Taoist temple in the mountains

Chapter 668 Have a guilty conscience, a clear heart?

"No change. No change. The same appearance as ten years ago. Really, really is your fairy." Wen Qian looked at Li Yun in front of her incoherently, and she still couldn't forget the familiar figure after so many years.

Eyes, clothes, and the way they appear are exactly the same.

Ten years of carefulness, ten years of closed heart, ten years of painful heart, finally collapsed at this time.

"It's finally here. I thought it wouldn't come. I thought I had escaped a catastrophe. I thought I could hide it like this. Why don't you want to let me go! Did I do something wrong! I didn't I did nothing wrong! I didn’t do anything wrong!” Wen Qian suddenly began to suffer unceasingly, and the workers around looked at her, thinking that Wen Qian was going crazy again, and kept away from her.

Only Wen Qian and Xu Changshan could see the existence of Li Yun. In the eyes of the workers, it was just Wen Qian’s intermittent mental illness, which was one of the reasons why Wen Qian was alienated. Her mental state was very unstable. She often does similar things. If the wages were not low, the factory would not want her.

Li Yun put his expression on, looked at Wen Qian seriously and said, "Do you feel ashamed?"

The voice was like Da Lu Hongzhong, beating Wen Qian's heart.

Are you ashamed
"Do I feel ashamed?"

"If you have no shame in your heart, you won't see the poor. If you have no shame in your heart, you won't be tortured by this incident for so many years. If you have no shame in your heart, you won't be afraid to see Xu Changshan." Li Yun looked at the text indifferently. Qian said: "Poverty asks you again, are you ashamed?"

The second time I asked, the voice sounded not only in Wen Qian's ears, but also in her heart.
In other words, this voice sounded in my heart not only for the first time.

It's been there since day one.

After torturing Wen Qian for ten years, Xu Changqing's voice of questioning came out all the time.

Xu Changshan on the side looked at Wen Qian's mental state and felt that there was something interesting. It seemed that she could really tell who the murderer who killed the students was.
After a long time, Wen Qian's eyes became very firm, and she replied.

"I, in my heart, have no shame!"

"I do not regret!"

Even facing the gods ten years ago.

Absolutely, I will not say it!
Absolutely not.
Li Yun's figure gradually disappeared, turning into a phantom, using the invisibility technique to hide his figure.

"She" Xu Changshan's expression was a bit complicated, but he didn't expect to get the same answer this time, and he still had a clear heart.

Suddenly Xu Changshan was a little depressed, even if he knew that his father did not do it, but if this witness does not retract the confession, it is still useless, and his father will still be nailed to death on the pillar of shame.

"She has guilt in her heart, but it doesn't make her confess the real culprit. There is always a scale in the human heart." Li Yun said indifferently: "She has a reason that must not be said. Even if this reason tramples on her conscience, tramples on her bottom line, tramples on her everything, even if she has been tortured for ten years, it is nothing in front of this reason."

"What is the reason for her to treat her teacher like this?" Xu Changshan murmured.

The human heart is fleshy, and he once thought about what drove Wen Qian to do such a behavior.

is there any reason to have to do this
Xu Changshan really didn't understand.

"Lady Xu, have you ever understood the background of the person who was killed at that time?" Li Yun smiled slightly.

Xu Changshan recalled that it was a girl in the class who was killed at that time. She had a pretty face, a good family background, excellent grades, and a tall figure. The best group of people on campus.

"Then, what's the relationship between her and Wen Qian?" Li Yun said again.

"It doesn't seem to have anything to do with it." Xu Changshan hesitated. No matter how you say it, this doesn't seem like someone who would have anything to do with Wen Qian: "They are all in the same place, and there is no possibility of any intersection."

Li Yun said calmly.

"Of course it matters."

Wen Qian didn't work overtime today, but went home directly, in a daze, and bought beer when she walked back.

These beers were drunk by herself.

Drinking wine to relieve sorrow, worry more sorrow.

The smell of wine and cigarettes can make Wenqian temporarily forget the pain and the feeling of being tormented by guilt in her heart.

"I'm home."

Opening the door of the rental house, there are more beers scattered on the ground inside, but these beers are all empty.

Empty beer cans, empty hearts.

The owner of these wine jars was lying on the sofa, a man with a bulging beer belly.

The man was drunk and unconscious, and even Wen Qian didn't notice it when he returned home.

"Dad, don't sleep in the living room."

"Fuck me! Don't bother me!" Wen Yufei waved his hands, and roughly opened Wen Qian's hand.

Wen Qian's hands were a little red, but it didn't matter, she took out a towel as usual to help Wen Yufei wipe her face, and finally went back to the room, took out a blanket, and covered her father.

Wen Yufei was drunk, very drunk, and the vomit accompanied by the alcohol was all over the place, without any appearance at all.

The home with only two people left has become like this.

After waking up a little bit, Wen Yufei threw the blanket on the ground roughly, and started to gamble with his mobile phone.

Not going out, not working, relying on his daughter's support to gamble? This is Wen Yufei's daily life, and the skill of cutting pork has long been lost.

Wen Qian has long been accustomed to this, and went back to her room to take a light sleep after taking a shower—a heart tortured by guilt prevented her from sleeping deeply, and she had to rely on sleeping pills if she wanted to rest, but sleeping pills are not enough for now. It was too difficult for Wen Qian to support her, and she only took sleeping pills when she was too tired.

"Tch, did I lose again? Really." Wen Yufei clicked his tongue, and directly transferred 648 from his account to the gambling platform.

That's a quarter of her daughter's monthly salary—the kind that requires overtime.

Wen Yufei rowed in without hesitation, continued to gamble, and within ten seconds, he lost everything.

No more money to gamble on.

Wen Yufei felt that he was drunk, very drunk, and slumped on the sofa, muttering to himself.

"Looks like I'm drunk and can't wake up"

Just when Wen Yufei was about to close his eyes and go to sleep, a cool feeling eroded his soul.

feeling like my body is no longer me
The surrounding environment changes.

After being in a trance for a while, Wen Yufei felt his thoughts were stimulated by something. Looking at the surrounding scenery, he thought of the most terrifying thing.

scariest thing
In school--

Guangtan Middle School.

There were not many people in the school early in the afternoon, and even if there were people, they were teenagers galloping on the basketball court, and the rows of classrooms were even more silent.

"Why... come back here, am I having a nightmare?"

Regarding the change in the environment, Wen Yufei was uncertain, even trembling.

Wen Yufei wanted to escape from here, but no matter where he went, he would only head towards the depths of the classroom on the other side, and no matter what, he would only get closer and closer.

The place he never wanted to recall
The place that gave him nightmares.

The place where he had been addicted to alcohol for so many years.

"This question should be done like this, don't make the same mistake next time, do you know?"

"Thank you, teacher"

After all, he came to the classroom, and Wen Yufei remembered what he didn't want to recall that day.

I came to school to pick up my daughter home, and I stopped by to visit, and thank the teacher who tutored my daughter for free.

To that teacher, Wen Yufei expressed his heartfelt thanks, really
However, a pang of guilt came directly to my heart.

"This is my dream. After so many years, I still can't let go of that part of the past." Wen Yufei could only watch from the sidelines, watching Teacher Xu Changqing tutoring Wen Qian.

After counseling for a period of time, Xu Changqing took advantage of this to go to a bathroom, leaving only Wen Qian who was full of confidence in the future in the classroom of Nuoda University.

Wen Qian wrote the homework in front of her and answered every question seriously. No matter Chinese, mathematics or English, the three main subjects were taught by Xu Changqing personally.

He does not ask for anything in return, as long as the students are willing to learn, he will teach unconditionally. He is a real teacher.

Just as Wen Qian was studying hard, the door of the classroom was opened.

The one who came in was the center of the class, the eldest sister among the girls.

Wen Yufei knew that her name was Ye Jing, a very pleasant and quiet name. In the class, the girl who was very popular among the teachers, and Wen Qian belonged to two extremes.

Looking at Ye Jing, Wen Yufei's eyes sparkled and he gritted his teeth.

Ye Jing smiled when she entered the classroom, and smiled at Wen Qian.

very beautiful.

But with a malicious smile.

"Little Qianqian."

"Uh, sister Jing." Wen Qian forced a forced smile after seeing Ye Jing.

"Don't worry, I'm not here to bully you today." In front of Wen Qian, Ye Jing showed a side that she wouldn't normally reveal, sitting on a chair, leaning her feet on the table in the front row brazenly.

"By the way, I'm listening to who today. Well, the name doesn't matter anymore. She said, you like Chu Fang, and you even gave him chocolates, right?" Ye Jing put her hand on Wen Qian's shoulder and squinted. He closed his eyes and said, "You just need to answer yes or no."

"Yes"

Before Wen Qian could finish speaking, her head was pinned down so violently that all the books on the table fell off.

"You clearly know that I like him, and you still rob me of men. You really don't want your life. Tell me how you want to die!" Ye Jing patted Wen Qian's head, and Wen Qian could only bear it silently: "Just Are you worthy of confessing to Chu Fang?"

After patting, Ye Jing didn't bully her anymore, she directly took out her latest mobile phone and opened the video recording software inside.

There are videos of Wen Qian being bullied and ridiculed from before to now, all of which were taken by Ye Wenjing for fun.

Among them, of course, is the video of Xu Changqing tutoring Wen Qian.

There is nothing strange about the video itself, but the shooting angle is very weird, as if Xu Changqing is kissing Wen Qian.

Watching this video, Wen Qian's face was ashen and extremely pale, she immediately knelt down, kowtowed to Ye Jing and murmured: "Please, please don't stream the video, please don't, the teacher will be ruined and begged Please. Really please. You can beat me and scold me for anything you want me to do!"

Ye Jing raised her mouth slightly, took off her shoes, put her feet in front of Wen Qian, and said calmly.

"kneel."

While ordering, he shot a video, intending to capture Wen Qian's more humiliating side.

Wen Qian trembled helplessly, and could only lower her head in the end.
"Haha, like a dog, let you mess around, let you seduce my boyfriend."

Hearing this, Wen Qian finally couldn't bear it anymore, broke out, and went directly to snatch Ye Jing's cell phone.

Ye Jing's expression was surprised, she didn't expect that Wen Qian who usually couldn't fight back when hit or scolded would resist.

Why?
Why can she resist!
The two wrestled together.
Wen Yufei saw another self, that is, the self who witnessed the whole process at that time.

Wen Yufei is a head-shrinker.

At the very beginning, he didn't seem to want to take care of it, even if his daughter was being bullied, thinking about living in school in the future, he felt that it would be fine to bear it.

From the past to the present, it has not always been like this.

endure you.

put up with him.

Discrimination.

disdain.

All can bear.

Endure the calm for a while.

Even if you are forced to eat shit, you have to endure it.

You can see Ye Jing took out the vase next to her and wanted to smash it down at her with a ferocious expression.
Wen Yufei couldn't bear it.

I really can't stand it.

Seeing [myself] rushing forward desperately, holding the small knife used to peel apples in Xu Changqing's office next to him.

He stabbed it down.

A knife.

Two knives.

Three knives.

As if to vent, he vented all his usual unhappiness and the pain of his daughter being bullied on Ye Jing, the glamorous girl who stood at the top of the class.

Wen Qian next to her was stunned.

I saw with my own eyes that my father killed a man, and the hand he usually used to kill pigs did not have any lag when stabbing the human body.

Killed for himself.

Ye Jing didn't even cry out, she died in the classroom, staring at Wen Qian with staring eyes, she couldn't bear to die
Wen Yufei looked at the corpse in front of him, murmured, and wanted to go up and touch it, but when he touched it, there was only a spectacle.

This is a dream, his own dream, he can't touch the things in his memory, he can only be a bystander.

Suddenly, a voice sounded, coming from all directions.

"Are you ashamed?"

"I..." Wen Yufei's expression was complicated, and he took a deep breath and said, "I have nothing to be ashamed of."

Kill without shame—

"I am ashamed"

Sad and ashamed——

Wen Yufei knelt on the ground, snot and tears streaming down his face.

"Ashamed of my daughter, and of that kind teacher"

(End of this chapter)