter coming from the studio from afar.

The excitement does not belong to me.

The same goes for others.

It seemed that from the moment Zhong Xilu arrived in the imperial capital, he became an outsider.

At this moment, she felt deeply what it felt like when the person she liked also liked someone else.

The previous ambiguity and intimacy seemed like an illusion. Bai Yang could give the same thing to himself as he could to another person.

As a result, I felt as if my heart was being tightly grasped by someone, and I couldn't even continue watching.

"Maybe if I quit like this, I won't have to feel sad anymore."

Chun Yuwan couldn't help but think so.

Then my vision became uncontrollably blurred, and my whole body felt cold and I was shivering.

It's like standing in the middle of a single-plank bridge, unable to move forward because there is another person in his heart, and unable to move backward because he has him in his heart.

What if you don’t choose either and just give up?
That would be tantamount to jumping directly into a turbulent river and destroying oneself.

drip.

The phone beeped, Chun Yuwan lowered her head and saw that the message showed that familiar avatar.

"Where are you?"

Chun Yuwan bit her lower lip and put the phone aside.

The night wind blew and it felt even colder.

I don’t know how long tonight’s carnival will last. If this day is really the end of the world, maybe everything will become much simpler.

Just as Chun Yuwan was daydreaming, he suddenly heard footsteps behind him.

She turned around suddenly and saw Bai Yang hugging his arms, stamping his feet, and complaining, "It's really cold today."

"What are you doing here?" Chun Yuwan thought she would be very excited, but her tone was unusually calm: "Where's Xiaolu?"

"I was chatting with Zeng Jianeng. It seems like the little fat guy can get along well with everyone." Bai Yang smiled and said, "I saw you were not here, so I came out to check. Otherwise, Teacher Meng Jia would be worried. He has expressly forbidden us to leave the studio tonight."

"You really are staying here."

"Yes." Chun Yuwan nodded: "I won't leave the studio."

After a pause, he continued, "I just want to sit alone for a while, so don't worry about me. Just go and accompany Xiaolu."

Bai Yang ignored her, walked to Chun Yuwan's side and sat on the ground.

His voice was unusually low: "I'm sorry, Xiaoyuwan."

Chun Yuwan trembled slightly but remained silent.

Bai Yang continued: "I hope you know that you are more important to me than you think."

Chun Yuwan lowered her head: "Why are you talking about this?"

She clenched her fist unconsciously: "I don't understand what you are thinking. I can't tell whether you are lying to me or not."

"Even if what you said is true—"

She raised her head again and looked at Bai Yang, but her face was blurry and unclear:

"So what?"

Her tone finally became excited, and she asked for the first time: "Can you give up Zhong Xilu?"

Bai Yang shook his head slowly.

"No."

Tears flowed down the girl's cold cheeks. Chun Yuwan's body swayed slightly and she felt a little unstable.

"Since you can't, why come to me again?"

She cried, "Bai Yang, what do you think of me?"

"Someone who is lowly enough to accept that you still like another girl? Someone who is cheap enough to watch you being intimate with another girl and remain indifferent?"

"No I can't."

She shrugged her shoulders slightly, but kept talking: "During this period of time, I thought I could ignore this matter and maintain a friendship, and we could continue as usual."

“Heh—” “It wasn’t until the moment I saw Zhong Xilu that I realized this was impossible.”

She wiped her tears and finally saw Bai Yang's face clearly.

"For you, being liked by a girl is not rare. Xiaolu likes you, Yiqing likes you too, and there will be more girls who like you in the future."

"You are fearless and can do whatever you want, using our love for you as a pretext for recklessness, but——"

Tears blurred her vision again, and her tone was even pleading:
"But for me, this love is everything."

"Bai Yang, I give up, okay?"

She choked up:

"Can you please stop taking advantage of my love for you?"

Bai Yang just remained silent, looking at the girl in front of him. She clearly understood everything and saw everything clearly, but she was just pretending not to see.

Where is the perfect method in love? It is nothing more than a compromise that is well known.

"I see."

He nodded: "It's cold. You'll catch a cold if you stay any longer. I'll take you back to the dormitory."

Chun Yuwan was stunned for a moment.

She didn't understand what the other party's answer meant.

I was almost hysterical, why was the other party so calm, even cold?

It was like punching out, but hitting cotton, leaving nothing.

"So—" Chun Yuwan couldn't help but ask, "We're over, right?"

"End what?" Bai Yang looked at her and said:
"If you're talking about the relationship between us, then we're just friends and it never started. If you're talking about the feelings between us"

Bai Yang said calmly: "Then you have neither the right nor the ability to end it unilaterally."

"If liking something can disappear because of a few words, then what is it called liking it?"

Chun Yuwan seemed to have lost all the strength in her body. She squatted on the ground, hugging her knees:

"That's not fair."

She trembled all over: "Bai Yang, what do you want from me?"

Bai Yang was silent for a long time.

"I do not know."

He showed an unprecedented confusion on his face, looked at the girl in front of him, and finally sighed:

"But don't worry, I won't take advantage of your love for me anymore."

"Maybe the things I force are unsolvable."

He walked over, held Chun Yuwan's shoulders, squatted down, and repeated:
"Sorry, Fishball."

"I shouldn't base my selfish thoughts on your pain. You asked me what I want from you, and my answer is..."

"Don't worry about what I think, just be yourself."

Chun Yuwan slowly raised her head and wiped away her tears.

The expression of the young man in front of her was very sincere, even with some emotions she had never seen before. At this moment, she felt as if she had lost something.

"Let's go."

Bai Yang helped her up.

"Yeah." Chun Yuwan nodded, and finally looked up at the bright moon in the sky.

It was indeed a rare moon in the imperial capital, a bit like the one hanging above the sea that night.

But, it seems a little different.

In the distance, someone in the studio cheered: "The end of the world is a rumor!"

Chun Yuwan responded silently in her heart.

"No."

(End of this chapter)