Shut up, I am really a pure love god of war!

Chapter 97: Self-righteousness and reluctance to speak out

Chun Yuwan showed a look of surprise, her mouth slightly opened, she was stunned for a moment, then looked away.

"Yes."

She did not evade the question, but said frankly: "He wants me to transfer to Star City."

"Is this the reason why you haven't come to the studio these two days?" Bai Yang sighed: "What do you think about this matter?"

"I don't want to go to Star City." Chun Yuwan slowly raised her hand and gently stroked the blooming petals: "It's good to stay here, there's nothing messy."

"But I don't have the power to decide on this kind of thing."

Bai Yang was a little surprised: "Won't your father consider your opinion?"

From what I heard before about the quarrel between Mr. Luo and Chun's father, Chun's father sounded like the one who would consider Chun Yuwan's thoughts more.

"Of course he will consider my opinion." Chun Yuwan shook her head slightly: "But he won't change his mind."

"As long as it's for my own good, it doesn't really matter whether I'm willing or not."

Bai Yang thought without hesitation: "Of course it is important."

"It is wrong to impose your will on your children."

Chun Yuwan glanced at Bai Yang and said, "For parents, right or wrong is actually not important."

Her expression remained calm when she said these words, as if she was talking about something irrelevant.

"Just like raising flowers, only when they die can we become alert."

Hearing this, Bai Yang frowned.

He didn't expect that Chun Yuwan would use such a metaphor to describe himself.

"You just said that people are different from flowers." Bai Yang said seriously: "Flowers can only stay in the vase. Whether there is too much fertilizer or too much water, they can only silently bear it, but people can refuse, avoid, and not absorb it."

Seeing that Chun Yuwan didn't react, Bai Yang simply stopped beating around the bush and gave a straightforward, unceremonious evaluation:

"Student Chun Yuwan, I think you are too pessimistic. If you do nothing, complaining and grumbling won't change anything."

This somewhat presumptuous comment made Chun Yuwan stunned for a moment.

But Bai Yang did not stop there and continued, "I know that I am not qualified to comment on your attitude towards life, but we are classmates after all. We have known each other for such a long time. I have something to say -"

He walked to the far right side of the balcony, supported himself on the railing with both hands, leaned his upper body slightly forward, and looked sharp.

"You pretend to be indifferent to everything every day. Aren't you tired?"

Chun Yuwan was not angry, but asked: "What else do you want me to do?"

"Should I cry just because they quarreled? What's the point?"

"At least you are positive about your emotions." Bai Yang said quickly: "Keeping everything in your heart, analyzing everything you encounter from a third-party perspective, and thinking that you can transcend these emotions is not maturity, it is escapism."

"Escape?" Chun Yuwan lowered her eyes: "It's easy to say, but how much do you know?"

"Not much." Bai Yang spread his hands: "If you don't want to say anything, then no matter if it's me or anyone else, it's impossible for us to understand you. You can just continue to hide in your own world and escape from reality."

His tone softened a little: "I'm sorry, maybe my words were a bit harsh, but in my impression, you shouldn't be the way I see you now."

"What should I look like?" Chun Yuwan didn't look up.

"A person who uses loneliness or mediocrity as his signature, a person who hopes to live like a summer flower and die like an autumn leaf." Bai Yang's tone was somewhat disappointed:

"If you don't even have the courage to resist life, and you pretend to be noble while going with the flow and letting others arrange for you to do things you don't want to do—"

Bai Yang paused and said, "Then these are just pretentious slogans."

"You are no different from the mediocre humans you try to avoid. You are even more hypocritical and cowardly."

Chun Yuwan stood there in a daze, and finally couldn't hold back her calm expression.

"You——" She gritted her teeth, revealing a hint of annoyance: "What does it have to do with you?"

"Because I used to be what you call a mediocre, ordinary person." Bai Yang laughed at himself: "You don't know that even for the so-called ordinariness, ordinary people need to try their best."

"And you, who obviously have a unique talent, are self-righteous and self-pitying, talking about death all the time. I find it very annoying."

He stretched lazily: "I don't like to hide things. If I'm unhappy, I will say it out."

"Of course, it's your freedom to live your life however you want. Anyway, I feel good about speaking it out."

Bai Yang waved his hand and walked back to the living room: "Continue watering your flowers. I'm going to bed."

Chun Yuwan watched Bai Yang's back disappear.

"Self-righteous? Self-righteous?"

Bai Yang's words kept echoing in her mind, and her hands gripping the fence tightened unconsciously.

The night grew deeper and the wind grew colder.

Bai Yang had already forgotten the conversation on the balcony and lay down comfortably on the bed.

He didn't care what Chun Yuwan would think about these words. He was not a life mentor. He was just a person who had lived two lives. He couldn't bear to see this little brat who kept talking about death, so he had to say something.

As for saving others, that is Lei Feng's job, Bai Yang doesn't have the leisure time for that.

I took out my cell phone and in a short period of time, I had already received several messages.

As usual, Bai Yang ignored the monsters spawning at the track and field stadium, casually replied to Wu Bo's chat, and clicked on Zhong Xilu's avatar.

The king won't ring the bell today: "How does it feel to live off campus alone? Are you too excited to sleep?"

"Reply to the message! I know you're still awake!"

"What about people?"

"Okay, okay, Xiaobai, you've become more independent now that you've moved to a new home, right? You're ignoring me now, right?"

Bai Yang raised his lips slightly and typed: "Comrade Xiao Zhong, you are anxious again."

"Do I have to hold my phone and live stream it to you while I'm taking a shower?"

Zhong Xilu replied almost immediately: "Who wants to watch you take a bath?"

“I just wanted to interview people about what it’s like to live there.”

Bai Yang: “Great!”

The king won’t ring the bell today: “How cool is that?”

Bai Yang: "My bed is 1.8 meters long!"

The king will not ring the bell today: "?"

"I didn't ask you that! Besides, my bed is huge!"

Bai Yang: "When can we have a competition?"

The king will not ring the bell tonight: ".Get lost!"

"Also, Xiaobai, I'm officially informing you that since you've moved out of the dormitory and have acquired a certain degree of self-care ability, you have to buy breakfast by yourself from now on. This class monitor will no longer provide breakfast service!"

poplar:"???"

"Is it too late for me to move back tomorrow?"

The king will not ring the bell tonight: "Of course not! You have been eating buns for so long, aren't you tired of it yet?"

Bai Yang: "Comrade Xiao Zhong's buns are so delicious that you will never get tired of them."

The king will not ring the bell tonight: "I always feel that you are hinting at something!"

"Anyway, get up early tomorrow morning. I'll wait for you at the rice noodle shop."

(End of this chapter)